Just a little heart broken

So after realising weed and poppers were a short cut to the Super O I’ve been working on calming techniques and recently managed several super O’s with just meditation breathing and the do nothing technique… I was thrilled and amazed. Ok it takes longer than vaping a little weed, but it’s awesome to do this stone cold sober.

And now my wife say’s she finds the whole thing ‘ick’ and thinks I don’t want her. Which is odd given we still have an active sex life and she’s previously been supportive of my quest or at worst neutral. Kind of sucks to find someone you hoped to share this with finds something so wonderful (to me) ‘ick’.

So we’ve talked. At length. She isn’t asking me to stop. But she doesn’t want me doing it when she’s home (which is a major block on play time as she’s almost always home). She doesn’t want me to talk about it either.

I view this as controlling behaviour and while I am not angry at her I am deeply saddened by her U turn. And quite hurt. I really don’t want to wind up resenting someone I’ve given 20 years of my life to – and I also don’t want to give up Prostate orgasms.

Progasm Anniversay Onyx edition.

Have been meaning to post a bit of a review on this but wanted a few rides on the clock before doing so.
So what’s different? No base nub. Narrower lower body. Same size at head and mid section. So you can sit down if you want. And it moves more while still having the girth to keep in contact with those sweet spots.
Sometimes though it can move too much and exert too much pressure so gentle contractions or do nothing seem to be in order with this.
That said the better mobility allows laser like targeting of the bits that feel good so overall that’s a plus.
Overall I don’t think there’s a massive difference between old and new progasms – they’re both good and both quite large/girthy.
I do find that I can go a bit longer with the new one simply because the pressure on my prostate can be lightened easier with the new.
The orgasms are still progasm like – IE Intense and near non stop.
I think if you don’t have an old progasm the new is worth the investment. If you DO have the old one, there’s not a huge difference but those differences that there are make it a subtly different ride.

A Tale of two sessions. An Example of mindset importance.

Exhibit Saturday Lunchtime.
Backdrop – Much work with a carport build still to be done.
Son is stressing out about meeting his GFS parents.
But I do have 90min to myself for some playtime.
Smoke half a joint. Try to relax. Sniff some poppers.
Small PGASM results, but it’s weak and I struggle to get
the next three PGASMS. After thirty minutes I give up and have a
short nap as there is too much on my mind to relax adequately.
In short – I can get to PGASM but it’s a struggle and nothing
much is developing from them.

Exhibit Sunday afternoon.

Son is at girfriends and things have gone well. Carport all done.
Wife has gone shopping and will be some time.
As she left she handed me a towel and put my hands on her breasts saying ‘enjoy, you’ve earned this’ a wink and she left me and my prostate to well.. go mad I think.

Because I am now very horny with an achy grumpy prostate that is making it’s presence felt – a quick brush of a nipple is all it takes
to tell me that things are more than ready back there.
Smoke a full joint. Meditate for 10mins. Get out Progasm and Mason Jarfor poppers. Mini PGASMS are occuring non stop at this point. Lube up with liberal amounts of cocunut oil. Insert very slowly. PGASM on insertion. Another on lying down. Both knee wobblingly strong. One long inhale of poppers from Jar. Focus on relaxing everything. Touch nipples lightly.

Anyone else had an O so hard their body rang like a bell?

Progasm session. Weed b4 hand. Some poppers in a mason jar… about 35min into session and crusing the waves .. body going nuts .. really long inhale of poppers.. relax EVERYTHING… fingertips touch nipples… huge surging wave of pleasure then my ears rang my abs spasmed colours danced behind my eyelids and my groin rang for minutes like a bell…
Afterwards had to take nurofen so be able walk without coming… its still tingling down there…
Havent had the post session tingles and spasms last as long as today before… its like that O hit every single nerve in my body and is still echoing around…
Much wow and a little unnerved about just how insanely powerful this prostate O thing is. ..

How is it that a bit of clear plastic can…

Reduce a grown man to spasming blubber uttering gibberish?
It’s just a shaped bit of plastic. And yet, with the right mind and a little weed…. time space and all perception of what an orgasm is goes out the window.
Two 90 min sessions Sat & Sun with Progasm and four hours later I can still feel my prostate and PC muscles buzzing. I’ve had to take some nurofen (ibuprofin) to try and calm them down. Which is sort of working.
I obviously should not be left alone at home on a holiday weekend.

