Who I Am, As I Am, And What I`ve Discovered

This is a holding place for the forum posts that I wrote. Figured it'll be easier to put these in a blog post, so here we go.

So this was originally supposed to be an introduction for someone else, but as I wrote more and more, I just felt I had to share with the amazing folks here who have helped me on this journey.

I started the journey about a year ago, and it started for a few reasons. One, love making with my wife was a laborious process to forgo ejaculation, and I was reading up on various practices to prolong the climax. Other than masturbation (repeated edging, couldn't find the time), kegels and prostate massage were the most agreeable of options to me. So I started a regimen of car-Kegels (as I was driving) and noticed some minor benefits after a few months. Not quite pleased with the progress I was making, I started looking for prostate massagers. As I started to read up on various other devices, I stumbled upon the Aneros line (I refuse to refer to them as "toys") and the forum. The descriptions (and occasional videos, if I could find them) really intrigued me, and were very exciting (both sexually arousing and mentally curious) and I couldn't wait to try.

Inspiration for title Gradus ad Aneros Parnassum: Session for Friday Oct. 17, 2012

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When I began this blog early last June, I wanted a catchy title which describes my recording in detail my sessions with the Aneros. I settled upon the title, "Gradus ad Aneros Parnassum." When I was a boy growing up in Litchfield, CT about fifty years ago, I had a good seven years of piano lessons under Cousin Bessie Dickenson, who had a long tenure as organist at the historic First Congregational Church in Litchfield, our family church, on the town green. She was a close relative to our family. Cousin Bessie taught me to play the scales on the piano and introduced me to piano works by Bach, Beethoven, and Mozart. I was not one of her best piano students, but under her tutelage, I certainly learned to read musical scores.

Cousin Bessie practiced long hours at the organ at First Church into her seventies. She even took organ lessons into her seventies from more accomplished organists in Litchfield County. Cousin Bessie also introduced me to a book of piano studies or etudes by the 19th century Austrian composer, Carl Czerny. This book was entitled, Gradus ad Parnassum, or "Steps to Parnassus." The word 'gradus' is actually the Latin plural for 'step.' Parnassus is a mountain in Central Greece with ancient Greek mythological associations near the ancient city of Delphi. Other composers used this same title for musical studies for their students. I enjoyed very much using Carl Czerny's entertaining piano studies even into college. One of my greatest regrets in life is that I didn't keep up with the piano. But when I moved to other parts of our country and tried to make a living, it was rare that I had daily access to a piano. Although when took my present apartment here in June 1986, I could have easily bought an inexpensive digital keyboard with earphones, so I could practice at any hour without disturbing my neighbors.

Kegeling and my Aneros BIG Buddies: Session for Wednesday October 17, 2012

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Early yesterday morning, I put into major effect my Kegels when I worked with my Aneros BIG buddies, the Progasm Classic, Maximus, and Progasm Ice. I began my session at 6:45 a.m. with the Progasm Classic. This big bruiser didn't slip in easily as I wanted. I worked with him for perhaps 15 minutes, but peristalsis set in which aborted my session with him.

I returned with the Maximus which slipped in easily to the hilt with the P-tab firmly press upon my perineum. The Maximus gave my prostate and anal canal a great massage which lasted a good thirty minutes. During this time, I slipped in a Kegel perhaps every four breaths. The Kegeling reinforced the massage action which produced intense series of P-waves. I think for now on I will begin my sessions with the Maximus before switching over to the Progasm.

The remainder of my two hour Anerosing consisted with the progression of Progasm Ice, then again with the Maximus, then the Progasm Ice, and concluding with the Progasm Classic in half hour or so segments. I focused upon my rhythmic breathing with a periodic Kegel thrown in, again to enhance the massage action of my various Aneros models. Also yesterday morning, I instituted sets of strong Kegel clutches or anal contactions of five or ten sets with both the Progasm Classic and Progasm Ice. What amazed me most yesterday was that both Progasm Classic and Ice were made for Kegeling. A strong Kegel clutch or anal contraction lasting perhaps ten or fifteen seconds in these sets is analogous to sets found in weight training. The Progasm is propelled real deep, massaging the whole length of prostate and even in the ancillary male genital organs of the vasa differens and ampullae where spermatozoa are stored. The P-tab and K-tab are pressed upon the perineum and coccyx respectively which fuels the Anerosing profoundly. All this is described in the Aneros Learning Center Instructions Contractions section. This document is worthy of close study.

