got a rash all over my body like an allergy–first doctor sent me to a dermatologist–said not herpes zoster but fungal infection and then allergic to bacitracin, which i put on after i scratches it the first time–so now a cream for the cock and balls, which are swollen and another cream for that and the whole body for the rash and itching–looks like i'll be sidelined for weeks–just applied the anti-fungal cream on cock and balls and lower pubic area and my cock is crying too much stimulation, while the rest of my body is crying scratch me again and again even if i get bloody–hardest thing in the world not to scratch during the evening and the night, when it seems to get the worst
ed's journey
no sessions for me lately as i have been stricken with shingles which presented itself in the pubic area just to the left and above my cock–wow–was very hard to resist scratching it but did except for the one time i awoke at 4 in the morning scratching it like hell–so not much damage from that reaction–wondering where i'll be when i continue my sessions as it will be the longest time between sessions since i started in late jan–should probably be at least 3 weeks, been a week already, before i can stand and stimulation down there–the urge to scratch and the tickling sensation are phenomenal so there's no concentrating on a subtle feeling in my prostate
A Neuroscientist's Stroke as an Unchosen Path
Here is an amazing story unfolding…
From my recent KSMO post: The New York Times story on Jill Bolte Taylor, and her happening upon nirvana as a result of a stroke, provides some interesting reflections on the depth of "rewiring" we work toward or stumble upon ourselves with our methods here and at Aneros…
http://www.nytimes.com/2008/05/25/fashion/25brain.html
Her experiences and descriptions are so much like the early Intellectual Orgasms I experienced and the more recent drops into lucid dreaming and hypnagogia in conjunction with KS erotic and transforming energies.
It sounds like "full body" experiences…
Her book should prove interesting.
It will be fascinating to follow how she pursues this phenomenon and her life with it.
It reminds one of the Stendhal Effect, the over-powering aesthetic response, which can act for some as a positive dry orgasmic trigger.
And there are other connected phenomena…
What is your experience that this story connects to?
artform
as we rewire
we are all reconnected
Eupho-magic
Having sampled the Helix and its unique character and joys, I/we next tried the Eupho. I have read about its mobility here since joining Aneros, BUTT – none of that had really prepared me for how different and how varied things can be and feel with a Eupho!!!
I tried it solo and included one of my favourite things to include in solo session: stair climbing and descending – what a great gentle grind. I recently started using my small trampoline for a bouncing walking in place that is its own special variation! The Eupho has picked up and amplified the prostate/muscle-wall auto-contraction sensitivity and muscle memory. WOW!
Later, mrs. a and I had an exceptional couple of hours with me adding the Eupho in after some preliminary fun. It boosted my dry-Os during our still times, prompted more variation in the erection strength (more returns to full hard), that Eupho got around to more rectal territory and nerve responses that I had thought possible. We are incorporating more of the still times, energy jolt tranfers and other tantric-inspired techniques. I think the Eupho is a Tantric Magic Wand…
This was another flavour of Tantric Body Banquet extraordinaire."
This Eupho now has a very special place in my arsenal!
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First Day
Read about this site before and filed it away in the back of my mind. Then stumbled on it again this week and really studied it. The forums and Blogs caught my attention the most. My thinking was that if so many Men felt so strongly about this product that they would post to a public forum, well there must be some truth to it.
The girlfriend and I have played with prostate massage in the past (a year ago) and I can remember thinking to myself "No human being can feel this good. We were never made to feel this good." I Saw colors and lost total track of where my arms and legs were in relation to the rest of me. Lost my hearing while it was happening too. An overwhelming human experience. The down side, She has had an arm injury in the past with some nerve damage and could not keep it up. It was tiring for her and I could see that I could want this several times a week and for hours. I would not ask her for that. Amazing woman though she would try in a heartbeat for me. So I filed that experience away as possible special thing to ask for on my birthday. Nothing more.
Then I studied this site. I got some hope, what if based on my past experience I could have that again. without putting anyone else through hell for it. Wow. I got the Progasm and the Mgx.
ed's journey
had two separate sessions yesterday after laying off for three days–believe that was too much time off–stopped first session after about 40 min as there was no action of the device after initial movement–believe i needed a bm before starting which i didn't do–used the helix, followed by the 20 mm peridise–seem to have regressed from last week–had second session a few hours after the first and after a good bm–believe that loosens things up so massager can move more freely–still didn't progress beyond initial feelings and think i am caught at one of those "one step back" positions–started with mgx and then 16 mm peridise, which didn't have the desired effect i wanted–will try again tomorrow, i guess–something great happens, followed by a step back, then a plateau of some kind, finally followed by a step forward, seemingly from out of left field–oh well, nobody said it would be easy–ever onward!
Not much yet after 6 sessions, but Sensual peeing?
I now have completed my 6th session, and so I am pretty new at this. Each session so far has lasted roughly 1-2 hours. I have felt close to nothing the last 5 times. This last time, I didn't feel anything while the massager was inserted, but I think I'm starting to see what people mean when they speak of not 'clenching tightly' or trying to avoid vigorously massage the prostate.
I tried my absolute best not to expect anything, and relax… I can honestly say that although the first 2-3 times this was definately not achieved, during the last session, I was extremely relaxed. I also noticed how the aneros started to move (for the first time) in a fluid motion with my breathing, in and out without really forcing or flexing much. Not really sure whether my prostate is being massaged, since I don't know what it feels like.
I do believe that with patience, it will eventually come… after all, it took me at least a couple of years to reliably find my girlfriend's g-spot. Granted that I don't own her equipment, but I suppose there was some 'rewiring' that she had to go through as I am hopefully about to do (but that discussion is for another forum).
ed's journey
I don't get it
Hi guys,
Please someone help. I do receive a much greater sensation as result
of having the mgx in me, but this "involuntary contractions of the anal
canal thing" really eludes me. Any help would be appreciated.
ed's journey
last night i put the 20 mm peridise in and went out to the garage to watch the red sox–posts have mentioned wearing it while watching tv but if didn't work for me–too much clothing restriction and pressure from the chair–thie next morning i put in the 20 mm but after initial movement it became stuck–had a bm and reapplied–better but still not satisfactory so took it out and put in my mgx–hadn't used it much since my peridise came but liked it better–seemed to move more than before the peridise and got some good stuff from it that i hadn't gotten before–all in all i believe that the peridise is a good starter if you're not having luck with the larger massagers–my peridise started right off with movement that my massagers never gave me and i have learned a lot about how to start a movement and how to control it which i think will be directly converted to massager action–also it has built up my muscle power and control–all in all i think they are great starters and great in themselves–it still remains to be seen if they give different o's as i have not progressed far enough with either the peridise or massager to compare