Intro…a little about me and my blog…

Well, I've been contemplating over a while now on whether I should create and maintain a blog on this site. Well, I finally decided to take the plunge and did it! I'm actually excited about it, and the adventure that I'm taking on. I already write for another site that I dont own but the owner is so generous and welcomed me so lovingly )shameless plug www.cumeatinghusband.com devajones on there as well( where the topic matter )although aneros is mentioned on there in a post( will be different from this blog. The topic matter may overlap some but I'll try to keep this one more fitting to Aneros related things. I guess this blog will be a catch all for various things from documenting my sessions, things I've learned about myself though my journey with Aneros, or just what ever becomes my muse to write. I just go with how I feel at the moment so just stay tuned as you never know what you might see on here. I welcome any and all constructive comments )no assholes please!!!(.

About me: I am first off one of the VERY few women on this site )if there are any ladies reading this join us there are some exceptional guys on here, as well as grade A information and various points of view to draw from(. If you are a guy that has a wife or girlfriend that is hesitant, doesnt understand, or is grossed out by it dont be afraid to contact me )send a message or leave a comment(, I'd love to help women understand that there is nothing strange about this. I think I'll make a blog post about that…haha sometimes I inspire myself!

50th Anniversary of Gay/Bi Youth: memories celebration sessions

I first thought about this in the context of things at www.dick.net and posted this first quote over there:

"50th Anniversary and more

So grateful for now entering 8th year of glorious ecstatic orgasmic energies mutual prostates/Gspots loving adventures practice with my wife, the crown of our erotic life together,

and later this year celebrating our 45 years of happy hetero-marriage, and over 30 years parenting two wonderful accomplished sons,

and 50th Anniversary of my Youthful Gay Exploratory and all I learned and enjoyed and shared, while searching myself deeply and finding my erotic and sexual truths, and even as we stopped having sex 3+ years into our adventures, we have remained great platonic friends, with a grateful deep fraternal love.

I am so grateful for all these people and lifetime conversations, and the great knowing and fulfilment: floating bliss, profound peace and ecstatic spiritual energies enlightenments.

I believe all males need to experiment, explore, and with deep connection and mutual respect, search the self and the other with another male early in our sexual maturation stages to really know and feel and be able to share our whole male love with our partners at all appropriate levels mmmmmmmm

Happy Anniversaries All!!!"

New tool, new sessions mmm

I happened to be in Montreal for a conference and my birthday day was the second day of the event.

My Experience of a Super O

Three nights ago I sustained one of the most intense tempo sessions I have ever done. It started at 3 am from having gone to sleep with my tempo inserted. The tempo session was two and a half hours of hard relentless anal spasms and deep prostate orgasms and cock lurching pleasure. When I pulled the tempo from my anus it made a wet sucking pop; my desperate orifice did not want to release it. Yet even though the invasive stimulation that tickled and teased my prostate into shuddering – convulsive exquisite pleasure was removed, the sensually pleasurable waves of orgasmic bliss continued to subtly resonate deep in my anal tract.

So with the tempo in my hand, still warm and slimy from its penetration of my orgasmic hole, my anus and anal tract begged for more. I am weak when it comes to MMO. I have never been able to say no. So I relinquished any hope of getting any sleep and jumped back in to ride the waves of orgasms to the shore. When it was finally over the sun was up and it was 6:30 AM. I went on with my day tired but aroused.

Trying to Lose Control

I had already started trying to use less nipple stimulation in my session and wanted to discover a new aspect to Aneros pleasure. I don't know to what extent different men use their nipples in conjunction with the Aneros. I may be on one end of the spectrum in how I have tended to rely on my nipples to build up and sustain a Super O. I sometimes sneak a quick nipple rub in at work or while driving to feel a little pleasure on the side. It doesn't take very long and it has grown in intensity from where I started.

I've held off longer or not even used my nipples at all a few times in the last few sessions. I can't say my dry O's are as strong or that I've reached an all out Super O, but it's definitely a different experience. The first time I reached a hands and nipples free dry O a few days ago I was left alternating between moaning and laughing. I was having sustained muscle movements from the Aneros for the first time and it was driving the orgasm. I actually had the Peridise in for this session and it turns out that I was laying on my side which is not common for me. I'm usually on my back.

Private Penetration

I have mentioned many time in this blog that the advances I have made in my sexual journey have brought me closer to understanding the emotional, sensual and physiological sexual needs of a woman.

I have gained this understanding because the experience of a deep prostate centered anal orgasm is very similar to the g spot orgasmic experience of a woman. J has most definitely become aware of the change that occurred in me as I am a different lover. I am more mindful, less impetuous in the pursuit of pleasure and I am more patient with her experience of vaginal pleasure. I can almost read her mind and understand what she wants and needs to fulfill the craving that takes control of her body when we are being intimate.

One of the things that has come with this new sexual pathway I am on is the need I feel to be penetrated. While 90% of my MMO sessions are induced without penetration there are times that I crave the exquisite torture of deep stimulation to trigger the release of chains of pleasure waves in my core. To some people it is the need to feel the fullness of a large object; that is not the case for me. For me it is the sensation of the subtle touch of an delicate object to unlock the excruciatingly pleasurable peristaltic waves of anal orgasm.

