Rumel’s Ruminations – Part II

This Blog is in two Sections : Part II (this one) is my periodic blog of experiences (most recent at the top), Part I is just copies of some of my earliest Forum entries (oldest at the bottom)

3/21/10 – There have been a couple of inquiries/comments in the past about my personal avatar, so I thought I'd put into writing what it is.
While the Aneros WIKI states "Super-O's come in all shapes and sizes. Some are small, some are large, some are single, some are multiple, some are centered in one area while others are in another. Some are particularly intense, while others are more subdued." I liked a post by 'BF Mayfield' wherein he said "Super-O's come in many colors and flavors."

When I first joined the Forum, avatars were not an available option for members. It was many months after I had experienced my first Super-O that avatars became available. I believe it was 'hlaser99' who posted the first animated avatar shortly after they were possible here. I then started thinking about what mine should be. For a short time I was using an animated graphic of the Super O Society logo which I created as my avatar but I decided against that as I wanted that particular graphic to represent much more than my identity. Read more »

Dancing/Aerobics with Aneros MGX

I LOVE TO DANCE WITH MY MGX ROCKIN!! Instead of trying to come up with my own moves, however, I usually go to youtube.com and imitate the LOWER BODY dance moves of Britney Spears, Christina Aguilera, Beyonce, and Shakira. I DON'T do the high kicks though, LOL!

Sometime I just use fitness videos with hot babes doing arobics and workout like they are. Step aerobics can be draining!

You need space to move! Especially for when Spears or Aguilera take those long strides across the stage. Britney really knows how to twist!

This is a GREAT dance to mimick for BEGINNERS…NOT TOO INTENSE BUT YOU MOVE A LITTLE.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EpoWluGB1d4

A LITTLE MORE PRACTICE AND FOLLOW BRITNEY.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kJfSnYP3Qa4&feature=channel_page

THEN YOU'RE READY FOR THIS KINDA STUFF!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qMEmz-A5sDw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YtJSDYAc5M8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RWuUM_EJA08

Now let me say this…I'm 100% straight.

But sometimes I do cross dress while I'm dancing. Nobody knows I do it…but I dig it a lot.

I prefer a 2 piece leotard. The ribbed spandex, open chested suspender bottoms. And sometime I'll use a sportsbra or separate tight spandex top. For this "body" to feel real while jiggling I use D-Cup water baloon boobs. In the tight workout gear you jiggle like a super hot chick. I can't IMAGINE what it would be like to be inside the body of a super hot chick with huge boobs! Read more »

Entering week 2: still not feeling it just yet

Nearly a week has passed since my first post here. I have been having daily sessions, one at hour each. Most of these sessions have been at night (around 10 pm to as late as midnight) while a pair have been earlier in the day. My overall level of progress is very little. I'm beginning to realize that it may take much longer than I expected to experience even the smallest of benefits from the massager.

Words on mentality:
In time, it started to become easier to drop my expectations and goals. My current goal is relatively simple: feel anything other than my muscles on the massager. I've also learned not to be as frustrated with my lack of any positive sensations. This required somewhat of an attitude change, thinking of the daily sessions as 'a possible chance to progress' rather than 'it BETTER work this time.'

I've also learned to avoid the aneros site forums. Reading it for too long only makes me frustrated and a little upset. I must stress that my reasoning is not because I think badly of anyone there. The forum is filled with a torrent of success stories (or decent progress stories) that are discouraging to someone like me, who has not made that same progress. I do apologize, but I guess I can be a highly jealous person at times. As long as I stay out of there, my mind is clearer and a little more patient as I practice. Read more »

First Mini-O

Just a quick update as this is the middle of the holiday season. Everything is very busy and there just isn’t time for quality sessions. To make a long story short, I got some time and decided on the Peridise, beginners edition. The first half hour passed without so much as a twitch. Time for a cigar. No bannana’s! Oh well, might as well hit the showers. But I saw the exercise ball and thought, what the heck, why not watch an old episode of “Three’s Company” and bounce around on the exercise ball! Now that got some pleasurable feelings going and definitely lifted the session above a dud – not the best, not the worst.

Then, “Three’s Company” is over, time for a shower – this is were things get interesting. The water felt fantastic when it was pounding the area right below my navel. My water pressure is weak and I do not have a flexible hose, but the hot water immediately got some p-waves going and involuntaries working. It must have lasted 10 minutes. Pleasure and contractions. Self-perpetuating (as long as the water was on the spot). Almost a textbook definition of a mini-o. I didn’t hurry it along or finish it off. Just something to build on in a couple of days.

The Peridise made it exquisite. As I am learning, slow is better. Let it build up. If this had been the Helix, I probably would have ended up with a hands free wet one. But the Peridise makes you work it. Read more »

First two attempts – no results

Introduction to my situation:

Several months ago while studying the physiology of orgasms for both males and females, I came upon the concept of men's prostate orgasms. Of course, Aneros was suggested by one or two web sites. Since my standard penis-based masturbation is rather lacking in pleasure (it feels a little nice on the second half of a session, but typically nothing really phenomenal overall), I decided that I would give prostate-based pleasuring a try in hopes that it would have better results. Since then, I had used various methods to approach prostate massage, but none of them seemed to work. So late last week, I decided I'd take a chance and buy an Aneros Helix, which I had read was considered the more 'adventurous' of the starter-type models. I acquired the Helix on Sunday and, of course, had my first session that same day.

