Long time, no aneros

Well it has been a LONG time since I had my last aneros session – several months? I ripped the patellar tendon off my kneecap in February, had an operation to replace it, and promptly developed acute urine retention. Great! Better still was the assumption by the doctors that this was due to an enlarged prostate. I had a feeling it wasn't, BUT I didn't feel like using my aneros, whilst I was having tests to work out what the problem was, plus being catheterised for nearly 3 weeks, meant that I had been "peeing razors" for some time afterwards.

As I suspected, it wasn't my prostate that was the problem – though appreciate from guys on the forum, that this wouldn't necessarily have been the end of my aneros career. It seems to have been a sensitivity to opiate anaesthetics.

Anyhow, in the meantime, I concentrated on my nipple inspired dry orgasms, which have been developing well.

So the other day, after months, I felt like an aneros session, could feel my anus, PC muscles, and prostate vibrating and pulsing in expectation, and thought this was a good sign. I was not wrong!

For more or less the entire time, I had regular and repeated dry orgasms, that grew in intensity and duration as time progressed. There were several periods with an erection – unusual for me – and a feeling that arousal was building from my being aroused – effectively escalating. There was a sense of euphoria that also seemed to be escalating. The only thing that stopped all this, was the demands of normal life.

Homoerotic Reality and Fantasy

Fantasy and erotic imagery provide a great deal of the fuel that powers my mmo sessions. When prostate spasms are pounding indescribable pleasure into my anal canal and my anus is flexing and opening like a baby bird begging for food, the echoes of orgasmic rapture reverberate in my pelvis and make my cock lurch and drool precum. Being suspending in orgasmic rapture for the extended time that a session takes allows for my erotic fantasies to run wild, reaching the outer limits of my normal responsible behavior to that finite border where my lurid imagination touches the sensual reality of my memory. It is at that razor thin boundary that my fantasies are so incredibly hot that they drive my mmo’s to the limits of my ability to experience pleasure. The excruciating ecstasy that grips my entire pelvis and groin pushes my mind further and further into the lurid and forbidden side of my thoughts. Those chains of relentless chains of orgasms lift my consciousness out of my body and place me in fantasies that are seemingly not anything that I would do … or maybe I would.

I have only had a few sexual encounters with men. They were very erotic; I have experienced the sexual heat of a man’s passion and I have harvested the cream of that passion to savor it and taste it. I have held a mans engorged cock in my mouth as it desperately ached to release his pleasure onto the sucking heat of my tongue. That memory and other lewd and lascivious sex acts I did with my male erotic liaisons provides the reality anchor that draws my mind to that finite border of fantasy.

