Anthem and my Prostate

Well…I have a new videogame obsession. Anthem!
So last weekend while leveling I started to do my kegels through the long loading times.After a while this started to feel good. As a gamer I typically have all day sessions on my days off especially for a game I like. Therefore about 30 mins into this gaming session I was practically entrapped in orgasmic waves of pleasure while playing this game. My fingers and eyes had one task and my prostate and PC muscles were creating another task on their own.

I wanted to intensify this so about an hour in every loading screen I would drop the controller and start diddling my nipples. Oh gawd…super-Os during every pause in the action to which I would gradually come down from that high while playing the game. It was quite awesome.

Taking off

Phew, theres so much that has happened but I’ll try to summarise the points. So recently my sessions have been exceptional, easily hitting 10 orgasms in each session. One thing I notice is that prostate orgasms can vary alot from mild pulses to really strong distinct PC contractions. Also, the amount of conscious contraction may hinder the orgasm.

There was this point I had a prostate O fr 20 secs and it kept going. The pelvic floor started to really warm up. The arousal kept feeding itself with the Aneros stroking the prostate each time. It was automatic. I relaxed and let it take over. About 40 seconds in cumming non-stop, a huge wave of pleasure lit up my entite body like a full body orgasm, could be some kind of chemical release. The whole thing laster about a minute.

I also tried a session on a really tired night and I was already half asleep. While my brain wasn’t focusing much since I was super tired, the orgasms seemed to have kicked in easier. The orgasms kept coming one after another.

I tried a short session with Aless and did some PC contractions, there were moments it felt exactly like a traditional O, with each pulse the flaccid penis got more and more erect. But when the penis got fully erect, the orgasm stopped. Maybe too much manual contraction.

“An Interesting Morning!”

Got up very early, about 1 AM and wanting to put myself in chastity. I selected my XO ProCup supporter and it felt so good to put it on. Not soon after, I got the urge for a quick Aneros session. I got the sense that it was time to take SGX for a ride. I lubed it up with SSG and started out. Now this session was not a blockbuster but I felt some rather gentle “nudges” on my prostate. I was quite surprised that this session lasted almost 30 minutes. Not much precum but I felt a “pump” or two.

Retired to my sofa and began to listen to some very soothing “deep forest” tracks which felt so nice. I am always surprised by the pseudo-refractory period I experience following a session and this was no exception. My flaccid cock remained in that state for at least an hour-and-a-half. Eventually, it waked-up and I could feel it beginning to grow beneath the cup.

Toward the end, I began to dwell on the design of the cup and how it protects not only my balls and my cock, but also wraps under my perineum and actually protects my prostate as well. I accidentally dropped a remote control on my unprotected balls last night and was surprised at the level of (brief) pain that yielded. Ouch! Fortunately, it lasted only but a minute then subsided.

The beast awakened and unleashed

I went to bed last night at 9:30, as I needed to get up at 4:30. Having had an amazing 2.5 hour Aless session from 4am yesterday morning, followed by a 2 hour session with the Helix, culminating in a Super T, my prostate was humming all day.

Lying in bed, it only took 15 minutes of aless, just focusing on tiny motions pulling in my TA muscles, before I was swooning in whole body warmth, with what I assume were Dry-Os. From quarter past midnight, I was drifting between sleep and awake, feeling the contractions of my abdomen, PC and anal muscles taking me through the most seductive of pleasures. Although I did not experience any orgasm after the early ones, I got plenty of involuntaries, where the Helix was sucked in so deep, it felt like it wanted to come out the other side.

I tried to focus on the energy ball suggested by @SOwithoutAneros, which had the effect of helping me relax my muscles rather than tensing up.

After getting back from the gym this morning at 7am, the Helix went straight in and I spent the next 90 minutes, feeling a myriad of sensations. I definitely felt the small pulsing of blood in the anal muscle and the resultant tiny movements across my prostate.

YES! The PC muscles are the biggest contributor!

