Tag: Nipples

Homoerotic Reality and Fantasy

Fantasy and erotic imagery provide a great deal of the fuel that powers my mmo sessions. When prostate spasms are pounding indescribable pleasure into my anal canal and my anus is flexing and opening like a baby bird begging for food, the echoes of orgasmic rapture reverberate in my pelvis and make my cock lurch and drool precum. Being suspending in orgasmic rapture for the extended time that a session takes allows for my erotic fantasies to run wild, reaching the outer limits of my normal responsible behavior to that finite border where my lurid imagination touches the sensual reality of my memory. It is at that razor thin boundary that my fantasies are so incredibly hot that they drive my mmo’s to the limits of my ability to experience pleasure. The excruciating ecstasy that grips my entire pelvis and groin pushes my mind further and further into the lurid and forbidden side of my thoughts. Those chains of relentless chains of orgasms lift my consciousness out of my body and place me in fantasies that are seemingly not anything that I would do … or maybe I would.

I have only had a few sexual encounters with men. They were very erotic; I have experienced the sexual heat of a man’s passion and I have harvested the cream of that passion to savor it and taste it. I have held a mans engorged cock in my mouth as it desperately ached to release his pleasure onto the sucking heat of my tongue. That memory and other lewd and lascivious sex acts I did with my male erotic liaisons provides the reality anchor that draws my mind to that finite border of fantasy. Read more »

Opening Up

Examining my sexuality has been a slow journey of discovery and exploration. I’ve cum to the conclusion I’m Hetero Open. Just like my Avatar description – Shy guy who gets loud, bold and kinky when aroused! Discussing my journey helps explain.

Finally opening up and admitting to myself I really liked ass play, forced me to re-examine my sexuality and prejudices. Very quickly the typical American hetero male sexual prejudices came crashing down. The realization: “It's my body and I can enjoy and take pleasure however and I like and what feels good.” was so liberating. During sex my wife and I really starting exploring what we liked. Much more touching of my body and especially nipple play for me! It added another dimension to our married sex life and a continuing urge to explore each other more and more.

Realizing how great Anal Pleasure is immediately changed my attitude towards gays. I was never anti, but never understood—or tried for that matter—the attraction or pleasure. Watching and jerking to lesbians, always thought, can picture man in there or they’re doing what a man could do. Guy-Guy, I didn’t ‘get.’ Few mind-blowing orgasms later I got it! Pissed off at my myopic self for not being more open and understanding or having the courage to explore my known true desires for a long time. We’re full sexual beings and pleasure can come from anywhere or one. With this newfound openness, I set out to see what I really am. Read more »

Session 1 – Auto Contractions

I am a 20 year-old from Georgia.
I have tried to use my aneros before, but tried to hurry into a prostate O than dry O; therefore, this is consider my first time really trying to create dry O.s
About 15 min into the session, I contracted by PC muscle and started to get involuntary contraction, it feels a little bit good, not like awesome or anything… I was sitting in a chair as that involuntary contraction started, so I climbed into bed and really start to work for it.
Very interesting thing happened: as I was having auto contractions, I started to play with my nipples, and it creates this insane sensation that makes me want to release somewhere, it also make my body feel very hot, occasionally I would feel as if a warm halo is surrounding me; but since the sensation is too great, I had to stop nippling myself.
The auto contraction, again, didn't bring me super awesome feeling. Just, good feeling. Since this auto contraction is on the pc muscle, i tried to translate it to my anal muscle to see if I will create an anal contraction; tried several time, and I think I had seconds of good feeling paroxysmally. In the end, I feel tired and tried to beat off. At the same time, I tried to incorporate tantric breathing – trying to lead the building orgasmic sensation up the spine than out the penis. However, the orgasm was only ok, didn't feel too good. I haven't been having good feeling orgasm for a while, and I just wonder how can I improve my orgasmic pleasure level?
to be continued…

So, what's going on?

Well, I've given Aneros a first exploration. What explains my taking to it so quickly and my current supersensitivity without it in?

I suspect that fifty years of sensual exploration may have a lot to do with it. And my current geezer status with the ED and shortage of semen may have been leading to the facility with dry orgasms. Although I could get what i thought of as female orgasms with nipple play. Just didn't gealize what I had.

Now that I can trigger a p-wave and a super-O just by thinking, I'm wondering whether this gift might be interesting to someone over at the Mayo Clinic here in town. )I've been watching "Masters of Sex" on Showtime.(

Guess I'll quit trying to explore and analyse; pop my helix syn into my tail, relax, and bliss out for a couple of hours.

If you hear someone howling at the moon, it'll be me.

My learnings of using Aneros

I have been on this journey for 8 months. I have loved every minute of it. There has been ups and downs but I have trailed through it all and can't wait for more to come. Scratch that don't want to detour feature pleasures so I will take on what ever Aneros has to offer. But as I have been with aneros my techniques has really advanced. I have coached a few people via the chat or email. I now know how to achieve my orgasms to there highest potential and these are my ways. Now they might not work for you so take it with a grain of salt.

Pleasure Positions:
*Laying on back with legs extended, hands palms facing flat on bed not touching anything just contracting with kegels
*Laying on my back with bottom half elevated with pillow under me so I am able to lift legs up to have device go in deeper and smoother sending cray waves through my body
*laying on my left side with left leg extended and right leg on top pushed up. The device really tickles my prostate this way and will send instant mini o's Read more »

Distance makes the prostate grow founder

This will be quick I'm still trying to catch my breathe. I just got one with a beautiful session. Back story I have not rode anything for two weeks and have not had a wet orgasm for 5 days. The pipes needed to be cleaned and my prostate needed to be scratched. Parents with out to dinner and I got in the shower cleaned out and ran back to my bedroom with glee in my heart.