First time
The results of the first session were minimal, or perhaps even nonexistent. It left me feeling a little depressed, worried, and very disappointed. I had well read that it often takes a lot of time; that there is learning to be done and so forth. I can tell that I approached the situation the wrong way, but I'm surprised that I felt nothing positive, as if I might as well have stuck anything up there. Read more »

‹(•¿•)› Getting to be more experienced ‹(•¿•)›

It seems once you have experienced a super-o and you begin to take note how they begin they are more easily attainable. Where I used to be a little nervous and not trusting of all these new feelings I find them very familiar now. The more comfortable I feel, the more intense these orgasms become. My first super-o was no where near as intense as the super-o's I have now. Quite frankly, they seem to get better and longer and more overwhelming but I trust it more now which allows me to go with it even at it's most intense moment. I have also found that super-o's do give me a deep satisfaction or release but it's much different from a traditional orgasm. I sometimes have 4 or 5 super's in 1 session and I get to a point where my body has had enough. These sessions may last 1 or 2 hours. I look forward to these sessions very much and there is a great satisfaction afterward. A traditional ejaculatory orgasm may take 10 minutes to achieve and that's it. It's over. The super-o effect last much longer after all is said and done. For me after about 2 days I am ready to go again and if I go longer than that I get frustrated. Also, the orgasms I am experiencing give my prostate quite a vigorus workout. I used to be sore afterward but that has all but disappeared even when I use the Progasm. Let me tell you…the Progasm can give me quite a workout. The next day I feel nothing but pleasure and relief. Little did I know, when I started this journey by visiting my doctor with prostate problems would I end up here with such a pleasent and satisfying solution. ******AIN"T LIFE GRAND******

Third session

Since my last session, I was wondering if it would be a good idea to insert some lube in "there". But how? I was wishing I had bought a syringe when I ordered the unit. I spent some time looking at Walgreens and Walmart for something that would gently deliver some lube where I wanted it. I found a baby doser syringe, kinda like a small turkey baster. It held 5 ml and had a fairly gentle tip. Perfect! I was ready.

So for my next session, I inserted the extra lube. I would say that it really didn't make much difference. Not that it was uncomfortable before, but I don't think it was worth it. Plus, after my session, I was farting out lube a couple hours later and got it on my PJ's, something I didn't want to try to explain to the wife.

The session was great, but no magic. I finished off again with a JO, this time, getting a nice hard-on.

First blog

Session 2 yesterday and there were less feelings of wanting to pee and I did get a period when my whole body felt a warm glow. This lasted for about 10 minutes and was pleasurable although it was nowhere near orgasmic.

I do not get any sensations from my perineum with the P tab, which surprises me as in the past I have been able to achieve sensations in that area by gently massaging there.

First time with Progasm

So my black Progasm arrived today.
I gave it a try earlier tonight. It's definitely bigger, and was slightly more challenging to insert. Only because I'm not familiar yet with how to tilt it on insertion like I do with my MGX and Helix. The thicker stem certainly makes for a fuller feeling in the anus. And seems to require less effort with conscious anal contractions. It feels nice. And I got a lot of mini-O's from it.

Then I thought I would remove it and try my Helix. I chuckled after inserting it as it felt like I had inserted a toothpick compared to the Progasm. It seemed that once I was stretched open by the Progasm it was difficult for pleasurable feelings to occur with the Helix. So I reinserted the Progasm and had some more mini-O's.

Then I thought the session was over and started removing the Progasm. And found that the sensation of pulling it out was quite pleasurable. So I slowly and gently moved it in and out of my ass for a while using my hand. Then when I was done doing that I sunk it back in and almost immediately my body went into some sort of orgasm overdrive! Almost like manually fucking my ass with the Progasm had increased my arousal level. My prostrate was so sensitive. I think I may have had a super-O, but am not entirely sure. It was stronger than anything else I have had to date yet. Unfortunately shortly after it happened, while I was still convulsing in pleasure my torso had shifted so I was humping the bed, and that little bit of friction on my flaccid penis made me have a super-T. But I didn't care. LOL
A very interesting and pleasurable session. Read more »

News, and Thoughts

News:

I just ordered a black Progasm! hee, hee
I can't wait to try it. I should have it by tomorrow.
I ordered it in the black color because I find that my white MGX and Helix have gotten stains on them that will not completely remove with normal washing. To me it's the same logic that goes with wearing white underwear. Why bother when you can just use a more appropriate color.

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Thoughts:

I've been noticing some of the changes in me since I've started getting pleasurable results from my Aneros sessions back in October. What strikes me as the most interesting, is that I no longer have this need or desire to masturbate frequently like I used to. And looking at porn on the Internet does not interest me as much as it used to. And I'm ok with all of this. A very different change in me. It's like I've been lifted above the "baseness" of those habits and/or desires.

Even with the imagined fantasies I use during Aneros sessions. I tend to prefer thinking up more stuff that displays affection and closeness with a loved one, rather than more nasty raw images/ideas. Read more »