Day three and still no let-up

Well, last night was night three of my New Year's Aneros journey. As I'd really had at it the previous two nights, I was fatigued and thought I'd just do 90 minutes or so and get some quality rest. My body had other plans…

I inserted the MGX (my usual startup model) and settled back to enjoy the sensations. It was as if the previous night's session hadn't stopped. Within a few seconds, I was writhing in building ecstacy, and pretty soon had a long flood of orgasm. This went on for about half an hour, and I thought, "This is just ridiculous – where's it coming from?"

Given I was so primed, I wanted to see my reactions to the Maximus. I hadn't used it in at least a year as I often felt it was too cumbersome and leaden. I inserted this model and again, adjectives and superlatives fail me. Within seconds of inserting, I got that warm ball of glowing pleasure in my abdomen. This grew, surrounded my prostate and I could feel my entire prostate quiver in pleasure and harden and suck the Aneros in still further. At this point, every small movement of the Aneros was amplified. I was quickly elevated into the floating bliss zone and from there enjoyed a succession of Super O after Super O.

Something new every time

The design of this device astounds me, as does the human body. I had a beautiful session last night (despite having a head cold). The waves of bliss were the perfect salve for the rigours of the holiday season. I settled in to the delicious warm feeling I get from the MGX, only to find after an hour, this time my prostate was tightening itself harder and harder into a knot, and then releasing itself with the most delightful and intoxicating fluttering which then grew into more ab-crunching energy coursing through my body, culminating in rock-hard erections, spurts of pre-cum and butt-tightening super Os. This particular set and chronology of sensations was new to me and it's wonderful to learn what the body has to teach.

I'm finding using Boy Butter lube (churn style) is working incredibly well. It slicks the Aneros nicely without having to use too much and stays slick for the whole session.

Rumel's Ruminations – Part I

This Blog is in two Sections : Part II is my periodic blog of experiences (most recent at the top), Part I (this one) is just copies of some of my earliest Forum entries (oldest at the bottom)

12/17/07 : I read in the newspaper today about the death of singer-songwriter Dan Fogelberg at the age of 56 due to advanced prostate cancer, boy did that bring a twinge of pain to my heart. He was an artist that I grew up listening to with a gentle thoughtful style I regularly enjoyed. It certainly gives me pause to think how fortunate I am that my own cancer was detected early enough for effective treatment to commence. I now have a very good prospect of becoming a long lived cancer survivor. To any of you guys who may read this blog entry, I strongly urge you to begin getting yearly PSA tests (especially if you are over the age of 50)to monitor for potential prostate cancer. It is a simple blood test, I would never have discovered my own cancer were it not for that finding of an increasing PSA level. Hopefully, upon conclusion of my own treatments, I can get back to enjoying the wonderful Aneros journey I began back in April.

Where does it come from?

Wow, wow, wow. I'm getting hard again just writing about this. I don't understand it. I had an incredibly intense session last night, to the point where on the bucking stage of Super Os, my left testicle got pulled right into my body. As I went to gently cup my balls (as I sometimes like to do), I noticed there was only one and realised the left testicle had been sucked inwards. This hurt a little as the muscle contractions were very solid and long-lasting.

During these wonderful moments, it occurred to me how much the First Noble Truth in Buddhism applies so much to using the Aneros. The rule says that suffering is caused by attachment, and applying this to using the Aneros, I've found that if I have a nice feeling and want to hold on to it, it messes the whole process up. Instead, I've found it works better if I let the feeling or sensation do what it wants to do (after all, it's not really my conscious brain producing these feelings, so interference isn't needed) and either let it grow or let it pass, it matters not – it's all part of the journey and the process.

well I just don't know

Ok this is how it went. I found the time to have a nice uninterrupted session. I put the eupho in and withing like 5 minutes I felt the trembling in my body, moved to a position where I was on my back, with a pillow under my hips. For the first time could feel the aneros starting to move with my anal sphinkter. Felt more treamors and was awash with a trembling all over my body. There was a lot of very heavy breathing and a feeling not unlike getting ready to have an orgasm. This lasted about 5 minutes. I just got too tired to keep it going. I relaxed a bit and when my breathing had subsided a bit I clenched again and it started again. Heavy breathing and quivers all over my body. this time it lasted maybe 3 minutes, I get so tired I can't hold it in any longer. At this point I notice that my eupho had almsot wiggled itself out of me. I moved to my stomach but this was too much pressure on my penis, and I was afraid I would have a penil orgasm.

moveed back to my normal position on side with pillow under bent leg, inserted the Progasm, and the whole thing started again. Much more pleasure than I have ever had before, but still not sure If I can call it a super O. Still thinking it is mini o's that have move up a notch.

Yowsa!

