Kegel School!

Oh My! What an unusual session!

It started out like most sessions, I was awakened in the early morning hours with a rock-hard erection and felt an ache deep inside. I had P-waves within about 10 minutes. I distinctly remember wanting to feel the pleasure of the perineum point this ride. I felt the tip of my penis and it was wet already.

For some unknown reason, I began "counting" off the light contraction sets: first to 10, then to 20, then 30, 40, and finally 50. Of course the sensations were continuing to build with each successive "set" of kegels and I found myself building towards an O.

Then, I (GB) found myself in "Kegel School" where I would learn the "proper" way to perform anal and PC contractions. The only problem (I didn't know it at the time) was that the teacher (T) who happened to be in charge of the school had a rather mean, vindictive disposition and she was relentless in her pursuit of perfection for her students.

"Hello Goldenboy! Here is what we're going to do today. I want you to do 50 kegels for me."

GB: Okay, That is easy. here they go. I'll even count them out for you. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, ….50

T: I'm so sorry but you are not doing them right.

A Perspective – 10 Sessions In

After about 10 Aneros sessions, I feel I should list some observations (in no particular order):

The idea of regular insertion of anal toys is something all Aneros users have to deal with. After a while, however, this seems to become routine and actually becomes rather sexually stimulating in itself.

It definitely makes for a better session if one is aroused, if not physically, then at least mentally. If I wake up in the middle of the night, for example, with a hard erection, I can either masturbate or Aneros. Now I prefer to Aneros. Since starting with Aneros, sometimes my erection is so strong and rock-hard, I feel that my prostate is signaling me that it is in need of some massage.

Although Aneros may be considered a sex toy, it really is much more than that. Yes, there is a VERY LARGE pleasure element associated with it and, unlike a penile ejaculation which may last seconds, the P-waves and Orgasms associated with prostate stimulation can go on for HOURS. It is very difficult to describe the feeling but you guys should know what I mean. There is nothing like it in the world and it feels SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD!
I remember when I used to masturbate for a very long time, edging toward an ejaculation. It's a similar feeling.

It is interesting and a little counter-intuitive that the PENIS really does not become part of the normal Aneros prostate stimulation. It will, on its own, decide to join in the fun! I have had fairly long sessions without any penile engagement.

Progasm Jr. Test Drive

Well I finally had the chance to test drive the Progasm Jr. (I usually use Helix). Here are several observations:

The P Jr definitely is bigger (fuller) than the Helix.

Insertion is a little different in that the “head” of the P Jr. needs to be lined up with the anus prior to insertion.

Once in, it is obvious that this new tool is more in direct contact with the prostate!

Even with no anal contractions, the P Jr is definitely massaging the prostate.

There was an immediate larger quantity of precum and the penis erected almost immediately.

Very little movement seems to be generated with anal contractions.

The P Jr. nestles very nicely within the anal cavity and I probably would be able to sit in a chair and feel no discomfort.

I had almost immediately some involuntary lower limb “shaking” going on. After the session, I had some involuntary upper limb “shaking” as well…interesting!

It would seem to me that much less time will be spent achieving an O with the P Jr. than with the Helix. The Helix’ smaller size makes for a longer session.

The rectum definitely needs to be empty before using P Jr. (I found this out recently!)

All in all, the P Jr. is a nice addition to the Helix and definitely provides more direct stimulation of the prostate.

I will try for a longer session next ride.

Welcome Aboard!

A fitting title for this ride. Please excuse the vernacular, but welcome aboard the "Auto-Fuck" express would be more suitable!

I was awakened in the middle of the night with a now-familiar erection that would not quit. Quickly decided that another session was in order! Since I was ready for the ride, it didn't take but five minutes to start the P-waves. Almost immediately, the auto-anal contractions began and I swear did not let up for the next one and one-half hours. My contractions were not forced at all: they seemed to be generated from some internal pleasure "clock". I fastened my seat belt, held on and was ready to enjoy the ride.

Along the way, I tried a new position or two but eventually settled on a left side or right side position. It felt so good to massage my nipples and this time my underarms became very erogenous.

It seemed that the penis was just along for the ride this time. He really did not have any interest in this trip at all. Maybe that's the way it should be!

When the ride was over (I knew I had reached the station), I had a great sense of peace and a rewarding admiration of the male body which I continued to explore and caress. The scalp, ears, shoulders, torso, nipples, arms, and downward toward the penis, scrotum, perineum and then further down the legs to the toes. The male body, I concluded, is a wonderful creation! There is so much more that is stimulating besides our obvious external sexual tools.

