Tag: Breathing

Finally…

So I've been interested in trying anal sex for a while. I had a couple of failed attempts by not so worthy men in my past. Those occurrences taught me a valuable lesson, my ass is special and so should be the man who is invited into it.

So I'd say my husband definitely fits the bill for "special". He has my complete trust, and I know he wont put his excitement/pleasure before mine. however…we've had a small challenge in this area. Honestly I've been scared shitless (no pun intended) of him taking my ass. I'm not one to boast but my hubby is not one to take lightly in the endowment department. Mentally and visually 11" length and 2.25" in diameter is quite a bit to take on. Vaginally he is a challenge. I dont have much of a choice but to allow myself to relax completely so that everything fits. I must admit i like that. Its amazing how accommodating the human body can be, still it's a stretch (damn puns…). For a long time I thought to myself (when he would bring up anal sex) you're not putting that anywhere near my ass! Yet the more I push myself mentally, the more the idea became more arousing. Just the idea of him opening me up, and visualizing him moving inside me made me at least want to try. Read more »

A Session Worth Writing About

Last night I was chatting with a female friend on line , it was one of those intimate conversations that went to the core of my erotic passion. It was not about explicit details of sexual anatomy but rather it was about sensual intimacy in sex. The more we talked the more my arousal bloomed and blossomed, like a flower in the morning sun. Only instead of petals opening my cock was hardening in response to the tender sensual mercy that she was whispering silently in the words on my computer screen. When we signed off I commented to her that I had already planned an MMO session but after the last hour of erotically incendiary conversation my cock was rigid and my mind was steaming and a hard MMO session was clearly in the cards.

I went upstairs and took my shower with my thoughts awash in the luridly tender intimacies that I had shared with her moments earlier. Resonating eroticism has an intoxicating effect on me. It is like a sensual veil that covers my body; unlike a drunken stupor that dulls my senses, this veil of erotic intoxication sharpens them and blots out all other conscious thoughts but ones of erotic pleasures. I spent a little longer soaping and rinsing my erection and anus than I usually do. The sensation of my hand tugging gently on my hyper-sensitized cock head sent chills up my spine. My warm soapy finger probing my anus and priming it for penetration later on caused it to contract and grip my finger with a desperate attempt to savor the sensation of intrusion. I resisted the urge to massage my cock and coax it to hurl a rope of steaming cum into the swirling water at my feet. I love to watch my cock spew cum as my cock head swells and pulses. I exited anticipating greater pleasure later on. Read more »

Just a little fantasy…

This is just a quick fantasy that I've had in my head lately. I figured I might want to jot it down, and what better place than here.

Usually I'm not a big porn watcher…for lots of reasons, however erotic stories usually do it for me and get my mind working. However during a session I don't really want to read in most cases, so I'll read a little if I know I plan to have one later or something…my mind usually takes off after that point.

He and I are both naked…kissing. He's sitting in a chair…I'm in his lap facing him. My fingers entwined in his hair as we kiss deeply, passionately. His arms are around me caressing my back, holding me close to him. My chest is pressed against his, I can feel him breathing, I can even feel his heart beating. I'm sure he feels me breathing, and my pounding heart as well. There is a mirror across the room that we can see our reflection in. His erection is between us, hard, throbbing, and dripping. Without breaking our kiss I shifted my hips taking him into me. Now I'm skewered by his engorged manhood. I relax into him, around him. He's a very adept man when it comes to energy, so then I feel him "shoot" his energy into me. It feels almost like a jolt of lightening. I gave him his energy back, then mixed a little of mine in. The energy exchange continues for a while… Read more »

Just a little fantasy…

This is just a quick fantasy that I've had in my head lately. I figured I might want to jot it down, and what better place than here.

Usually I'm not a big porn watcher…for lots of reasons, however erotic stories usually do it for me and get my mind working. However during a session I don't really want to read in most cases, so I'll read a little if I know I plan to have one later or something…my mind usually takes off after that point.

He and I are both naked…kissing. He's sitting in a chair…I'm in his lap facing him. My fingers entwined in his hair as we kiss deeply, passionately. His arms are around me caressing my back, holding me close to him. My chest is pressed against his, I can feel him breathing, I can even feel his heart beating. I'm sure he feels me breathing, and my pounding heart as well. There is a mirror across the room that we can see our reflection in. His erection is between us, hard, throbbing, and dripping. Without breaking our kiss I shifted my hips taking him into me. Now I'm skewered by his engorged manhood. I relax into him, around him. He's a very adept man when it comes to energy, I feel the energy pass from him into me.

This isnt done…i'll finish it later.

Talk About Prostate Massage

So my mind had been running wild with fantasies for a couple of days and I decided to make a move. I approached my husband that morning and asked him what e had planned for the rest of the day. He didn't have much to do except get a haircut. I let him know that I'd like to have a little play time later. He smiled and agreed. Read more »

The Mystery of My Sexuality Part 3: Orgasm

April 19, 2014

This wonderful sexy trip I am on never ceases to deliver profoundly new erotic experiences. The combination of my expanded orgasmic ability and my newly discovered mindful sexual response has rewarded me with manifest new orgasmic experiences and profoundly intense pleasurable sensations. My ability to have MMO’s and my awareness of the subtle differences in the orgasmic sensations I experience is tantamount to the experience of looking into a kaleidoscope. Indeed MMO’s are as varied and beautiful as the tantalizing and rich colors and changing patterns in a kaleidoscope. Each orgasmic session I have reveals complex tessellations of new rhythms and rich colorful erotic visions that blossom in rich patterns of complex pulsing sensation. I can actually see the feelings of my orgasms unfolding and opening to reveal themselves in my mind’s eye as they tug and squeeze my cock, balls and prostate and milk hot steaming pleasure from them.

