Another twist in the road of my journey – late July and early August

Since this is more of a journal I'll be updating my experiences semi-regularly. Skip to the end of the blog for the latest entry.

I found that I had unintentionally hijacked the topic in the"weed" forum discussion with my Salvia Divinorum experiences and thought that my descriptions of my experiences were more appropriate in a blog. So here it is. I'll keep updating it as I go.

June 25
salvia divinorum looks interesting; quick acting, short duration, not addictive, meditative affects, no hangover. I'm going to try it.

Wikipedia says "Mazatec shamans have a long and continuous tradition of religious use of Salvia divinorum, using it to facilitate visionary states of consciousness during spiritual healing sessions.[1] Most of the plant's local common names allude to the Mazatec belief that the plant is an incarnation of the Virgin Mary, with its ritual use also invoking that relationship"

June 26
Here's a poetic description of the Salvia Divinorum experience from the Pharmako/poeia by Dale Pendel:

"It's like a mirror with no frame: some don't see it at all; some do, but don't like what they see.

It's like cat paws, soft cat paws pressing, or like a bunch of bird tongues lapping the mind. Or like tiny fingers, the way ivy fingers reach out to climb a wall . . .

Always Learning

We were playing this afternoon. Caressing and turning each other on. Just enjoying each other. She stroked me to a huge erection. She coated me with coconut oil. I haven't cum in two days , so I am definitely ready. She get her Rabbit and starts taking care of herself as it has been a few days for her too. I take over stroking myself and watching her. I never tire of watching her masturbate.

We are dirty talking to each other. She ask why I don't have a toy in. So I get my Progasm. A coating of coconut oil and it slips right in. Immediately I jump to a new level of pleasure. I learned today that when I haven't cum for a while, the prostate too becomes sensitive like your cock does. The combination is insatiable.

She crest to a very nice orgasm and writhed on the bed. I stroke and breath it in.Love the pleasure in her face and body. She comes down and I am stroking and the auto movement has taken over. In fact, it did not take long to start. She takes the Rabbit and presses against the middle of the bottom tab of the Progasm. Great balls of fire !

I exploded in seconds! If Aneros made a vibrating Progasm, they would have a best seller ! I'm going here again !

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Quiver

Day 2. Burning out my PC/anal muscles yesterday really opened some new doors today. I lubed up, then prepared the Aneros. While not really part of a session, I walked around with it inserted, doing PC/anal clamps. I took a drive, still plugged, still practicing contractions. By the time evening rolled around, the perineum tab was making me a little sore, so I slipped it out.

My partner left town after dark, so I was alone tonight. He knows I get off from wearing jockstraps and athletic cups, and tonight was no exception. It's kind of a denial/sexual frustration thing. My favorite combo is the Bauer sport cup )no longer in production( held in place with a black Bike Performance supporter. The cup is in direct contact with my groin; there's no pocket. In anticipation of a *real* session tonight with the Progasm Jr., I felt I needed to block access to my front.

Again, I relubed and inserted the Aneros. This time, my PC/anal muscles were already exhausted. Lying on my side, eyes closed, I practiced partial contractions. After about 30 minutes, the muscles were getting beyond tired. Then magic happened. My asshole and PC muscles began fighting against each other causing a throbbing sensation. I had to fight my conscious control over it )I didn't want to control it(. An hour later, I had accomplished about four or five of these throbbing spasms, but with limited durations because I kept trying to control them. Erections alternated between the spasmodic episodes. I guess the more I learn to relax, the more responsiveness I get, right?

Thunk

When I started college in 2001, I remember reading about the Aneros and immediately wanting one. So 13 years later, I finally got one… for my man. It was a gift, though we both knew *I* would be first to try it. I've done the basic anal plugs before, most of which have a tapered tip design that puts an uncomfortable point somewhere in the rectum. Just getting these things past the anal sphincters sometimes wrecked me for the rest of the week. )So I'm a tight ass.(

Several reviews from various sources shied me away from ordering the full-sized Progasm; instead, I chose the Jr. size. )We're trying this together after all.(

With my partner egging me on to christen this shining black alien device, I took the dive.

