Tag: MMO

Suspended Between a Man and a Woman and Reality and Fantasy

The well spring of my sexual response flows both from the depths of my aroused mind, from deep in my anal canal and under the base of my cock inside my groin; the desire that inspires those responses is a result of real time visions, recalled images, personal intimate memories and imagined fantasies. My desire and response are fickle. Orgasm may choose many different paths as it exerts its power over my body. The mental images may be a memory of a friends erect penis in my mouth or J’s sodden – hot vagina sheathing my own cock and sucking it lasciviously or it may be of my cockhead rubbing against a cockhead, oozing my precum on him as I straddle him and hump him to ejaculation. In the peak of MMO it is often the image of me frotting a guys cock until we both ejaculate on each other that inflames my MMOs to incendiary levels. All of these images will indeed cloak my mind in eros, stiffen my cock and make my anus twitch hungrily.

In the tempest of MMO I often fantasize about the extreme possibilities such as being vulgarly penetrated by a long hard cock; as orgasmic rapture clouds my mind I imagine I am being fucked by a handsome younger man. My mind is often filled with all kinds of lascivious thoughts as my prostate pulses and my anus flexes in anguished euphoria. The paths my sexual ecstasy chooses to expresses itself inside me is one of the wonders of my sexuality. Each sexual journey is a mysterious event that leaves me wondering when I will settle down and be “normal”. Read more »

Prostate Massage Orgasm

As the dimensions of my sexual response are intertwining and evolving I find myself thinking a lot about the nature of my sexual pleasure. So it was earlier this week on my drive home that I had plenty of time to ponder on the complexity of my experience of erotic bliss. The inspiration was an intimate liaison I had the night before.

As a guy I am biologically programmed to see erotic pleasure as an external thing. My psyche is hard wired to experience pleasure as a joined visual and physical event; in both visual and physical perspectives my sexual pleasure is experienced predominantly through my cock. The sight of J alluringly nude, or a guy with an erection illicits an immediate physical response; my cock hardens and lengthens and the welcomed erotically warm desperate itch of arousal caresses my cock and tugs on it. As arousal tugs on my cock it fills it with the tingling urge to cum; visual pleasure evokes physical pleasure. That physical pleasure is centered pretty much on my cock. When I fuck, or when my cock is being massaged or sucked my pleasure from orgasm is generally focused on ejaculation whether it is in the caress of warm wet pussy or a sucking mouth. Read more »

Memory of Frotting

It took me until my 60th year to come to grips with my bisexuality. It was always lurking just below the surface but it took until I was sexually confident and wise enough to let my demon out of its box. In all the tests I have self administered on line, I come out 70 – 30; seventy percent hetero sexual and thirty percent homosexual. I find it elegantly erotic that I can be aroused by a man or a woman or even myself with no one.

While I have shared the exquisite erotic sexual pleasure of women for most of my life, I have also recently come to enjoy the exquisite intimacy of sharing pleasure with men, first on line then in person. The on line experience hardened my cock as I exposed my most secret forbidden urges to men on line in chat and eventually in real time on camera. As we exchanged mutual mental and visual images of lurid desires and homoerotic lust our cocks grew hard in our separate silent spaces. Expressing things that we could never say in person or look each other in the eyes as we said them, sharing fantasies, safely separated by distance and media provoked our cocks to harden and eventually to erupt for each other’s visual enjoyment. Some of the stimulation to ejaculate was visual but I venture a guess that much of the reason for my hot eruption of cum was the admission of vulgar desire and the raw male beauty of his sexual arousal. Seeing his rigid cock pumping ropes of cum inspired my own cascade of hot semen. Read more »

Sixty Nine

Every couple has a repertoire of sex acts. Like favorite meals it is easy to fall into a rut. I love Chinese food, Italian and Thai; I eat them whenever I travel and want to indulge myself. However, even though I don’t particularly care for steak, every once in a while it has a mouthwatering appeal to me. When that happens I will buy an over the top cut of beef and put it on the barbeque with a favorite rub and some barbeque sauce and go to town with an ice cold beer and some potato salad.

