Penis Envy

Ok gentlemen … here is the most honest blog entry I have ever done. Any of you who have chatted with me already know this, but to the rest of you all …. Here it is ….. enjoy. The motivation for this entry is a fascination that has come from rewiring; that is my newly awakened sexuality. Being open and honest about this took some time but a few years ago I crossed the thresh hold and shared my feelings with friends on line and now here it is here.

I find erect cocks and male nudity to be incredibly sexy and very sensual. I am turned on big time by the sight of guys in aroused states, their members rigid and straining against their crotches, as if they were desperately trying to separate themselves from the groin they are anchored in.

I am particularly turned on if the cock is hard set in it's erection, gently curved in rigid lust and shiny smooth as it oozes a big fat drop of crystal clear pre cum or even better is erupting with opaque white cum. I have discovered this appreciation is not unique to me. I have talked to a number of other guys here on the site whose sexuality has evolved deeply as mine has as a result of MMOing and experiencing deep prostate orgasms. It does not signify any diminished appreciation or desire for women on my part, in fact if anything it has enhanced by desire for and erotic appreciation of female sexuality.

Two is better then 1

So the weather is getting pretty bad here in the midwest. So that mean off days and a crowded house wiith no fun time to myself. But today was a lucky day. My patrents wen out to dinner which left me hours of free time. So to treat myself I decided to ride two toys today. The Progasm Ice & the Device. Oh how I misse them so much inside me. The way they move and hit my sweet spot so good.

Instead of starting on my back I start with my progasm ice in the doggy style position. For the first 40 minutes i just rode the waves and MMO'ed til i couldn't take anymore. My dick was growing and throbbing for my touch. I began to edge my long throbbing dick as I ack up on my progasm ice. Edging while riding can reall send you on a trip to blissvile. I am still on a no cumming strike but so many times i wanted to just explode all my juices to the floor and let them flow. As I'm bucking back moaning and grabbing my hard dick i can feel the pre cum just ooze out of me.

First possible Anerosless Super-O last night!

Hi guys,

I may have had my first Anerosless Super-O last night. I believe that this Aneros blessing is a consolation for the excessively cold weather we've had here in recent weeks.

Yesterday morning my apartment was very cold due to temps in the teens, even though my radiators were running full blast. The icy conditions caused me to bring my session to a sudden end before I could have some quality time with Progasm Classic in the fetal position on my futon.

Fortunately early last evening, there was abundance heat which made my apartment comfortable. I went to bed shortly after ten last night and fell into a restorative deep sleep.

About three or so this morning I awoke to what felt like an Anerosless Super-O! Warm sexual energy was coming from my groin, but the center for all this was my buzzing prostate. This warm sexual energy came from that area in waves which suffused my body.
The amazing thing was that in my semi-dormant state was able to control my sphincters and musculature surrounding my prostate and ancillary organs!

This may happen more and more in the future outside of sessions! But oh, would that Super-O's and MMO's happen in my sessions for sure soon!!!

[Blog entry composed with Tempo inserted and autof**king away!!!]

Take care!

Further Journey

I've had numerous sessions since my last entry, with varying degrees of "success". Let me start out by saying that all of the sessions have been pleasurable, and I really enjoy having my helix inside of me.
After the success of my MMO session, I couldn't wait to have more. In my next session I had the leg/body shaking feelings, but I just couldn't get off with dry orgasms. It felt great, but after the my last experience I was disappointed. I had a few more sessions where I couldn't even get this feeling again which really scared me that I wasn't going to achieve the MMO's again! I do have to say these were short and rushed.
After these sessions, I continued to wear my aneros for various periods while doing daily activity and I love the full feeling and pleasant feelings it creates. Last Friday night I had more time to enjoy a long session, and I got my MMO's again! I agree with other bloggers that you just have to relax, take your time, and let the pleasure take over. I started out on my stomach which felt good and got me primed for my back with my feet flat on the bed while I watched some porn. My nipples are definitely a source of pleasure to me, but I teased myself by not touching them yet. I then put a pillow under my butt and started to touch my nipples. This really got me going. I then stretched my legs out and squeezed them together. This started the magic! My MMO's shook my body, and it felt like I was cumming, but only leaking. It felt so good and I totally lost track of time and how many times I dry-came! I slept with the aneros inside and I know in the twilight of my sleep I had more pleasurable feelings, but no dry cumming.

Helpless

So i have been having no rest time or free time to ride due to being back at work. Even tho i deal with little kids not having them for a full week had us teachers back up so no fun for the O luver. lol

Today tho I was able to get a few minutes in after a hard days of work but had still had many other things to do. I didn't even have a chance to get fully naked. I just pulled my pants down and unbuttoned my shirt. I have these underwear weres theres a hole and a snap cap king of like cock ring briefs and the cap hides the hard on to make it a regular pair of underwear.

So I just undid the snaps and the hole kind of works as a cock ring around my balls and cock base. I like the firmness that it gave me which made my hard on that was rising even better. Instantly i began to shake and inded up with one of my handds behind my back. It felt kind of goo dlike i was bing restraint. It made me hornier. So I just put both hands behind my back as I layed on them and rode this a-less session a little more.

things to come?