Abounding Orgasms

Helix Syn has rewired me from the tip of the nose down to the mystical prostate and further to the inviting doorway that is the anal opening and back again and again and again. This first blog entry is more an affirmation than how-to. It is an assertion that orgasms are multi-dimensional and not of just the vanilla penis variety that have served me so well, until now . The importance of conscious breathing can not be overstated in this life. It is critical to the athlete, dancer and to those foraging for the "O's" that we so crave. I have always been athletic and fit. Competitive swimming in my 20's and 30's, Marathons in my 40's, and now a 58 year old white bearded Dude doing 5 miles daily or more on foot or snowshoes. The athlete has always valued the importance of breath and being aware of his core as does this Helix rider of 4 months. In further entries my journey to the Super O will be discussed. But now it is my desire to share and document the most amazing multiple Super O experience. Two weeks ago on a Saturday I savored my 3 hour ride and relished in multiple Supers. It has been my experience that after my rides I can summon minis just by breathing into that special prostate spot. So why not the grace of an O in traffic, on line in the market, or anywhere. Helix has so clearly defined the exact location of the spot for me. So much so, that when I masturbate my penis a new pleasure zone has made itself known in my bush. Enjoying rubbing at the base of my penis with one hand while masturbating with the other to heaven. In essence Helix stimulates the inside and me, the outside. For the record, being an Aneros purist I do not do penis pleasure on ride day which is usually once weekly as my prostate orgasms send me into a trance. So two weeks ago on Saturday, my ride led to many happy trails. When I am about to Super O, my belly starting about one inch below the belly button begins to violently contract and pulse and then the O. For me the O feels like a combination of fireworks and extreme ejaculation into the inside of my belly. As one of our Aneros Brothers would say, "cummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm." On a Weds. morning four days after my ride, my running partner, my beautiful white German Shepherd and I were about three miles into a rigorous speed walk on a 12 degree day. The importance of breathing can not be overemphasized in these conditions which were pretty brutal along the Hudson River, 100 miles north of NYC, that morning. Somehow I was breathing into my prostate and then, the belly began to violently contract and then Super O number one. I began to laugh out loud as the next contractions began, trying to remain prone as orgasm two hit hard. If someone was to view the scene, it would read as Crazy Man intoxicated on morning booze. Three, four, five orgasms later and it let up. Each one as delicious as any with Helix in place. One of our Aneros Brothers calls this experience as riding Less, without Aneros. The point of all of this is less is more and breath is crucial to successful prostate orgasms. I am so looking forward to continuing this journey and experiencing all the surprises, pleasure and cummmmmmmmmmmmm that is possible. Thank-you to this insanely wonderful community of people in search of the orb. Happy Trails, Easy Breathing and cummmmmmmmmmm.

Opening Up

Examining my sexuality has been a slow journey of discovery and exploration. I’ve cum to the conclusion I’m Hetero Open. Just like my Avatar description – Shy guy who gets loud, bold and kinky when aroused! Discussing my journey helps explain.

Finally opening up and admitting to myself I really liked ass play, forced me to re-examine my sexuality and prejudices. Very quickly the typical American hetero male sexual prejudices came crashing down. The realization: “It's my body and I can enjoy and take pleasure however and I like and what feels good.” was so liberating. During sex my wife and I really starting exploring what we liked. Much more touching of my body and especially nipple play for me! It added another dimension to our married sex life and a continuing urge to explore each other more and more.

Realizing how great Anal Pleasure is immediately changed my attitude towards gays. I was never anti, but never understood—or tried for that matter—the attraction or pleasure. Watching and jerking to lesbians, always thought, can picture man in there or they’re doing what a man could do. Guy-Guy, I didn’t ‘get.’ Few mind-blowing orgasms later I got it! Pissed off at my myopic self for not being more open and understanding or having the courage to explore my known true desires for a long time. We’re full sexual beings and pleasure can come from anywhere or one. With this newfound openness, I set out to see what I really am.

I'm pissed

I'm mad. I have no self will when it comes to a beautiful orgasm. I suppose to be off from having wet orgasms and jerking off and riding but crazy me with no self will couldn't handle the throbbing from my young hard dick.

After work I was so tired. I took me a nice shower and got on line. It was still early so I decided to see if anyone was in the chat. Some of my old and new buddies were there so were al shooting the breeze and I had to leave to prepare dinner. Later that night I got a instant boner. Since I was on another break of jerking and have a wet orgasm I decided to just read some good erotic stories.

Well the erotic stories transfered into me getting fully naked with a oiled up hard dick in my hand watching my favorite porn. Since Aneros I have become a great edger. I can edge for hours. But the down fall of that is i erupt by accident because of to much pressure and pleasure. So I'm flicking through porn vids and contracting my hole with nothing in and it jacking very hard and long. As soon as I was about to stop my dick just erupted with sticky creamy juices all over my stomach and bed. It felt amazing but I was on a now wet orgasm break and I already had three days under my belt.

First Session: Ahead as planned

When I got home from work yesterday, my Syn arrived. I was so excited that it did, I honestly felt like a kid at Christmas. But I had told myself I should wait till my pre-planned time this coming Saturday where I know I will have the time & privacy to take it out for a spin. I also wanted more time to just practice my breathing and isolating the various muscles. But close to bedtime, I was a little antsy and saw that I will have some time & privacy. So I just decided, "what the hell."