After 45 years of intimacy we know each others sexual preferences, orgasmic responses and erotic anatomy very well. Getting into bed aroused has become an opportunity to choose from the “chinese menu” of sex for the best way to expand erotic pleasure and get each other to an orgasmic conclusion quickly yielding a maximum flow of cum and quaking torsos.

Sixty nine is one of those sex acts that is “on our menu” of preferred acts. I must admit that it is me that took it off our sexual menu years ago because having her sucking my erect penis distracts me from giving her open dewey pussy mouth the orgasmic pleasure I would like to. I love making her cum and I can’t pay attention to the intricate responses of her pussy when the warm sucking of her mouth on my cockhead enshrouds my mind in orgasmic rapture.
I love the effect of long slow licks on her pink flower cause it to drip, bloom and open. As her arousal escalates her vagina opens, her pussy lips thicken and darken and glisten with her honey. Read more »

OMG! MMO In A Chair!

OMG! Feeling a little "buzz" while sitting here at my computer. Just did a few contractions, then BAM!
Started feeling distinct P-waves which continued to build and build. Suddenly finding myself in the middle of a Dry-O. I was starting to shake all over in the chair. I had my hands over my eyes just taking in this experience. Things settled down only for short while then started up all over again….and again….and again. I counted at least 4 O's in quick succession. It is not over yet, I feel another wave coming on…

Starting to shake all over again, another O! My cock is is up hard on this one. This is beginning to be unreal! As I type this I feel another stronger one coming on….have to stop for a while!

Ooh! That one curled my toes! How long will this continue?

These O's are continuing in cycles, it seems. Looking at my cock, significant precum. Seems like the prostate is pumping!

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It feels like things have settled down at least for now. I don't know if I should attempt any more contractions (but I really want to!)

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Got up to go #1. My "package" feels very sensitive. Feeling very horny. Sat down and immediately started with the P-waves and shaking all over. Read more »

Kegel School! – Part 2

Goldenboy (GB) finds himself back in "Kegel School". He remembers that that the teacher (T) wanted him to learn a new exercise that would be very exciting and mind-blowing. He didn't know what it was but he was excited to find out!

(T) Hello Goldenboy!
(GB) Hello!
(T) I'm glad you came back today. I have a new exercise I want to teach you today. I think you'll like it and will make much progress by the end of this session.
(GB) How long will this session be? (He remember the last session with this teacher)
(T) It's all up to you!

(T) Okay…let's get started.
(T) Now I want to tell you that for this exercise, we will be using a prostate stimulator that is larger than the one you usually use ((it is the Progasm Jr. and not the Helix)). I hear that you don't want to try it due to it's size. Is that true?
(GB) Who told you that?
(T) It doesn't matter. It that true?
(GB) Yes it is.
(T) Okay. Here's what we are going to do. I'll get you lubed up and prepare the new stimulator and you will get ready for the new exercise. Okay?
(GB) Yes, I'm ready.

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[Goldenboy sees the lubricated stimulator)
(GB) OMG!, are you sure that will fit in me?
(T) Yes, don't worry!
(T) Now roll over on your side and relax.
(GB) Okay. Read more »

A Self-Challenge: Do-Nothing Session

I have been reading about the "Do-Nothing" Session and decided to try one. It was a quiet evening and I was expecting……nothing! Boy was I wrong!

Let me explain…

Here were the simple ground rules:

-Absolutely no anal contractions!

-Must lie in the same position perfectly still

-Normal breathing throughout

-Minimum time: 45 minutes

Following this initial phase, contractions will be permitted as in a regular session. However, the same position must be maintained. Simple, right?

Here's how this session unfolded:

PHASE 1=
I lubed up, inserted the helix and assumed a right side position which felt very comfortable. I was in bed naked but with the covers drawn so as not to be chilly.

