My Fantasies

I don’t think I am different than most guys )or girls for that matter( in that fantasy plays a large role in my sex life, especially in MMO sessions. Just last night I had a very profoundly pleasurable session, mainly because I had not had a satisfying one in a week. In addition, as it took root I amplified it with a sensually lurid fantasy.

While many people might use fantasy when they make love to their partner, I do not. When I make love to my lady, it is the heat of being there in the moment with her, experiencing the intimate act through her and with her that makes it erotic. It would be counterproductive to imagine being with someone else.

Love making for me is a shared experience. For a love making session to be erotic I need to experience it with her; the emotional and physical sensations that she feels arouse me. I need to be connected with her.

My sex life became more expansive and complex after I was rewired, making love became a profoundly emotional experience, much more than it is a physical experience. In fact if my lady isn’t in the mood to make an emotional connection, we probably will kiss goodnight and call it quits or she will do a hand job on me and I will be happy.

My Rewiring

The Aneros Forum is replete with references to rewiring; in chat we refer to it all the time. Senior members of the Forum are the ones who have coined this term rewiring. When I got my first massager, a Helix )I now have 11 different Aneros models and I love them all( little did I know how this device would change my life. Beyond granting me exquisitely intense, deep and relentless pleasure these devices have had a profound impact on me even when they are not inserted in me. This impact is what my Aneros Peers refer to as rewiring.

I should add here that I am profoundly grateful to Aneros. I often think of these mysterious devices as keys that when inserted unlock magical doors of pleasure that were hidden from me for years. Other times, usually in the midst of climbing ecstasy that squeezes my anal canal in convulsions of white hot rapture, I think of an Aneros as a fuse that when it reaches its destination ignites an explosion of anguished pleasure. Whichever applies Aneros has accelerated my sexual discovery process and transformed my sexual response. The 14 year effort that I had been on prior to my discovery of Aneros was eclipsed after I first felt the exquisite penetration of that smooth plastic finger giving me my first anal orgasm. Very soon after that I was rewired. The impact of rewiring on me has been profound.

Reprinted From Lingamans Log 2011

The third MMO session this week revealed to me how unpredictable and variable these amazing experiences can be. While the previous two entries describe gentle reassuring sessions, my experience this morning showed how much things can change and how profoundly pleasurable the session can be.

As a shift from the relaxed sensually erotic character of sessions I have been having in recently, I awoke last night at my old reliable 3:30 AM to launch into a markedly different and profoundly intense MMO session that was a drastic shift from the two earlier in the week.

The need for me to launch was a desperately urgent aching itch deep in my anal canal. In response to the urgency I pressed my erection into my wife’s warm rear, and in a matter of moments my anus was convulsing in delightful spasms. After a few minutes of rising in incredible sensations of bliss I slid away from her and pressed my throbbing cockhead on the mattress as I flexed internal muscles and my anus. It was only a few minutes before I was indeed sailing in a series of very deep pleasure waves which culminated in clenching hard orgasmic spasms deep inside me. After a cycle of a few dozen of these waves in a row over 30 minutes they collapsed in a flutter. But my thirst for pleasure had been whetted.

1st Experience

Wow! This session was amazing.
This was the third time using my Aneros, but the first chance I really had to relax and not rush the experience. I took a hot bath to relax and cleaned myself with several enemas. I inserted my helix while on my side with the top leg in the fetal position. It went in so easily. I did some PC contractions to get used to the feeling, then rolled onto my back with my knees bent and feet flat on the bed while I watched some porn. Everything felt great.
The PC contractions then took over and I had 2-3 dry, multiple orgasms while playing with my nipples. At first I didn't realize what was happening. After I did realize "It had happened", I worked on doing it again, which worked 2 more times!
I am hooked on the feeling!

Super O in a Hot Wet Pussy

As I have written in a number of these entries, MMO’s are a solitary experience for me. Last night a few guys asked me how I made the transition to MMOing with my lady. It has always been really hard for me to do them with my lady participating as they require my concentration to be focused on my body and the mental exercise of guiding pleasurable sensation As much as I love performing for her, having her involved can be a huge distraction, as I tend to focus more on her as opposed to focusing on what I am feeling. She is such an incredible turn on for me it becomes very hard to keep from abandoning my orgasms and focus on her lush body and thinking of her response as opposed to my own. Even though we are both mature she has maintained her beautiful figure, her breasts are more soft and elegant than they were when she was younger and she has the most luscious vagina; the icing on the cake is that she is more sexually confident and relaxed which is a huge turn on for me.

In the last three years that I have become particularly accomplished at inducing MMOs without inserting anything in my anus. Yet I have only had them with her participating twice. On one occasion she was a passive participant, the other she was involved with an occasional pat and sexy comment. Admittedly both times her witnessing my intense sustained orgasm was sufficient fuel for my exhibitionist tendencies; having her watch me provided the motivation for two nice sessions, but those sessions were not as intense and deep as some I have had.

