So I am able to have at least 20 orgasms, usually around 40 or more, I actually don't know I lose count after awhile. All extremely deeply mind blowing pleasurable beyond regular orgasms compared to penile orgasms that will last from 1-2 minutes to over 5 minutes each, and they roll into each other like waves. No refractory period, no hard ejaculations, just a constant slow dripping of cum the whole time. And I have prostate masturbation sessions that would last over 4 hours with minimal breaks. I use a toy that's similar to the Aneros but shaped a little different. I would just work it in and out my ass until I start feeling the waves of orgasms and they just don't stop as long I keep thrusting the toy in and out massaging the prostate. I am curious, is anybody wired similar to this? Able to have dozens of orgasms non stop for hours?? I am open to questions if anyone wants more details. Thanks!
Ghost Butt
Writing this the day after because I had to savor the events… Been about 2 weeks since my last ride, and my taint softened up a bit again. I only say this because when I ride more consistently, my perineum gets tougher and the P-tab isn't so aggressive feeling.
Oh, and no sex of any kind for maybe 4 days… the glands were throbbing to drain! I plugged in my Pro Jr. and practiced contracting my actual anus, not just the PC muscles. In about 10 minutes, I was getting major involuntaries and new stimulation from the K-tab. I'm guessing my ass is building some amazing strength from these sessions.
Ballooning my abdomen by taking in a slow belly breath added even more pressure, and I got some great rapid anus contractions in return, almost like a machine gun. When these fired off, my penis erected and I spasmed shut. My glutes contracted rhythmically and added movement to the locked up Aneros. Then all hell broke loose and I was grunting loud into my pillow, my body tense as fuck. When it was over, I had kicked everything off the bed.
Interesting progress
had my first non-erect orgasm with cum today.
Had some time, heavy thrusting and working it up.
Pretty certain the cum came from stimulation caused by my cock bouncing against my inner thigh )was on side, both knees up at right angle(.
But think its important since the cock stay soft. Wasn't actually certain it was all cum- was more runny and clearer than normal but thicker than precum.
Happy hunting!
First Super-O !
Had my first bona–fide Super–O last night! Felt warm floating feeling wash over my body and then started shaking all over and had orgasmic release.
Previously, I'd done a session with as much non–aneros prostate stim as I could muster the evening before, with no results. Felt I just wasn't getting enough prostate stim to do the trick. I may have done some corona stim which resulted in a regular orgasm, which really frustrated me. Also, I've typically been rubbing the base of my penis to get aroused.
So the next evening I figured I'd focus on the prostate itself, and I used the helix out. I almost hate to because of the prep and cleanup work. But, BIG improvement in prostate stim. It must have been all the practicing I'd been doing with K–contractions )not sure if these are kegels, but it's the muscle that stops urine flow( and other stuff, but this time the helix REALLY felt stimulating and pleasurable. Previously, it felt THERE, but not really pleasurable. Must have finally activated stimulation directly to the prostate.
So spent maybe 20–30 minutes of k–contractions, moving my hips around and abdomen touching, nipple stim, and felt stimulation in the prostate area steadily getting stronger. Really took the full 20–30 min of warm up time I think.
Need help
I purchased a helix syn 2 weeks ago and I have had about 4 sessions so far. I want some tips and to hear If I'm doing this correctly. Here's my process I live my finger up and play with my asshole. Once I'm loose I live up the helix and slide it in, I get in my back and bend my legs and sit contracting muscles and breathing for a while. I usually get some twitching in my ass and some chills throughout my body. I lose my erection and sometimes my arousal all together. Am I allowed to watch porn? What can I do better? Thanks in advance.
Weed
tried weed last night- two good puffs. Has been years and it was strong.
Jumped in a hot bath, watched some porn, then out for my session with Kelly Howell's ecstasy on. Definitely immediate and powerful session. Lots of involuntariness, i thunk a mini-o or two. And and overwhelming sense of how deep and good it could feel.
The weed allowed a free-floating clutter-less mind interestingly and a deeper sense of relaxation. But typical of weed, questioning the fleeting past moment's actions led to questioning if "that" just happened and/or did I do that or was it involuntary. However, that became the fun and the game to see how deep and wonderful it could feel. I topped up about 3 hours in and couldn't regain where I was so went on to a super T. I did sleep with it in and nothing to report.
Now I question if its worth the artificial stimulant- short circuiting the re-wiring process- or should I not try any more weed and go back to 'normal'.
Fun times on this journey!