All was going well for about 5 minutes when I noticed an involuntary "twitching" in my rectum alternating with some very powerful involuntary abdominal contractions. These abdominal contractions were completely unexpected and powerful and I reacted to each one with an audible moan. They occurred on a fairly regular basis for about 15 to 20 minutes or more. With every "twitch" and contraction, the prostate was getting a "jolt" from the helix. So much for "do-nothing" huh? It seems that the prostate just wouldn't stand for "nothing" (is this part of the re-wiring process?)

Around the same time, although I was covered and warm, I developed an uncontrollable shaking head to toe. This was also quite unexpected. The shaking lasted about 5 to 10 minutes I believe and eventually subsided. Read more »

A Long Held Secret

Last night I did what can only be characterized as an “off the wall” intense A Less session. It started with my cock being docked in my wife’s derriere. The anal contractions and subsequent internal pleasure spasms began a few minutes after I was firmly buried deep in her crack leaving a slimy ooze to be absorbed by her tender anal opening. Usually I can lay still and continue them as to not disturb her. Sometimes she wakes and acknowledges me and sometimes not. Last night however, the pleasure was so intense it was really hard to be still. Moreover my cock was twitching with each anal contraction. I was sure I was going to wake her.

With my newly discovered technique I decided to forego the erotic stimulation of her cheeks and anal opening caressing my cock and lie on my back using the new technique to carry the orgasms forward. This technique is described in the entry that is two before this one, but for those who have not read it yet I do sulcus (cock cleft) massage as I tease my left nipple. Last night as always the technique induced very different sensations than other things I do to trigger MMO’s A Less. The contractions are deep and internal causing less anal flexing and more hard deep pleasure in my anal canal. Read more »

Tempo and Masturbation

As a young boy discovering the pleasure of ejaculation I tugged at my cock incessantly. It felt so good for that fraction of a second and it expanded my mental erotic state to such a degree that it was almost impossible not to do it; so I did. The repeated sessions were my attempt to experience a sustained state of pleasure. I know now that I was pursuing an unachievable goal with the tools I had. It has only been in the last ten years of my life that I finally have reached my goal of experiencing extended orgasm. It came as a result of rewiring.

With rewiring and mmo capability came not only sustained orgasm without ejaculation but also greater precum flow and much thicker and copious volume of semen in ejaculations. My cum volume increased significantly and it became creamier with an ivory color to it. I became totally fascinated watching my cum eruptions.

Beyond the physical enhancement came deep psychological changes including a greater appreciation of sexual pleasure, sensuality, and erotic beauty of men and women. However as my sexuality deepened I preferred to have J masturbate me rather than doing it myself. Having her induce my ejaculations and having her watch me hurl ropes of cum in fascination became a huge turn on for me and made me cum harder. Not only did my ejaculations change but I became more patient in achieving them. I no longer saw ejaculation as a goal it became a side effect. I came to embrace sexual desire not as a source of frustration but as a state of heightened sensual awareness; a state of mind to be savored and appreciated. I learned to view the sensual world around me through the erotic lens of intense arousal. Read more »

My Male – Male Fantasy

The last ten years of sexual self discovery for me has been the most amazing and freeing period of my life. I attribute my wondrous erotic enjoyment of the last ten years to two things.

First is my rewiring, accomplished by ten years of Aneros use. My rewiring awakened the orgasmic power of my anus and prostate; it made me a sensual man who appreciates the erotically arousing attraction of men and women and it opened my eyes and mind to expressing my erotic thoughts.

The second thing that has opened the doors to sexual pleasure for me over the last ten years is the internet. It has provided the safety and security for me to anonymously express my erotic thoughts and it has opened the door for me to meet other guys who feel the same about their sexuality without risking exposing my lurid interests to anyone I know. Indeed just the fact that I can make this post and admit some of the things I have is itself a testimony of the power of the internet in my life. Read more »