Anal Pleasure: My Sexuality Part 2

I have always found that there is something inherently erotic about being in a hotel alone. Don’t get me wrong, J and I have had some incredibly sexy times together but there is something decadent about being naked in a new place that is not home, and sexing myself up in quiet solitude as I view my body responding to growing arousal. Freed from any inhibitions I will murmur all types of lewd and lurid things and articulate all kinds of fantasies when I am sailing in chains of chilling ecstasy from cascading MMOs.

I have always masturbated in front of mirrors and watched porno when I traveled before. But ever since I have learned to MMO my solo trips have taken on a whole new dimension. I really look forward to the intimate alone time and the layers of complex, intense and chilling orgasms that I coax from my body in the dimly lit darkness of hotel rooms. Lying on my stomach with my anus exposed and penetrated by a ruthless instrument of sexual pleasure is not only lewd but it is vulgar and sensual as well.

My Wifes Experience of Orgasm

The other day a few guys in chat challenged me to express my wifes experience of orgasm in a blog post. So based on some recent love making sessions …. here it is. enjoy.

Hi. I am J, Linghamans wife. He has asked me to write this post for him to describe my experience of sex with him. Before I can describe our intimate life, you need to understand a few things about me. I am incurably erotic and sensual but I am very reserved and private. Coming from a puritan New England home sex was never mentioned when I was growing up. I never even saw my father without a shirt on, even at the beach. I had absolutely no sexual experience in high school. A couple of the boys I dated felt me up and one in particular coaxed me to let him feel my vagina but he didn’t stimulate me or penetrate me with his finger.

Linghaman was the first boy I ever saw naked and he was the first and only boy to see me naked. When I saw his erect penis the first time I was dumb founded. I couldn’t imagine it would ever fit inside me. Yet despite my anxiety I was fascinated by it and was drawn to it like a moth to a flame even as I was overwhelmed by its presence.

Sexual Yin and Yang

J loves the sensation of her vagina being filled by my cock; penetration is a huge turn on for her. It was not always so as my erect penis is amply proportioned. In later years however, she has developed the ability to accommodate my girth and length. Beyond penetration she loves to feel the weight of me on her pelvis as her pussy mouth stretches open to swallow my cock. The sensation of having her vagina packed with warm pulsing cock and embracing my weight between her legs as I grind on her vulva is both thrilling and gratifying for her. However erotic and wonderful it feels, she has a really hard time orgasming by being fucked in missionary or in almost any other position except for one. To compensate for the difficulty she discovered the advantages of riding me cowgirl to have an orgasm. As a result her favorite position has always been cowgirl.

I can identify with the mind focusing thrilling and gratifying sensation of having me penetrate her. Her need to hold my cock in her vagina during arousal and orgasm is akin to the feeling i have from anal penetration from an Aneros. I hope someday to experience the exact same sensation she feels when I am fucked by a guy.

A Sexy Weekend

This morning in chat there was some discussion of 3 AM being peak time for men to orgasm as a result of elevated testosterone level. It certain has been the case for me as it has become a programmed ritual with me over the years to wake up at 3 – 4 AM or so and launch immediately into a one or two hour session and then go back to sleep.

Last Saturday morning it was 3:30 when I woke. Unlike many early morning wake ups, my cock was not totally erect. It was firm and rubbery in semi arousal but not hard; but my prostate was already tingling in anticipation of a session. It was like little tiny fingernails were deep inside me teasing me and tantalizing my swelling gland.

I rolled over on my side to face J who was lying on her side facing away from me. The skin on her exposed derriere was soft and velvety. Before I did anything I slid my hand over the heart shaped satin softness of her rear. Then I slowly eased up against her, grasping my firming cock in my hand guiding my mushroom shaped cockhead into the warm caress of her ass crease to kiss her asshole.

OMG! Never Felt Anything Like This!

OMG is all I can say!

After much debate with myself over which model to buy, I purchased my 2nd Aneros. I originally planned to buy the Progasm Jr. as my 2nd, but wound up getting the Progasm Ice last Thursday. I was going over the dimensions of the P-Jr vs. my helix syn last week and thought that even though the shape is totally different, the size wasn't much different. I then read multiple posts in the Forum about the Progasm Ice, and how great the experience was. I looked at the dimensions on the site, and thought "Eh, not that big a difference". I found a retailer in the area that had the P-Ice in-stock and set out to make my purchase.

The store had the P-Ice, P-Jr, and my helix syn, out on display. When you hold all three next to each other in your hands for comparison, the P-Ice is HUGE! A little background: until I started playing with my Syn last November, I really didn't have much anal experience, at least not experience that I thought was pleasurable. The idea of anal was always better than the act. Aneros has opened a whole new world to me and awoken my prostate to pleasure! The P-Ice scared me to be truthful, and I wasn't sure if I'd be able to get it in me, but I figured that I if I was going to buy a 2nd, I should get something drastically different. And from other users descriptions in the Forum, I knew the P-Ice was the right choice.

