Fall 2011 – Early learning

After receiving my MGX in September 2011, I began doing regular sessions, twice a week, of about 20-30 minutes each. Initially, I found the feelings uncomfortable. The fullness was unfamiliar to me, and I had a few cramps. It was very difficult for me to get comfortable, to relax. But I did press on, convinced there was something to the concept of separating ejaculation and orgasm, but also in part because I believed it to be good for my prostate.

As the months rolled by, I continued my regular sessions. I began watching porn, and enjoyed the build-up of arousal. I began ending all of my sessions by masturbating to ejaculation. That felt good, and I slowly began having an expectation of an enjoyable solo sex session whenever I used my MGX.

I read the through the archived forums with fervor. As I read through thousands of postings by the Aneros community, I learned and tried new things. I read CaveOfMystery's "Quick and Dirty Path to the Super-O," and began exercising my PC and sphincter muscles daily. I would do Kegels while sitting at my desk at work.

These exercises soon yielded results: I began having tingling sensations. I enjoyed my work more than ever!

By December 2011 I had tried smoking a tiny bit of cannabis during a session. I also played music by "Liquid Mind" or other ambient or hypnotic artists. The combination was excellent, and I began having contractions and pleasure waves on a regular basis. I had fewer and fewer "dud" sessions.

The Aneros Maximus Rocks!!! Session for September 17, 2012

Hi guys,

About three days ago, I had a long overdue Aneros session on September 15, early Saturday evening to be precise. The session before that was on August 28, nearly two and a half weeks ago. So Saturday evening's session was in a sense a reintroduction to the Aneros. Once again I used the Maximus and Helix Syn models. Once again I had some trouble with the Maximus slipping out through peristalsis, but I am slowly getting used to the Maximus. He delivered a fairly good session of P-waves and a reasonably good prostate massage. But it was the Helix Syn which once again saved the day for me in giving me quite a few series of P-waves and a robust prostate massage. I came away greatly satisfied in that I lost little ground from two and a half weeks of inactivity. See my last blog entry for more details.

Last evening I had another session. It began around 9:30 p.m. This time I was really psyched for the Maximus. He slipped in easily to the hilt. His P-tab was positioned "firmly" against my perineum. I spent about a good ten minutes on my right side after insertion mostly to accommodate myself to the Maximus. I spent most of this adjustment time doing some Kegels. My anal contractions fully positioned this large Aneros model right next to my prostate.

The Wildness of Five Super-Os & a \\

Condom Lube + Maximus + Nipple Suckers + Pillow Hugging = Wildness

Sometimes just dumping several randomly selected kinks into the mixing bowl and stirring gently can yield amazing results. In this case, the 'yield' from the recipe was five Super-Os.

My introduction to nipple suckers had only been with Lady Vice and I'd wanted to try them without a vibe. Stepping into the shower, I found the threads stripped on the shower-shot nozzle. What to do? Messing with a bag or bulb over the toilet wasn't an attractive option so I though, "how about Condom Lube."

Having become more involved with Vice and now Helix-syn I'm a bit spooked by the thought of residual silicone oil in my ass. So, I've avoided Darwin's new Condom Lube routine. However, I had bought some Bare, un-lubed, oil-proof condoms recently. With no threat of silicone-lube my interest was spiked.

Instant plan. Condom lube with Vaseline & some I.D. Glide that I wanted to get rid of, a nice bulky tail-free Maximus and my new nipple suckers. Imagination at work! On to the shower for a nice scrub.

Thinking ahead to nip play, I put on a pair of Nitrile gloves to keep the greasy fingers issue at a minimum. Also had a mirror handy to avoid the Braille approach to finding the 'mouth' of the condom.

Not quite getting it…

TL;DR:
* Bland session.
* Some P-Waves here and there.
* 40 minutes of no nipple stimulation, didn't change much.
* Still no sensations from anus/prostate.
* Possible p-tab problems.
* Shaking is nice but doesn't add to anything.
* P-Waves when staying completely static.
* Need to concentrate the mind on more specific feelings for longer.

