Tag: Rewiring

The Start of Something Good

The older I get the greater the number of sexual experiences I have. In my rewired – hypersexual state it seems that I am hyper aware of the bliss and steamy eroticism of each experience. Each one becomes a unique and sensual memory that I get to savor like a special vintage or a breath taking view.

This last Friday was another one of those experiences. As I sit here savoring that experience, I am amazed at the breadth and the diversity of erotic activity so far in my life. Even after all the years of walking this sexual discovery path I am on, I continue to appreciate each intimate and erotic interaction to be compelling, arousing and deeply gratifying. My sex life is oddly reassuring. As it arouses my erotic mind there is a sensual rhythm to it that makes my days complete and oh so sensual.

Friday was a work at home day, there was no rush to get up. At 4AM I awoke at my routine time just before dawn to do a brief but intense MMO session. I slowly sank into that deeply erotic steaming pit of orgasmic delight; igniting the erotic fire of arousal in my anal tract, my balls, cock root, anus and perineum began to pulse in convulsing ecsatsy. The recurring pleasure waves honed my arousal to a keen edge. The shadow of steaming male orgasmic convulsions echoed in my balls, cock and anus all day long as fantasies of my sexy J lingered in my mind. Sometimes it is fantasies of intimate trysts with men that will harden my cock and sometimes it is day dreams of anticipated intimacy with J that makes my penis go rigid with desire. That day it was J who aroused me. Read more »

More Admissions

Two of the most amazing and wonderful things about this orgasmic journey I am on is the awakening of my sexual response and the expansion of my sexual interest, gender wise. For most of my life arousal has consisted of getting an erection when looking at naked women and feeling the desperate need to ejaculate to seek relief from the sweet frustration that accompanies arousal and erection. By its nature arousal for me was 100% cock and female focused. Ejaculation was a much desired but fleeting experience. I remember after I discovered orgasm when I was young I used to fantasize how amazing it would be if I could sustain the sensation of an orgasm for more than those extremely pleasurable seconds of pumping bliss. In the absence of that skill I replaced the fantasy with the reality of unending masturbation; I would tug to orgasm a dozen times in a day. Sadly though, the more times I came the less pleasurable each successive ejaculation became.

For years fantasies of anal penetration intrigued me; occasionally I would watch videos of guys masturbating with curious fascination as I got modest erections. I experimented with home fabricated devices for anal penetration; in the places that I lived, sex toy stores were not around every corner. I could best describe those early anal penetration experiences as not thrilling, except for the visual aspect of seeing an object penetrate me. Read more »

Is the Eupho Syn just too subtle for beginners?

I recently decided to jump into the Aneros train, and was able to find the Helix Syn on Amazon for about $50. However, when I recieved the package, it turned out there was a mix-up by the seller and I recieved a Eupho Syn instead of the Helix Syn I ordered. I had read that the Eupho line was more for advanced users but decided against attempting to replace it, thinking it would be close enough.

After some lube troubles (damn you, glycerin), I've been trying it out over the past week, and while I originally felt the peeing sensation that is said to come when the prostate is stimulated, it has faded away recently and I honestly don't think I feel much stimulating occuring on the inside. I can feel the p-tab and very rarely some pressure within, but neither are necissarily pleasureable and I end up masturbating normally with it in, where I can begin to feel it slightly more intensely, but nothing notably pleasurable.

Am I still in the "rewiring" stage and need to just stick through it or should I look into getting another model? I never expected instant results but I keep reading about how subtle the Eupho is compared to others, and I can't help but feel I might get a little more out of a more beginner-friendly model. Read more »

My Second Encounter

Last night in a chat with Brine he asked me to do an entry describing my second liaison with a guy. Brine and a few others have asked about my twice venture into male – male sexual intimacy in the last two years. It is difficult to describe the experience without putting it into context. In a recent chat Brine and few of us were explaining MMO / Super O to a newbie. Brine commented that it was an integrated physical – mental – spiritual thing. He is absolutely right.

