Adjusting to a more sane routine

Saturday, January 12, 2019 12:21

So my journey is just a little over a week old, and already I have had incredible, previously unknown experiences. I definitely see this journey lasting the rest of my life, and transforming and aiding many life experiences as well as my orgasmic life.

Obviously, it also has its challenges. This week it has almost entirely taken over my life. Between reading the forums, writing on the forum, having Aneros experiences, and experiencing Aless almost all day long, I can hardly think about anything else. I make my own work schedule and I have a lot of private time, so it can be easy to postpone or procrastinate on other things. I’m very glad I had some appointments this week, or it may have totally lost myself in the euphoria.

I have also had some physical warning signs this week, especially after using the Aneros for any protracted time. Particularly after one protracted and very physical session, I experienced abdominal pain and extreme fatigue, which made me feel kind of dysfunctional. At the end of the session I had probably the biggest ejaculation I have had in a very very long time, so I’m sure that was a factor. I’ve also had headaches after two longer sessions, which I’m quite sure were brought on by the massager. Lastly, I also have some lingering dull pain in my rectum following the longer sessions. I’ve been able to convert these in my mind to pleasure, so they are not much of a problem. I think of it as longing, which actually might be the case. Lastly, the device and the forum have been “robbing” me of a lot of my sleep, so I know I am not well rested. Read more »

Wake Up Call

Well…its been 5 days since my last ejaculation. Also 5 days since my last bit of prostate play. Between work and just being tired…just havent had a chance to explore with myself. Well this morning I had an opportunity. The wife left for work early and it was just me and the dog. Started to look at some pics on Reddit and that got me warmed up pretty quickly. Today showed a lot of growth in my prostate stimulation journey. Once I got to the state of pure arousal…I pretty much stayed there for 30 mins and the only reason why it didn’t last any longer was because I needed to walk the dog.

30 mins of pure tingling sprinkled with very intense super-Os that made my head spasm. Thats actually the tell tale sign I am having a super-O. My head shakes involuntarily like I am having a seizure, my toes curl and relax without me really doing anything, my body is rigid but doing like the most minute spasming. It all feels like an exquisite rumble emanating from the center of my body. Most of the time my cock is rock hard but sometimes it starts out super soft and then the longer I am in the state my cock just rises. It’s such a good and relaxing feeling.

Starting Again

Two years ago, I bought the set of four Peridise massagers with the full intention of using them for anal health, pleasure, and prostate stimulation. In my first session back then, I used the second-smallest Peridise. Against all reason, I decided to go to town. Lots of flexing, breathing, and clenching for an hour and a half. It felt good at the time, but the next day, there were awful health repercussions – they were horrific enough that I gave up on any anal use at all; outside of normal bodily functions. It was a bit crushing, as previously, my anus had been a source of great pleasures.

Fast-forward to now. Taking a lot of advice to heart, I decided to go slow in reclaiming my body. For the past year, I’ve been gently reintroducing my anus to stimulation and penetration using my finger or small, smooth toys. Finally, I felt like I was ready to try the Peridise again. It was really nerve-wracking at first, but using yoga breathing techniques helped keep my body and mind at ease.

Read up on the Aneros forums about how to use the Peridise – supposed to start with the largest size, and work your way down as you tone your anal muscles. It looked small enough. Followed the directions in the box (relax, practice contractions with no device in, then lubricate). Used a gloved finger to apply ID brand lube (an old favorite) to outer anus, massaged some around, then eventually inside. Applied generous amount to bulb on largest Peridise, then all over the shaft. Read more »

Woah

So it’s been maybe a month since the last time I played, but man was the craving there. Same set up as always, helix syn, porn, and my trusty hash oil pen.

Pretty normal session, aside from the fact that I was very horny from anticipation. The porn choice I selected is arguably more tame than what I’d normally watch, but how my body was feeling watching it you’d probably wouldn’t be able to tell the difference. I’ve found that I prefer watching something more audible (lots of moaning, screaming, etc) is way more stimulating while playing since I might not be watching. About half an hour in I decide to hit the vape pen and it really gets things going. About another half an hour goes by of riding the wave up and down and I had another wet orgasm. Instead of stopping the session here, I decided to keep riding it out for another 10 minutes since I was still feeling it.

I got up to clean up and take a shower and this is where things got interesting. As I was washing my hair I would close my eyes and I when I did it almost felt like everything was on a slant. I was having some audio hallucinations as well, must have been spilled over from the porn I was watching. There was very much an enlightened/euphoric feeling I was having while showering, and feeling very self aware of all the sensations while I was showering. If any of you are experienced with psychedelics, this was very similar to (if not exactly the same) as the “peak”. For the rest of the day I was feeling insanely horny, probably tugged it out 5 or so times haha. Read more »

Close call

Last night I had started with ET and switched to Max T after about an hour.
Rolled on my side with knees up high when I had almost a soft thrumming in my head with an undulating blue gray canvas display in my visual cortex. This was followed by a rapid series of porno images rolling through my mind. Very strange. I was awake so this wasn’t dreaming.
Lasted maybe 5 or 8 seconds.

It was all very subtle and I wanted more, but it faded out.
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Fun in the shower

1/10 10:15 a.m.