Welcome Aboard – Update

Uh-oh. Mr. P just woke up and is wondering why he missed the trip? I told him that he was sleeping on the train and that I'll invite him on the next trip! He's okay with that!

OMG Edging Toward Orgasmic Bliss!

OMG – Best session ever (session #6 I think)! Just got the Progasm Jr. and tried it out. However, quickly discovered that it is difficult to keep it in. Don't know why just yet….Anyway, switched over to the helix. It didn't take long for the prostate to become engorged. I felt it building and building like never before! I couldn't stop it.. Toward the end, it felt like I was full of semen and would explode! Penis was generally soft, but it did go up and down. I found near the end of the session that by caressing my nipples and then my scrotum, I could magnify the feeling. So close to a huge O. Feel a little weak now but very good. OMG – if this is a typical session from now on, I will be going into orgasmic orbit!

Note for this session: I switched back to ID Glide instead of Boy Butter (which I used for the Progasm Jr).
No problems.

Session #6 Update

Update on last session. Walking around getting an incredibly hard erection. Seems to be delayed from the session. Feel it deep inside. Getting more intense as I type this out. Starting to leak too. Not sure where this is heading. Don't know if I should cum yet. I think I'll hold out as long as I can.

Time to Travel

Today I decided to blog my journey to the Super O. I've been using the Progasm Ice at least once a week for about a month. Had a lot of anal twitching and uncontrollable body shakes but no super o. I went on the discussion forum and ask a question about what feelings to expect and got some good responses. The best one was to go read and reread the Wiki page. I've read it twice and will read it again.

So today I took some steps towards the Super O and used some advice I read on the Wiki page. I showered first. Got the room prepared with the lube by the bed and laid out some towels. I laid down and just relaxed. I was concentrating on the feelings all over my body.

After about 15 minutes I started to feel the arousal around my perineum and my nipples so I concentrated on that feeling. The anal twitching started up, just not as intense or as often as usual. Maybe because I was concentrating on the arousal.

A few minutes went by with that same feeling only all of a sudden the sensations got really intense. I tried to just feel the sensation and ride it through. I'm pretty sure I almost reached the Super O. I felt like I needed to ejaculate but that feeling was not in my penis. It was lower inside.

A Long Held Secret

Last night I did what can only be characterized as an “off the wall” intense A Less session. It started with my cock being docked in my wife’s derriere. The anal contractions and subsequent internal pleasure spasms began a few minutes after I was firmly buried deep in her crack leaving a slimy ooze to be absorbed by her tender anal opening. Usually I can lay still and continue them as to not disturb her. Sometimes she wakes and acknowledges me and sometimes not. Last night however, the pleasure was so intense it was really hard to be still. Moreover my cock was twitching with each anal contraction. I was sure I was going to wake her.

With my newly discovered technique I decided to forego the erotic stimulation of her cheeks and anal opening caressing my cock and lie on my back using the new technique to carry the orgasms forward. This technique is described in the entry that is two before this one, but for those who have not read it yet I do sulcus (cock cleft) massage as I tease my left nipple. Last night as always the technique induced very different sensations than other things I do to trigger MMO’s A Less. The contractions are deep and internal causing less anal flexing and more hard deep pleasure in my anal canal.

Tempo and Masturbation

As a young boy discovering the pleasure of ejaculation I tugged at my cock incessantly. It felt so good for that fraction of a second and it expanded my mental erotic state to such a degree that it was almost impossible not to do it; so I did. The repeated sessions were my attempt to experience a sustained state of pleasure. I know now that I was pursuing an unachievable goal with the tools I had. It has only been in the last ten years of my life that I finally have reached my goal of experiencing extended orgasm. It came as a result of rewiring.

With rewiring and mmo capability came not only sustained orgasm without ejaculation but also greater precum flow and much thicker and copious volume of semen in ejaculations. My cum volume increased significantly and it became creamier with an ivory color to it. I became totally fascinated watching my cum eruptions.

Beyond the physical enhancement came deep psychological changes including a greater appreciation of sexual pleasure, sensuality, and erotic beauty of men and women. However as my sexuality deepened I preferred to have J masturbate me rather than doing it myself. Having her induce my ejaculations and having her watch me hurl ropes of cum in fascination became a huge turn on for me and made me cum harder. Not only did my ejaculations change but I became more patient in achieving them. I no longer saw ejaculation as a goal it became a side effect. I came to embrace sexual desire not as a source of frustration but as a state of heightened sensual awareness; a state of mind to be savored and appreciated. I learned to view the sensual world around me through the erotic lens of intense arousal.