It Was About Her

I wasn’t sure how long I would stay with my erotic writing; I thought that I would just make several entries and go on. But I have enjoyed doing this so much I decided to continue. After the first few posts I was hooked. Why have I stuck with this for so long and why am I willing to commit to all these entries?

Part of it is I am smitten with chronicling my erotic thoughts. My rewiring has opened a creative window in me, my powers of observance have been sharpened and my love for expressing those observations has grown exponentially. When I read through all the entries I am struck by the consistency and the emotional power of the sexual things that I have thought about and the things that have happened to me.

Part of it is the pure eroticism of it Like most people I don’t dwell on things in my life but my writing has created the opportunity for me to savor some very special steamy times. It has given me the chance to ruminate on sexual events in my life and revisit them in my mind. In the process of recalling events, thinking about them, describing them and thinking about how they felt at the time I am reliving them. In this ponderous process the richness, sensuality and eroticism and the depth of the events intensifies in my mind and hardens my cock.

ORGASMIC MILESTONE

I recently was thinking about the most popular topics I have written about in the various blogs I have posted. When I looked at the Word Press Analytics when I had the WP blog the top ten topics for me were cock, cum, prostate orgasm, balls, dry orgasm, anal sex, cockhead, penis and anal orgasm.

Clearly all of you here on Aneros and me as well have an interest in male orgasm and male sexuality. For me this last quarter of my life has been a discovery of my sexuality and sexual response. As it turns out it this period has been dominated by MMO and my rewiring. These popular topics are a reflection of my sexual life experience but more accurately they are a reflection of my self discovery.

Obviously J has been and still is a huge part of my sex life. What I have done in these last 18 years is compartmentalize my sex life; I have my intimate connection with her through fucking and I have my solo self directed MMO driven sex life. They exist in two different worlds. I have several entries that discuss this division in my sexual response and my sexual life. However to my great joy, very slowly, those two worlds seem to be moving closer together as discussed in a post prior to this one.

No Sleep

Hi guys. Here again to tell one of my crazy nights on this aneros journey. This one will be all over the place so bare with me. lol Ok I was in the chat a couple of days and were decussing our emotions as we ride and afterwards and how different we all are as men since using this great product. We were all imputing and talking about how now a few of use my shed a few tears as we let go and let that passion control our emotions and movements. I have once burst into tears as i rode cuase the pleasure was so unbarrable that i didnt want it to stop.

It varies with everyone. but since I'm rewired so much has happened to me emotionly that I was not ready for. But I am up for this challenge and journey and here to show my real true self. Also yesterday Rumel mentioned to us that Aneros is just helping us express our selves better. It was all hidden away. It's like Aneros is a key that in due time unlocks these treasures inside us that feel so great.

In saying that I had the time of my life yesterday. I had the chance to ride most of the day with my progasm ice. My parents were out visiting friends so i had the whole crib to myself. I was so excited. I got freakier and did things very risky but i was so horny and turned on that I really didn't care.

Partnered MMO Part One

This journey that I have been on for the last 18 years has been so rich and varied. It has also been internally focused and driven by me. I have shared my experiences with my wife and she has benefited from my enhanced ability to perform sexually and my newly attuned ability to coax shuddering orgasms from her lust dripping pussy.

To achieve each new step I took, I read and studied. I read all kinds of books about ESO and ejaculation retention; I dabbled in Zen and meditation, and in tantra. I am by no means accomplished in any of the eastern psycho – spiritual skills, but I have been informed and guided by them. I have always been a thoughtful – introspective person about my work and my experience of the world. When I embarked on this sexual journey I applied the thoughtfulness that I put into gazing at a beautiful sunset into my experience of sexual pleasure. When my sexual self discovery was beginning to resonate and illuminate a path for me I looked inside myself and I followed the path. I applied the intuitive prowess I applied every day at work to my sexuality and my sexual response. It was transcendent, transformational, tumultuous and a lot of other T words like terrific.

My Response to Lingaman's 01/07/2014 Blog Entry ["Her Orgasm Delivered with Love"]

Just read Ligaman's terrific erotic entry of January 7th, and responded as follows:

["Lingham –

DUDE! What a beautiful and erotic post. Surely the giving of pleasure is a most satisfying amplifier of the giver's own bliss on our journey to ecstasy.

I firmly believe sex is a god-given gift, meant to convey spiritual truth, and to put ecstasy well within the reach of each of us. However, as a glue in intimate relationships, particularly the intimacy in our conjugal relationships, this gift is designed for us to communicate with passion the excitement of profound pleasure and erotic arousal, and its fulfilment to our significant others.

I just now read your great blog post, and commend you for it. I found it moving and arousing. Like you I'm a grownup married guy and have been blessed with a libido that motivates me in positive directions. I also work and have children, all four )mostly( at least somewhat on their own and out of the house. In spite of a modestly conservative demeanor, I've considered myself open and sophisticated in matters of sex, but was totally naive regarding my prostate, anus and breasts as sources or channels of erotic pleasure, although I understood and accepted that others were less penocentric than myself.

It was not until the fall of 2010 that I obtained a Progasm Classic and began in earnest to attempt rewiring. At the same time I incorporated my nipples and, of course, my asshole into my solo sexual activities. The rest is history, but the journey continues.

Penis Envy

Ok gentlemen … here is the most honest blog entry I have ever done. Any of you who have chatted with me already know this, but to the rest of you all …. Here it is ….. enjoy. The motivation for this entry is a fascination that has come from rewiring; that is my newly awakened sexuality. Being open and honest about this took some time but a few years ago I crossed the thresh hold and shared my feelings with friends on line and now here it is here.