From the Aneros forum, a lot of men seemed to have good luck with an initial coat of petroleum jelly followed by a topcoat of water-based lube. At the receiving end, I prelubed the same way: petroleum jelly in and around the anus and a small injection of water-base into the rectum.

With all this slippery stuff going on, the Progasm Jr. pretty much found its own way in. I think one forum poster described the feeling as "your gland being gripped from inside and out," which is an accurate description.

Burning arousal in one go

More and more, it begins to dawn on me that Aneros isn’t really all that necessary for some good hands-free orgasms. Frankly, it’s been that case since half a year into my journey. Today, I had roughly an hours worth of crazy Dry-Os — letting it finally ignite from a spark of arousal. The spark in question often develops initially from innocent glimpses of anything eye-catching — like a pin-up girl, or a throw-away sex scene in a film. Crap like that are plastered all over the net and TV. It flies past my mind, but about five days after the refractory period, libido hits its peak. It becomes increasingly tough to ignore that imagery.

And Thursday was such a case — it felt amazing. My perineum, prostate, ass… all were warm, tingling and buzzing; just like what users on the forum report! Tumblr also proves its a fantastic source of porno, as much as funny posts and awesome projects. I precum’ed a little too, and although one shouldn’t, I see it as a barometer on how active the prostate was. Quite a bit, from the looks of it.

One nice aspect about Anerosless sessions is the ease of experimenting on stimulation. The device isn’t in there having a party and making some noise, so it’s easier to see what works on creating unique sensations. I practiced different hums to see which effects the abdomen, for instance. I also touched around the body and neck, varying between rubbing and tapping — the neck certainly gets the prostate active.

Fantasies, Kaleidoscopes and Ecstasy

Peppered throughout my writings are descriptions of prostate derived orgasms, or MMO’s as I call them as kaleidoscopic. In Aneros circles MMO’s are commonly refer to as super Os. Sometimes guys refer to the sensation of MMOs as pleasure waves )which I sometimes do as well(; however in many of my recent sessions I have been perceiving MMO’s as chains of kaleidoscopic orgasms that sensually morph from one ecstatic feeling to the next as they unfold. Each wave of pleasure reveals excruciating ecstatic sensations. Just as a kaleidoscope morphs and transforms one elegant richly detailed vision to another so does an MMO; the rhythmically pulsing spasms of orgasm transfigure themselves unfurling lush orgasmic sensations as they do. And just as I struggle to see and absorb the deeply vibrant images in a kaleidoscope, so do I also struggle to experience and savor the intense and overwhelming sensations of an MMO.

With my eyes closed I can sense the sensually erotic colors of pleasurable sensation. I do not really see the colorful vibrancy and chilling detail of an MMO but instead I envision it viscerally. I feel it as the enticing chill of ecstasy and as agonizing euphoria of cascading pleasure. It moves throughout my anal tract eventually permeating my entire body, its alluring fingers stroking my anal canal, tugging on my cock, squeezing my prostate, and coaxing my anus, teasing it to flex and spasm in paroxysms of erotic bliss. It makes my entire body quiver and my cock drip precum as I succumb to the exquisite echoes of orgasmic rapture.

Not what I expected

I purchased the aneros product line for health reasons to help with urine, ED, and hemorrhoid issues. I currently have CPPS so wasn't sure if this was a great idea. I starting using the MGX, Helix and Progasm in March with limited results they were also causing my CPPS to flareup. I can only use these when laying down otherwise they slip out. So in April I purchased the peridise set to try. The peridise seemed to not make my CPPS flare as bad and I found that I didn't have to lay down to use it.

One day I decided to experiment and get creative so I inserted one of the peridises and went outside to mow the grass. While mowing after about 15 minutes I noticed a wave of pleasure in my groin area along with a need to pee. I wanted to finish so I kept mowing suddenly I felt like I was peeing but then it stopped. After finishing the grass I went to check on what had happened and found that it wasn't pee but that I had leaked pre cum all over and it was running down my leg. I have tried to duplicate this action several times with no success.

I have been using the other aneros devices with success for my urine and ED problems but they were still making my CPPS flare along with some hemorrhoid issues. Sometimes I will fall asleep with the Helix in and wake a few hours later with a raging erection, and some pre cum at that point I will remove it, but in the morning my cock is rock hard.

