4th session

I decided to try and focus on not touching my penis with the Aneros inserted. I relaxed and tried to concentrate on my breathing and feelings I was having. I got a couple of slight waves and my sphincter started twitching a bit, but eventually I fell asleep for around 40 minutes. After I woke up I started getting slight involuntary contractions, and I couldn't hold off any longer and began squeezing my penis rhythmically, which in turn caused my anus and prostate to flex and throb each time I squeezed it. I then tried relaxing some more, and found that when I was sexually excited that the Aneros did a better job of stimulating me. Eventually I ejaculated by masturbating more and just lay there for awhile more trying to concentrate on feelings I was having, and got a few more slight waves and contractions. I needed to get some more sleep, so I removed the device.

Overall I think it was a good session, and that I am getting closer to where I want to be with each session.

mttron's blog

Since this is the first entry i shall introduce myself. I allready did that in a forum post, so i'll just copypaste that:


I don't know if this is that unusual, but I discovered this whole meditative hands free prostate stimulation thing on my own, before I even heard about the aneros. I was 15 or so. English classes were very boring, but my teacher was hot. So i stared at her, undressing her in my mind and flexed those muscles. What I discovered changed my life. Finally I had a meaningful activity I could do in school. Since I spend a lot of time in school, I really could improve my technique.

When I'm really horny and relaxed the sensations I can archieve are similiar to what aneros users discribe. I get those involuntary convulsions and my state of mind is completely altered. I feel like I am just a big prostate and there's nothing on my mind but that incredible buzzing and twitching. Unfortunately this state isn't very sustainable after 20 min or so it goes away. I don't think I already experienced what you call the Super-O. I just need something that helps me to keep going; something that pushes me over the edge.

Subsequent Sessions

This is Part 2 of my catch-up posts. I bought the Helix and Eupho package in early July of 2006 so I’ll discuss what I experienced after the first few months of use. Please see my earlier post about my initial sessions.

Bought the MGX
I bought the MGX in December of 2006. I was curious whether the ribs on it would provide additional stimulation to my anus. The Helix and Eupho don’t have those ribs so they only provide minimal stimulation. I had read some posts where some users liked the ribs initially but found them to be annoying later. However, I had to see for myself since each person’s likes and dislikes are different.

When I first inserted it, I really felt it dig into my perineum and it started hurting just like when I first began with the Helix. I was surprised by this since the days of me having perineum pain with the Helix and Eupho were long gone. That being the case, I was glad that I didn’t purchase the MGX first. I can only imagine the pain that a newbie would feel having never used an Aneros before. After a while, this too subsided so it didn’t bother me anymore. Another thing I didn’t like about the MGX is that the larger tab caused it to grab the hairs on my perineum. I didn’t have that problem with the Helix and Eupho with their smaller tabs.

The White Rising

I've recently got some Qi Gong exercise DVDs in the aim of improving
my relaxation, flexibility, breathing, and general health as well. I didn't expect to see positive effects so quickly after my first session with these gentle exercises – especially when I started my next "investigation" with my Helix.

I didn't force any movements this time, and spent time slowly moving the helix inside of me, slowly letting it feel around, relaxing, and not concentrating on anything but the sensations within me…. after 45 minutes – PAYDIRT. I felt a sudden change in my aura, as it went from a dull dark pink, to a dazzling white. The sensations rose within me, starting from my lower belly, and washing up through me, tingling as it went. My manhood arose to the occasion as well, as it engorged itself quickly with this new excitement. It wasn't as powerful as an ejaculative orgasm, but it felt superior to it, even though it wasn't as strong. It only lasted for about 90 seconds… but it has left me hungry for more!

Though it didn't last long, I know I'm on the right track now – On the way to programming my mind to explore this strange, wonderful, new territory.