well, made the tab shorter and lower but it didn't change the results much–still only minimal feelings generated which don't lead anywhere-tried complete relaxation, holding slight and heavy contractions, breathing, different positions and other stuff–not advancing so far–will try to lay off tomorrow and start again the day after
Tag: Breathing
ed's journey
it seems that almost every time i lie down on my back now my prostate and/or anus demands my attention–it's as if they want an aneros session and are letting me know about it–especially when i lie on my back before sleep and breath deeply to get my nose/sinuses clear so i don't have to breath through my mouth, does it get the contractions going–great to know i'm rewiring my body but it sure makes it tough to get to sleep
ed's journey
WOW!!–getting there finally!–started off session on my back with a small wadded towel under my belt line, albolene and swiss navy silicone on my mgx–no arousal–this time i pulled the p-tab up away from my ass to get it as high as i could, stuffed as much of my scrotum as i could under the tab and also buried it deep into my sweet spot–i did the rocking like going upstairs and then put my legs down on the bed, relaxed them as much as i could and held a very slight contraction–after relaxing and breathing very deeply way down in my abdomen, i started to feel twitches in my legs and a buzzing in my ass–this was finally it!–was able to keep it going long enough to get a different feeling around my ass and into my balls–very pleasant–kept it going for a few cycles–was mainly in my ass and balls, but every once in a while it sort of bounced up into my cock–it felt like my cock was filling and perking up, although i think it didn't really change much, it just felt like that a lot–lots of precum too–my ass would buzz and my balls would feel full, with a stroking feeling on my prostate, and then, bam, every once in a while the grip on the mgx would let go and it would bury itself deeply into my ass, but not continue stroking, just the repeat of the buzzing and stroking–now i know that the stroking is controlled by the contractions, but the contractions are controlled by the abdominal breathing, not by the muscles, as they are too gross a control, while the breathing is very fine–feel very confident now that i can continue progressing–finally stopped as i had to piss so bad, even though i had before i started this session
ed's journey
boy!–everyone always said subtle was the word but i never guessed it would take such a subtle touch–i thought that the aneros movement would be felt as an in and out stroking movement, even if it were subtle, but to me, it is just a buzz in my ass hole around the massager–it doesn't feel like a movement but rather like a tickle–and i have to control it with my breathing because everything else is too gross a stimulation–it feels good though and i can hardly wait to progress to the point where i can call it heavenly–so now i know that only a very slight contraction is needed and has to be held while i control the movement with my breathing, all the while being as relaxed and focused as i can– i have the most success on my back with my hips pressed into the bed but i think the handle is contacting the bed, inhibiting the free movement of the aneros–more learning and practice is definitely needed but it looks as though it will pay off in the future–i think that when i get there i will probably look back and think it was obvious all the time and why didn't i know sooner
ed's journey
after the buzzing of the last session i knew what i was looking for at last–this time i discovered that when i pressed my hips down while flat on my back and using my breathing i could get the feeling-whatever it was- to shadow the breathing–to be in sync with the breathing—now i thought that i knew what i was looking for and had discovered the means to control it
ed's journey
since my last post i have had many sessions–sometimes with several days in between, sometimes daily and sometimes more than one each day–they are at least 1 hour in duration, usually 1 1/2 hours or more–also i've tried various times of the day–i've tried all kinds of different methods and at last i'm getting some results that indicate i may be on the right path at last–i've tried to force involuntary contractions by holding a contraction till i'm fatigued, which never happens–i've tried voluntary contractions till i spasm, but never reach that result–i've tried breathing and total relaxation, i've tried trying to sleep –and i've tried various combinations of all of these methods–my reward has been a totality of nothing to a bunch of shivers and tics–but these shivers and tics are what i'm after and i've noticed that they come only with total relaxation, with no forced contractions or motion on my part–some of the shivers and tics have been longer in duration, giving me another lesson, namely that they can't be controlled in any way to try to make them last longer–my problem is that when they take over i find it impossible to remain relaxed enough to permit them to continue as my legs in particular start to tense up–i think this is the way for me, namely total relaxation through to shivers and spasms–well, no one told me it was going to be easy–also i can't seem to remain aroused while i go for total relaxation and if i try to raise my arousal i become tense and feel nothing–the "feeling" of something happening only returns after i'm relaxed again, with the lessening of arousal–i think that the way i read the aneros instructions and the help on the forum caused me to believe that i could consciously control my contractions and that this would lead into the involuntary phase, which does not happen for me anyway–ede_1943
