2-19-20

Great session today, I was trying to “hold” the device with 40% pressure. That was tough, used my fingers to feel it and trying to get used to what that is. Warmed up with Helix Syn, had some good feelings. Switched to Eupho and kept trying to just hold the device, and as I got feelings, “P Waves”, I tensed up my body subconsciously. So I tried to relax into it, seems like maybe I was learning a little about how my body works and that I can hold the device @ 40% without tensing. At this point I had some VERY intense feelings and very erotic fantasies popping into my brain. It did not last too long, maybe 2-4 minutes. I tried to stay there as much as possible, but relaxing my body seemed to take it down a notch. A couple times i realized I was arching my butt right off the bed.

Eventually things seem to cool down some and I switched to the Progasm. I was lubing it while holding the Eupho in partially and seems like I started up again, almost like being distracted with the lubing was a good thing. So I spent a few minutes and kept lubing the Progasm. Eventually inserted the Progasm but the most pleasure was the insertion. So I went to the Njoy, small end first, nothing, switched to large end. On my back hands free I started to contract the PC. The small end was on my thigh and the extra feeling on my leg seemed to be a turn on. I had an even more intense feeling here, and at one point was not sure that I was voluntarily moving the Njoy or if it was going on it’s own. This was also a turn on, this was the most intense feeling I have had yet, so this is greatly encouraging.

Vibrating butt plug session?

July 24th 2019 – My best memory of what happened about a month ago

My vibrating butt plug arrived today from flesh light. I’m quite excited to try it out see what it will do for me and my masturbation sessions. I am only at this time beginning to learn about prostate massage in the Aneros toy. So when this vibrating toy was purchased, it was simply going to be a bonus or turbocharger for my masturbation.

Having read how to have an Aneros type session I actually was working on that a little bit. I started out with inserting the toy, & turning it on. it has several different styles of vibration and I wanted to experience them all. but I think I tried a brief amount of relaxation and some clenching of my PC muscles. And I also had some strangely good feelings that were not related to my penis at that point. This was new, very mild, but definitely new.

At this point 98% of my goal was simply to improve or turbocharged my masturbation efforts. However because I had overall good feelings I couldn’t describe, I became more intrigued with purchasing an Aneros device and trying to go further down that road.

I had several traditional masturbation sessions with the butt plug that were quite pleasant. But I continued to read the forums here, and then ordered a helix syn.

Sleeping with my Mistress Aneros

08-07-2019
(I copied this from a forum post I made August 7th)

Fantasy and reality, the line is getting blurry…….

I could not sleep last night after spending an hour or so on the forums starting about 10:30 pm. (Note to self, reading this forum gets me worked up, maybe don’t read @ bedtime). After tossing and turning a bit I finally gave up on sleep and wrote my first post last night. I then turned on some binaural beats (props to this forum), then rolled over to go to sleep. I lay wide awake for a little bit, all the while my prostrate mistress was whispering in my ear. I finally gave in to my growing addiction and got up at 1:45 am and inserted my Helix, that is the last time I looked at the clock until I awoke with a raging hard on @ 7:17 am. But what happened in between, in the twilight hours was hard to describe.

After my final peak at the clock @ 1:45 – I finally fell asleep and woke up some unknown time later in a dream state of fantasy and reality. Foggy, groggy, lovely. I felt like I was having a religious experience, bliss? I was on my side and I was semi hard, but that only annoyed me as it was distracting me from my religious/bliss feelings. Getting annoyed with a semi hard on is not something I have ever done. I usually run down that road to wherever it will lead me. I have been controlled by my cock my entire life. To have a blissful experience without it, or even more so, to be annoyed by it is really not reality to me. (Where in the world is this prostrate mistress leading me?)

Kegeling and Diddling in a Jock and Cup

Hi guys,

About a week or two ago, I composed a blog entry on how to choose correctly the best fit jock and cup for your gonads and cock. Tonight I declare that both items are ideal for Kegels and Diddling yourself.

Ordinary jockstraps and jocks with pockets for holding athletic cups are ideal for the Kegel Exercises and for the pleasures of diddling your nipples. Athletic supporters and cup jocks have the elasticity of material in the waistbands, leg straps, and pouches that facilitate the Kegels and enhance the pleasure of nipple diddling. If you are wearing an athletic cup for contact sports or a cup for maintaining your chastity or sexual continence, just be sure that such cups and their jock cup holder fit your genitalia as perfectly as possible. An ill-fitting jock and cup combo may be downright uncomfortable and lessens the beneficial effects of the Kegels and even your diddling.

Kegeling and diddling in a jock and cup is ideal any time of the day, say sitting at my PC, or sitting on a couch watching TV, or even walking outdoors in a natural fashion. A cup bulge in your jeans or slacks may be noticeable, or even obscene, but heck, you are doing something good for yourself, and it is certainly health promoting.

@goldenboy has inspired me to wear a jock and cup to bed most nights. Kegeling and diddling in the still of the night are indeed sweet and powerful. @darkbond through his daily Kegel routine has inspired to look at the Kegel Exercises anew. Take care!

