Author: goldenboy

“A New Kind Of Session – A Reflection”

I recently began external stimulation of my prostate. I have tried the “tennis ball” technique while sitting. And just today I did external prostate stim through my abdomen. What I am feeling now is my prostate deep within my body. I know how a prostate orgasm feels and the feeling of the prostate through external stimulation is unmistakable!

What I am taking out from this “session” is that a prostate stimulation does not have to incorporate an internal massage device like Aneros. Once the prostate is re-wired, virtually ANY kind of stimulation, external or internal is enough to be felt.

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“Aless: An Unexpected Session”

This session came out of nowhere and hit me f*****g hard! Here’s how it happened…..

I had to visit the restroom this morning (#2) and felt a little quivering in my prostate when I finished. it is not early at all this AM and I got a good night’s sleep. I had some time and so I just laid down on my sofa. It is rather cool this morning and I just covered myself up with a blanket. Feels good! Anyway, my pulsating is continuing and is starting to get stronger. By the way, I should mention that for the last week or so, I have been ejaculating regularly every 2 days or so. My prostate is getting more “exercise” than when I was doing rather lengthy semen retention. Anyway, I am laying on the sofa and decided to perform some kegels. I start by doing light kegels and then reverse-kegels. These feel good but I am not satisfied. So I continue with stronger kegels and begin to “hold” them for a longer period of time. This feels good as well but it is doing nothing in relieving my feeling of an “alive” prostate. I began to visualize my prostate like a vital “walnut” deep within my body and the myriad of nerves feeding into it. I thought that I should feel for it through my perineum and that is exactly what I did. I felt an enlargement there and began to massage it and press on it. I could feel it immediately on my prostate. Did it feel good? Yes! Did it relieve my pulsating? NO! What could I do? I noticed that by doing this massage, I am beginning to get an erection as well. Read more »

“A Split Surfing Session”

An interesting session! I awakened VERY EARLY this morning with a rock-hard erection in bed. Really thought I would be headed for an ejaculation (with just a little bit of hand coaxing). I decided to lie downstairs on the sofa for a while and just chill with some relaxing music. I put-on a track which I have listened to before (name escapes me now) and it was about an hour long. I fell-into a “mild” fantasy: I have visited a massage parlor and a masseuse was going to give me a “soft and gentle cock massage (with no happy ending). I have never experienced this before and so I was intrigued. I laid down and we began….. Read more »

“A Primitive Surfing Session”

Wow! This “surfing” session began in the usual way. I found a track which I had heard before on YouTube: “Erotic Massage – ZenitudeExperience” and it was the right track. It put me in the right mood and so I started surfing. I had my silky boxers on with a safety towel beneath and starting delicate stroking. I am keeping this up for quite a while (this was a one hour track) and I know I am getting extremely wet. I am definitely rock-hard. I am also getting VERY aroused! What happened next is rather intense.

[This will get somewhat graphic and may contain some profanity.]

After a great while of being on the “edge” my brain seemed to disengage from reality — I can think of nothing else but penetration, vaginal penetration. This feeling was, like I said, beyond reality. I am hard, very wet and I need to penetrate my cock. This is an overpowering sexual feeling. It is what I was designed to do and I wanted to do it now. This feeling is fucking intense. I feel primitive (like a caveman?) This is a primal feeling which I don’t believe I have ever felt before. Yes, I have been aroused many times but not like this. This was a basic, primitive, lustful sexual drive that is not part of everyday, 21st-century life. It hearkened back to a time when males were on the prowl in search of an available female in heat. I could smell the nearby sexual cavity. I wanted it and needed to “service” it. It wouldn’t take much effort…..I already was ready to penetrate my hard, wet shaft into the silky, sensual pocket. All I needed was to penetrate and ejaculate, penetrate and ejaculate. I was very ready. (Realize that none of this was “verbalized” in my brain—I was “feeling” it). Read more »

“Aless, Sweet Aless”

Around mid-day today, I am developing a pulsating in my prostate, seemingly out-of-the-blue. It is most noticeable when I am sitting down or lying down. I instinctively perform some kegels, some slight and some more direct, and the sensations continue to build. Interestingly, i awakened somewhat late (for me) today and did not listen to any music. I am only into a new Day 2 of SR and I really don’t expect too much in the way of sexual stimulation today. But these Aless feelings continue to come and the interesting thing is they feel EXACTLY like I would feel during an Aneros session! These prostate pulses are resonating throughout my entire body. And I thought my sex drive was in LOW GEAR today! Ha!

