3 nights of bliss

So this weekend was a mixed bag. My partner was working overnight all weekend, so I had the nights to myself. I missed having him near me, but I was quickly distracted with all the aneros time I was able to have to myself.

I ordered my eupho syn from amazon because it was cheaper. By accident, they sent me a Helix Syn. While I had originally wanted the eupho, I decided to keep the Helix and see about adding the eupho to my collection next time.

Friday night, I washed up and got ready for a session. I decided to go with the regular helix. Had som great moments and rode for about an hour and finished with a traditional jack off. Same thing on Saturday night with about the same results. My kegel muscles are much stronger now. I feel like I can isolate different areas, and use different muscles to maneuver the device in different ways.

All Sunday, I could tell my prostate was alive and well. I decided to opt for the big boy, and took my time with the progasm. Right away, I could FEEL my body reacting to the device. My prostate was loving to progasm, and I had two very nonsense orgasms. I wouldn't classify them as a super-o, but deffinetely the closest I have ever been to one. after about an hour, I took a breather, and decided to opt for the helix syn. Since the progasm had been in me for a while,the syn slipped right in. It moves much easier than the progasm, and I was able to ride t for another hour, giving me 1 very amazing orgasm with lots of waves and tingles.

Bonding

Hey guys. I love that there is a blog section on this site. I like how I can check in and blog just about what I'm thinking or how I experienced something different in my sessions and need feed back. Well it's one of those times were I need a listening ear.

So as you all know my dad is now on a Aneros journey. He has been riding for a few months and love the feelings he is getting. We have become very open about a lot of things. Things like sex, love, me being gay and him experiencing same sex fun. I know it shocked me too. I know when I reported about our first session together a few guys were appalled that it happen & were really jumping to conclusions about our father & son relationship. I just ignored it cause I know nothing happened. I just feel really close to my dad now and he sees me as a man. Which I really respect.

So he has informed me about a lot of things he did in his high school/college days. Now he says he's not gay but he does fantasize. Well there's nothing wrong with that. I just told him he's a straight/bi curious married man. There's a lot of those around even on this website. I keep telling him to make a account to convey his feelings cause there are men who feel just like him but he just blows it off. He did inform that he will never be with a guy while he is married cause he value his family and wife. I see the love between him and my mom so I know he's not going any where. But I can tell that Aneros scratches that bi itch that he has just fine.

Session #? Oh boy, definitely onto something here.

Losing track of my session numbers because I feel like keeping track of them leads to expectations and having expectations for the journey is a bad thing!

Okay, I'm definitely onto something here.

After finally learning how to separate out my PC and Anus muscles, after taking plenty of time each day to exercise the PC muscles, and after truly getting myself into the grove, I believe I've felt my first rael P-waves.

Mind you, I am still unsure if I'm feeling my prostate at all. I am still unsure if my contractions are real or self-made. I am still unsure if this is the correct path to take. However, I derived pleasure from my experience. It wasn't orgasmic, or even mini-orgasmic, but it was on the cusp. Unfortunately, I went too wild, lost the feeling, and needed to finish myself off by masturbating due to feeling massively blue-balled. But here's what happened.

I was nearing the end of my 60 minute session, it was minute 50 or so, and I decided to try for the weird spazzy contractions one last time. I managed to get them a few times during the session but it never leads to anything too pleasurable, it doesn't really make my aneros auto-fuck me like other people describe, and it consists of me simply trying to hold a PC contraction for as long as I can which, in turn, tired me the hell out.

Dirty talking helped!?

TL;DR:
* Session had vague sensations but wasn't going anywhere
* Semi-forced anal contractions 2 hours in began creating sensations
* When a lot of arousal built up, began dirty talk began happening in my mind
* Out of body experience occurred when dirty talk kept going
* Sweet vibes in abdomen and anus afterwards

The session clarified some loose ends on how the Aneros works, though I say this in loose a way as possible. I'd like to think I'm inching ever closer towards understanding how the device works, but I frankly just do not know anymore at this stage.

Jumping into the session, I worked on understanding the unique feelings I get with the Aneros. On a semi-conscious level I do this every time, but that night I wanted to try and define the two separate aspects of MMO: general and Aneros. Anyone reading this will already state that MMO and Aneros go hand-in-hand. Yeah, I guess – but it's been a sticking point to me that a lot of great developments I achieve with the Aneros are actually pleasures that can be replicated outside of sessions. To me, this does not ring any bells that I'm utilising the Aneros for what it's worth.

anticipation

Will be a day of anticipating the arrival on my new helix syn. I own a classic that I have hardly ever used due to lack of time for sessions and frustration at not achieving instant results. After returning to the Aneros site a few days ago, the call of the twitchings of my anus and desire for the super-o experience led me back. Now sitting slightly aroused from reading the discussions and preparing thru the words of like minded brothers, I feel an inner excitement in lusting to achieve this harmonic experience of mind, muscle, and sensual pleasure.
To the new labor on labor day!
Thanks to all who have led in previous blogs/discussions.

