“Self-Tantra: Erotic Transformation”

OMG! What an erotically-supercharged session! I am eager to put this into words. [But I must caution in advance: this is going to get very graphic]….

This session began with some erotic music which I discovered on YouTube: “musica romantica erotica, compilation rilassante”. Very soothing and it seemed to put me in the right mood. To further accentuate the mood, coincidentally, a thunderstorm was approaching! Well, I decided that this ‘session’ was to concentrate only on my scrotum since it was clear from a previous session that I could experience more pleasure from that part of my body. I began to perform very slight touches, strokes, all-over and under. This continued for I don’t know how long. After a long while, I somehow began to move lower down the scrotum, towards the perineum and continued the touching and light ‘massage’ there. This kept up for a while and I began to feel a distinct bulge in my prostate. OMG! It is feeling amazingly good! …..

I think I’m getting close to the ‘super o’

Hey everyone, I’ve definitely made a breakthrough with this and I’m mega excited! I’ve started doing contractions now because I felt like nothing was really happening past a certain point. I’d just lie there and be like heurherughgu and make funny faces and feel nice but never get to any place that I felt resembled the chain reaction waves of orgasm as the wiki tells me until I started changing my process up recently.

I lie on my side and I take a deep breath and really lightly contract and hold it for a good 10 seconds or so and twizzle my nipples at the same time. Then I slowly exhale and release the contraction and after a few seconds I inhale again following the same steps as above, I can feel pleasure mounting up more and more every time I do this. After about 2 or 3 of these my dick clamps like it’s having a normal orgasmic contraction, except now it’s started doing it on it’s own, my ass is quivering deep inside and I can feel waves of pleasure in my cock and waves washing over me. I also find that I get massive p waves in my left leg and left foot, it’s a really nice feeling. But tonight it was super intense! I kept on having these orgasmic anal super fast quivers and pc muscle contractions on their own. This is the first time I’ve had a session where I’ve sweat and had to actually hold back groans that were happening on their own (because my walls are basically paper and I live at home AFGHGH). But I’m not sure I could call it a super o yet, going by what I’ve read about strong emotional responses and becoming pure ‘id’. I was still quite aware of my surroundings if I really focus (kinda like normal orgasm) and I wasn’t seeing any colours etc. It still felt REALLY good though. There’s precum everywhere in my sessions now. I’ve also found my p-spot and I can definitely tell where my prostate is now. I also made myself have a mini o from twisting my nipples only. I would mark myself at around:
– Chain reaction Dry-Os (O-zone)
– Very deep orgasm distinctly centered in rectum: anal orgasm

“Is Rewiring Permanent?…..Hell Yes!”

Interesting developments. As you know, I have been continuing my practice of semen retention and intend to ‘lengthen’ the times between ejaculations. I hit a new Day 4 yesterday and intended to go farther…….However, for some strange reason, my wife seemed to be really in the mood last night. Suffice it to say that I became greatly aroused and easily. Things progressed with a great intensity (I thought her libido was shot—NOT!) and after an hour later, I am begging her to STOP! I need to finish-myself-off! Well, it wasn’t easy but I was able to get-off with a huge amount of cum on the towel. That was nice but still not the end of the story……

This morning, as I usually do, I dosed on some binaural beats, some for male orgasm. I didn’t feel anything at the time. But about an hour later, I am laying down and just decided to do some kegels and reverse kegels and……O-M-G!……I am starting to tingle and shake all over and MOANING (I hope not too loudly!) and I began to think to myself: this reaction is as good as my last “official” Aneros session about two weeks ago! Then I began to think: Is the prostate re-wiring permanent? My resounding response: Hell Yes!!! There is no turning back, nor do I want to…….
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PS There definitely is something to semen retention and it’s effect on the opposite sex. I have had several women I know recently approach me (close enough to make body contact) and they seemed very eager to get closer to me. Other women (strangers) seem to want to talk to me just ‘out-of-the-blue’. I am wanting to continue SR and obviously lengthen the intervals between ejaculations. I read that a goal of SIX WEEKS is realistic! OMG! I don’t know if I can make it THAT FAR but it will be nice trying!

Frustrating lack of involuntaries

When my partner first started using his MGX, he inserted it, thought about something really sexy, and the device basically started doing its thing. Many different muscle groups started to contract in a rhythmic motion, and to this day, all he has to do is think about something sexy, and they will start without anything inserted.

I’ve been using several models for about a year, and the only involuntaries I get are within my sphincter (in a subtle swooshing, circular pattern), which slow down once my body gets used to the foreign object within. What happens next is that my PC muscle will contract in a manner that’s not abrupt, but slowly. Through time, the PC muscle contraction has been increasing slightly in intensity, but I’ve only experienced a p-wave maybe twice, and a build-up once.

I wish there was an x-ray or something whereas I could see if these devices are hitting my prostate properly. It’s getting frustrating, which is counter-productive, so I’m trying to curb that.

I just wish there was a way I could get my insides to involuntarily contract in a manner that would spawn something else. I hope this doesn’t take 30 years to accomplish. *sigh*

ANY advice would be appreciated in getting these involuntary contractions to start.

