Nipples and Fellatio

January 3, 2014
One of the fascinating things about learning is that often what you actually learn is not what you started out seeking to know about. For me I thought that this journey was going to turn me into an erotic mystic who could get into women’s minds and into their pussies to coax them into orgasmic delirium; maybe to a certain degree that has happened, but so much more really has.

What has really happened is that I have learned more than I ever thought possible about my own erotic mind, orgasmic capacity and sexual response; probably an equal amount to what I learned about women. I have been erotically transformed.

Aside from my MMO’s themselves the things that are most noteworthy are the change in the erotic response from my nipples, the shift in sensitivity of my my frenulum, the newly discovered orgasmic capacity of my anal canal and my erotic mind.

Relative to my erotic mind, I am drawing a renewed appreciation of oral sex.

As I have said in earlier posts, after I was rewired my entire sense of the erotic shifted. My nipples were the first realization. I discovered this one day when I was stretched out on my back allowing my wife to wander over my body and play. From the pleasure she experienced from my playing with her pink buds she decided to try the same techniques on me. First she tenderly kissed them and slowly transitioned from gentle butterfly kisses to licking slowly in a circle starting outside my areola, circling closer toward my nipple. She kept tantalizing me by zeroing in closer with her tongue. They both hardened in response and became increasingly sensitive.

My Fantasies

I don’t think I am different than most guys )or girls for that matter( in that fantasy plays a large role in my sex life, especially in MMO sessions. Just last night I had a very profoundly pleasurable session, mainly because I had not had a satisfying one in a week. In addition, as it took root I amplified it with a sensually lurid fantasy.

While many people might use fantasy when they make love to their partner, I do not. When I make love to my lady, it is the heat of being there in the moment with her, experiencing the intimate act through her and with her that makes it erotic. It would be counterproductive to imagine being with someone else.

Love making for me is a shared experience. For a love making session to be erotic I need to experience it with her; the emotional and physical sensations that she feels arouse me. I need to be connected with her.

My sex life became more expansive and complex after I was rewired, making love became a profoundly emotional experience, much more than it is a physical experience. In fact if my lady isn’t in the mood to make an emotional connection, we probably will kiss goodnight and call it quits or she will do a hand job on me and I will be happy.

My Rewiring

The Aneros Forum is replete with references to rewiring; in chat we refer to it all the time. Senior members of the Forum are the ones who have coined this term rewiring. When I got my first massager, a Helix )I now have 11 different Aneros models and I love them all( little did I know how this device would change my life. Beyond granting me exquisitely intense, deep and relentless pleasure these devices have had a profound impact on me even when they are not inserted in me. This impact is what my Aneros Peers refer to as rewiring.

I should add here that I am profoundly grateful to Aneros. I often think of these mysterious devices as keys that when inserted unlock magical doors of pleasure that were hidden from me for years. Other times, usually in the midst of climbing ecstasy that squeezes my anal canal in convulsions of white hot rapture, I think of an Aneros as a fuse that when it reaches its destination ignites an explosion of anguished pleasure. Whichever applies Aneros has accelerated my sexual discovery process and transformed my sexual response. The 14 year effort that I had been on prior to my discovery of Aneros was eclipsed after I first felt the exquisite penetration of that smooth plastic finger giving me my first anal orgasm. Very soon after that I was rewired. The impact of rewiring on me has been profound.

Fa la la la la aaaah I'm Cummin'

Happy Holidays guys. What a day. So today was the day. The day the pipes will be cleaned. So I have went 11 days with out having a wet orgasm and the last four days went with out riding my toys. So today was the day to get my most best gift of all a beautiful long wet orgasm.

So I opened my regular present with the family and we cooked and just had a relaxing time. I knew they were leaving to go to the county to visit my other family and was staying over night so I was gonna have the house to my self. All alone well it was me and my toys and the bottles of lube that I bought. So they left and I jetted to the bathroom to shower and prep for this great occasion.

