Moving on down the road

After scrapping my two previous blog journal attempts, I think I’ll settle on this one. Here I am, closing in on my 10th month of Aneros use. Pressing on regardless, I seem to have crept up on to another plateau – so here it is…

It’s all about the p-waves! Didn’t know I was having them, but now it’s what I seek. Finally, after months of sessions, I am getting back to the point of being able to produce pleasurable anerosless moments utilizing simple small scale contractions and light Male Deer massages. I can have a session during the day with my favorite model de jour, and then again at night – all with p-waves rolling up and down my nether parts.

Putting the wraps on fish oil: It may or may not help – It’s just pretty expensive to keep up, and I have too many ramp up/ramp down periods with vacations and such. In the long run, I just don’t see myself quaffing down 10 fish oil pills a day for the rest of my life. In addition to the fish oil, I gave up cigars and drinking during that time. While I may have had an increase in spontaneous p-wave generation outside of sessions, I couldn’t see continuing to spend the money when I have a series of vacations coming up that will most likely bump me off the path.

Fish oil fancies

While (probably) nothing to do with fish oil, one side note from my recent Progasm session, was that the big girl went in the easiest she's ever gone – only took about 5 minutes! In addition, my second anal (inner) ring is the one that gets sore from Progasm use – this time, I had no complaints after two hours.

So last night, after I went to bed, I gave the Male Deer a whirl to check on my Progasm 'After-Shock' theory and Vwalah! Aneros-less involuntaries again! Not as strong as the early January session, but I may be climbing back up the plateau instead of sliding off it.

Without the Aneros, there is a nice feeling sensation that is very consistant (not waves) that the Male Deer massage brings out centered over the prostate or the pelvic ridge as it were. Yet, seemingly very elusive. But when I get it, I push down on the prostate with the pelvic floor muscles (like doing a stomach crunch). Then I usually abandon the Male Deer (why bother with success, right?) and grab/pinch (comfortably) the skin over the pelvic bone just north of the penis base and well south of the belly button. This exerts the kind of gentle external pressure on the little walnut that it tells me it really craves. Thus locked into place by muscle and thumbs I start a couple of little contractions until the involuntaries echo back at me. Then I try to build them… after 20 minutes, they fizzled out.

Update (past 5 days)

Thursday 2/26/2009… Day off
Friday 2/27/2009… One hour morning Eupho session with super-O’s
Saturday 2/28/2009… One hour morning Eupho session with super-O’s
Saturday 2/28/2009… One hour afternoon Eupho and Progasm session, super-O’s with both Aneros’
Saturday 2/28/2009… Aneros-less evening session with S.O.
Sunday 3/1/2009… Day off
Monday 3/2/2009… 45-minute morning Eupho session with super-O

Man, the Eupho is just plain awesome! A 50 to 60% contraction puts it dead center on my prostate’s hot spot creating indescribable pleasure. I can’t seem to get enough. Anyone know if there’s an Aneros Anonymous?

SWW

Fifth session—wonderful and bizarre

Today has been bizarre.

After waking I had a quick Aneros-less session to start the day.

My energy levels today were nothing like they were yesterday, though I was still getting into listening to my music while I worked. There was something else, though—not quite depression but a melancholy and anxious feeling about something I couldn't quite identify.

In the late afternoon I was getting horny and decided to get into using the Aneros again. The first hour was unremarkable, mostly because I couldn't get satisfied with the lube. I had generously pre-lubed, but I couldn't get any of it to stay on the backside of the Helix (away from the prostate) and it would keep getting dry and irritating as it seemed to attach to the wall of my rectum.

I probably should try another type of lube; I've only been using ID Glide so far.

After re-lubing a number of times, I was finally getting into it. The next 30 minutes to an hour were filled with a number of wonderful dry-Os. But then things were starting to get kicked up a notch or two or three.

Couldn't ask for a better day

Today I've been feeling high as a kite. The Aneros-less kickstart I described in my previous entry was just the incredible beginning. Who knew I could teach my body to enjoy intense orgasmic pleasure at will without any direct physical stimulation? Frankly I'm amazed it has happened at all, let alone so quickly—I've only had four sessions with the Aneros and I almost feel like I don't really need it any more. I gather my rapid progress is not a common occurrence for most guys, so I am also especially grateful for whatever it was that enabled me to get rewired almost immediately.

I've been listening to music for most of the day, and have gotten tremendous pleasure from it. Familiar songs feel new again, the intricate chord progressions and melodies… but especially the rhythm. Oh, yeah! Syncopated rhythms! I love them like never before… I can't help but move… must dance!

Something surprised me about the particular songs coming up in my random playlist. They all had something apropos to say to me about how I was feeling at that moment, either in the lyrics, the mood of the music, or in some cases even the title and album name. I don't usually listen to lyrics as I'm generally moved more by the music itself, but today these coincidences caused me to start paying attention.

Training wheels indeed

Something interesting happened last night that was completely non-sexual, and yet at least as energetic and satisfying as I've been experiencing lately. I decided to try some meditation (in bed) with the help of headphones and soothing audio. It was not long before I started to feel some tingling, mostly in my legs—not erotic at all but soothing and very relaxing. I was able to direct this tingling with my focused awareness into other parts of my body, and was soon feeling it all over.