Kegel exercises

What should I be doing to train my muscles daily? Should I be doing long holds or quick bursts? PC or sphincter muscle or both?

A beginner that discovered a jump pad to great sessions with my Progasm.

First the disclaimer, I’ve only been serious about this journey for about couple of months. My fist toy was the Progasm and love it but wanted to experience other toys and see what they have to offer. I also bought an Edge 2. Last night I was extremely horny after watching porn on and off all day and been abstinence for about a week I went a different route and it paid off big. This route is something that I haven’t really seen talked about yet so I figure if anyone is struggling they can have a different play to try to get them into the red zone. So he is my break down.

Had an amazing session last night, but need some advice

I had a FANTASTIC ride last night. I smoked a little (probably a tad more than I should’ve tbh lol ) and I had my emerald DS poppers ready. I inserted the MGX and turned on my side both legs bent. I could immediately feel a bit of pleasure. Started doing some VERY light contractions of the PC muscle only, and I feel a buzzing start and get more powerful with every contraction. Soon my prostate felt like it had swollen up to the size of a baseball and I was in ecstasy for about an hour before I decided to end things by jacking off. But it was a surreal experience after the initial few contractions I felt waves start come and go on their own. At one point I sat up to take a sip of water and a wave started when I was taking a drink lol

This was really amazing because I had started to lose faith in the aneros massager it hadn’t done much for me until last night, and I was starting to think it was some sort of hoax. But after what happened last night, I’ll be keeping it haha

The reason I say it might have been too much is because when I would get REALLY into it I would feel my heart pound and go a Lil lightheaded and this kinds scared me so I would tone it down a bit. Anyone experienced this before? Should I continue? Was I right to hold back?

Trouble getting pleasure from prostate stimulation, even with the best toys out there

I’d like to start this out by explaining I am no newbie when it comes to anal play—I’ve been sticking stuff in there for years. The problem is, I have never felt pleasure from this stuff, be it my fingers, a dildo, a vibrator, or a fixed-length insert.

With toys like the Aneros, I can lay there for hours doing the PC and anal contractions and breathing muscles to move the toy, but I feel absolutely no pleasure. I mean, it doesn’t feel BAD, but still, nothing. I have read every guide out there. If I keep it in while I have a traditional orgasm, it makes it much better.

With vibrating inserts like the Lelo Hugo, I can sit there doing contractions or breathing exercises while it vibrates inside, but it just feels like vibrations deep inside—no pleasure.

With curved dildos like the Nioy Pure Wand, I can’t even locate my prostate. All I feel is pressure when I push upwards. When I insert far enough, I hit some sort of wall (where I need to curve the toy upward to insert it farther, but I’m assuming that’s too far to hit it, anyway) and when I pull it out, I feel nothing but pressure. Not even the peeing sensation that I’ve read about commonly. If I move it too fast, my body literally tries to push it out like going to the bathroom.

Had a sensation that was different

Hello! Ive been on my journey for about 3 years ish now and never had much happen besides the tensions of pulling the sphincter muscle and pc musle together.

Well last session i relubed twice and was using my helix syn. I dont live alone so i had my door closed and laying on the floor on the side of the bed. It got uncomfy so i squatted and put feet to where the tops of them are touching the floor and my chest is on the bed.

Then i did some light squeezes and held slightly. Then bam, i had this weird sensation that the aneros was moving on its own like it was auto fucking me. That lasted about a minute and happened 2 more times.

Unfortunatly i got uncomfortable in that position ans switched back to laying on my back and it didnt happen after that.

Anyone have any insight to this?

If only this were less “taboo”…

Seriously, this whole thing feels like I’ve discovered a latent mutation, but like in the X-Men universe where mutants have to hide to blend into society :’D It’s probably for the best… I feel like talking in a subreddit like this will prove more “productive” anyway!

I have a few questions for folks, just some “in your experience” all feedback is welcome!

Question 1: Do you require kegels to begin your involuntaries? Does actively performing kegels improve the quality of your involuntaries?

Personally, I started this journey doing Mindgasm. Having done alot of weightlifting in my lifetime, muscle isolation came very naturally to me and I was able to identify and solo flex my PC and Sphinctur fairly easily (as much as is possible anyway). The first time that I felt involuntaries though… there was not intentional beginning, not “Big Squeeze”. I was just laying down relaxing, focusing on the passive pleasure of the light pressure on the prostate. It was more like the thought “this feels fantastic how could it possibly be better” just entered my head and planted the involuntary seed. Of course they were fairly short lived… at first, I had to learn how to just let them happen and continue to focus on the now active pleasure of the pulse. I’ve done some small experiments since that include a “Big Squeeze” but I am hesitant to really open this up more. My worry is, by engaging more active control of the occurrence I feel like I may lose some of the mental “magic” associated with how I’ve discovered them in the first place… If it ain’t broke is there any benifit to “fixing” it?