A LGBT poem, written by a retired, straight teacher

Hi guys, even gals,

A few minutes ago I came across a powerful poem composed by a retired, heterosexual teacher affirming the LGBT experience. This poem has alliteration which accentuates its expression. This poem is worthy of consideration, contemplation, and even action in today's USA. Enjoy!

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FREEDOM RIDE LESGAYBITRANSQUE

Defy discrimination. Boycott bigotry.
Denounce dogma. Banish bullies.

Cultivate change. Encourage empathy.
Inspire insight. Revitalize reason. Deactivate disinformation.
Deconstruct preconceptions. Reconstruct character.

Rediscover self. Purge pain.
Explore scruples. Disengage guilt.
Close chapters. Open closets.

Humanize homosexuality.
Nurture narratives. Champion paragons.
Rekindle respect. Demand dignity.

Mend families. Compel comrades. Rally allies.
Command crowds. Mobilize masses. Globalize ideals.

Shift paradigms. Reset standards. Envision equality.
Challenge convention. Elevate ethics. Revise rules.
Celebrate diversity!

Trust time. Practice persistence. Pledge patience.
Confirm convictions. Consign commitment.
Marshal movement. Maintain momentum.

Delay gratification. Overcome obstacles.
Redefine normality. Modernize morality.
Reform matrimony. Reunite scouts.

Transform tradition. Civilize civilization.
Embrace enlightenment. Reshape reality.

Welcome awakening. Recognize redemption.
Laugh fearlessly. Liberate love!

–Carol Anne, Retired California Teacher, Heterosexual

Weird

Things get weirder and weirder, in a nice way.

My last 4 orgasms have been interesting. They haven't lasted long. Each time I start to orgasm I feel my pleasure ramping up rapidly but I don't have time to enjoy it much because I feel something building that I have to concentrate on. It's a very deep almost unbelievably powerful pleasure, maybe just another super-O I'm not sure. It sits there and I have no option but to feel it build, my whole body convulsing uncontrollably, but with anticipation rather than any realised pleasure. Each time it gets stronger and it's driving me mad that I can't have it. Each time it seems to get closer I think it's starting to spread and then it stops, and eventually I have to give in because the pressure is starting to get uncomfortable and I have to stop. I try relaxed observation, I try just enjoying it and feeling the pleasure building, but it's like my body just can't quite accept it yet and give in to it, it's too powerful for me.
Somehow if feels like a super-O building, but in other ways it feels different, even more powerful. I will only know once it hits me and I can't wait because it's going to be good. Read more »

Cock Craving

Over the last few days I have come to the conclusion that I am a guy who binges on cocks. It’s kind of like it is with wet orgasm itself. Immediately after ejaculation your libido drops like a rock. Depending on your age and sex drive it can build back up in ten minutes or ten hours. With me and cocks my craving reaches a pinnacle of arousal ending in sating it with a tryst with a guy; there upon my desire for male – male sexual intimacy drops like a stone; weirdly though my recharge of desire for erect cock and cum takes months or years to build back up. In between I would classify myself as interested – intrigued. Typically the thing that is the “thresh hold” between intrigued and aroused is some male porn, especially things that I like to do with guys.

Admittedly I am no expert in male – male sex as I have only had 3 partners in 5 years. I am an anal virgin, which is fascinating as I was transformed by my rewiring through prostate or anal orgasm. My sex life with men started out as fantasy with no reality. Gradually with the first guy it became a little less fantasy and a little reality. The second guy added more reality and a little less to fantasy. Having been with my 3rd guy about 3 months ago reality is slowly gaining on fantasy. Also my nervousness is diminishing with each experience. As my nervousness dissipates it leaves more room for my arousal to fill the gap. Read more »

Kundalini stuff

I think I am feeling more changes that are part of my awakening. I'm confused and feeling very low. I have had a few ups and downs but in general felt that I was getting somewhere. Yesterday I started to feel very low indeed and feel as if I have lost something. I can't really put it into words.

Last night I meditated and got the feeling of loneliness, more of a thought really and not a true feeling. I can't make sense of things. Every time I have thought I knew what was happening to me it has turned out completely different. I want to know what is happening. I feel as if I am being selfish feeling like this, it's all about me, and there are people with far worse problems out there. In fact I really don't like myself right now. I have become a pointless waste of space with no emotion just feeling sorry for myself.

