Well, THAT was quick!

Just received the Helix Syn this week due to some experienced prostate issues, IE. frequent night urination, slow flow and not much force on ejaculation. Aneros kept coming up in internet searches when researching prostate therapy, so thought I'd give it a try.

Being the "manly man" I am, was hesitant to bring up the purchase with my girlfriend, even though in the past she has been receptive to trying new things. So I brought out the box, and began the conversation in a matter of fact, I have been experiencing prostate issues and in researching therapies, this is what kept coming up. I continued, in addition to providing therapy for prostate issues, it has some interesting side effects. Then I pointed her to the Aneros web site and forums.

She was receptive to the idea, but was worried it would take the place of her, and I assured her, through my own reading of the forums, this wasn't the case, and that it would enhance it instead. Little was I to believe that it would be so soon!

Reading through the forums, I did not have high expectations for any immediate results and just tried as suggested to try and enjoy the new experiences, and in fact, my first session on
Thursday was uneventful. None of the conditions were right, so I didn't have a high expectation. I work from home, so did it early in the morning while working on my computer.

Making love with the Vice !

It has been a couple of weeks without any Aneros time. The sex has been great, just in different directions.

Today ,I decided I was craving a session.

I came home , prepped and she gave my 20-30 minute head start as she knows I enjoy that time relaxing and getting in the mood.

By the time she comes in , I am having dry Os regularly.
Twitching and edging.

She proceeds to give me a deep throat BJ after eating two Altoids ! I was buzzing from the Vice and my cock was almost numb from the Altoids.Very different sensation !

After a bit I stopped her as I felt this orgasm )s( would be the oozing kind, not the shooting type and I may not know when I came and could ooze down her throat.

I rolled over and got in a missionary position to make love to her ! I slipped into her with the Vice thrusting into me with the kegels and the pumping movements I was making . It was wild , like it was thrusting into me pushing me into her…almost involuntary and not in my control. Like the best of both worlds !!

I am getting an erection just rethinking it !

After a bit I realized that I was probably pouring precum and pulled out not to cum in her.

God vs. Aneros

As for my first entry I want to give a Minister/Pastor's perspective on use of the Aneros and Anal play.

Who an I?
I am a Christian Minister/Pastor that spend a number of years in full time Christian ministry.  I am mid 40's, married with young kids.  I have a active relationship with Jesus Christ.

Why this blog entry?
I have come across a few posts of people unsure if Anal play runs against their Christian beliefs.  

It is most definitely a controversial topic, and if you asked me 6 months ago that I would be writing such a blog entry, I would have said that you are nuts.  Even though I moved in circles that teaches that anal play/sex is "wrong".  I always wondered about it and as a result went on a search to find out why anal play is "wrong" from a scriptural perspective.

I must say that my perspective changed a lot since I swapped the stick I had up my butt for a Helix Syn!

Is there anything in the bible that is against anal play/sex?
No, there is not.  I have seen many people use bible verses out of context to try and prove that it is wrong, but all failed in my opinion.

That is the short of it.  If you are interested in a more detailed explanation you are welcome to read on.

Emotional Session Experiment

This is a little different for me. This is a session i had, but i'll weave in my mental imagery as well. Quick note though )more for myself than others(, the guy in this imagery…STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM YOU IDIOT )yes i talk to myself like this ALL the time I need the harshness in order for me to stop being a nitwit(. This is NOT healthy…

Over and Done with….

5:45 am: I got in my car and headed home. Before walking outside I looked over my shoulder, one last glimpse, he's standing there. I feel my heart pause for a second. I take a deep breath and force myself to keep moving. My throat is tight, my feet feel heavy, my palms are sweaty. What I'd like more than anything is to run back into his arms and never let him go. I cant do that, we already talked about this. I'm at my car, I put my bag in the trunk, then get inside. I start my car and back out. As I pass the front door I look for him, don't see him. Eyes forward…I'm headed "home".

Back to "normal" life for me and far away from the fairy tale the last day and a half has been. Back to being alone. Back to sleeping alone. Back to cumming alone. Back to dreaming about a life I wont have. Tears continue to fall down my face, I have to learn to control this unnatural attachment to forbidden fruit. He wont miss me so why do I miss him? I'll be the one still feeling how perfectly he fit me, remembering how he touched all the right spots inside me effortlessly. Being a woman sucks, giving someone your body, the deepest part of you knowing its just sex for them really blows. Knowing its only a matter of time before he feels relatively the same thing with somebody else…really fucking sucks. However, its not my ploy to change him. I love him just the way he is, I want him happy, he's so much fun happy.