Ok, there’s more. Sorry to be writing so much, but it’s so much fun I really want to share. And I think maybe writing about it is fun as well.
After I got done writing my previous post I needed to go up and shower to get ready for an appointment. My rectum was missing Syn a little, so I decided I would try inviting Helix into the shower with me. I grabbed the massager, lubed my hole and canal and then lubed up Helix. She wanted to play with my perineum and scrotum before she went inside, so I let her do that and then directed her in. Ahhhh. Going in and coming out is one of my favorite parts. I really didn’t expect much; I just thought she would lay in there like when I was sleeping. However, as I started to shower, the motion moved her around and gave me the most wonderful sensations. Then (as I’ve heard others say), POW! – pow!, pow!, pow!. She was fucking me powerfully. Not sure I had even experienced auto-fucking before this point. I was vocalizing, dancing, trying different positions to optimize. The party lasted my whole shower (which are longish). When I was done showering I thought it would be efficient to bring her out into the open and clean her up. When I took her out I lingered when the largest part of her was near my inner sphincter (I think). Exquisite pleasure! Thanks, helix, for the fuck. I owe you.

“Precum Pump!”

[Inspired by @Pasttime]

Introduction
About a week since last session. Home alone this afternoon (with the dog). Good night too; rare but I didn’t sleep in a cup! Quite aroused this morning and somewhat throughout the day. I took advantage of the time with a short session. I selected the HIH 950. Little did I know what was in store for me! Let me explain…..

Session
I lubed-up with SSG and (not wearing a cup) started the session on my side, with left leg up. It wasn’t too long, however, that I began to experience some serious auto-f&*( contractions which I could not stop. After about 3 or 4 “pumps” I reacted somewhat violently on the bed, along with a shout-out. Things settled-down for only a short while, then started-up all over again. I tried different positions for my legs and the auto-f&*( ing continued unabated. In fact, some positions were even more stimulating on my prostate. Perhaps a different part of it was affected.

To quote @Pasttime (in the shower): Pow! Pow! Pow! Pow!

This went on for a while; with every f&*( I could feel the P-tab on the 950 pressing and stimulating my perineum/prostate and that just re-energized the f&*( some more! When would it stop? At the last Pow! of every ‘pumping cycle’, I felt an intense contraction in my cock and before I realized it, I had a stream of precum oozing out and down. Read more »

The Beat Goes On

So looking back to my 7th year of Aneros practice, I can say Aneros made me into a new man. In January 2012, I was 59 years old with the sex drive I had at 30, but I was wiser, more self aware and more patient. When I say I was a new man, my outlook on sex and sexual pleasure had become very open and enlightened. I can objectively say I was made to be a more sensual man. My outlook on life and sexual pleasure became more Zen like. Although my home life was very conventional my career was always just a little outside the box; Aneros made my sex life a little outside the box just as my career was. I really had a more laid back attitude towards success and traditional achievement than my peers and I had a deeper more convoluted attitude towards sex than my friends and acquaintances. I came to enjoy life and my sex life as a result of my shifted mental state.

As for sex, in my seventh year I took the leap to explore male – male sexual exploration with a very safe guy I met on line in a very safe forum. We met once. Like me he was a married – curious guy, but he was 20 years younger than I. It was both our first times. We spent a weekend together in a hotel. That will be another entry. Read more »

Ahhhh! Uhhhhhhhhh! Ohhhhhhhhhh! F

Ok, I have to try to get some of this out. I am having the most amazing MMO self-love self-FUCK sessions. I have maybe had hints that this was possible, but I never would have imagined, or I would have had it LONG ago. I am so excited I can hardly contain it. Right now I am lying here naked, half under the covers exhalting in my scent/musk and my bodies’ continuing hyper sensitivity and trembling and minis.

Last night I decided to ravage myself. my hole, with my new helix syn. I used coconut oil; I love the scent and the simplicity of it. I slipped her in – ohhhhhhhhh exhale. I could have used her to fuck myself, but I had been ready about “do nothing,” so I got comfoyand went to sleep.

I woke up at 4:30 with a headache, so I got up to take a pee and some Advil and ended up removing Syn in the process. I went back to bed with the intention of going back to sleep, but when I felt the bedding on my body I knew I wasn’t going to sleep without some pleasure. My nips were crying out. The moment I touched them I went into Aless. Whole body involuntary convulsions and twitching. I hugged myself and the Os continued as I writhed beneath the sheets. I went on for more than 90 minutes caressing touching pulling and rubbing myself and convulsing in multiple positions, including standing. So incredible, rich and amazing.

Sixth Year Milestone

In the summer of my sixth year, mid way to my seventh year of Aneros the nature of my need for sexual pleasure and my response to arousal had shifted totally as a result of rewiring. Arousing images and fantasies still coaxed my penis to erection but at the same time a sexy woman or male penis porn or an erotic dream or writing my erotica would make my anus tingle and twinge and make my nipples erect.

However as much as rewiring bent my sexuality in an arc that I never would have predicted it also enhanced my sex practices and expanded my existing desires and proclivities.

My sex life began in reality when I was 19; from that date on it was focused solely on penis in vagina sex and masturbation. When I met my wife and we became intimate my prurient focus added oral sex on her. For both of us the most intense and pleasurable orgasms we both have occur during oral sex, whether it is me on her or her on me or in 69. Aside from rewiring and my orgasms I absolutely love my wife’s pussy. Licking her slot, suckling her clit or massaging her G spot with a finger it’s all good for me. Likewise I love to be sucked; the visual turn on is a huge influence on my orgasm and ejaculation. Fucking has been and still is a way for me to feel close to my wife. Like many women she loves it because she loves the fullness that penetration with my large penis provides. She loves the lurching tug of my shaft inside her and the swelling contracting action of my cock head that accompanies pumping of my ejaculate inside her. Having her juice my penis as I embrace her provides a visceral bond that is not available through any other means. Read more »