Author: lingaman

Partnered MMO Part One

This journey that I have been on for the last 18 years has been so rich and varied. It has also been internally focused and driven by me. I have shared my experiences with my wife and she has benefited from my enhanced ability to perform sexually and my newly attuned ability to coax shuddering orgasms from her lust dripping pussy.

To achieve each new step I took, I read and studied. I read all kinds of books about ESO and ejaculation retention; I dabbled in Zen and meditation, and in tantra. I am by no means accomplished in any of the eastern psycho – spiritual skills, but I have been informed and guided by them. I have always been a thoughtful – introspective person about my work and my experience of the world. When I embarked on this sexual journey I applied the thoughtfulness that I put into gazing at a beautiful sunset into my experience of sexual pleasure. When my sexual self discovery was beginning to resonate and illuminate a path for me I looked inside myself and I followed the path. I applied the intuitive prowess I applied every day at work to my sexuality and my sexual response. It was transcendent, transformational, tumultuous and a lot of other T words like terrific. Read more »

Penis Envy

Ok gentlemen … here is the most honest blog entry I have ever done. Any of you who have chatted with me already know this, but to the rest of you all …. Here it is ….. enjoy. The motivation for this entry is a fascination that has come from rewiring; that is my newly awakened sexuality. Being open and honest about this took some time but a few years ago I crossed the thresh hold and shared my feelings with friends on line and now here it is here.

I find erect cocks and male nudity to be incredibly sexy and very sensual. I am turned on big time by the sight of guys in aroused states, their members rigid and straining against their crotches, as if they were desperately trying to separate themselves from the groin they are anchored in.

I am particularly turned on if the cock is hard set in it's erection, gently curved in rigid lust and shiny smooth as it oozes a big fat drop of crystal clear pre cum or even better is erupting with opaque white cum. I have discovered this appreciation is not unique to me. I have talked to a number of other guys here on the site whose sexuality has evolved deeply as mine has as a result of MMOing and experiencing deep prostate orgasms. It does not signify any diminished appreciation or desire for women on my part, in fact if anything it has enhanced by desire for and erotic appreciation of female sexuality. Read more »

Her Orgasm Delivered with Love

MMO has changed my orgasmic response and my sexuality in big ways. Although MMO is an inward focused experience it has changed me in my experience of the sexual world around me especially with my wife.

The most significant was my sexuality has changed is that I have matured, and refocused my attention on observing more, giving more and feeling more. I have come to appreciate the finesse, patience and knowledge that deeply erotic sex requires. I certainly appreciate it much more now than I did when I was younger.

Like all guys I was always drawn to female genitals but it took MMO for me to really fall in love with the complexity, sensuality and sexiness of my lady’s vagina. Once I learned about the wonders of female genital sexual response, female genital anatomy as well as physiology, my love affair with the vagina was born. The knowledge of how to apply my knowledge to extract pleasure from her pussy was the culmination of my transformation. Read more »

Sunday Ecstasy

Sunday Morning January 5, 2014

We had fully intended to make love last night but we got interested in a movie on TV and before it was over it was 12 midnight and we were both exhausted. Age has not denied me my ability to perform sexually but it has sapped some of my energy. So we fell asleep cuddling and kissing.

So it was no surprise that at 6 AM when I woke with a rigid cock that my mind and my prostate were set on MMO. She was half awake so I cuddled up to her and whispered in her ear that I was going to MMO on her and asked her to roll over on her side to let me spoon her. She kissed me and whispered sure; I think she was glad she could just lay there and doze.

As she rolled over I pulled her nightgown up to her waist to expose her lovely derriere. At 62 her rear is still as firm and curvaceous as it was 30 years ago. I sleep nude so I was ready for business immediately. I sidled up to her and slid my erection in between her rear cheeks. The warm caress of her ass always turns me on immediately; in no time my anus was spasming in sweet orgasmic pulses. I breathed deeply but quietly into each orgasmic pulse as they squeezed my anal canal, coaxing the delightful bliss to link from one spasm to the next. I kissed the nape of her neck as I embraced her from the rear and rode the exquisite waves of pleasure from crest to crest. For a full thirty minutes I floated in surreal sensual erotic anguish as MMO rippled in my anal canal. Read more »

My Less Session Last Night

It was 3:20 AM last night when I woke up from a sound sleep acutely aware that I had a rock hard erection. It was one of those erections in the middle of the night that got my attention. It was heavy, so heavy I could feel it pushing against my groin at its base as it was bumping against the mattress. The underside of my cockhead was really sensitive and very aroused. Earlier, just before I went to bed my wife gave me an exquisite hand job facilitated by carefully coordinated sucking of my nipples. The resulting orgasm was so strong I was literally emptied, a prerequisite for an intense MMO session. I was primed when my insistent cock woke me up.

My hand brushed against my wife’s hip which I immediately noticed was bare; her short night gown had ridden up. Being the opportunist that I am, I never pass up the chance to spoon her and slip a hand around her to caress a breast. I did and in her sleep she brought her hand over mine and held my hand to her chest to force me to fondle her. That is when my aroused cock realized what he was nestled in . . . the sweet embrace of her very shapely derriere. My wife is tall . . . 6 ‘ 1” , and willowy with a really beautiful heart shaped ass and perfect slightly pendulous breasts. Just thinking about her body even now is making my cock go rigid with desire. Read more »

Nipples and Fellatio

January 3, 2014
One of the fascinating things about learning is that often what you actually learn is not what you started out seeking to know about. For me I thought that this journey was going to turn me into an erotic mystic who could get into women’s minds and into their pussies to coax them into orgasmic delirium; maybe to a certain degree that has happened, but so much more really has.