Yesterday I finally moved into my new place for my final year of University.
Before venturing off to do so, I decided to give another session a go in the morning. Switched from MGX over to Progasm like before but didn't get the same surprise as before. Mild and weak session as a whole.

Recently I feel I haven't been understanding the core of Aneros use – stemming from the sensations of anal and prostate. No noticeably nice feelings come from either, which to me is a little jarring since I'm certain most users with good sessions and usage report such a case happening. So I want to work a little on this field and see where things can improve.

With that said, this morning I gave the MGX a go! This time I wanted to go for roughly 40 minutes of 'doing nothing' – particularly no nipple stimulation. I recently felt that nipple stimulation has become too distracting due to the overpowering vibes, almost on par with penile counterpart. I wanted to see if anal and prostate pleasures could emerge and be sensed without such.

Aneros Session Early Tuesday Morning August 28, 2012

Hi guys,

Early this morning at 2:30 a.m., I had an Aneros session after two guys on BateWorld.com urged me to do it. I thank both of them for their prompting.

I began with the Maximus which slipped in smoothly and easily. I spent several minutes on my side accommodating myself to it by performing some Kegels. The Kegels set my Maximus firmly in place against my prostate. Then I maneuvered myself with my butt on a folded pillow and began my session in earnest. My session began slowly as I began a series of deep, slow breathing exercises which set in motion the Maximus massaging my prostate. Then began the P-waves which gathered in intensity which in turn propelled my Maximus prostate massage. This went on for a good 45 minutes. All this action produced pleasure beyond measure. I am sure that I experienced many dry mini-O's. Throughout this block of time, I stimulated my nipples and caressed my thighs which fueled everything! It all felt so good.

I could have gone on with the Maximus after the massage action and P-waves wound down. I decided to take the Maximus out of my rectum. It took me perhaps a good five minutes to pull it out slowly and carefully. All this gave me much joy in that the Maximus was embedded fully in my butt.

Long Overdue Aneros Session, Saturday Afternoon, August 25, 2012

Hi guys,

Saturday afternoon two weeks ago on August 11, I had an Aneros session which didn't go as well as I had hoped to. Once again I used the Maximus, but it slipped out of my butt several times. After an hour or so of futile tries, I tried my Helix Syn which worked fine. It gave my prostate a wonderful workout without trying! That went on for about 90 minutes. Then after a brief intermission I tried the Maximus again. This time I couldn't hardly slip it in without a tinge of pain. Again it kept slipping out. My session bordered on pain and so I had to bring it an end.

I brought my difficulties with the Maximus to the attention of guys at the Aneros Forum. Several head honchos there told me that the Maximus is not balanced correctly, so it has a tendency to slip out easily through peristalsis.

Thus I had to take some time away from the Aneros to work through my disappointment. Some things intervened in the meantime, hence my hiatus stretched out two few weeks. However there were subtle P-waves which lingered in my prostate and groin during these two weeks away from the Aneros.

So I devoted most of today to getting myself psyched up for an Aneros session. It was very much on my mind earlier today. In fact, I was horny for it. In a sense, I was engaging in some subtle and hidden foreplay most of today.

New Year, No Fear

Hello, yeah, it’s been awhile. I have been using regularly for over 17 months. The truth of the matter is, from where I stand on my journey today, I consider that my sessions are still getting better, month over month – incrementally. I don’t seem to have breakthroughs, I only have a more enjoyable session this week than last.

Recently, I revisited the idea of modifying my original Aneros, the Helix. Why not? It had fallen out favor due to the Eupho. So I cut the handle off and Vwallah, It’s like I’ve gotten a new toy! The Tailless Helix now behaves like a big Peridise. Mobility and comfort all achieved in one ‘snip and sand’ of the handle with no sacrifice in P-Tab placement or feel. As my prostate slowly wakes up it has found more uses for the Helix in my toy rotation – even the Progasm has made a small comeback. The odd man out now that the Eupho takes up over three quarters of my sessions is the Peridise twins.

