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My Two Orgasmic Worlds Join

When I first started my journey of sexual discovery 20 years ago, I had no idea what intriguing and life altering things I would find. Then 10 years ago I stumbled into MMO totally by accident. It happened while surfing the net; MMO and anal pleasure sounded too good to be true but the testimonials convinced me to try it. So ten years ago I bought an MGX and my journey in anal orgasm began resulting after a year or so in my rewiring.

Anal induced MMO brought together the tantric sex that I had been studying and enjoying with J and it even incorporated some of the Zen Meditation that I had been )and still am( practicing and it changed my sexual respose pattern forever.

MMO is a very solitary inwardly focused activity for me. On the other hand, savoring J’s pussy with my mouth or penis is very outwardly focused; it is an activity where we participate together. Either I am sharing the warm lush pungency of her dewy pussy mouth on my tongue or I am plunging my steely penis deep in her pussy probing her vagina and savoring the exquisitely sensual caress of her warm wet femininity on my cock. Either way it is a paired activity in which the visceral desperate ache of shared erotic sensation is enjoyed mutually; most of the time it culminates in the ecstatic torrential flow of my semen for her witness or taste, or the euphoric rhythmic spasms of her pussy as she succumbs to orgasm. Read more »

Found Reliable way for me to get Dry-O's with Helix

Had another intense session today with the Helix. Did the same as last session – warmed up the prostate without the helix till I could feel it itching occasionally, then when the prostate was more aroused to the point of feeling it swelled occasionally, I inserted the Helix.

It worked great again. I just use petrolium jelly and have a limited time between re-lubing. As it is, I had to re-lube once after that.

Wow, I had a few small dry-O's, but had to continue PCs and nipple stim for maybe 30 minutes. Eventually, the prostate was so aroused that I could feel the Pwaves )tingling( with every movement. Then I started to find reliable Dry-O's.

I kept that up for 30 min, and eventually, the prostate got even MORE aroused, so I could also feel it swollen inside all the time.

Then the fun really started!!!

I noticed that my scrotum sack was becoming really sensitive, when I was rubbing my knees together during some of the Dry-O's. So figured I'd just try kneeding my ballsack. Man, that was wonderful. Worked at that for 30 minutes. Got to where I could just run my hand across my balls and get excellent pleasurable feelings. I was kneeding it like Pizza dough.

Previously I'd had T-O's from massaging my ball sack, bu this time, my testicals weren't turtling up, and I wasn't feeling the semen build up. I think that the prostate was SO sensitive, that I wasn't haveing any problem focusing on the prostate no matter what else I was rubbing. Read more »

Finding Bliss

I rushed home to have a session before the wife got home. She ended it after 90 minutes. I took a quick swim and lubed up. I was feeling really good and just relaxed into my session breathing and not contracting. At the right moment a minor contraction from the dick but mostly releasing and letting it go and have a mind of its own. I have found I have a contraction that is directed by my dick towards my prostate is more subtle then my bottom contracting. This was a good discovery. So much information on this site. Over all very good session but 2 times I really started falling down the rabbit hole. I must say it was finding Bliss and I have a taste now how good it can get. I am coming for you Super-O. Playing with my nipples helped a lot just letting go. I slept through the night and woke up feeling really good. I am hoping for a late night session tonight. I will be traveling and won't have time next week so getting it on while I can. SoFunLoving

Reliable Quick A-Less Dry-O's & more

Recent A–Less sessions with Dry–Os.

So far it looks like the best way for me to warm up and get my prostate hard for lots of Dry–O’s is to lay on my left side and do a bunch of PC contractions and lower ab pushes before I even start stimulating my nipples. I do this until my prostate starts to feel electric shocks like a chiropractors muscle machine. This can take 1 to 20 minutes depending on my body and mental state I guess… Then I can seek to find a PC/Ab muscle state with nipple stimulation that keeps the buzzing on constantly, then work with slow movement contractions to discover good orgasm positions.