As I'm leaving the bathroom I hear the house phone ringing. I know a bill collector could not be hassling me on this day. But no it was just dad to make sure that I refrigerate all the left over food and to be safe. He did not know about my awaiting sessions so he did not understand my urgency of trying to get him off the phone. But he did tell me that I had a surprise in my room in my sock draw that was from the heart and he hoped I liked it.

The New ME

I have been in the chat very frequent lately and it's because Im so rewired. I'm so rewired that I stay with long throbbing hard ons. Now I'm not complaining at all it's just so new to me. I have a 8 in thick hard on now from the waves running through my body and I have not rode or cum in 6 days. This new found sex phoenix that has emerged inside of me is out and ready to fly and fuck any thing that will let me. (only humans)

It's like one minute I'm a pussy boy with tits and a cunt who just wants to be pounded then I'm a muscled man tied now being teased for hours with no release. I just love it all. But I put up a con's & pro's entry a while back. The hard ons and freaky fantasies can be a bit much at times. I just need to learn how to control them all. But I love it. Just yesterday I had hard ons all day. with freak fantasies of a strong man fucking my tight wet pussy. I was even moaning and panting begging for something to plug my hole.

I love Aneros it is the best thing ever.

Long time, no aneros

Well it has been a LONG time since I had my last aneros session – several months? I ripped the patellar tendon off my kneecap in February, had an operation to replace it, and promptly developed acute urine retention. Great! Better still was the assumption by the doctors that this was due to an enlarged prostate. I had a feeling it wasn't, BUT I didn't feel like using my aneros, whilst I was having tests to work out what the problem was, plus being catheterised for nearly 3 weeks, meant that I had been "peeing razors" for some time afterwards.

As I suspected, it wasn't my prostate that was the problem – though appreciate from guys on the forum, that this wouldn't necessarily have been the end of my aneros career. It seems to have been a sensitivity to opiate anaesthetics.

Anyhow, in the meantime, I concentrated on my nipple inspired dry orgasms, which have been developing well.

So the other day, after months, I felt like an aneros session, could feel my anus, PC muscles, and prostate vibrating and pulsing in expectation, and thought this was a good sign. I was not wrong!

For more or less the entire time, I had regular and repeated dry orgasms, that grew in intensity and duration as time progressed. There were several periods with an erection – unusual for me – and a feeling that arousal was building from my being aroused – effectively escalating. There was a sense of euphoria that also seemed to be escalating. The only thing that stopped all this, was the demands of normal life.

Abounding Orgasms

Helix Syn has rewired me from the tip of the nose down to the mystical prostate and further to the inviting doorway that is the anal opening and back again and again and again. This first blog entry is more an affirmation than how-to. It is an assertion that orgasms are multi-dimensional and not of just the vanilla penis variety that have served me so well, until now . The importance of conscious breathing can not be overstated in this life. It is critical to the athlete, dancer and to those foraging for the "O's" that we so crave. I have always been athletic and fit. Competitive swimming in my 20's and 30's, Marathons in my 40's, and now a 58 year old white bearded Dude doing 5 miles daily or more on foot or snowshoes. The athlete has always valued the importance of breath and being aware of his core as does this Helix rider of 4 months. In further entries my journey to the Super O will be discussed. But now it is my desire to share and document the most amazing multiple Super O experience. Two weeks ago on a Saturday I savored my 3 hour ride and relished in multiple Supers. It has been my experience that after my rides I can summon minis just by breathing into that special prostate spot. So why not the grace of an O in traffic, on line in the market, or anywhere. Helix has so clearly defined the exact location of the spot for me. So much so, that when I masturbate my penis a new pleasure zone has made itself known in my bush. Enjoying rubbing at the base of my penis with one hand while masturbating with the other to heaven. In essence Helix stimulates the inside and me, the outside. For the record, being an Aneros purist I do not do penis pleasure on ride day which is usually once weekly as my prostate orgasms send me into a trance. So two weeks ago on Saturday, my ride led to many happy trails. When I am about to Super O, my belly starting about one inch below the belly button begins to violently contract and pulse and then the O. For me the O feels like a combination of fireworks and extreme ejaculation into the inside of my belly. As one of our Aneros Brothers would say, "cummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm." On a Weds. morning four days after my ride, my running partner, my beautiful white German Shepherd and I were about three miles into a rigorous speed walk on a 12 degree day. The importance of breathing can not be overemphasized in these conditions which were pretty brutal along the Hudson River, 100 miles north of NYC, that morning. Somehow I was breathing into my prostate and then, the belly began to violently contract and then Super O number one. I began to laugh out loud as the next contractions began, trying to remain prone as orgasm two hit hard. If someone was to view the scene, it would read as Crazy Man intoxicated on morning booze. Three, four, five orgasms later and it let up. Each one as delicious as any with Helix in place. One of our Aneros Brothers calls this experience as riding Less, without Aneros. The point of all of this is less is more and breath is crucial to successful prostate orgasms. I am so looking forward to continuing this journey and experiencing all the surprises, pleasure and cummmmmmmmmmmmm that is possible. Thank-you to this insanely wonderful community of people in search of the orb. Happy Trails, Easy Breathing and cummmmmmmmmmm.