For the last 20 years I have been engaged in a discovery process to understand my sexuality. I dipped my toes into Tantra, Zen, Kundalini, edging, anal penetration and erotic massage to name a few. There were also workshops, strip clubs, gay bars, books, pod casts and myriad toys and porn. The frustration of all of them was that they all seemed to fall short or they required a life change to really engage. I was not ready to become a monk or a sex worker LOL.

Then 8 years ago quite by chance I was surfing the net looking for porn when I wound up on the Aneros site. I ordered my first toy exactly 8 years ago this month. That following year was dedicated to learning to use it. When I had ben successful for 8 months or so the rewiring process started. I am guessing that by the end of that year I was rewired. My sexual response, spirituality, physical – sexual capability, and mental state were all synched and in a sense I was sexually reborn. Read more »

About 40 hours of Aneros session time now, time to share again

So I have had about 20 sessions since I have started my glorious journey with Aneros products and I feel it's time to share some of my personal findings!

Sit back and relax, I will probably be as wordy as I ever am! Enjoy!

I'm not sure where to start this exactly so I will talk it out as I go, I guess =D

If you have kept up with my previous blog posts you will get an idea of where I was at. Well let me assure you it as only gotten better with time. I cannot claim to be rewired, but my good lord has the experience and the pleasure been absolutely breathtaking!

I have continued my sessions moving forward with lighter contractions, on RARELY really deep contractions anymore (Unless I am going for a Super-T)

I gotta say…. sticking with the light contractions, alternating between direct anal contractions and PC contractions has sky rocketed my pleasure levels! P-waves a plenty, oooh my goodness! I haven't had any Super-O's yet, or any hands free dry-o's, but I don't even care. The build up has been glorious!

Since I have started I have added 5 more models to my collection. I have outlined each of them in the forums, but I will touch base here to keep this from being pages long, and I will include the link to the thread it's in as well. Read more »

More on Rewiring

In all my blog writing and my memoir – novel I have referred to my rewiring many many times. I would have to say that rewiring is without a doubt the most transformative thing that has happened to me in my adult life. I had heard guys talk about it in the Aneros Forum when I first joined this site 8 years ago, but I didn’t really comprehend what it would mean for me when it happened to me.

The process of being rewired is akin to finding a switch in my body and turning it on. At the same time that my sexual apparatus is awakened the switch resets the sexual responses of my body.

Perhaps the most amazing result has been the way it altered my mind and sense of eroticism. Rewiring intensified my sexual interests and characteristics, creating new ones, and altering my perceptions, and desires. I rewired myself 7 years ago when I learned how to have prostate orgasms using an Aneros massager, as my skill grew to achieving A less orgasms I practiced every night and deepened the impact of rewiring. Awakening my prostate awakened my sexual brain and created the new sexuality that has enriched me at this mature point in my life; it has made me a much more erotic, sexual and sensual man. Read more »

Outside in and Inside Out

This is an entry to talk about the ebb and flow of my erotic life. It has been a week without a wet orgasm for me, which is relatively unusual. Scheduling pressures, and myriad distractions actually overpowered the chance to interact with J and be intimate. So instead, this hs been a week of MMO sessions.

I was recently talking to a friend here who was experiencing the same thing. Now as I am sitting here writing this I am telling myself the same thing I told him: “hey it happens”.

So as I sat drinking a cup of tea on the couch in the quiet of our kitchen a short time ago, I pondered this inside out and outside in character of my sexuality. It is this mysterious thing that motivates me to have liaisons with it in the remote solitude inside my own body and inspires me to celebrate it with J, showing off for her as we both admire the physical beauty of each other’s sexual response.