I’ve also been able to go into orgasm mode without a constant prostate buzzing, but it takes a lot more work…

Sometimes, it really magnifies the contractions to take my hand and pull on my top butt–cheek to spread the cheeks apart. Don't know why this works, but it makes it really easy to feel every muscle movement inside my groin. Maybe it's just a mental thing or maybe it tightens up the muscles around the prostate….??

Had the most intense dry–O's so far last night.

Had tried yesterday morning to get my prostate to the electric buzz, but no matter what I did, it just wouldn't go there. It was definitely being aroused, but something was blocking it. Read more »

My 1st VICE unaided " Wet Orgasm"

Since my last blog i have just being having such great orgasmic times using the Vice. For me its a
super "plug" as i like to call it. When its well lubed it fits so snug and always feels "full" and hot in my anus. I go through my usual routine before a session and,would normally take a warm shower and a douche.Its a bit odd but i also like to take a nice close shave and apply a facial moisturizer.For me anyway when P waves and esp. the super "O" hits my face always gets contorted -like a face in pain look – except its "pure ecstasy" which i think is adding to my existing facial lines and eye wrinkles,or it might be increasing them! [this is not a complaint Aneros] So i find using the facial cream is helping to keep it in check.[Its odd i know but its a personal thing and,it works for me.]
When a Super "O" hits i always feel i am unable to get my breath and at times that i am suffocating? I have found that during my sessions its helpful to start deep breathing as soon as the P waves kick in. This way i have got into a rhythm to help with the breathing when a super "O" hits. The only thing is a 2nd super "O" will always come – sometimes rapidly – after the 1st one and, blow you out of the water! Similarly with the moaning and uncontrolled full body convulsions at super "O" – i have tried but failed to control this! I just want to share all this with you as this is my experiences reaching the Super "O" ss.. They are the most incredible orgasms. Once the P waves kick-in they will run up to a crescendo, gathering momentum and then the big Punch-Punch-Punch hits with the Super "O" going right thru you!! Most of the time i just insert my plug and lie on my back relaxing and from time to time apply "light" anal contractions. Its not long before the wheels start turning! I am very happy just using the VICE to get me off but, over a mixed few sessions i had been using the vibrating bullet.. and man this is something else.. When i use the bullet it brings out
the most erotic sensations i have ever felt in my anus! It sets the whole plug vibrating and it rapidly brings on a massive Super "O" unfortunately ending a session very quickly! For some strange reason you don't appear to get any more super "O" after the 1st – not like using the plug on its own? Anyways a few nights back i was feeling very horny and enjoying a session with the Vice [bullet on board]I let the Vice work inside me and it had begun to strike P waves. Into the session and the P waves building i hit the switch on the bullet [BTW this is inserted via the hole in the Vice] Setting No4 works the best for me. I was just "rocked" by the experience that followed! A massive erotic surge built-up in my anus.. I moaned and my eyes shut tight on a contorted face. I was very aware that suddenly i had a stiff erection. My body started shaking and my erotic thoughts hit high level. It was too fookin late to start the breathing routine!! As the bullet kept vibrating the feelings in my anus became explosive
–this felt Bigger and different than a super "O"… With eyes still closed I was made to cried out loud with pleasure.. I felt my anus contracting rapidly and the next second i felt hot wads of semen shower onto my belly. It was totally "explosive" and i would "never" in my life have felt such a "wet" orgasm as this – never minding the fact that it "came" unaided!! I have come to the conclusion that there is a monster [somewhere between my anus & my penis] that has being unleashed since i have started using
the Vice :-] . I have tried a few times since that to emulate this experience but it has not happened
a 2nd time? I hope i will experience it again.. Im gaggin for it…. [Watch this space]

Mental baggage blocking super-o?

Recently I've been having issues achieving super-o's, which used to come to me like second nature. I'm thinking either, the form of my "swing" is off (baseball analogy) or my mental state/personal problems are mentally blocking me from achieving the 4th state of arosal.

I'm very VERY bad at controlling my emotions and ignoring my stressors. IRL I suppress my emotions rather than confront them and use them as a strength, and I'm thinking this is stopping me from getting horny enough for a super-o.