New Experiences

I began using the aneros, Helix Syn, at the end of April. Someone had told me about the great powers and experience they were having with the aneros and I figured I would give it a shot. Before I bought it, I watched some pretty phenomenal videos online that users had posted and decided that I would like to be in on the action. Long story short I bought the Helix Syn, came home, sat right down on my bed immediately, and began to use it as if it were any other sex toy. As I know now this is no toy like any other. I've tried to use it off and on with varying degrees of success of the last several months…. until two nights ago.

For the first time in a while I had a completely free afternoon. So I thought I would try my best to give the aneros another go. I was feeling aroused but not particularly like I wanted to jack off or have sex so this seemed like a very good time. Milestone. I slipped the aneros in and decided to just follow more closely a "do nothing" pattern for now. I would keep the toy in for a while, become aroused but focus on my prostate entirely and not my penis. This helped tremendously and after about :45 of having the aneros pressing against the wall of my prostate I began to feel it there. I felt the pressure and then I began to feel it move, I was not controlling the anal contractions but they began very slowly and within the next ten minutes or so I had much more sensation. Within the next half hour my ass was buzzing, a constant pleasurable aching similar to that feeling just before the release of an orgasm when your breath halts and you KNOW it's coming. I was intrigued by how this was not subsiding, it simply continued.

Silently Screaming

i've been quiet it my blog lately, but in my house i've been blissfully silently screaming in pleasure. i've become totally enamored with my prostate and all the lust it fills me with when i use my Aneros boys. i've had day after day of sublime bliss, riding the erotic waves that flow from my hole throughout my entire body. i used to focus on bating my beautiful cock, but he gets tons of pleasure from my Aneros boys just like i do. he swells, throbs, bounces in lust, oozes and drips little treats for me to feast on as my Aneros is doing its work. never been closer to heaven…

The Beginning

Let's start with the bio.

I'm a 29 year old male. When I was younger, I purchased a Fleshlight. The site I bought it from was also selling the Aneros. At the time, I thought it wasn't for me.

Over time, the Fleshlight helped me learn enough tantric control to get a full-body orgasm from my girlfriend's handjobs. Seeing as how that's amazing, but requires her to be around, I figured it's time to get something I can do solo.

I've actually known of the male g-spot since I was a young teenager but I've finally grown tired of my own preconceptions about the anus )and grown tired of finding a woman willing to try anal play( and also noticed that Aneros came out with the Progasm Jr. It seemed like serendipity and thus I've started my journey.

To start: I've never placed anything far into my anus.

It turns out my anus is essentially covered in hemorrhoids (I believe 4 total) but thankfully they are all external. It's rather awful and has been the source of me taking this long to experiment in the first place.

So here I am with my Progasm Jr which I ordered because I wanted to start small and I'd like as little resistance as possible as well as little pressure on the hemorrhoids as possible. I lube it up, get into the recommended position )lower leg straight, upper leg to chest( and proceed to take 15 minutes finding my asshole. Seriously, it's hard to find under the hems. 10-20 minutes getting the head of the Progasm in, then another 5-15 minutes getting the rest in.

NEW DISCOVERIES

Over the past 10 days or so, I have had so new experiences that make me think I've made it past the "Newbie" stage.
A week ago, Saturday night, I took to my rooftop deck to watch the Perseid meteor shower, realizing that the chances of a clear, hazeless sky were nil, but hoping nonetheless. So it wouldn't be a total loss, I went up with my Helix in and lay on a lounge chair. This was a good idea and, though I only saw 6 of the brightest stars thru the haze and 4 meteors over 2 and 1/2 hours, I quickly began to feel the P waves )?Perseid waves( and ended up "seeing stars". I then went in and lay on a mat laid on a bed in a spare room with my butt over the edge, but on the mat and I have found that to be consistently effective in getting things going. A 45 minute nonstop series of exquisite peaks of pleasure happened with the "Do nearly nothing" technique.

The major change in my experience has been my nipples "coming alive". With the Aneros in, they become amazingly sensitive and each brush or stroke or flick I feel right down there. I have tried the same without the Aneros in or after a session and it is not the same. That is, until last night )the 19th(, when I began my first aneros-less session with careful light nipple strokes and felt milder but definite stimulation down there. I quit after 30 min, because I needed some sleep.

still dry

So its day two and I am still dry. Well I'm pre cumming right now from the a-less session I'm having but I have not had a wet orgasm in two days. But last night was so hard. I mean really I was so damn hard. I started my session at 10 p.m.. and was sleeping with my helix syn. Now when I build up to the orgasm im soft but then when I'm at the top I begin to pulsate and rise like a bean stalk. My dick was just moving by its self. It was flinging back and forth slinging pre cum all over my legs and stomach. I also had a cock ring on too. Bad mistake when your trying not to cum. But I really wanted to push my self to see if I had self control to not cum.

I was backing away from those orgasms very slowly. Any false move or a extra thrust and It would have been a major spill. But I was keeping calm and just kept riding. Mind you I wasn't even touching my penis at that time. Then I began to jack and edge my penis while I rode my beautiful Helix Syn with a cock ring listening to aneros mp3's. I was so boned up flopping and jacking and moaning. I had to cover my mouth cause I was beginning to become loud. I was soaking my sheets with sweat and pre cum but none of the good stuff yet. But I want to cum so bad. I wouldn't let my dick go. I found out that if you trust up with the device in it will really hit it hard and good.