What has really happened is that I have learned more than I ever thought possible about my own erotic mind, orgasmic capacity and sexual response; probably an equal amount to what I learned about women. I have been erotically transformed.

Aside from my MMO’s themselves the things that are most noteworthy are the change in the erotic response from my nipples, the shift in sensitivity of my my frenulum, the newly discovered orgasmic capacity of my anal canal and my erotic mind.

Relative to my erotic mind, I am drawing a renewed appreciation of oral sex.

As I have said in earlier posts, after I was rewired my entire sense of the erotic shifted. My nipples were the first realization. I discovered this one day when I was stretched out on my back allowing my wife to wander over my body and play. From the pleasure she experienced from my playing with her pink buds she decided to try the same techniques on me. First she tenderly kissed them and slowly transitioned from gentle butterfly kisses to licking slowly in a circle starting outside my areola, circling closer toward my nipple. She kept tantalizing me by zeroing in closer with her tongue. They both hardened in response and became increasingly sensitive. Read more »

My Fantasies

I don’t think I am different than most guys )or girls for that matter( in that fantasy plays a large role in my sex life, especially in MMO sessions. Just last night I had a very profoundly pleasurable session, mainly because I had not had a satisfying one in a week. In addition, as it took root I amplified it with a sensually lurid fantasy.

While many people might use fantasy when they make love to their partner, I do not. When I make love to my lady, it is the heat of being there in the moment with her, experiencing the intimate act through her and with her that makes it erotic. It would be counterproductive to imagine being with someone else.

Love making for me is a shared experience. For a love making session to be erotic I need to experience it with her; the emotional and physical sensations that she feels arouse me. I need to be connected with her.

My sex life became more expansive and complex after I was rewired, making love became a profoundly emotional experience, much more than it is a physical experience. In fact if my lady isn’t in the mood to make an emotional connection, we probably will kiss goodnight and call it quits or she will do a hand job on me and I will be happy. Read more »

My Rewiring

The Aneros Forum is replete with references to rewiring; in chat we refer to it all the time. Senior members of the Forum are the ones who have coined this term rewiring. When I got my first massager, a Helix )I now have 11 different Aneros models and I love them all( little did I know how this device would change my life. Beyond granting me exquisitely intense, deep and relentless pleasure these devices have had a profound impact on me even when they are not inserted in me. This impact is what my Aneros Peers refer to as rewiring.

I should add here that I am profoundly grateful to Aneros. I often think of these mysterious devices as keys that when inserted unlock magical doors of pleasure that were hidden from me for years. Other times, usually in the midst of climbing ecstasy that squeezes my anal canal in convulsions of white hot rapture, I think of an Aneros as a fuse that when it reaches its destination ignites an explosion of anguished pleasure. Whichever applies Aneros has accelerated my sexual discovery process and transformed my sexual response. The 14 year effort that I had been on prior to my discovery of Aneros was eclipsed after I first felt the exquisite penetration of that smooth plastic finger giving me my first anal orgasm. Very soon after that I was rewired. The impact of rewiring on me has been profound. Read more »

Box Lunch at the Y

The complexity of my sexuality has been getting harder and harder for me to rationalize. The relative recent appeal of erect cocks is just one such inexplicable realization. Juxtaposed to the lascivious feelings that tug at my own cock when I see a good looking guy in all his hard glory I also love to see a moist swollen vagina dripping with passion. And just as much as I daydream about sucking cum from a lust stiffened cock I also love cunnilingus. Cunnilingus itself is such a clinical word, I hate using it. But when I consider all the other names that it is called, somehow cunnilingus keeps popping up in my lexicon as one of the most common words I use. For fun though, here are a few that I can recall having read, heard or referenced: carpet munch, clam dive, dive a muff, dive in the canyon, drink at the fuzzy bowl, eat out, face the nation, growl at the badger, mouth fucking, tongue fucking, licken a chicken, munch a bearded clam, and whistle in the weeds.

Regardless of what I call it; I am crazy about performing it especially on the sexy woman I love. When I think about it, cunnilingus is my favorite sexual activity hands down. I would dare say I love mouth fucking her more than I like fucking. I know that I am not alone in my affinity for cunnilingus …many – many guys love it as well. The web is frequently peppered with questions about technique, and other practical concerns as well as roadblocks and other issues. I recently responded to one of these inquiries on line and got a rousing response from several lady friends on line about my suggestions. Read more »

Reprinted From Lingamans Log 2011

The third MMO session this week revealed to me how unpredictable and variable these amazing experiences can be. While the previous two entries describe gentle reassuring sessions, my experience this morning showed how much things can change and how profoundly pleasurable the session can be.

As a shift from the relaxed sensually erotic character of sessions I have been having in recently, I awoke last night at my old reliable 3:30 AM to launch into a markedly different and profoundly intense MMO session that was a drastic shift from the two earlier in the week.

The need for me to launch was a desperately urgent aching itch deep in my anal canal. In response to the urgency I pressed my erection into my wife’s warm rear, and in a matter of moments my anus was convulsing in delightful spasms. After a few minutes of rising in incredible sensations of bliss I slid away from her and pressed my throbbing cockhead on the mattress as I flexed internal muscles and my anus. It was only a few minutes before I was indeed sailing in a series of very deep pleasure waves which culminated in clenching hard orgasmic spasms deep inside me. After a cycle of a few dozen of these waves in a row over 30 minutes they collapsed in a flutter. But my thirst for pleasure had been whetted. Read more »