ed's journey
well my mgx arrived and i've been using it instead of the progasm–it's been very tough going with not much to show–i've tried the breathing with the anal contractions–the held pc contraction–the do nothing and relax for an hour–the try to sleep with it in–i don't touch my penis–i do get a lot of precum but no orgasm feeling or feeling of well being–nothing seems to be working–i thought that i may not be aroused enough at the beginning–i try not to think too much–i try different positions– i took several days off in between sessions–maybe finally something is happening–twice in the morning when i woke up without the mgx in i have felt something new which i can not explain–it sort of feels like a twitch somewhere down in the groin area, although i cannot locate it precisely–i know that it's not my anal group–i feel a slight twitch which i sort of think is in the head of my penis, or sometimes i think it is in my right leg next to my scrotum–sort of like the bump i get when i have the mgx in and i twitch my pc group–but not exactly the same–i cannot make it happen myself–it has to happen by itself–anyway it is nice to finally be getting something unexplained–the first time i woke up to this i did a session but nothing really much happened–today i woke up with the same feeling but i have not had a session yet–i'm trying to put at least two days between sessions and it's too soon yet–maybe tomorrow i'll try it again–hope i awake with the same or a new feeling–my first sessions were every day and hours long–maybe that affected the results, or lack of results–maybe there is some "rewiring" taking place and it needs time to happen–i'm still optimistic–ed
well I just don't know
Ok this is how it went. I found the time to have a nice uninterrupted session. I put the eupho in and withing like 5 minutes I felt the trembling in my body, moved to a position where I was on my back, with a pillow under my hips. For the first time could feel the aneros starting to move with my anal sphinkter. Felt more treamors and was awash with a trembling all over my body. There was a lot of very heavy breathing and a feeling not unlike getting ready to have an orgasm. This lasted about 5 minutes. I just got too tired to keep it going. I relaxed a bit and when my breathing had subsided a bit I clenched again and it started again. Heavy breathing and quivers all over my body. this time it lasted maybe 3 minutes, I get so tired I can't hold it in any longer. At this point I notice that my eupho had almsot wiggled itself out of me. I moved to my stomach but this was too much pressure on my penis, and I was afraid I would have a penil orgasm.
moveed back to my normal position on side with pillow under bent leg, inserted the Progasm, and the whole thing started again. Much more pleasure than I have ever had before, but still not sure If I can call it a super O. Still thinking it is mini o's that have move up a notch.
Yowsa!
I had two sessions this morning. Prior to the first session, I took some Avena Sativa, L-Theanine, and ate a small piece of dark chocolate, which one of the forum members recommended to increase the intensity of the experience. The first, shorter session, was so-so. It was pleasureable, but was only a portent of what was to come.
I gave it about an hour and a half rest and then started up again. This time, it built up to a high plateau. I used my favorite position – on my back. At first I just lay quietly and tweaked my nipples. That gave me a real tingly feeling in my crotch tha grew in intensity. The defining characteristic of this session was that I felt as though I was perched on top of the Aneros, that it was deliciously teasing me. I wanted to be deeply penetrated, but stayed with the teasing and it was as though the Aneros was dancing on my prostate.
I had a lot more twitching in my anus this time, as though it were sucking the Aneros in an out rapidly. At the peak, I was breathing in small sharp breaths and writhing in ecstasy. I guess maybe this qualified as multiple "mini Os", because it sure felt good. I finally ended the session, thinking I could go on like that all afternoon. But I'm sitting here in the warm afterglow of my session, looking forward to future trysts with Mistress Aneros.
Enjoying but still wondering
Well I will say that I have been pleased with what aneros has bestowed upon me. I have had the chance on several occasions to start with the Helix, and work with it for an hour or so, achiving, great shutters in my body, very heavy breathing, pleasure definately, but nothing that "feels" like a penile orgasm. Have I missed the point here? I do love the feelings I get, (even though I find it takes a great deal of physical activity), I have on occasion had a magnificent erection caused by the stimulation, (although I knew of the erection only by brushing my hand against my penis, and not from the feeling of the penis), a good supply of precum, and an amazingly short time to feel the prostate pleasure, (sometimes within a minute of inserting the aneros). I do love the movement I find in the Helix, and as I said I can feel the gratifying effect very very quickly. I also love the feeling of the Progasm for it's size and the take charge feeling it seems to have over me. (I do love the full feeling).