So, today was a GREAT day. Focused solely on using my PC muscles and limiting rectal muscle usage as much as possible. What a freakin’ difference! Surprised how sore I am after an hour today and what I did yesterday. Been working out the wrong muscles for weeks! Time for some kegels!

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been a bit

Been a bit since last entry.

So a few weeks ago I had a strange session where I got super bad heart burn, long of the short is ended up ‘pushing the energy down’ (see post “first time for everything”) once I did that the heart burn went away like it didn’t exist but along with it any sensations in every session after. So I put things away for a bit and went back old school. Without getting into great details I started to feel intermittent unasked for sensations again, beginnings to a-less orgasm starting to ignite. It was like my prostate was asking “what about me? HELLO! I thought we were friends, where’d you go?” I gave it a few more days to make sure it wasn’t just my mind playing tricks on me, and each day I had the slow quiet ignition. That weekend I joined w/ JR while in the shower. I also happened to do something I don’t normally do, I slowly edged feeling JR rubbing and tickling, staying fully relaxed, enjoying all he offered me. I just let this go and started to ooze cum, felt so relaxing. JR was taking care of me so gently, working over my prostate so slowly, I literally got a hand full of cum (I don’t know why I caught it but I did) and I had ejaculated 2 days before and got next to nothing. I finished my shower but instead of dismounting I decided to stay joined w/ JR (I have masturbated when joined w/ Miss MGX on purpose 2 times before but always dismounted after). He gave me several lovely orgasms during that session, that’s all I can say, I should have wrote it down.

What a strange session …

This was different indeed and quite the learning experience.

Flushed myself out with an enema. Lubed up with the organic shortening which I’m really starting to like. Popped in the Progasm. Face down on the bed with a couple pillows under my hips.

Had four SO’s in about six minutes. These were REALLY nice orgasms. After that though the intensity dropped off. I could still get to an orgasm but not with the intensity of the first four or even close to what I usually get. They were kind of what I’ll call “sideways”. This is how I refer to a traditional orgasm when you’ve tried to hold it to let it build then it all falls apart sensation wise. You still climax and ejaculate but you’ve blown the best part of the sensation.

Anyway, I stopped and took a break for a few minutes then I popped in the PS-New. Same results. Got up took care of a few things around the house. Grabbed the Helix Trident, not even close to what I had with the Progasm and PS-New. Kept this up back and forth for an hour and decided to stop.

Finished up around the house and decided to give it another go. Same thing. Face down, on my back, pillows under hips, no pillows, on my side, nothing worked. Gave up again and decided to get the big butt plug out and enjoy it for a while.

She’s so nimble!