Emotions and orgasms

Some things I've learned about my emotions and helping others heal emotionally

• Need a sense of safety to feel emotions
• When safe enough, emotions come up to awareness and can be accessed
• The presence of someone who is trusted and comfortable with witnessing emotions facilitates the expression of emotion
• The safety of the setting facilities the expression of emotion
• The contrast between the safety of the setting and the lack of safety during the emotional hurt facilities the expression of emotion
• The contrast between the reality of our wholeness in the present and the insult to our wholeness in the past facilities the expression of emotion
• The contrast between the pleasure and sense of well being of multiorgasmic experiences and painful experiences facilitates the expression of emotion
• Have to let go of restraints so the emotions can physically express themselves
• Let go of ego
• Let go of fear
• Let go of social conventions
• Let go of expectations
• Let go of the rails at the top of the sliding board and slide down effortlessly , uncontrollably, wheeee!
• Letting go for expressing emotions like letting go to experience orgasms
• Emotions and orgasms are bodily expressions
• Emotions and orgasms are mediated throught our subconscious
• Sobbing, shaking, teeth chattering, violent vocalizations, crying, laughing are the physical manifestations of emotion
• They seem to come from our bodies where they are stored
• They seem to run for a while if allowed and then subside with some relief of tension
• Many thoughts may occur while they are running or no thoughts
• The thoughts may help to understand what the emotions are telling us
• Effort and intention is needed to understand
• Sometimes they tell us things we don't want to hear
• Sometimes their meaning is obvious
• Several emotions can run at the same time
• Their message can be hard to understand
• I don't worry about understanding them while they are running, I just observe and remember
•I often can't understand them afterwards
•I may understand them later
• Emotions may associate with painful memories, beautiful experiences, joyous experiences, connection with our true core essence
• The pain of feeling the emotion in the safety of the present isn't as bad as the original experience
• The pain of feeling the emotion is less than the pain and stress of holding it in

Six hours of ecstasy – 2 videos available. Comments encouraged.

With my wife out of town, I had time available for a long session. I lubed up with internal lube, vasoline and astroglide ultra gentle gel. I popped it in and very soon was cruising with calm seas about level 5 and peaks at about 8 or 9. After about an hour and a half, I indulged myself with a wet one. The endorphin rush pretty well knocked me out into a fitful sleep for maybe three hours.

I woke to pee and the Eupho was working its magic again. After about an hour and a half, I thought, "Gee, I should get a record of this." I set up the camera next to my bed and started the commentary, being interrupted by a couple of orgasms. I rolled over so I could display what was going on at butt level with the Eupho action. Interesting to watch it sucking in and popping out an inch or so as I came.

After about 15 minutes I decided that was enough, had a pretty big one and called it a day for the video.

However when I wanted to take a look at it, I could only see the first few seconds and it went away so I decided to make a second take and pretty much repeated the action.

What with checking out how the videos went and posting them, it was an hour or so until I finally was done, getting rolling orgasms all the way, and finally pulled the plug.

Aless & Kegels : CONNECTION!

Hi guys,

This morning after bathing, shaving, and dressing, I sat before my PC and immediately fell into the bliss of a strong, delicious Aless. My body and psyche had tricked me into thinking that it was time for an Aneros session. Indeed, just about every morning if I have time on my hands, I have an Aneros session first thing in the morning. Most mornings they tend to be long and leisurely.

However in a few minutes I have to leave for a weekly appointment that occurs on Saturdays.

But boy! What a sweet, powerful Aless!

My prostate is alive, pulsating with sexual energy of pure pleasure. There is a direct connection with my nipples, pecs, abs, thighs, and certainly my glans penis with my prostate!

But there is also a close connection with my breath and my quivering prostate. But what really fuels my Aless this morning are my occasional Kegels. So powerful, so sweet.

I believe I have discovered a powerful meditation that is centered upon my prostate. But intimately connected with my alive prostate, are my testicles, penis, perineum, and even the root or bulb of my penis. It is also so beautiful, so powerful, so sweet, and so manly!

Take care!