I am home alone for three days, a relatively uncommon occurrence. Naturally I pursued orgasmic pleasure last night. I prepped my peridise and inserted it in the condom and then slipped the entire package into my anus. My anal opening sucked it happily as a toddler sucks a new sweet lollipop. As I lay in bed I felt myself falling into an abyss of sexual pleasure. As I fell I did not feel a vast nothingness, instead I landed in the arms of a sensually euphoric scene. When I looked up I found myself looking into the sensual eyes of divine orgasm. The face was of the most beautiful woman I could imagine. She was a manifestation of the most serene and sensual thoughts I had ever had about a beautiful woman. She was naked and warm and she was there for me and me alone. Read more »

What has aneros-use ever done for me?

There are obvious things that aneros use, and other techniques, have done for me. For one, I am now a multi-orgasmic man, and could perhaps even claim to have had many super-Os.

Is this what aneros use has done for me? Well it is a small part of it for sure. There seem to be other knock-on implications from the acquisition of the techniques, the rewiring, and from broader philosophical thinking.

The techniques and rewiring have altered the way that I think about sex. Whereas it was formerly more ego-driven and about compelling my body to do what I wanted, and based on a NEED to ejaculate in order to get release, now it is distinctly more relaxed, about recognising the slightest of sensations and about focussing on them, without expectation of where it will lead. The need to ejaculate is no longer a major concern; after all, I get plenty of dry orgasms or stronger now, and I enjoy the STRONG sense of arousal that temporary ejaculatory abstinence brings. This approach doesn't just reside within aneros sessions – it bleeds across into all aspects of sexuality and my life in general. I find that I now have multiple dry orgasms within sex as well, and even such unpromising daily routines such as going to the toilet can initiate more modest orgasms! Read more »

What has aneros-use ever done for me?

There are obvious things that aneros use, and other techniques, have done for me. For one, I am now a multi-orgasmic man, and could perhaps even claim to have had many super-Os.

Is this what aneros use has done for me? Well it is a small part of it for sure. There seem to be other knock-on implications from the acquisition of the techniques, the rewiring, and from broader philosophical thinking.

The techniques and rewiring have altered the way that I think about sex. Whereas it was formerly more ego-driven and about compelling my body to do what I wanted, and based on a NEED to ejaculate in order to get release, now it is distinctly more relaxed, about recognising the slightest of sensations and about focussing on them, without expectation of where it will lead. The need to ejaculate is no longer a major concern; after all, I get plenty of dry orgasms or stronger now, and I enjoy the STRONG sense of arousal that temporary ejaculatory abstinence brings. This approach doesn't just reside within aneros sessions – it bleeds across into all aspects of sexuality and my life in general. I find that I now have multiple dry orgasms within sex as well, and even such unpromising daily routines such as going to the toilet can initiate more modest orgasms! Read more »

Anal Pleasure: My Sexuality Part 2

I have always found that there is something inherently erotic about being in a hotel alone. Don’t get me wrong, J and I have had some incredibly sexy times together but there is something decadent about being naked in a new place that is not home, and sexing myself up in quiet solitude as I view my body responding to growing arousal. Freed from any inhibitions I will murmur all types of lewd and lurid things and articulate all kinds of fantasies when I am sailing in chains of chilling ecstasy from cascading MMOs.

I have always masturbated in front of mirrors and watched porno when I traveled before. But ever since I have learned to MMO my solo trips have taken on a whole new dimension. I really look forward to the intimate alone time and the layers of complex, intense and chilling orgasms that I coax from my body in the dimly lit darkness of hotel rooms. Lying on my stomach with my anus exposed and penetrated by a ruthless instrument of sexual pleasure is not only lewd but it is vulgar and sensual as well. Read more »

California Nightmare in Hellsville

Well this is the final part to the post entitled California Dreamin' in Buckhead…took me a while to post. Took a lot out of me to post…but integrity means something to me, since I said I would do it…here it is.

Disclaimer to those who have not read the first one this is total fiction, however it was a real dream I had.

The next morning I woke up before he did. I slipped out of bed and brushed my teeth. While brushing I remembered he likes coffee. So I put on my workout clothes and made coffee. 'You must really like him or you're out of your mind…' my mind just woke up with its barage of thoughts. I do think coffee is the most vile liquid on the face of the earth that totally assaults my senses like no other, however…I want him to be comfortable…feel at home. Once done with that I jotted down a quick note:

Morning, I'm gone for my run, I'll be back. There's fresh coffee in the kitchen. I'll cook breakfast when I get back. If you're still here you're welcome to join me. If you aren't, I just wanted to tell you thank you…I had a wonderful time with you. Read more »