Update: With my wife out of the house for a while, I decided to “switch” from Aless to a real Aneros session! So I quickly lubed-up the Progasm Jr. with Boy Butter and attempted a session. But, much to my dismay, I was unable to achieve full insertion/retention. This has happened before. Perhaps my bowel was not “empty” enough. That seems to be the cause. Anyway, after this aborted attempt, I lubed-up the Peridise (Large) with Slippery Stuff Gel and did about a 10-minute session. It felt wonderful! Perhaps now my prostate will settle-down. We’ll see….

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“Hard and Wet: A Tantric Cock Massage”

I was ready for some relaxing meditation music early this morning. But I wasn’t ready for this! Let me explain…..

After some searching and test-listening, I found a YouTube track that was intriguing: “Tantric Sexuality (Music for Sensual Massage and Passionate Love Making)”. It was about 50 minutes long and seemed just right for this “surfing” session. So I put it on, laid back down and just started to relax. What happened next completely blew me away!

I am being enveloped into a “cock massage”. I really don’t know at this point how it happened; the music was pulling me in to a fantasy that honestly blurred the line between reality and fantasy big-time. Now, I don’t want to get too graphic, but suffice it to say that I have never experienced a cock massage like this one. I haven’t even had a solo “surfing” session this erotically-charged. There was NOTHING that was not done to my cock and I mean nothing! You name it, it was done. Every kind of stroking, pulling, twisting, squeezing, pinching, tickling, even jelqing, all done in a way that didn’t seem to be eager to get me to ejaculate. In fact, I believe I was either flaccid or semi-hard during most of this “massage”. But it was extremely sensual to say the least. There was at one point a “palm stroking” that started at the testicles and came all the way up to the glans. This continued and progressed at an increasing rate of speed…..I am numb from the sensation! Read more »

“Surfing In The Red Zone: The Ultimate Male Pleasure?”

Background: I was awakened early by a powerful, horny erection. I retreated to the sofa and searched for a suitable music track. I have my silky boxers on with a safety towel in place. I discovered a track on YouTube that was absolutely perfect for the surfing “session” that was to come: “Emotional Chillstep Mix 1 by Amarel”. I got myself into position and started surfing.

Definition: “The Red Zone” That small patch on the underside of the penis usually responsible for stimulation to ejaculation.

Activity: I began this surfing session just like any other, starting with the scrotum and slowly working my way up to the glans. However, something about this music was directing me toward the “red zone” immediately. I knew it was dangerous (I am on Day 11 of SR) and a great risk of ejaculation. But I felt the pleasure starting to emanate from my “red zone” and I couldn’t stop it. I began to edge closer and closer to the PONR. My entire body was beginning to tense-up right down to my toes. My prostate is pulsing. I am inching closer and closer to the PONR and I can feel it coming. Yes, I am in the red zone and it is dangerous! There is no lifeguard around! I am alone in a sea of sexual bliss and I am in great danger! Read more »

“A Nighttime Ritual”

I am now into a new Day 9 of SR. One thing which I notice now is that I seem to be awakened several times during the night with a rock-hard erection. Not a bad feeling; but somewhat annoying! If I would only complete the stimulation with an erotic dream and an ejaculation; I am ready!

This morning, I got up to relax with some music, but my internet was down! Bummer! Well, I laid down and attempted to start an edging/surfing session. But, alas, there was nothing going-on down there at the time! So I went back to bed and about an hour and a half later, yep, you guessed it, another erection!
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I don’t know if my body is becoming used to the SR “routine”. I should have peaked-out my testosterone level yesterday. But my horniness “quotient” seems to be in check today. I will see how the day progresses……

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PS Most normal men have 3-5 nighttime erections (technically know as noctural penile tumescence), usually during REM sleep. Depending on the source, that number could be as high as 8-15! I am wondering whether or not the Aneros “re-wiring” allows me to wake-up during some or most of these erections? Intriguing!

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‘Nothing Exdtraordinary – Just Prostate Horny”

I am into a new Day 7 of SR and I am horny. Not just penis-horny, but prostate-horny. Most mornings now I am awakened by a rock-hard erection in bed and don’t know where to take it. This morning, I relaxed with some music on the sofa and attempted an edging but it didn’t feel right. Later on, I got a pulsing going on in my prostate and did some contractions. Before too long, I had an overpowering desire for a quick session with PS-NEW. I needed something against my prostate and now! So I quickly lubed-up and inserted the PS-NEW. If felt absolutely amazing going in! The feeling is indescribable (you guys know what I mean). This “session” was very quick (only about 10 minutes) but it relieved my prostate horniness at least for the time-being. I feel energized and ready to take on the day! I honestly don’t know how long this current SR will last. I am ready to ejaculate at any time, and this only increases my arousal. (I am not aiming for a set number of SR days).

PS This prostate horniness was very real! it is hard to describe but guys that have experienced it can attest!

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