“What Am I Feeling? Beyond Aless”

I was up not too early this AM and decided to relax on my favorite sofa with some binaurals. Nothing too stimulating. When I finished, I decided to lay-down and just relax. I began to do very light contractions and some ‘whisper’ and ‘thought’ contractions when something happened……

I began to be enveloped by a strange, sexual feeling. Hard to describe now. It definitely radiated out from the prostate and lower groin but seemed to envelop my entire body. I am feeling a sexual energy, a vibration, that is tingling all throughout my body, right down to my fingertips. I feel a pulsing and an energy deep within myself. It is a warm ‘sexual glow’, almost like watching a fireplace where the flames have gone out but there is still a red afterglow burning. Something like that…

I am laying there and began to think: this is NOT Aless! But what is it? It is beyond Aless. It is that sexual, sensual, erotic ingredient in all of us males. It is the raw power of creation. It is the erotic bliss which only we as males get to experience firsthand. It is an exquisitely beautiful, powerful feeling. And it is free! The great thing about this feeling it seems to me is that is doesn’t have to stop! As i am typing this, I am still feeling it. If I concentrate on it, I will feel it more. There is nothing better……

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Progress or not?

Finally got a chance to enjoy a session last night and my tool of choice was my Helix Syn. The session was great but I cheated a little. Initially, I was not that horny so I tuned in on some good porn, something I have been trying to avoid. It’s hard to just watch a little; it’s like Lays chips, you can’t eat just one…
Anyways, the session was very good. I climb all the way up and seem to stay right on the edge for the entire session. I know, no expectations but you can’t help thinking; is this the night I bloom?
This old prostate needs more rewiring before yielding dividends I guess. Next one should be Friday night.

My First Time

Having read other blogs I decided to share my experience and journey. I am 45, hetro, married and live in the UK. I have been curious about anal play for a while purchasing a butt plug and other small items. I wanted to extend into prostate massage and having done some research I decided on an Aneros product. I chose the Progasm Ice. Although it is on the larger side, it is suggested that it is more forgiving in finding the postrate.
Having ordered at the weekend, it arrived on Wed and i immediately set about using it. I prepared myself, relaxed, applied the anal lube I ordered with the Progasm, lay back and slowly inserted.
I lay for a few mins, allowing myself to get used to having it inside me and slowly started anal contractions.
I have never been one to produce much precum, but after about 20 mins I was pleasantly surprised at what I had produced. It wasn’t exactly flowing, but enough to feel satisfied for a first try. After a few mins this dried up and I concentrated on different positions and my anal contractions to get used to it inside me.
I found that lying on my back was the most comfortable so I lay there, fully relaxed and continued with the contractions. Suddenly I felt my heart rate increase, my breathing became deeper as I experienced a whole new sensation. Maybe the shock of this along with my efforts to concentrate too much meant that it died away. This was about an hour into my session.
I lay back, relaxed again and tried to recreate what had just happened. After about 10 mins I again felt my heart rate increase as the sensations came over me again, this time my arms were shaking. Again I maybe tried too hard to focus and after about 20 seconds the feelings subsided. After a few more minutes I ended the session.
I’m sure that this was not the “super-o” that I have seen mentioned and described however I feel that I was on the way to finding it. An hour later, carrying on my jobs in the house, I could still feel the effects of what I had experienced. With practise and improved technique I’m sure the Progasm will take me to the place I seek. 24 hours later, I feel that something has “awoken” inside of me, hungry for more.
My first Aneros session supassed my expectations and brought me a whole new sexual experience. The opportunity for my next session cannot come soon enough.

“Non-Aless Bliss”

I thought I should put a few things down…..

Since yesterday, I am feeling an incredible “Non-Aless” prostate pulsing and I think I know why. First off, I am continuing my practice of semen retention. Typically, I am going in 4-5 day ejaculation intervals. That in itself seems to increase the arousal factor. But there is more going on that that….
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I had another visit with my urologist yesterday. I was nervous all week because I had a PSA blood test a couple of weeks ago. With all the prostate stimulation I do, I was afraid that the number would be elevated and that I may be headed for more testing. Was I surprised when I found out my number: 2.4! That is lower than the average for a man my age (65) which is 4! Healthy men under 50 should have a PSA under 2.5 so I couldn’t be happier! I believe this fact now is starting to reflect in the way I am feeling. But that is not the end of this story…..
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I had taken some Cialis 5 mg a month ago but had to stop it after only 2 doses due to some side-effect issues. Well, my doctor and I talked and he told me that the side effect (dehydration) was not caused by the Cialis rather my lifestyle. I have since modified my fluid intake and regularly drink 10-12 cups of water daily. But he wants me to take only 2.5 mg (I may split the pills) and take it only once every 3 days or more, as needed. Wow! Remembering what the 5 mg did for my sex life, the anticipation of a ‘repeat performance’ is probably too much for my prostate to comprehend. Maybe that is why it is pulsing. I would be too knowing what pleasures are in store for me!