Letting Go

This morning I didn't have the luxury of time like I have had during previous weekends. I had to be on the road to visit my parents by late morning. Still, it was a fantastic session. I have been trying out the unrefined shea butter the last two days. So far the results are good. I'll have to see about leaving the Peridise in all night with it now. I unintentionally left it in overnight earlier in the week with no trouble, but I'd rather not take a chance with the water base lube.

I started off this morning with the Peridise as usual and held off touching my nipples for longer. I'd like to see what I can achieve with less nipple involvement. I'll have to see how things progress in the future. Things still felt pretty good in the limited time I had. I had a mini-O or two before getting the nipples involved.

I've found that I can't easily get into a more meditative state anymore. Things too easily progress to a more powerful state and there seems to be no need at this point. I'll keep it in the back of my head if I run into trouble in the future, but I sort of miss the more relaxing times I've had. I don't miss it nearly enough to trump the super-O's, though.

Presidents Day Morning, Savoring Aneros Electric Eroticism!

Hi guys,

This morning my session is going to be fairly long with intermissions giving by a blow-by-blow description of this session. I have found that having intermissions in a session is so good for savoring the electric eroticism that comes from an Aneros autof**k!

This is so true with Eupho Syn, the model which opened my session this morning. Eupho Syn is a long slender model that delivers such a sweet, subtle ride to my anal musculature and prostate. Right now I am savoring the sweet Aless autof**k as though Eupho Syn were in me right now f**king me crazy!

Next in my Aneros lineup this morning is Maximus. Ever since, I discovered the lying on my right side in the fetal position [my preferred sleeping pose], I have rediscovered Maximus like never before! For nearly seventeen months, since I began working with Maximus, he has delivered a rugged Aneros/anal massage, at times bordering on the painful. But now I have fallen in love again with Maximus because he delivers now such a sweet, yet robust autof**k which is still rather manly, but actually sublime. Maximus has a rather unique design. His stem is rather narrow, but expands to a rather thick mid-shaft which again narrows slightly before arriving at a rather bulbous head. Also on the underside of Maximus at mid length is a ridge which delivers a good Anerosing. As I write this during this brief Aless intermission, I feel so Anerosy thinking about Maximus. I wish I could marry him right now!

Saturated

Things keep getting better. I had held off a day on using the Helix because of a little soreness. I was rewarded for my patience today. I got warmed up with the larger Peridise as I've been accustomed to lately. It was a little longer warmup than usual. I didn't have any dry O's; I just closed my eyes and felt a humming in my head as I occasionally added a little PC or anal movement at times. The humming had started almost as soon as I did. This lasted for half an hour or so.

After a while I needed a break to have a BM. I wanted to wait until I got that out of the way and cleaned up to switch to the Helix. I took my time in getting back to the session even then.

Once inside, the Helix had an immediate effect. I didn't have contractions or anything, but I felt a general wave of pleasure rise through my body as I got situated in bed. It was a good sign.

I've been keeping a T-shirt on during sessions so that I don't chafe my nipples and it has a side effect of limiting the amount of sensation my fingers can give my nipples. I think this is a good thing as it slows the progression a little and lets things happen more on their own.

My Aneros Autof**k is now liquid f**k motion!

Hi guys,

I want to say that my Aneros sessions recently do not use as many models as I used in sessions for a real long time. So now, I may use just four models: Helix Syn, Maximus, Tempo, and Progasm. These four models have become in many ways my mainstays in most of my sessions in the last month or so. Yes, Tempo is a very recent model to my Aneros lineup, but he deserves to be put in the forefront with the other three models. All these four models have won their keep in this forefront.

The Tempo, along with the Peridise, have taught so much about Aneros rhythm. They have taught me about the Aneros autof**k like nothing before. In the last couple months, my sessions have taken a quantum leap.

The other catalyst and ingredient for this transformation is my discovery of the lying on my right side in the fetal position. This Aneros position, like no other is really good for the do-nothing technique in Anerosing because this position is so passive. Hence what I discovered this morning for sure in an utmost way is the Aneros autof**k just for what it is. My Aneros autof**k now is so automatic and is absolute free motion. I call my Aneros autof**k, liquid f**k motion. It is amazing to lie on my right now and just feel this stroking going on inside me over and over again without hindrance, or prompting, just in and out liquid motion so effortlessly. Absolutely awesome!

Mental trampolines and smoke rings in my mind

)Warning: the first part of this is sort of dry. The last three paragraphs are the ones things get deeper and more interesting.(

I've had two sessions since I got my first additions to my Aneros collection. I've used both in the same pattern as it turns out. I got the two set of Peridise and have used the larger one to begin and end each session. I've used the Helix in the middle. The results have been astounding.

I think the Peridise works well for me in warming things up without going over the top, then returning to it when it's real easier for me to get pleasure from more subtle stimulation.

The Helix feels a little different than my MGX. There's pressure in slightly different spots. I can't tell if anything is particularly different when I'm in the heat dry O's and super O's. It's certainly not keeping me from enjoying myself that's for sure.

Anyway, I was pleasantly surprised from the start at the subtle feeling of pleasure when putting the Peridise in. I move things around inside for a while, but don't quite make it to dry O's during the initial use.