Eyes rolling in the back of my head and staying with it

Hey guys. I had a great session last night and well off into this morning. So I decided to sleep with my Progasm last night. I can get a few hours in with him when im in my room or when the parents are gone but he has been extra needy lately and wanted some extra alone time. Yes we have that bond lol. So I took me a shower and cleaned out and made it back to my room with a squeaky clean butt ready for fun.

I had a jock strap cause I'm on another strike fro wet orgasms. It has been 5 days already and I wanted to stay strong. So I'm laying in bed with my jock strap on and I lube up my ass and the toy and I slide him in. I just laid there with the covers draped over and my ocean waves mp3 soothing me as I drift off to a sleeping slumber. As soon as I was about to doze off I got hit with a stream of waves through my spine making me arch in the bed. I began to stir and slight moans were escaping my mouth. I don't know If I was dreaming something up or was the ocean waves just sending me over but it felt great.

My learnings of using Aneros

I have been on this journey for 8 months. I have loved every minute of it. There has been ups and downs but I have trailed through it all and can't wait for more to come. Scratch that don't want to detour feature pleasures so I will take on what ever Aneros has to offer. But as I have been with aneros my techniques has really advanced. I have coached a few people via the chat or email. I now know how to achieve my orgasms to there highest potential and these are my ways. Now they might not work for you so take it with a grain of salt.

Pleasure Positions:
*Laying on back with legs extended, hands palms facing flat on bed not touching anything just contracting with kegels
*Laying on my back with bottom half elevated with pillow under me so I am able to lift legs up to have device go in deeper and smoother sending cray waves through my body
*laying on my left side with left leg extended and right leg on top pushed up. The device really tickles my prostate this way and will send instant mini o's

Phase 1: Initiation

Welcome welcome welcome, on my blog.
I'll share my experiences here about my journey to become "rewired".

About me:
I'm a 20yr old gay guy, so I've had my share of anal play.
This will hopefully be an advantage on my journey.

Start of Phase 1: Initiation
So I unpacked my first aneros (Progasm), I tought it would be larger but it wasn't (thankfully).
So after lubing up the aneros for the first time, I inserted it and it went in smoothly.
I hear some novice people find it quite big at first. I certainly didn't (first advantage of have anal play experience YAY).

The Progasm was very comfortable inside me, I didn't wait 10 minutes as often said.
I felt it wasn't really necessary.

So I started doing some anal contractions and Kegel exercises. I started feeling it in my prostate. It felt really good.
Now the problem I had was trying to keep the imbalance between the anal and pc muscle.
The more I focused on it, the harder it was.

The session ended with me having a Super-T. No super-o's yet.
I think it was because I wasn't relaxed enough and I couldn't keep my focus on the pleasure (my mind wandered a lot).

Session Summary:
Positive:
– Pleasurable prostate feelings
Negative:
– Not relaxed enough
– Not focused enough