Some other things also happened that I'm not sure I'm ready to talk about, as they are very personal. I'll just say that I think I made some significant spiritual progress and felt enveloped in loving guidance. As it relates to the tremendous feelings the Aneros is able to bring about however, I will also say I was exposed to a number of different energies of which the orgasmic energy seems to be just one in a vast spectrum.

I slept very well last night. 🙂

This morning I felt refreshed, but was also starting to feel the same urges as before. I was pretty charged up, so I experimented with having an Aneros-less session and, to my great amazement and satisfaction, achieved numerous body-shaking orgasms. I didn't feel the need to ejaculate, and finished the session instead on a great high. What a great way to start the day!

Serious Aftershocks

This is a follow up to my first Progasm session. That night, as I lay in bed, I started doing little contractions. Soon I was playing “Chase the Pleasure Echo” like I learned over the Christmas holidays when I was Anerosless. This involves doing some External Male Deer rubbing and then contracting for awhile. Boy did things take off. For the next hour and a half the contractions and spasms rose and fell and rose and fell. I didn’t know if the little walnut was going to let me sleep at all. These pleasant flutters were fun to chase – I’m sure by some definitions I was having waves of mini-o’s.

This was definitely rewiring – it felt like my prostate was plugged in. I now consciously recognize that when the prostate is calling for blood that your heart rate changes to that deep intestinal thumping that you can just ride up and down. Veins throb in my eardrums. There was a pulsing taught power cord reaching from the topside base of my penis to just below my belly button. All sorts of different muscle groups in my pelvis were spasming in different directions.

All these things are new: conscious recognition of pulse/heart rate change, plugged in and fluttering prostate, belly power cord. And the ‘on switch’ is the Male Deer. My brain is responding. The Progasm really stirred things up down there.

Two weeks without the Aneros

For the first time since buying the Aneros 5 ½ months ago I have gone for two weeks without using it. That’s what visiting the in-laws over the holidays can do to a person. I did use the Peridise once, but it was not a solo session and it will have to be a separate entry!

The fun thing was that I got to do a lot of Anerosless exercises – something I haven’t gotten a chance to do before. Kind of Male Deer external massaging, contractions and deep rhythmic breathing. Chasing pleasure echo’s as it were.

It’s funny, because you can wake the little walnut up in the morning and he wants to play all day. I can make it feel really good but I can only produce very intermittent involuntaries. Still, it gives you something to do between holiday meals while you’re watching football and making pleasant conversation with Aunt so and so.

Ordered myself a Progasm. I’ll bet that’ll be worth a blog entry by the end of next week. I had to make a decision between that and the MGX. I like the description of mobility and aggressive P-Tab for the MGX (I don’t consider the Helix tab to be all that aggressive). I had to go with the K-Tab and the ball style P-Tab in the end. I’m just not quite sure I will appreciate the size of the Progasm. Ah, the sweet sensation of fear and anticipation. We will have to see if I am qualified as an “Advanced User” yet or not. You can only read so much before you have to take action one way or the other.

Rumel’s Ruminations – Part II

This Blog is in two Sections : Part II (this one) is my periodic blog of experiences (most recent at the top), Part I is just copies of some of my earliest Forum entries (oldest at the bottom)

3/21/10 – There have been a couple of inquiries/comments in the past about my personal avatar, so I thought I'd put into writing what it is.
While the Aneros WIKI states "Super-O's come in all shapes and sizes. Some are small, some are large, some are single, some are multiple, some are centered in one area while others are in another. Some are particularly intense, while others are more subdued." I liked a post by 'BF Mayfield' wherein he said "Super-O's come in many colors and flavors."

When I first joined the Forum, avatars were not an available option for members. It was many months after I had experienced my first Super-O that avatars became available. I believe it was 'hlaser99' who posted the first animated avatar shortly after they were possible here. I then started thinking about what mine should be. For a short time I was using an animated graphic of the Super O Society logo which I created as my avatar but I decided against that as I wanted that particular graphic to represent much more than my identity.

Wednesday Weirdness

Great week. Had an excellent three hour session Monday with the MGX. It climaxed with about an hour of really intense p-waves and dry-os. Although now, looking at the wiki, I think I might possibly be having super-os. They feel like full fledged orgasms, but they're not full body encompassing or taking me over the moon as I've seen described. Whatever they are, it's fantastic! Strangely I've never had any involuntary muscle movements.

An odd thing about this session is that it was so intense, it made me kinda disoriented the rest of the day. You know the feeling of butterflies in the stomach? This was butterflies going crazy in the stomach, intestines, colon, penis, etc. That along with shortness of breath and a more pronounced heartbeat. Really strange and exciting.

That out of the way, I decided to do sessions twice a week, after my Monday and Thursday showers. Thursday couldn't come fast enough, however. My prostate was all aflutter on Wednesday. Finally I couldn't stand it and put the larger Peridise in. Bizarrely, the sensations stopped. Once it was removed, the feelings came back! It felt so good when rubbing my "sweet spot."