"Mind the Gap"

Mind the Gap – 31 May 2014

Between what you know, what you believe, and what 'is' there can be a gap.

The gap is huge here in AnerosVille. It has to do with psychic energy.

Don't talk about it. Don't acknowledge it.

Some guy shows up on the forums who is emotionally freaking out and we have no answers for him. Taboo subject here. Move along…nothing to see.

I think it was BMayfield who coined the term "Tantric Training Wheels" for the Aneros.

…oh really…..

And we gloss over what "tantric" actually implies and think only of extended orgasms.

Big Mistake.

Most guys don't even register that things are going on under the surface…within their psyche…their energy centers….things that are changing them from the inside out. Some guys do register it and are comfortable, some simply go directly to Freak Out mode. WTF is happening to me?? Somebody please help me!!

The Gap.

Belief systems crashing into physical manifestations.

There's a saying I love: "The mystic swims in that which the psychotic is drowning"

I'm not an expert, I'm not a trained mental health care professional. What I am, is experienced in some few mystical practices. Which is to say that, I spend at least some of my time walking in the gap.

Wonder

I often wondered why I don't hear more from other users here about the Vice. If it is the price, you can get it for around $80 and free shipping.

Anyone interested email me @ [email protected] for a link. nothing in it for me..Public Service Announcement :)

It uses all the same designs and activities of the original Aneros models. It just adds 9 different degrees of vibration, from subtle to intense !

With a blowjob..it's the most intense thing I have ever felt !

Breathing meditation – revised

Guided breathing meditation

(I duplicated this entry because I edited it and wanted it at the top of my blogs. this meditation is similar to kundalini circular breathing)

(I've edited this blog after getting feedback from my Tai Chi teacher.)

I've started my sessions recently with this breathing exercise that I put together from several sources. I do it with any model aneros prostate massager. I like it because it gets me aroused from within without any stimulation. It may be of interest to men who have trouble getting aroused. I don't know if it will work for anyone else but me. Let me know if it works for you.

stage 1 oral breathing – to relax and circulate oxygen

Breathe into your abdomen relaxedly with your diaphragm, don't use your chest muscles.

You can put your hand beneath your navel to remind you and guide your breath to your belly.

With your mouth closed pull in air smoothly and slowly and gently through your nose.

Feel it as it flows down your throat into your chest.

Pause briefly, and then push the air out while saying"ahhhh" deeply so you feel it in your belly.

Exhale slowly and feel the air flow up out of your chest, up your throat and out your lips.

Pause briefly again and start over.

To All of My Aneros Friends

This last Friday, a great relief and release was experienced by my family. My father, 90 years old, who has suffered with Parkinson's disease for several years, passed away on Friday morning. Yes, it is bittersweet, but overall a good thing. He's with my Mom and many other loved ones – and no longer suffering. He went while he was asleep, peacefully. Thank you, Lord.

Brian

Abstaining session

Been over a week since the 6th May, my blog last entry. I talked about having a break to build excitement — and last night's session made a point of that.

Over this week I abstained from anything sexual, and looking at anything sexual for that matter. No porn, fetishes, masturbating, touching, none of that. This was simply to make the next session a week later feel great, but I preferred this clean break from it all. In fact, just the THOUGHT of something like Aneros or a pin-up girl churned my stomach, it felt gross! My mind and body clearly needed this break, what a great choice I made.

What also felt gross, as the details above show, was the session. I stay in the city every week for work, for a few days. The few nights I sleep at the apartment are quiet and spacious — perfect, compared to the cramped conditions of my regular habitat )including virtually no sound-proofing(.

So Saturday is when I head back, and there was a growing urge to give the Progasm a shot whilst having the chance. At the same time, my conscience waves its finger on how lousy that decision is. It was stereotypically a 'Devil vs. Angel' on the conclusion front.

At first, no — "Let's just go to bed and move on." Then I had the bright idea to peek at some porn. It all caved in from there.