Tantric sex
I’m a bit disillusioned with orgasming using the aneros method. I have had some good success but it seems to take hours of effort to get any returns at the moment, probably just me. I have been meaning to read about tantric sex for a while and found some good information this morning; it’s similar to what I am doing but involves direct masturbation or sex and subverting energies away from a normal ejaculatory orgasm, together with energy circulation. What I like about it is the emphasis on meditation and energy circulation rather than the rather vague technique of aneros.
I tried it quickly and managed to get 2 quick dry orgasm before I accidentally ejaculated. That was quite a good start. I tried again later in the day and managed to get into a continuous state of orgasm with a few small prostate contractions but I was frightened of ejaculating, possibly concentrating on that too much, and of course ended up ejaculating )again!(. I am going to keep experimenting, and try to circulate the energy more, at least I am guaranteed an orgasm of some sort each time I do it, so in many ways it is way better than the aneros technique.
I meditated again today and managed to hold some long periods of a clear mind. I gave up after only 20 minutes because my mind was starting to chatter too much.
Binaural beats and aneros
Hi all, I'm a long time reader here and recent participant. I started using an aneros in 2010 after an injury led to some damage to my pelvic floor. I saw a physio who open up my pelvic floor muscles with massage and figured an aneros might help in a similar way. I started with an MGX but never really was relaxed enough to break through. That and I was impatiently focused on ejaculatory orgasm. I then purchased a helix which seems to fit me better but still no breakthrough. I see now that I wasn't using enough lube as well.
I hadn't used my aneros for years until last year my wife went abroad for 6 weeks and I was left at home holding down the fort. I discovered my old toys when I was packing and decided to give them another go. I discovered much more info than was previously available and made modifications such as removing the handle. I also started to begin session relaxing with orgasmic breath work.
My first super-O hit me quickly like a ton of bricks. I had the toy inserted on the bed and knelt over listening too a hands free orgasm binaural beats session on YouTube. I was using a blindfold. I started to moan in resonance with the tones and my body was overcome with sensation. I bucked, shook and moaned for what seemed like an eternity. I felt the emotional memories of ex-lovers passing through me as orgasms ran up my spine and down my front.
Meditation
I have had some amazing success with higher levels of orgasm this week and sort of forgotten about my meditation. I am quite exhausted form work and staying up late trying to orgasm, and I keep waking up early in fact I have been doing that since my adventure began. I wake with butterflies of excitement in my stomach and I can't seem to stop this happening. Maybe my excitement is a bit out of control and actually bringing it under control would do me some good. It's an energy that I can't control which can't be good.
Intuitively I know I have to get back to meditation and resist the urge to just try for another orgasm. In reality I don't feel like orgasming anyway right now and deep down I know that.
On trying to meditate I could feel the butterflies again, so tried to meditate on that and just let it flow which sort of dissipated it. Just accepting it and observing it seemed to work, rather than fighting it or trying to understand it.
Then I had a realisation that my mind was not still. I always have thoughts going through my head even when I think I am quiet and relaxed. I'm writing a journal and thinking about how I am going to describe what is happening, it's almost an addiction. I stopped those thoughts and at last my mind went quiet and I hung onto that. For the first time ever I had a quiet mind with no thoughts, I ignored any that came up. Probably for 10 minutes I held onto a quiet mind with just a few interruptions. It was quite a new sensation and I think this is what I am missing from my meditation.
Metaphysics and the Ring of Fire
Metaphysics, the Ring of Fire and Our Relationship
I took the Kinsey Sexual Orientation Test again recently. I took it because I was wondering about my recent writings involving guys. I was a 0 at one point indicating total heterosexual. I am now a 2 indicating heterosexual with tendencies towards homosexuality. At some point I will write about the fine line that divides my sexual psyche. However the results reinforce thefact that I am still very very turned on by women. The main reason I am turned on by women is the emotional connection I feel for women and the woman I love.
Emotional longing and erotic arousal and passion; the relationship is so powerful that at times it can be overwhelming.
I share a deep emotional love for my wife, as a result there is a physical energy that expresses itself as a passionate attraction. It is a dominate force in both of our lives.
Attraction occurs in nature in the affinity of the north and south poles of an earthy loden stone; magnetically the poles are drawn together by an invisible attractive force. Attraction expresses itself through gravity, in a cold clear babbling brook being drawn along a stony channel in the forest, desperately seeking the release of joining with the warmer water of a deep lumbering river. J. and I share such this passionate attraction; it has bound us together as a couple for 4 decades. Our attraction did not start out as strong as it is now, but it always was there, and it has grown and evolved over the years.