As a guy my sexuality was very cock focused . . . I couldn’t help it. It was engrained in me. I was and still am fascinated with my own cock, and now other guys cocks too. I do stand in front of the mirror occasionally and admire it as I tug it to stiffness. I have done videos of me self pleasuring myself in elaborate backgrounds and wearing all kinds of erotic props. I have taped and watched in fascination as ropes of thick white pearlescent cum rolls and sometimes is hurled from my swollen cockhead as I shudder in explosive orgasm. Read more »

NEW HEIGHTS: I haven't touched the ceiling yet

TL;DR:
* Standing sensitises the prostate
* Walking around helped a lot
* Lightly jogging really helped a lot
* Touching nipples carefully to complement
* Openly allow erotic thoughts to flow via prostate massage
* Vocal moaning = important
* But -> embarrassing and noisy :)
* Train of thought derails
* Thought train blasts off at uncontrollable speeds
* Urge to cum nears

Well, damn.

I thought it was the end of the journey for me, and searching for other goals would keep me entertained. My pleasures and sensations were as good as they'd get, and now I'm fully rewired. There's nothing more for me to uncover.

That's technically true, but tonight launched me a little bit higher.

So standing up works well with the Aneros, perhaps due to the gravity providing a counterbalance. I don't know the science, exactly, but I do ejaculate quicker when standing up masturbating. Regardless, the prostate becomes more sensitive to the Aneros. Even better: walking around. As I strolled to the kitchen, the feelings of the device rubbing couldn't be ignored. In fact, trying to ignore it would flare up an orgasm quickly. Eventually, I became horny to the point where I sped the pace up by lightly jogging on the spot. I've never had such a fast chain of Dry-O's in a long while. Read more »

A Wonderful Session and a Fantasy

I have not done an entry here in quite a while, but I just came off of one of the most exquisite sessions that I have had in a long time. I decided to commit the experience to writing because just yesterday I was chatting with someone in here on the magnetic pull that my desire exerts on my body. When my desire sings in my thoughts I am weak, I cannot ignore it. I have lined my underpants before I sat down to do this entry as I am sure I will be leaking profusely before I am halfway through it.

I have come to realize that my most euphoric, deep and resonant sessions occur when just the right combination of conditions, thoughts and bodily functions come together in a “perfect orgasmic storm” so to speak. Such was the case last night. My sessions over the last few days had been really half hearted and very short. None were more than 30 minutes and I was unable to maintain the mental focus or the erotic inspiration to rise to a pinnacle of sensation. Twice this week my wife coaxed a copious amount of cum from me, once orally and the other when we were in a very intense mutual masturbation session. That masturbation session was two nights ago and it literally drained my balls. Over the last few weeks I have been finalizing my erotic novel to send it to some friends for review and comment. A few nights ago I was editing a part of the story that is in a time and place of a homoerotic exchange between my character and another main character. The narrative describing their sexual liason is particularly steamy. Editing gets me extremely aroused as I can read without stopping too much; as a result I was feeling extremely sexy. Read more »

Mission to Pre

What else is there to do once someone has been rewired? My brain still wants to set goals and reach them — perhaps that was my biggest draw to Aneros all along.

So for me it's almost instinctively to…precum. Odd, one might say. All that ever does is create a mess, for most. That's true — but for a year or two now, I keep checking my dick for any substance during orgasms, like there's a missing piece. It doesn't feel fair that for others, who precum a bunch after using Aneros, I'm still left bone dry. I'm seemingly not alone here either, run through some quick Google results.

But as luck has it, there is something of an answer in form of Pygeum africanum! It's a form of bark from an evergreen, and is supposedly good for Prostate health. What it amounts to is helping in treatment of Prostatic Hypertrophy, countering the increased size of the prostate by shrinking it. But through shrinking it, supposedly, cowper's fluid is then filtered more tightly through the gland. There are plentiful user reports out there mentioning good results — some complaining their dicks become faucets after a month.

Yet there too are those who report little to no change whatsoever. And surprise, I fall into this statistic as well, after a few weeks of no outcome! )Or precum, rofl rofl( What a shame. Going by the on-going tests of those out there, brands do vary in effectiveness – as well as taking the supplement in combination with others. And overall health/diet, too. Read more »