Homoerotica from my Memoir / Novel

This is an excerpt from my novel. It is partial truth and partial fantasy. I put it here in response to several guys asking me about the novel. This excerpt is homoerotic the novel is mixed m-m, m-f-m, and m-f. Enjoy and tell me what you think.

Ling

So the day finally arrived. It is a significant drive to Virginia for me. During the entire trip my cock was erect and drooling as I though that he would be there when I arrived.

I got there first, which was odd because he was a lot closer. I wondered if maybe I was more aroused and motivated by the prospect of being with him for the next two nights. I took the suite in the hotel under my name. Part of the reason I had arranged to get a suite was so that we would have kitchen facilities and avoid going out and be seen together as little as possible. We planned on spending the weekend in the room having sex that was it.

The Power of Breathing

Although launching a massager less mmo session became easier and easier for me over the years, there were times when I couldn’t launch. The conditions for me to launch were not always easily understood or managed in the earlier years of MMO for me. Sometimes I would launch immediately and sail into the deep swells of orgasmic oblivion, while other times I was stuck in the mud, wondering why I couldn’t get off the shore. This was exactly what happened a particular morning a couple of years ago. I was working at home so sleeping in was anticipated and permissible. It had been at least 24 hours since I had cum pretty hard. I was tuned up after having read some fascinating erotic fiction before bed the night before. So I thought I was ready to launch.

At 4:30 AM when I awoke with a modstly hard erection and motivation, so I thought. J was sound asleep with her night gown shucked up exposing her pussy and derriere. I deftly slid over to her, spooned her and slid my semi hard cock into her soft warm crease of her ass cheeks. It felt exquisite and sexy. I waited …and nothing happened. I began to encourage some flutters by doing a few light contractions. I started getting a few anal contractions which began to sustain themselves, but I didn’t feel the frenzied knot of sexual pleasure tightening in my anus that initiates a deep session starting. The luxurious sensual tension of pending orgasm was missing; instead there was a slightly pleasant repetitive flexing of my anus.

Fantasy, Reality and MMO

There are several perplexing, wonderful and amazing side effects of MMO beyond the incredible sensations that it stimulates. It is all a part of rewiring. For me rewiring has sharpened my sense of pleasure, enhanced my sensual observation skills and has elevated my mental state to one of being aroused 90% of the time. But perhaps the most perplexing and wonderful aspect of MMO is the fact that when I finish a robust 2 hour session of chains and chains of hard convulsive orgasmic spasms of pleasure, I am more aroused than when I started. In addition the link of erotic images, fantasies and thoughts with physical pleasure is amplified tenfold in an MMO session.

So it was that an intense MMO session earlier this last week was spawned by visions of my sexy lady being impaled by the rigid cock of a handsome young friend. The vision of her rigidly writhing in agonizing ecstasy at the penetration of her drooling pussy by another man’s rigid penis inspired crushing waves of my own excruciating orgasmic pleasure. That session coupled with some extremely arousing chat with friends on line honed my arousal two nights ago to a razors edge. Moreover she sensed my enhanced desire and the sensual confidence I exhibited in cuddling her and kissing her, which in turn amplifies her arousal.

My Experience of a Super O

Three nights ago I sustained one of the most intense tempo sessions I have ever done. It started at 3 am from having gone to sleep with my tempo inserted. The tempo session was two and a half hours of hard relentless anal spasms and deep prostate orgasms and cock lurching pleasure. When I pulled the tempo from my anus it made a wet sucking pop; my desperate orifice did not want to release it. Yet even though the invasive stimulation that tickled and teased my prostate into shuddering – convulsive exquisite pleasure was removed, the sensually pleasurable waves of orgasmic bliss continued to subtly resonate deep in my anal tract.

So with the tempo in my hand, still warm and slimy from its penetration of my orgasmic hole, my anus and anal tract begged for more. I am weak when it comes to MMO. I have never been able to say no. So I relinquished any hope of getting any sleep and jumped back in to ride the waves of orgasms to the shore. When it was finally over the sun was up and it was 6:30 AM. I went on with my day tired but aroused.

My Nipples

I was recently chatting with a friend here about my own MMO experience and the much sought after achievement of rewiring. My experience has been that it took three interrelated practices or skills for me to achieve the pleasure of MMO or Super O.

First was relaxation, or letting go of my daily worries, distractions and tension. Second was the development of mind / body awareness and mind / body control. The third and most fun aspect was learning to make love to myself. I am not talking about locking myself in the bathroom and sitting on the toilet seat and tugging feverishly on my cock untill it stiffens and regurgitates milky cum into a wadded up tissue or my palm. When I say making love to myself I mean setting the stage for an erotic experience just as I would with my wife, girlfriend, boyfriend or guy partner; as weird as it might seem this means lighting candles or having dim lights, soft music and maybe favorite scents.