Took a brief shower and quick enima to freshen up. Gathered some towels, laid one down over my bed, another off to the side. Turned on some quiet, easy going on my computer to help relax. Then I just laid dawn, closed my eyes and relaxed. Stroked myself to a decent erection, doing so actually helped me to relax more. After 10 minutes or so, I dabbed my finger with a healthy amount of Maximus lube. Then shifted to my right side, right leg out straight, left leg up in a fetal position. Then I massaged my hole and just overall lubed it up. Then I lubed the Syn a number of times till it was really dripping of lube. I then adjusted it to the correct position, then rubbed my hole with it and with a gentle push, it went in easier than I thought. Which surprised me because I have no real experience with anal.

The prequel

I thought I should give this a try and the thought of doing a blog with updates really appealed to me. Let's start. Recently 35 and I've always had a very high sex drive. Masturbate at least twice a day most days. And very limited anal experience. Always been fond of anal but never really explored it. Bought a simple anal vibrator a couple of years ago, didn't really mess with it too much for no particular reason. But I've always been interested in exploring, in particular, prostate play.

So I finally decided to take the plunge and ordered the Helix Syn as my first foray into this. Should be delivered by Wednesday. So I've been researching, reading, and learning all about the process of what to expect, & general idea of what to do. This is simply the most complex sexual idea I've ever attempted. Almost intimidating and a little scary but I think I'm willing to walk the plank in exploring what all this will be like. Yeah I know, a little melodramatic but I feel like little young me when I first discovered masturbation all those years ago.

My 2nd post.

I finally went to bed last night proud of myself for not masturbating to ejaculation. I did stoke myself to the point of several drops of precum. When that happened, i just squeezed out what I had, wiped it off. Then licked it. As I dazed off to sleep, I felt this dull ache in my entire genital region which persisted all through the night right up to morning. Woke up with a real stiff & firm morning wood so I stroked myself some more till more precum leaked out. But again I resisted the urge to finish to ejaculation. And the dull ache returned a little more noticeable. But I'm vowing not to allow proper release till at the very least this coming weekend for my very first session.

Now a question from an Aneros virgin. Would this kind of edging have any effect on my first ever session? Keep in mind I haven't ejaculated in slightly over a week so far. I know from all the reading I've been doing that ejaculation isn't the goal. If it happens during the session, it happens. Any advice on what I'm doing this week and any advice for my first session would be greatly appreciated. I am willing to listen. Sorry for acting a little overzealous before I even start. I honestly haven't been this exited since I first discovered masturbation and also first having sex.

I'm So Thankful

Hey guys. Hope everyone had a great holiday. I hope you got really full of food and of your aneros toys lol. So I was blessed with getting some alone time after all my family left and my parents went to go visit college buddies in another county. So I stayed back and cleaned up the house and the decided to have some fun.

I took my a nice shower, cleaned out and lubed up like always. I actually recorded this session that I am recalling now and will be up shortly. I put a pillow under me to lift me up cause it makes me feel like I'm being pounded when my progasm goes deeper. I had the best session to date. I cried, I screamed and I came all over the place.

YES I HAD A HFWO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok sorry for screaming but i did and it felt amazing. I was rock hard and throbbing and pre cum was shooting everywhere. Then I held a contraction and BOOM my beautiful love juice came erupting out of my hard penis and onto my balls, pillow and belly. I cut the audio off after 20 minutes cause I thought I was going to pass out but my prostate wanted more and more is what I gave.

Session 2 – Similar to Session 1, except..

It has only been a day, and I am trying it again, and I think I am liking it more and more. The session is like yesterday's. I ended up beating off, and the orgasm feels better this time; however, after the orgasm, I still have the urge to come as I grind on my aneros.