Cock Craving

Over the last few days I have come to the conclusion that I am a guy who binges on cocks. It’s kind of like it is with wet orgasm itself. Immediately after ejaculation your libido drops like a rock. Depending on your age and sex drive it can build back up in ten minutes or ten hours. With me and cocks my craving reaches a pinnacle of arousal ending in sating it with a tryst with a guy; there upon my desire for male – male sexual intimacy drops like a stone; weirdly though my recharge of desire for erect cock and cum takes months or years to build back up. In between I would classify myself as interested – intrigued. Typically the thing that is the “thresh hold” between intrigued and aroused is some male porn, especially things that I like to do with guys.

Admittedly I am no expert in male – male sex as I have only had 3 partners in 5 years. I am an anal virgin, which is fascinating as I was transformed by my rewiring through prostate or anal orgasm. My sex life with men started out as fantasy with no reality. Gradually with the first guy it became a little less fantasy and a little reality. The second guy added more reality and a little less to fantasy. Having been with my 3rd guy about 3 months ago reality is slowly gaining on fantasy. Also my nervousness is diminishing with each experience. As my nervousness dissipates it leaves more room for my arousal to fill the gap.

Anticipation

Planning my first session for tomorrow evening….keeping my expectations low but still excited. Have downloaded a number of erotic soundtracks to play while I experience my first session. Schedule a workout and an massage right after work to relax me before experiencing.

Aneros shipped device today instead of yesterday just delaying and building the anticipation…so glad I paid for overnight shipping

Aless session while wearing a jock and cup

Hi guys,

Today I could not control myself. Around 11:30 a.m. this morning, I slipped that Champion Deluxe Jock and Cup I told you about in an earlier blog entry today. This jock and cup fits my "junk" perfectly in such comfort as I Aless. In fact, such contact with my genitals Alessing magnifies my Aless, its pleasure and sweetness. Gee, I have been on the verge of cumming for the last hour or so riding the edge of ejaculatory inevitability. I will have to get some relief or so! :-]

Aneros session for Thursday June 18, 2005

Hi guys,

I have been blessed by some really pleasurable Aneros sessions lately which have left me with really amazing Aless!

This morning I tried in order the following models: Maximus, Helix Classic, Tempo, and Progasm Ivory.

After a brief jaunt to a neighborhood to get some food, I started with Maximus. Maximus and I this morning interacted well, but not well enough as in other sessions. So I went on to Helix Classic which hit all the right places today. Abundant pleasure resulted which spurred me on to Tempo and Progasm Ivory which continued the upward trajectory of Aneros pleasure!

The reason why I use multiple models in my sessions is that where one model may not perform up to expectations, another model can fill the bill!

This morning my Aless feels like my body is in a continuous, yet minor boil. I am savoring the sweetness of this Aless feeling like my body is riding the edge of ejaculatory inevitability. Take care!

1st Experience with the VICE

Since my last blog i have had some great times using the Classic and being rewarded by Awesome SUPER "O's".mmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
I would get the hunger for a SUPER "O" and it would feel to me as if my prostate was "gagging" for the Classic! Most certainly when it was inserted there was no stopping events that culminated in strong breathtaking SUPER "O's". The classic broke my prostrate virginity and awakened inside of me a kind of dormant monster! A monster that has the strength to push home the most intense orgasmic feelings that i have ever felt! However "as man's destiny is never to be happy" i wanted to try in another prostrate plug. I decided to go for "The Vice" with the vibrating bullet! This is a larger plug than the Classic and its a beautiful design.
As i say it is larger but i find that as with the
Classic if you squat down as i do [like if you were pushing out a stool] then insert the plug fully home.This way for me it doesen't hurt that much! My normal session position [which i find best]is on the bed lying on my back lifted by 2 Large pillows with knees in the air and legs open wide. On my 1st session with the Vice i lubed it up well and went into my squat position on the floor. As i inserted the plug it instantly went in and fully home. I could feel the Perineum tab make contact just below my scrotum! The plug going in took my breath away and felt delicious. I was about to make it onto the bed when suddenly i was hit by a BIG pleasure
Wave! I was on my knees at this time and it stopped me in my tracks! I rode out the wave and as it was subsiding i again tried to make it onto the bed but i was caught again by another BIG pleasure wave and at this stage all i could do was stay on my knees at the side of the bed. I gripped the covers and sank my head into them. This 2nd wave made me shake and i felt i had lost control of my legs! So there i was kind of "pinned" on my knees to the side of the bed gripping the covers and going into a kind of spasm! My shaking legs appeared to be causing a
forced and uncontrollable contraction of the Vice
inside me! I moaned. Another wave hit me and i could feel it was more intense than the last one's. I was going no where so i said i would ride this out to the end on my knees! There was no let up on the PW's. The waves were now causing more spasm's and i could feel the Vice tight and fitting so full inside me.
It was beautiful! With each PW i let my erotic thoughts enter into my mind. I then broke out with a rock hard erection! It was the uncontrolled body spasm's that kept contracting the Vice and subsequently setting off more PW's. I moaned, man did i moan. At the peak of the waves i was biting into the bed covers! I felt parched for a drink but all these feeling's were much TOO GOOD to give up now! The last most pleasurable wave seemed to pass and things settled and i felt so good -when suddenly out of the blue i was feeling this massive build-up in my anus! It felt like a massive HOT explosion that rapidly shot into my pelvis/genital area. It sent me into an uncontrolled convulsion. I felt unable to breath! With a contorted face i screamed and at this spasmick moment – i just knew this was a SUPER "O" but what a SUPER "O". Its erotic power shot right thru me!! It PEAKED SO MUCH!! It PEAKED & it PEAKED!! Fookin hell…….. there is absolutely NO WAY a wet orgasm will come anywhere near what my 1st experience was with the Vice..believe me… Since that 1st try ive been having some fantastic SUPER "O's" with the Vice.
Its just sooooo good reaching the SUPER "O" and it goes into a multi orgasm that sometimes it feels like "an out of your body experience" There is only some precum after them- as yet no cum. My hope is that i could experience a wet orgasm brought on [with no hand's] by the Vice! Maybe its time now to try it with the vibrating pellet fitted? mmmmmmmmmm