From my experiences, my revo 2 or aneros will start stimulating the anal walls by my prostate, and contractions that "stroke" and "massage" the toy feels awesome, and this will awaken my prostate. I can feel when it's happening, and I usually have to "motivate" myself to get a super o. By motivate I mean maintaining heavy breathing, small hip movements, and dirty talk to myself. When these things happen I know I'm at the 4th level of arosal.

But they aren't happening. Instead my mind wanders off.

Any advice on how to let go of my baggage? My real life problems aren't going away any time soon, but I was able to achieve super o's before. Maybe I'm not doing enough "forplay" before the main event?

Thoughts?

Thanks guys

Not so Silent Seduction

His lips are clean now, but I dare not stop kissing him. It started off me just wanting to lick my nectar from his lips…now he's become my fountain of youth…I cant stop drinking from him if I tried. This journey is far from over if I have anything to say about it. My heart is racing…I'm sure I look something akin to cartoons when their heart beats out of their chest when they see something/someone who they love/want. I feel powerful & weak all at the same time. I never kiss with my eyes open…but with him the connection is so deep I cant look away. His glare is searing…he breaks off our kiss but his eyes never stray from mine. He takes my hand and stands guiding me over to the huge window overlooking my city. Its dark outside, we're only 4 floors up, cars are passing on the street below. Its dark inside so outsiders cant really see us clearly but we can see them. There are no window coverings…just floor to ceiling glass. He pulls me close to him enveloping me in his embrace and capturing my lips. We stand there wrapped in each other passionately kissing naked not caring who might see. His hard hot cock is throbbing against my thigh, I want him inside me…my girly parts are weeping again. Read more »

My first experience

So my first experience with my new Helix syn was quite something. How it would be classified I'm not sure but god did it feel good.

Time was a bit of a blur so I'm not sure when things happened but I know I was in bed for an hour. I started off relaxing in bed while lying on my side. The first sensations I remember noticing were of the syn sliding out. After checking a couple of times I realised that it had started to move slightly on its own. I then began to concentrate on these feelings while deep breathing and really got into the feeling of the movement inside me. I then noticed a fizzing sensation in a location I can only presume is my prostate. With deep breaths and small contractions I could set off waves of fizz which was highly sensual and got me very aroused. However at this point for what ever reason I lost concentration and as quick as the feelings had started they dissappered. I was able to get back to this stage again but I got no further. At this stage I would say that was a good first session and I was very happy with my experimenting. Read more »

The "Golden Years" Are Here

It's been quite some time since I entered anything into my blog. I've been on my aneros journey for over 6 years now; and, I've recently retired – some 4 weeks ago. I haven't found a new rhythm in my daily schedule yet. A couple of health issues have arisen in the past 3 weeks, with eye surgery scheduled for next week. I find myself with time on my hands and wanting more than ever to share with like-minded men — who thus far have been very elusive. As the days slip by, I am constantly reminded that the "Golden Years" are here for better or worse. I have come to the conclusion that I'd better use whatever means of arousal I can get while I can still get aroused – not clear sailing though for a straight but curious Christian guy. Read more »

The Sexual Ecstasy of an INFJ

A number of years ago I took a Myers Briggs personality test. The other day as I was cleaning out old files and papers in my desk, I came across a folder with my resumes, it contained the results of that test. It was a very interesting read; I had not read it in a long time. Beyond the fascinating insights it gave me in its explanation of decisions that I have made in my career after I took it, it was particularly intriguing when I considered it in the context of my sexual journey. I had taken the test in my late 30’s before I began on this path of erotic discovery.

The first thing I did before I read it and prejudiced myself about its results was get on line and take it again. I scored it after carefully answering all the questions; I was pleasantly reassured that nothing had changed in 30 years, I was still an INFJ.

The interpretation of each MB type was explained in a set of profiles that accompanied the test on line. For an INFJ like me the summary profile said that I sought meaning in relationships, ideas, and events. Relative to the last several years of my sexual journey I had indeed done that; I had joined some sex forums but left them because they were shallow and a lot of the talk on them was inane. However, every forum that I was on I met people who became close personal friends in my real life off the forum establishing meaningful relationships with them. Read more »