My little pleasure spot glows brightly in session – I can generate numerous levels of involuntaries. My prostate buzzes. I can produce pleasure and small amounts of fluid outside of sessions. I can achieve a sort of P-wave – were I get a very exciting boiling spaghetti feeling in my pelvis. I can achieve, perhaps to the greatest detraction from my journey, hands free wet orgasms. I never have found a sweet spot on my perineum.

Anal experimentation with a beautiful woman.

That's right! Today was the day! Who thought it'd come so soon? Surely not I.

Amber (The girlfriend, remember?) and I were laying in my bed, I had gotten naked and she stripped down to just her panties. We were just relaxing, talking. I was most definitely horny. Not using my Helix the night before or that morning had built up some serious anticipation. I was giving her a back massage, she would occasionally give my member some attention, a brush here, a caress there. She moved a bit lower and gave my scrotum and perineum their share. That really got me going. Lots of kissing, panting and heavy breathing, but then the action stopped there. Damn! She had some homework to do. So she got up, got on my computer, and started at it. I just laid there and began to do some contractions. Throughout the day I was again feeling those flutters, I really am not sure if they are the Echo Effects, since I feel them both without my Helix inserted and with. Anyways. I was a little upset, as she could tell, since we only had a few hours together and she would be spending them doing homework, so she decided that it could be done later that night, so we could have some fun together! 😉

Experiences of a Self Deluded Fool

So. I decided it's time to tell my story.

I am 18 years old, I feel young in this community, most of what I've read has been from older gentlemen. Anyhow. I have a very high sex drive, as I imagine most 18 year old men do, and I quickly found masturbation became stagnant and boring. The first time I experimented with anal stimulation was a couple years ago. I used my fingers at first, then an old dildo I'd found in a box of old stuff in our garage. I imagine it was my mother's. (don't worry, I washed the thing like 20 times by hand, then ran it through the dishwasher twice.) It was okay, but nothing great. I messed around and explored my anal cavity for about three months, but then gave it up from lack of explosive feelings. I never told anyone about this.

About a month ago, I told my girlfriend. She's the most amazing person.. She's what I live for. I knew she wouldn't judge. I knew she'd not even bat an eye. The only reason I hadn't brought it up sooner was simply because it didn't occur to me. So we had a talk. Then she offered to give me a prostate massage. I eagerly accepted. And I mean eagerly! So we got naked, and she proceeded to give me a blowjob. She then inserted a lubed finger, and got to work. It was, up til then, the most intense orgasm I've ever experienced. We did that a few more times, had sex afterwords once or twice, and during this process I was researching online. I came across this site almost immediately, and was impressed. I read about 100 testimonials before I came to the decision I'd buy a Helix. So me and my girlfriend went down to the local sex store! "Castle: Knights and Damsels welcome!"

Eros and the Tale of the Phantom Tail

A couple of months ago, having really explored the many orgasmic possibilities of the pelvic basin in the joyous soft penis sex adventures to date, I felt something else "present" down there. Doing the varied massages, consciousness in and following the orgasmic and related sensations through all these organs, something like a ghost of a feeling , as yet undefined, kept appearing and disappearing.

The area on my lower back around the sacrum, and below around the coccyx bones, and the musculature/connective-tissues on either side of the groin/hips/lower abdomen are all involved when this happens. Then I saw an early pre-release trailer of Avatar, and it hit me. And I recalled both reading about and seeing documentaries about phantom limb consciousness; the muscle control or twitching and the pain amputee patients can experience, and its reverse, the powerful feelings some people experience that a particular limb, often a leg, does not belong on their body.

Was it possible that what I was sensing during wonderful orgasmic/energetic explorations and powerful orgasmic experiences in my pelvic basin, was the phantom of my long lost tail???!!! So, I began testing and mentally conjured up the sense of the tail being there and the moves with all the tissues down there as if I was moving it. The strongest and most long lasting sensations came from imaging pulling my tail inward and upward toward the front, between my legs.