The Road to Enlightenment Is Not Always Paved, Even, or Straight

After my excellent Peridise experience at work, I was hoping for some advancement with my Progasm. But I had a pretty uneventful bedtime session )2+ hours( following steps that had been fairly successful previously. The next night, I opted for the Peridise and experienced another unrewarding session. I was going to lay off for awhile, but I couldn't resist trying another work session with the Peridise and had only limited response from my body. Disappointed to say the least! But that night, following my workout, I inserted my Progasm at bedtime, fell off to sleep, and was awakened with an erection great p-waves. The intensity ebbed and flowed for at least an hour with the best sensations I can recall.
I took my Peridise on a my weekend trip and inserted it on Saturday night with no meaningful results. Upon arriving home from my trip, I followed the same steps that have been successful with my Progasm two nights prior. Some ok sensations, but nothing memorable in what would have to be classified as another step backward.
Oh well, Rome wasn't built in a day, and clearly neither is my rewiring and enlightenment.

Corona Stim & Dry-O's

Had a weird experience last night and this morning.

I had a two hour session last night stimulating my penis topside corona. The position I use is two fingertips just under the edge of the glans. When my dick's hard, there's a little depression valley that runs around the penis there, just below the glans. With fingertips in that valley, I just jiggle them lightly back & forth )toward then away from penis tip(. If I do this and play with my nipples, there's a p-wave that extends from my penis top down the base and shoots probably into my prostate.

With the other hand, I play with one or the other of my nipples. Usually, the fingers on my nipple hand are doing a "run in place" manuever lightly )twiggling( on the skin where they are.

So I was playing with that and got the thought that I could walk the pleasure around my dick by moving my nipple hand around )while keeping up the corona stim with the other hand(. So I walked my nipple hand )twiggling all the way( down progressively to the abs skin just above the base of my penis )2 in up toward chest(, because that's normally an extremely sensitive area for me.

When I did that, the electric pleasure MOVED from my penis head, progressively down the shaft and sort of went down into my prostate. Really felt good. I could stay there a while, but I think if I stay there too long, it arouses the pathways that lead to ejaculation. )Because I ejaculated one other day playing around there too much.(

Is this a good choice?

Hey,

I´m fascinated about the p-orgasm since ive read about it. Some time ago ive got me a "Nexus Excel". At first i didnt got much out of it but after some month of pause ive tried it again and had this famous p-waves (maybe 8 in one hour) which was much superior than a normal p-orgasm. I´m now at this stage where i can trigger the p-waves without any toy. I just have to squeeze the pc-muscle slightly (irregula) a few times and concentrate on the feelings.

Now that ive read so much about the Multi-Os i want to say goodbye to my Nexus Excel and say hello to a more official way (since nobody mentions the Nexus): An Aneros Toy. Today ive ordered a "Aneros Progasm Black Ice", since ive heard so much good things about the Progasm. Is the "Ice" edition as good as the progasm? Is it a good choice?

I guess I had a p-wave

This was around my 6th session and had started to get some buyers regret. I looked up what hitting the prostate would feel like, cause I was wondering if it was even hitting it all, and started to focus on those feelings (generally the feeling that you have to pee).

I thought it was lower than the aneros was hitting because that's where a more intense feeling was coming from. I now think that's most likely something called the cowper's/Bulbourethral gland. After watching some porn bent over (didn't want to sit) I layed down and just relaxed. I tried keeping the aneros in the right spot.

After a while the feeling of butterflies in the stomache appeared and a shudder spread from there throughout my body. My penis got hard rapidly and it felt like some sort of ball was inflating around my prostate/bladder. it started tingling and my penis seemed to melt away. At some point it started shrinking I assumed it would return or something but I now had this feeling of a full bladder which just overwhelmed every other sensation which made me stop.

So I assume this was a p-wave, but anything else got stopped because of me needing to actually pee.

Any tips on how to prevent this form happening again? (I already went to the toilet before inserting the aneros)

Intense

Yesterday was a very intense day. My first dry orgasm for ages, a state of ecstacy during the day and almost a full Kundalini experience out of nowhere.
Then it went quiet. I felt very stressed as if all my progress over the last week was for nothing. My children were misbehaving, one developed a fever. I tried for another orgasm last night but couldn't relax into it. My wife was very stressed and I could feel it and that didn't help, disappointment set in again.
I couldn't sleep and now I'm tired at the start of a 60 hour work week.
Yesterday I was flying and progressing, now I'm grounded but not in a spiritual sense. Time to relax and see what happens it's probably all for a purpose.