Hopeful-MMO posed an interesting proposition, "If Every Man Had an Aneros". Here's my take:

men would discover a new world of bliss.

men would learn to understand and appreciate their bodies.

women would be grateful.

there would be more"wanted" babies as they got control of their sexuality.

families would be stronger, more loving, more sexual.

men would be less"productive" until they had explored themselves.

then they would find new ways to be productive, more meaningful ways.

straight men would be more understanding of gay and bisexual men, and some would be curious.

boys would grow up knowing about their bodies and learn not to be as competitive and aggressive.

gay men would be completely accepted.

new industries and culture would develop organically as the men understood what they really value and make it real.

the arts would flouris and be valued.

like the middle ages when troubadours brought the joys of romantic love to people who were under the yoke of religion and social obligations, a new kind of love would revolutionize the culture.

until then, the lizard brained elite would fight this trend as they see their profits and wars go away.

some of the elite would come over to our side and use their power to promote the new men.

Her Orgasm Delivered with Love

MMO has changed my orgasmic response and my sexuality in big ways. Although MMO is an inward focused experience it has changed me in my experience of the sexual world around me especially with my wife.

The most significant was my sexuality has changed is that I have matured, and refocused my attention on observing more, giving more and feeling more. I have come to appreciate the finesse, patience and knowledge that deeply erotic sex requires. I certainly appreciate it much more now than I did when I was younger.

Like all guys I was always drawn to female genitals but it took MMO for me to really fall in love with the complexity, sensuality and sexiness of my lady’s vagina. Once I learned about the wonders of female genital sexual response, female genital anatomy as well as physiology, my love affair with the vagina was born. The knowledge of how to apply my knowledge to extract pleasure from her pussy was the culmination of my transformation.

Sunday Ecstasy

Sunday Morning January 5, 2014

We had fully intended to make love last night but we got interested in a movie on TV and before it was over it was 12 midnight and we were both exhausted. Age has not denied me my ability to perform sexually but it has sapped some of my energy. So we fell asleep cuddling and kissing.

So it was no surprise that at 6 AM when I woke with a rigid cock that my mind and my prostate were set on MMO. She was half awake so I cuddled up to her and whispered in her ear that I was going to MMO on her and asked her to roll over on her side to let me spoon her. She kissed me and whispered sure; I think she was glad she could just lay there and doze.

As she rolled over I pulled her nightgown up to her waist to expose her lovely derriere. At 62 her rear is still as firm and curvaceous as it was 30 years ago. I sleep nude so I was ready for business immediately. I sidled up to her and slid my erection in between her rear cheeks. The warm caress of her ass always turns me on immediately; in no time my anus was spasming in sweet orgasmic pulses. I breathed deeply but quietly into each orgasmic pulse as they squeezed my anal canal, coaxing the delightful bliss to link from one spasm to the next. I kissed the nape of her neck as I embraced her from the rear and rode the exquisite waves of pleasure from crest to crest. For a full thirty minutes I floated in surreal sensual erotic anguish as MMO rippled in my anal canal.

My Less Session Last Night

It was 3:20 AM last night when I woke up from a sound sleep acutely aware that I had a rock hard erection. It was one of those erections in the middle of the night that got my attention. It was heavy, so heavy I could feel it pushing against my groin at its base as it was bumping against the mattress. The underside of my cockhead was really sensitive and very aroused. Earlier, just before I went to bed my wife gave me an exquisite hand job facilitated by carefully coordinated sucking of my nipples. The resulting orgasm was so strong I was literally emptied, a prerequisite for an intense MMO session. I was primed when my insistent cock woke me up.

My hand brushed against my wife’s hip which I immediately noticed was bare; her short night gown had ridden up. Being the opportunist that I am, I never pass up the chance to spoon her and slip a hand around her to caress a breast. I did and in her sleep she brought her hand over mine and held my hand to her chest to force me to fondle her. That is when my aroused cock realized what he was nestled in . . . the sweet embrace of her very shapely derriere. My wife is tall . . . 6 ‘ 1” , and willowy with a really beautiful heart shaped ass and perfect slightly pendulous breasts. Just thinking about her body even now is making my cock go rigid with desire.

Nipples and Fellatio

January 3, 2014
One of the fascinating things about learning is that often what you actually learn is not what you started out seeking to know about. For me I thought that this journey was going to turn me into an erotic mystic who could get into women’s minds and into their pussies to coax them into orgasmic delirium; maybe to a certain degree that has happened, but so much more really has.

What has really happened is that I have learned more than I ever thought possible about my own erotic mind, orgasmic capacity and sexual response; probably an equal amount to what I learned about women. I have been erotically transformed.

Aside from my MMO’s themselves the things that are most noteworthy are the change in the erotic response from my nipples, the shift in sensitivity of my my frenulum, the newly discovered orgasmic capacity of my anal canal and my erotic mind.

Relative to my erotic mind, I am drawing a renewed appreciation of oral sex.

As I have said in earlier posts, after I was rewired my entire sense of the erotic shifted. My nipples were the first realization. I discovered this one day when I was stretched out on my back allowing my wife to wander over my body and play. From the pleasure she experienced from my playing with her pink buds she decided to try the same techniques on me. First she tenderly kissed them and slowly transitioned from gentle butterfly kisses to licking slowly in a circle starting outside my areola, circling closer toward my nipple. She kept tantalizing me by zeroing in closer with her tongue. They both hardened in response and became increasingly sensitive.