I had two sessions this morning. Prior to the first session, I took some Avena Sativa, L-Theanine, and ate a small piece of dark chocolate, which one of the forum members recommended to increase the intensity of the experience. The first, shorter session, was so-so. It was pleasureable, but was only a portent of what was to come.

I gave it about an hour and a half rest and then started up again. This time, it built up to a high plateau. I used my favorite position – on my back. At first I just lay quietly and tweaked my nipples. That gave me a real tingly feeling in my crotch tha grew in intensity. The defining characteristic of this session was that I felt as though I was perched on top of the Aneros, that it was deliciously teasing me. I wanted to be deeply penetrated, but stayed with the teasing and it was as though the Aneros was dancing on my prostate.

I had a lot more twitching in my anus this time, as though it were sucking the Aneros in an out rapidly. At the peak, I was breathing in small sharp breaths and writhing in ecstasy. I guess maybe this qualified as multiple "mini Os", because it sure felt good. I finally ended the session, thinking I could go on like that all afternoon. But I'm sitting here in the warm afterglow of my session, looking forward to future trysts with Mistress Aneros.

Morning Session

Spent a lovely hour and a half with mistress Aneros. I started out with the Progasm. It was easier to insert today and less painful. I started out with it to try to avoid any more tenderness the MGX might contribute. Again, my impression of the Progasm is that it really fills you up. It doesn't move much, but seems to work on the prostate more. I suspect that if it moved more (and perhaps it will as as I work with it more) it would really be a wild ride.

Switched over to old faithful MGX. I think I'm getting the hang of it's idiosyncrasies because each session is a bit more lively and lovely than the last. It's like a roller coaster, building up to a peak and sliding down before heading up another peak. If precum is any indication of good sessions, I am having them, because there is a lot with my sessions.

Ended up standing with the MGX. You seem to get a more solid contact on the prostate and can bear down a little to increase the sensations. Grinding your hips helps also and I've found that if I lean against a counter, I seem to have a little more control.

Reports from an Asstronaut

A cautionary entry: don't push it too hard. This entry is for yesterday as I had not had an opportunity to update the blog before now. As I recounted in my last post, I had received the Progasm that day. As they say, "boys with their toys" — I just had to try it, again.

Alas, my poor butthole protested . I did manage to get the Progasm in, but could only tolerate it for a short session. So we have our physical limitations. I suspect I'm going to need more work with the smaller models to get up to regular sessions with Progasm.

I am now an Aneros junkie, however. I decided I wanted to give the Eupho a try. Each of the Aneros has it's own characteristics and I'd like to experience what each has to offer. I think the Eupho is a good progression from the SGX, but we will see once I have it, so to speak, in hand.

Also, all of my sessions to date have been about an hour in length. I am looking forward to being able to schedule an open-ended session, taking as long as I can and taking the time to really relax into it. My sessions to date have been delicious, but I suspect I have only scratched the surface. I long to sink below the surface, to experience what lies there.

And I will.

Enjoying but still wondering

Well I will say that I have been pleased with what aneros has bestowed upon me. I have had the chance on several occasions to start with the Helix, and work with it for an hour or so, achiving, great shutters in my body, very heavy breathing, pleasure definately, but nothing that "feels" like a penile orgasm. Have I missed the point here? I do love the feelings I get, (even though I find it takes a great deal of physical activity), I have on occasion had a magnificent erection caused by the stimulation, (although I knew of the erection only by brushing my hand against my penis, and not from the feeling of the penis), a good supply of precum, and an amazingly short time to feel the prostate pleasure, (sometimes within a minute of inserting the aneros). I do love the movement I find in the Helix, and as I said I can feel the gratifying effect very very quickly. I also love the feeling of the Progasm for it's size and the take charge feeling it seems to have over me. (I do love the full feeling).

Reports from an Asstronaut

I am new to the Aneros, having used an MGX for three weeks and just having gotten a Progasm today. The MGX has been a lot of fun and has given me much pleasure, though I haven't achieved the legendary "Super O". I am, however in pursuit of it.

I do have a serious problem with the Aneros. It is so pleasurable that I have a hard time refraining from using it every chance that I get. For example, this morning I had a really nice session with the MGX. Then the Progasm got here and I just had to try it out.

The only problem I had was that my sphincter was pretty sore from the workout it had already gotten. But I lubed the Progasm up well and took my time and in a little bit had it in place. I have to say that the Progasm has a qualitatively different feel to it. I had gotten it because I wanted to experience having a bit more "up there". Nor was I disappointed.

As large as it is, the Progasm doesn't move as much as the MGX. But it definitely hits the prostate more solidly. I had a pretty nice session with the Progasm, discovering that on the back is my best position for it. By the time I finished, I had a nice buzz going on with my backdoor.