I lubed up my ass and progasm and stuck a pillow under me to give me a lift. Also I decided to put on a cock ring. Not more then 5 seconds of it being inside of me I began to moan like a werewolf and there was no full moon tonight. My dick instantly got rock hard and the air began to leave my body just like now as I recant what happen in my head. My nipples wanted attention so I began to pull and grab them. I was in a trance and nothing could break me out of it.

My legs are dangling in the air cause I feel it fucking my ass so deep and hard. With just little contracting in and out my body began to spasm. I rubbed my belly ad just moaned i pure xstacy. I was not in control. Mr. Progasm was taking me for a ride weather I liked it or not. But I didn't like it I loved it. My dick still robbing and flopping pre cum all over my stomach and thighs and all over the pillow that was under me. I began to taste my juices which turned me on even more. Read more »

Miscellaneous

My best sessions are on awakening, I'm relaxed, breathing easy, quiet, focused on my body and ready to receive pleasure. These are asexual sessions which means I'm not turned on or stimulating myself in any way. I figure I'm aroused by the life force within me or whatever you want to call it. It's something that's with me all the time but is hard for me to access when my brain is engaged. During the day when I have a session, the force is with me but seems to be muted, I'm guessing because of mental distractions. I need erotic stimulation to access the orgasmic feelings during day sessions and even so, it's not the same. they're both wonderful, just different.

Tonight I experimented with a new lube administration, shea butter through a syringe and a butt plug. I got the syringe and plug combo from Rite Aide which they sell as a liquid medication dispenser for babies. I guess the butt plug is actually supposed to represent a nipple for the infant to suck on but I re-purposed it. It's a conical tip that one puts on the end of the syringe, and has a hole through it for passage of the med. It fits in my rear perfectly up to but not past the first sphincter. I take the plunger out, heat the barrel of the syringe in warm water, then push it into the jar of shea butter to fill it. Then I replace the plunger, push the butter to the tip, put the butt plug on the tip and it's then ready to go for my next session. The rest is self-explanatory.

My Body Craves it

Hi guys. As I type this waves is running through my body with out a device inside me. I have not had a progasm or helix syn ride in 2 weeks. I have been getting p waves constantly through out the day. At work, home just relaxing even on the toilet.

I took this break cause my last ride with my prgasm ice hurt my rectum and made it sore. I rode for 7 hours and was sitting on it. I was horned up and was very foolish and my ass took the blame. So I have never really took a extensive break before so here was my chance to not ride for a while or until I healed. So I was just masturbating which was nice and having great loads but afterwards my body would go into overdrive and p waves will just shoot through my body like I got electrocuted by 100 volts. Then after shocks came right after. I wasn't eve hard anymore but the sensation was still there in my body. They eventually died down and I was able to go to sleep.

So I decided to hold off on the masturbation too. I would take 3 & 4 days off and boom it would happen again. So the first week of not riding was non existence cause it felt like I was with the a-less rides I was having after my hold offs from masturbating. So this week I have not touched or even looked at my dick or ass lol. All weekend just explosive shock waves ran through me. Nipples stayed hard. Now in the mid west the weather has drastically changed and it has gotten cold but this started from my heart that ran to my groin, arms, legs, fingers and ass. Read more »

Further info on the start — my history

Where am I? I had my first really big orgasms in my 20's. I took a sensuality class from Maxine Sanini [Rey Anthony]. She taught us about pushing out when your orgasm starts. She said you could lose a few when you were learning to do it, but if you could get into it, it was amazing. You bet it was! For me, if I pushed out hard, my ejaculations felt like my consciousness was blowing out through the top of my skull, splattering against the ceiling, dripping down the walls, and slowly flowing back to me. I taught a lover, and she was having two-minute orgasms, almost bucking me off the bed.

When I married, however, my vife, although orgasmic, had very little interest in anything not plain vanilla. And having five kids in the house cut down the joyous noises from the bedroom.

But now the kids are all gone. I found the internet, and, having never lost my deep and abiding interest in sexuality, I found symatico chat rooms. Bianca's Smut Shack; State of Insanity )still there. soi.hyperchat.com(; and the Verandah.

I loved cybersex, and at the Verandah I presented myself as Poly. Polymorphously perverse, with a whole bunch of repressed personalities that loved to get out and play; Recreational multiple personalities, as it were, I never broke character when I was in one. If IThey got the action; I got the orgasms. Seemed like a fair trade. Read more »

Kegels

So I had a session last night and I have come to the conclusion that I now have strong kegel muscles. I have been doing them through out the days and the ending results makes me tighter and firmer down there. So when I grip my progasm ice my prostate is really happy.

I slide my guy in and just let it set for a few minutes then started to use my kegels. I was then pushed with powerful punches of pleasure to my prostate. I mean i shook and hollered into the pillow for a good 10 minutes. It felt so good. then it's like they started to go it on them own then I knew I was in auto fuck mode.

As soon as I let go my body took me for a ride that I have never have gone on. It was amazing. I also noticed that my dick does not get hard any more when I ride. I mean even last week when I had my hfwo I was semi hard when I oozed out my juices. I has been three days since I have had a wet orgasm. I don't even have the desire to touch my penis. I will cum eventually cause the pipes will need to be cleaned. Read more »