Homoerotic Reality and Fantasy

Fantasy and erotic imagery provide a great deal of the fuel that powers my mmo sessions. When prostate spasms are pounding indescribable pleasure into my anal canal and my anus is flexing and opening like a baby bird begging for food, the echoes of orgasmic rapture reverberate in my pelvis and make my cock lurch and drool precum. Being suspending in orgasmic rapture for the extended time that a session takes allows for my erotic fantasies to run wild, reaching the outer limits of my normal responsible behavior to that finite border where my lurid imagination touches the sensual reality of my memory. It is at that razor thin boundary that my fantasies are so incredibly hot that they drive my mmo’s to the limits of my ability to experience pleasure. The excruciating ecstasy that grips my entire pelvis and groin pushes my mind further and further into the lurid and forbidden side of my thoughts. Those chains of relentless chains of orgasms lift my consciousness out of my body and place me in fantasies that are seemingly not anything that I would do … or maybe I would.

I have only had a few sexual encounters with men. They were very erotic; I have experienced the sexual heat of a man’s passion and I have harvested the cream of that passion to savor it and taste it. I have held a mans engorged cock in my mouth as it desperately ached to release his pleasure onto the sucking heat of my tongue. That memory and other lewd and lascivious sex acts I did with my male erotic liaisons provides the reality anchor that draws my mind to that finite border of fantasy.

Should Really Take a Break

Nothing says Super-O desperation like three devices in one session!

I'm really kind of fed up right now, and it's effecting my sessions and overall attitude towards Aneros. Graduated from university this summer and I'm in that sickening, sludgy void of being unemployed. Want to be out of it as soon as I can.

And then in terms of Aneros, now I have this weird tinge that I've been relying on it too much as a source of my happiness or joy. Those new sensations, however brief, were incredible and unforgettable. There's always that itch of needing more. And boy, it's really opened up my senses to MMO in general. Even outside of sessions I can have bouts of pleasure in the abdomen.

At this point however, there are two layers of reality that have finally surfaced: a. I'm bored of Aneros/MMO
b. I've forgotten all the progress I've made, and ignore all the great vibes.

With the latter's meaning, great pleasures before DO still happen often during session. These were pleasures that, when starting off on the journey, made me consider the session a huge success. Now, though, I think…I take them for granted.

Before I thought "amazing!" and now I think "Meh, okay"

Ouch. It's really a stinker reflecting on my outlook over this. Although nice, pleasure waves of that magnitude don't feel like enough. I want stronger than before! But that's unrealistic and unaccepting <sp> of everything I achieved.

Dirty talking helped!?

TL;DR:
* Session had vague sensations but wasn't going anywhere
* Semi-forced anal contractions 2 hours in began creating sensations
* When a lot of arousal built up, began dirty talk began happening in my mind
* Out of body experience occurred when dirty talk kept going
* Sweet vibes in abdomen and anus afterwards

The session clarified some loose ends on how the Aneros works, though I say this in loose a way as possible. I'd like to think I'm inching ever closer towards understanding how the device works, but I frankly just do not know anymore at this stage.

Jumping into the session, I worked on understanding the unique feelings I get with the Aneros. On a semi-conscious level I do this every time, but that night I wanted to try and define the two separate aspects of MMO: general and Aneros. Anyone reading this will already state that MMO and Aneros go hand-in-hand. Yeah, I guess – but it's been a sticking point to me that a lot of great developments I achieve with the Aneros are actually pleasures that can be replicated outside of sessions. To me, this does not ring any bells that I'm utilising the Aneros for what it's worth.

Thank You Rumel

So I'm in the chat and Rumel tells everyone he just create a Male voice aneros mp3. It is designed for gay men but other men can listen as well. So enjoy this blog as I try to type clearly explaining this session.

There is a hot male already in session and his soft moans are making me moan as well. I have already been riding all night and now this early morning. His subtleness is turn me so on. I can already feel a orgasm building. My feet are tingling and I feel it rising up my body. BOOM he cums, BOOM I cum and the shaking and moaning begins. Thats one. As it scales back down the guy is still feeling the sensation. My prostate is a little competitive so He starts back up as well.

My hands won't keep still. Im starting to sweat and my dick is rock hard in my briefs. I don't want to get naked I want to just enjoy this feeling. I begin t rub my nipples through my shirt. Even though its not direct contact my nipples are still feeling sensations. OMG here it comes again. WOW longer, harder, then the first guy fades entering the new guy with just as much passion and lust.

I had to quit

Hey guys. My prostate is upset with me and is being very bad right now. Let me start from the beginning. So I usually have midnight session to the fact that I live with my parents and there knocked out with slobber on there pillows by that time. So I cleaned my self out, lubed up with my extra virgin olive oil and stuck my helix in. I'm laying on my stomach cause I wanted to see If anyone was in the chat. It was actually a packed house. Art,Brine,Ten & Rumel were there. They weren't riding but to have them in the room while I ride is kind of hot. So I'm riding while in chat helping a few newbies and getting dry o's like crazy. Soaking up my bed with pre cum so much I have a permanent stain. lol

The sensation got so intense so I said my good byes and went on with my solo session. So I decided that I was going to sleep with it in all night. Haven't done in a few weeks so I knew it would be a hot experience. I was already naked so all I did was got my pillow propped up and draped my cover over me and drifted off to never ending bliss land.