I had an orgasm last night, the physical sensations were the same as a super-O, convulsions shot through my whole body but I felt absolutely no pleasure at all, absolutely nothing. I was dead from the waist down. I have got problems.

I suppose I just have to go with this. I really can't put it into words it's a hopeless muddle of negative thoughts and lack of emotion. I can't 'feel' it at all I'm just dead.

Anticipation

Planning my first session for tomorrow evening….keeping my expectations low but still excited. Have downloaded a number of erotic soundtracks to play while I experience my first session. Schedule a workout and an massage right after work to relax me before experiencing.

Aneros shipped device today instead of yesterday just delaying and building the anticipation…so glad I paid for overnight shipping

Aless session while wearing a jock and cup

Hi guys,

Today I could not control myself. Around 11:30 a.m. this morning, I slipped that Champion Deluxe Jock and Cup I told you about in an earlier blog entry today. This jock and cup fits my "junk" perfectly in such comfort as I Aless. In fact, such contact with my genitals Alessing magnifies my Aless, its pleasure and sweetness. Gee, I have been on the verge of cumming for the last hour or so riding the edge of ejaculatory inevitability. I will have to get some relief or so! :-]

A masturbation session that was absolutely hot!

Hi guys,

I have a confession to make. At age 66, I seldom masturbate, maybe once a month or once every six weeks. But when I do, I cum BIG and it is so sweet, much, much more than the heady days of adolescence!

The DC summer already proving that we will have heatwaves as years previously. Last we were fortunate which a slightly cooler than usual summer with few days above 90's.

On Tuesday we had a heatwave that finally broke after six days of relentless heat and humidity. Cooler, drier weather from Canada finally arrived. Unfortunately it is a slight respite for the heat and humidity is returning, though not a fierce as it was last weekend. The summertime weather was beginning to make me sick on Monday, so I stayed indoors much of the day on Tuesday.

Just after midnight Wednesday, I had a hankering to hop back on the Net and into tumblr to see some luscious pics of penis, glans, and gay sex. Then I started reading some of my favorite f**k/suck stories at nifty.org. In the meantime, I had put on my Champion Deluxe Jock and Cup. That jock and cup combo is ideal for containing your "junk" and both interacted with Aless in an amazing way.

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Aneros session for Thursday June 18, 2005

Hi guys,

I have been blessed by some really pleasurable Aneros sessions lately which have left me with really amazing Aless!

This morning I tried in order the following models: Maximus, Helix Classic, Tempo, and Progasm Ivory.

After a brief jaunt to a neighborhood to get some food, I started with Maximus. Maximus and I this morning interacted well, but not well enough as in other sessions. So I went on to Helix Classic which hit all the right places today. Abundant pleasure resulted which spurred me on to Tempo and Progasm Ivory which continued the upward trajectory of Aneros pleasure!

The reason why I use multiple models in my sessions is that where one model may not perform up to expectations, another model can fill the bill!

This morning my Aless feels like my body is in a continuous, yet minor boil. I am savoring the sweetness of this Aless feeling like my body is riding the edge of ejaculatory inevitability. Take care!

Unwanted aneros afterglow

So I've been using my aneros for about a week straight before bed and it has been going pretty well. I feel like I'm coming close to the super o. I'm having great prostate waves and nice euphoric feelings. However, now I'm getting waves and overwhelming awareness of my prostate during the day. Its not just here and there. Its happening almost all day long. Has anyone else ever had this happen? It sounds like it would be great, but it has been terrible. Walking…sitting down…any movement start a mellow warmth buzz and light twiches. Its been happening for two straight days and I'm getting worried at this point and I'm hoping it goes away. I'm going to take a break from the aneros.

Another super-O

I wasn't expecting much last night but got the best super-O in weeks that I could actually enjoy without interruption for a change.

At first I thought it was going to be dud session. No sensations at all for the first 5-10 minutes and I almost gave up. The it started to build, very slowly. As I slipped into an orgasm it immediately became a whole body experience, electricity shooting through me into my arms and legs and I was determined to enjoy it to the full. Wave after wave of orgasmic energy flowed into every bit of me, my body convulsed and I could hardly catch my breath. I love feeling of losing control giving in to the intensity if the pleasure flowing inside me. It was like magic and lasted 20-30 minutes.

I'm not sure quite why some sessions give me a super-O, others just a pelvic orgasm, although I throughly enjoy those as well. The super-Os seem to take longer to develop, I'm not sure it's got anything to do with relaxation, I'm going to keep experimenting.