I’ve been away from posting for a couple of days now, and I thought I’d better post before I start forgetting things. Not like people of a certain age like myself to forget stuff! Thursday afternoon I finally got my Helix Syn. It was am excruciating few hours from then on, until I could deal with supper, and deal with the usual aspects of life. The entire time, I was tingling with anticipation and when me time rolled around, I was ready to go. Thorough cleanup, then onto the rubdown. All primed, eager and ready!
The Helix is so small, it’s hard to believe that this thing could do anything. Hold it alongside my Progasm and it’s like a toy. Lubed up I started slipping it in. I got it past the first bump and then it pulled itself in without any more help from me. I felt it leave my fingers and I wouldn’t have been surprised if I had heard a click when it locked itself in. The crack of my butt is fairly deep and this handle was perfectly nestled deep down there. No way that this device was going to rotate.
Already I could feel tingles, but I made to sure to do some deep breathing anyway. 5 minutes later, I knew I was ready. It takes very little relaxing to get over the initial insertion, compared to the Progasm, because it’s so much smaller. Right away, it started twitching and moving and the more contractions I did and the deeper I did them, the more this little princess danced around. I relaxed and let it start working. I felt much more subtle waves with this Helix than the Progasm, which makes sense to me. But I wasn’t ready for the control I had on her. A light contraction and I would start waves easing up my body. Harder contractions and I was sinking and curling up. Ease off a little and I could pull back and breath through the waves.
This little honey was dancing away on my perineum and prostate so much, but not slamming like the Progasm. Almost like butterfly wings would feel. I was getting constant tingles at my anus and I could feel it popping up and down. So much pleasure! Every position I tried was letting me enjoy the light flashing, sound blocking Super O’s. By the end of the night, I was able to start experimenting with suppressing the shaking and letting an even deeper wave of nothingness and pleasure start to approach.
Rolling onto my stomach was much more comfortable and then I was able to truly able to let the subtleties of the Helix go to work. My butt cheeks, perineum, anus, upper legs and thighs were tingling and fluttering and when I completely relaxed, p-waves would sweep in and deepen and then ease away. Trying to really get to sleep wasn’t a possibility though, because she would suddenly say ‘C’mon, let’s play some more!’
After I removed it and tried to go to sleep, I could still feel my anus fluttering and the p-waves went on for quite some time. Finally sleep came to me after a really fantastic session.
The next morning, I took care of the usual routines of life and after a really erotic feeling shower, I knew that I could definitely stand some more Helix time. After a short while, I switched over to the Progasm. I went from a nympho disguised as a mousy little librarian to an Amazon Queen who was holding me down and saying, ‘This is gonna happen!” Much more intensity and more shaking and moaning than the night before. But I knew I still had more exercise to do as of the Progasm finally popped out. Back in with the Helix. Not so much enjoyment now. I think I was still tuned to the larger device and just wasn’t feeling what the little Helix was doing. So I decided to finish off with a T.O.
That proved to be a little difficult in an enjoyable way. As I was stroking, of course I was flexing my pc muscles and I would get two or three strokes in and start curling in and then relax and repeat. It wasn’t the best finish and I think next time I have a T.O., I’ll leave the device out.

A short break helps

It has been awhile since my last post, being distracted with work and perhaps trying too hard to meet expectations that I found my daily Anerosessions becoming fruitless. However, sometimes breaks actually help with progress and after a 2 week break I tried again.

The first thing I noticed after insertion was that there was a pleasurable almost ticklish feeling that caused my belly to very lightly contract in response. Usually I’d have some form of nipple play or at least circing around the chest area but this session I tried something different. I kept my hands on the bed the entire time and it seems to help with relaxing and actually allowing me to focus even more on the prostate stimulation.

 This session I tried a a binaural audio track that included female moans. I let go and the body was aroused enough to react to each moan. With each reactionary contraction, the pleasure built up and my penis went from a flaccid to rock hard. This is the point where I usually get stuck and hit a plateau, however I managed to relax through the contractions and entered into orgasm territory. This time it was the audio that brought me over to the other side instead of the nipple stimulation. (I’m starting to believe those HFO audios work..)

During this session there were many mini O’s which I would describe as light contractions building up to a normal length climatic orgasm centered in the prostate, while some levelled out at a plateau.

my first quiver

Yesterday i had a really good session with my helix trident. I started with a hot shower and cleaned myself with a enema. Normally i would insert the toy when im laying on my bed but the last couple of sessions i inserted it directly after the shower, so that i could “warm myself up” while im brushing my teeth. Then laid on my bed and started browings a couple nice subreddits on reddit and after 20 Minutes or so it started to feel really good down there. I flexed my pc muscles basically the whole session. Sometimes i flexed it for a couple of seconds and sometimes just for a brief moment. It started to feel even better and like 15 minutes later i was so overhelmed about the pleasure that i started to quiver and shaking my legs uncontrollably. It was my first time that this happend so it was new to me. I kept flexing my pc muscle and this happend againg for 3 times in the next 20 Minutes so i quivered 4 times the whole session. Than i stopped because i couldnt take it anymore and wanted to cum so badly. This was kinda a mistake but i didnt regret it because the “normal” orgasm felt so good that i didnt cared. Sadly i didnt had a P-Orgasm but it felt really good nonetheless.(sorry for some grammatical errors)