My Progasm ate my weekend. And other news.

Well it ate all of Saturday and 1/2 of today.
The thing is that once it gets going it is always in contact with my prostate, so attempts to stop coming are almost futile.
An NJOY Wand I can shift off the spot. My Progasm I cannot.
So 0600 to 0845 Saturday spent pretty much non stop orgasming, 1130 to 1350 (ish) the same. Rest of day dealing with aftershocks and involuntary ALESS mini O’s. Rather distracting.

And in other news – I have had the house to myself all weekend. I have learned to take a bottle of water in with me, because moaning and screaming dry’s me out something terrible.

Sunday has been a slightly milder but same story. At least I made it to gym.

Hope others weekends have been similarly and happily eaten.

NJOY Pure wand, A tale from the land of O.

Apologies for posting a non Aneros subject in advance – Mod’s remove if it’s misplaced as no offense is intended.

The pure wand is big solid heavy and beautiful to look at and touch with it’s highly polished medical grade steel reflecting back the first time users (me in this case) slightly apprehensive face.

Comparison to Progasm Ice
Totally different size wise. Until recently I found the progasm too big for me, but of late have come to love the full feeling it gives and the orgasms that come with it. Looking at both I note that other than the rounded tips of the NJOY the overall girth of the NJOY is smaller than the Progasm, so other than initial insertion and removal the NJOYS Size shouldn’t give anyone used to Progasm sized toys any great difficulty.
Being surgical steel it actually uses less lube than the progasm in my so far limited experience anyway.

The no chemicals/weed 5+min orgasm.

After finally getting to what I assume is super O land on a little bit of weed (as a prestart booster) and low amounts of poppers, I wanted to see if the wiring had adjusted enough to super O on nothing but meditation and a few stretches.
Chose the helix syn over progasm (because I need to be hyper relaxed to get to good places on the progasm).
Meditated for 15 min.
Stretched. Inserted well lubed Syn.
Gentle wave contractions. Couple of big squeeze and holds and… off we go… series of pwaves first then a slow pgasm then some more pwaves, then a single HUGE PGASM that rolled through me for I have no idea how long but minutes passed as I drifted into space cadet land the orgasm ebbed and peaked and ebbed and just when I thought I was coming off it, it climbed higher.
My throat is sore from gasping and trying not to scream.
So yes – amazing things can happen off chemicals and perhaps being 2 days off Cigarettes is helping also (low nicotine vaping instead).
Wasn’t a long session but in the name of scientific research I am so glad I went on it.

A Progasm Ice Review.

The progasm is large in comparison to most Aneros toys. So being relaxed and well lubed is a prerequisite. For me it’s been a bit intimidating and I’ve found that because of this is I tend to stay over tense and consequently I felt it didn’t move much and pushed too hard on my prostate espc as my prostate woke up and started to swell. These minor criticisms aside I always felt I’d not given it a fair chance as I was too busy riding my helix Syn to take the plunge into riding the Progasm. And truth be told it scared me a little bit.

Riding the Progasm Ice
Ok. Here we go D Day for my ass. I’m writing this after two great sessions with the Ice. Waited till this morning’s session settled down to make sure that yesterdays insanity wasn’t a fluke. It wasn’t.
Smoked a little pot, about 1/3 of a joint. Had a coffee. Did some stretches, put some soft music thru the earbuds. Lay down on back, copious lube on progasm. Open wide. And it’s still girthy as hell on insertion, not painful just feeling of being stretched. It’s fully in and well seated now. No contractions, just trying to relax everything. One short snort of Poppers. Breath…. still not contracting anything… here it comes… SLOW DEEP WAVE into thighs lower back and abs. Ok.. shit… slow rolling wave contraction… hold.. release.. breath… at this point I felt compelled to arch my lower back (lordosis?) and then… good bye world… 45minutes of nothing but orgasm, some light and some totally savage. Every time I tried to relax back off and slow down to stop another would blot out my intention of stopping… 90+ minutes in and I finally manage to stagger to the bathroom, having another 4 or five world bending orgasms on my knees back upright on the bathroom floor.. fifteen minutes later I literally grabbed the progasm and removed it before it could destroy my prostate anymore… aftershocks still continuing and if I touch my nipples now I won’t be writing anymore of this… I’ll be back getting fucked into oblivion.