I find erect cocks and male nudity to be incredibly sexy and very sensual. I am turned on big time by the sight of guys in aroused states, their members rigid and straining against their crotches, as if they were desperately trying to separate themselves from the groin they are anchored in.

I am particularly turned on if the cock is hard set in it's erection, gently curved in rigid lust and shiny smooth as it oozes a big fat drop of crystal clear pre cum or even better is erupting with opaque white cum. I have discovered this appreciation is not unique to me. I have talked to a number of other guys here on the site whose sexuality has evolved deeply as mine has as a result of MMOing and experiencing deep prostate orgasms. It does not signify any diminished appreciation or desire for women on my part, in fact if anything it has enhanced by desire for and erotic appreciation of female sexuality.

Not so do nothing

I don't ever moan involuntarily during a session, but yesterday I had long, quiet, breathy whimpers that couldn't be helped. The non-verbal equivalent to a whispering, high-pitched "Oh my God".

My prostate was vibrating out of control with an electric hum. It was doing this all on its own, and I was at its mercy. I could do nothing but watch it flood me with an overwhelming tingling orgasmic rush that didn't want to stop. That wanted to turn me inside out.

You know you had a good session when you're getting a buzz just thinking about it the next day. And I had a damn good session.

I've always been a fan of the "do nothing" technique, but what I never really asked myself was – Does "doing nothing" really mean I'm not doing anything?

What I discovered yesterday is that by attempting to do nothing, I wasn't doing something that I should have been doing. Which was to make sure I continued doing nothing!

This is confusingly worded, so let me break it down.

I do nothing, which builds initial good feelings and contractions. But as I sink into these feelings, I lose focus and allow my body to interfere. These interfering actions feel right, they feel deceptively natural, as if this is what my body wants right now. It wants me to add a little tension here or there. I feel like doing this will help me along, so it must be where my body wants to take me. Therefore I'm successfully doing nothing. Right?

Edging

Hey guys been gone for a while but I'm back. I have learned a lot on this journey and it has changed me into the man you see in the chat and forums post then nowledge i now know. I have progressed so well that my sexual appetite has changed and so many new things get me off. Weather is a wet orgasm or not a orgasm still happens and that never happen before Aneros.

One example is edging. Edging is when you prolong the ejaculation to build up more sperm and semen to have better and longer wet orgasm. But Since I am rewired & my prostate is fully awaken it gets me HFWO & FBO's as well.

Edging also makes the time go really fast. When your zoning out with your erect penis in your hand and your mind is at that uptopia place feeling nothing but pleasure and erotic tingles you begin to just be free and one with your self.

It took me time to master it because i was a quick cummer. But with practice and a few vids on xtube i can now edge for hours. But like I said since I'm rewired while i jerk off when I get it close to the edge since i don't let out the cum I instead have a full body orgasm. So the sensation that was suppose to come out of my dick head with my cum now reroutes throught the rest of my body and it feels awesome.

Back to the helix syn

Well, I had a chance for a session with my wife away … I thought I'd try going back to the helix after using the eupho for the last few.

This time I was not trying to run a commentary; just letting the ride drive on.

It's a much more solid ride … Put on the smooth jazz channel and I started involuntary thrusting after about ten minutes …
minis built into supers, and I was howling at the moon. On my belly, I was thrusting, but without the hallucination of being female I've been experiencing with the eupho. I had a lot of trouble keeping it in; almost lost it several times and had to reach back, barely keeping it from popping out. Onto my back after an hour, and went for a superT. Jeez, that was a good feeling! Still, I didn't really get an ejaculation. Although I built through about four increasingly severe supero's, and I finally got the hit of endorphins that just about knocked me out. I did manage to get it together enough to clean everything cleaned up and snuggle under the Pendleton blanket.

I have been inviting three or four aneless O's maybe up to a super, before I fall asleep. Maybe I should join the blue ball club for a week or so and see whether I've actually lost the capability for a full wet one. Does anybody know the sensations of a retrograde ejaculation? For the last year or so I'd been getting a mild pain in my balls just before ejaculation. This has stopped. Rewired, I guess. But I sort of had that nice empty day-after feeling in the morning.

Teeth + Orgasm = Bright Smile

OK so it's been a minute and would like to wish you all a Happy New Year. Hope everyone had safe rides and got over that orgasmic hump that you have been trying to concur.

I'm here smiling bright and amazed at my self again. So a couple of days ago I read a post about someone (i can't remember his name and I'm sorry for that) said he was at the dentist and he felt waves and ended up having a dry orgasm right there in the chair. I was so shocked at that but you can't put anything pass a rewired man and his prostate. So with days passing and me being here with family I haven't been riding as usual. Family dropping in and out and me just being tired and me catching a cold from my nephew (i can't ride when I'm sick) but I have been having short A-Less sessions in the chat with my bro's.

Fast forward to just a couple of minutes ago. I just got done eating a beautiful dinner prepared by mom but had a few meat pieces stuck in my teeth. So I went to my bathroom and picked up my electric tooth brush. I do the bottom teeth first then the top and rinse. I start with my bottom teeth on the right side and as soon as the vibrating bristle's hit my teeth a wave of orgasmic energy ran up my leg, hit my prostate and boom right into my mouth. I had to grab the sink counter cause of the huge bolt.