Kegeling and the Progasm: Sessions for October 13 & 15, 2012

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Last week I had a fourth Aneros session on Saturday at 3 p.m. This session began a good thirty hours after the Friday morning session which ended around 9 a.m. My Saturday afternoon session was a good, solid one during which I worked with the Maximus and both the Progasm Classic and Ice models. Not only were my prostate and anal canal well massaged, but it felt like I had a weight training session in that the muscles in my butt and thighs were well exercised and toned. This spin off of the Aneros I believe has enhanced greatly my overall health recently.

Now this morning's session I believe is even the best yet. I began with the Progasm Classic. He inserted fairly well to the hilt. We spent a good fifteen minutes together, however slight peristalsis set in. I then switched to the Maximus which gave my prostate and anal canal an excellent massage for a good thirty minutes. Now this morning when I inserted my good buddy to the hilt, I did nothing but stimulate my nipples and began slow rhythmic breathing. I was amazed at how easily the P-waves set in which fueled the autof**king action, at how the massaging both my anal sphincter muscles and prostate gradually became more and more intense and pleasurable.

My Three Big Really Good Buddies: Aneros Session for October 10 & 12, 2012

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I think for now on I will not be as detailed in my blog postings except when something noteworthy with the Aneros takes place.

Early Wednesday morning, I had a scheduled Aneros session. First I began with the Progasm Classic. He slipped in fairly easily. We had a fairly good session that lasted perhaps a good twenty minutes. Then I slipped over to the Maximus which delivered me a really good prostate and anal canal massage which lasted a good 45 minutes. That prepared me for a wonderful time with the Progasm Ice. This really good buddy slipped in the hilt with the P-tab positioned against my perineum and the K-tab right against my tail bone (coccyx). The Progasm Ice delivered me a good, vigorous massage both to my prostate and anal canal which lasted a good half-hour. Finally I concluded the session with more action from the Maximus, a good fifteen minutes worth. Total time: around 1 hour, 45 minutes.

I couldn't linger long for savoring my afterglow, but had to depart soon afterward to my Wednesday volunteer work and a lecture in the evening. Nevertheless, my Anerosing left me rejuvenated and reinvigorated, not to mention what my reawakened prostate and well-massaged butt was doing to me pretty much the whole day! 🙂

The Progasm Classic, Maximus, & Progasm Ice : My Big Buddies : October 5 & 8 Sessions

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These days I am really getting into the Aneros big time with the heavy artillery of the Progasm Classic, Maximus, and Progasm Ice! I am finally blogging about my two sessions which I had with these models first early last Friday morning on October 5 and then this morning. I feel so sexy right now because my well massaged prostate feels like a revved up high octane V8 engine right now!

Friday morning I began with the Progasm Classic. He inserted far more easily than in earlier sessions although not the hilt. I spent a good ten to fifteen minutes performing Kegels upon him. He felt better inserted although peristalsis set in, but clearly I was making progress with him. Then I continued with the Maximus which gave my prostate and anal muscles perhaps a good 75 minute workout.

Next I decided to do something entirely different. I brought out the Progasm Ice for the first time which I purchased at reduced price from Amazon.com in early August. What amazed me was that my new big buddy slipped so easily and smoothly to the hilt. Intense pleasure began to suffuse not only my anal tract but also my whole body. Again I performed the Kegels upon this guy along with short periods of stillness the Progasm Ice and my body to get acquainted for perhaps fifteen minutes. This sort of introduction began to feel real GOOD to me, although again I had to deal with it slipping out through peristalsis.

Aneros Automatic Autof**king and the Kegel Exercises, October 3, 2012

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Every Aneros session is special and unique to me, and yet, from most of my sessions, I have detected very recently a steady progression towards ease of use of the various Aneros models I have in my collection and also towards absolute Aneros bliss and realization that might be found in the Super-O and other Aneros blessings!

Yesterday first thing in the morning I had a session with my good buddies, the Progasm Classic, Maximus, and Helix Syn once again. Again I began with the Progasm. He inserted more easily yesterday and I spent perhaps 15 minutes in alternating fashion performing the Kegels upon him and just enjoying his presence in my anus and directly upon my prostate. This time he felt real good inserted, although I didn't attempt a full-fledged session with him.

Then I switched over to my very good buddy and teacher, the Maximus model. I spent a good hour with him. Again he slipped in easily to the hilt, and once I positioned my butt on a folded pillow, almost immediately the autof**king began. What amazed me was how automatically and effortlessly the prostate and anal canal massage he delivered me. Of course, my slow, rhythmic breathing set in motion the Maximus! I was truly lost in the actions and motions of this amazing guy in all their subtle nuances and various crescendos of innumerable pleasurable P-waves, perhaps mini-O's. It was just wonderful and it all felt so GOOD!

My three good buddies: Aneros session for October 1, 2012

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I am really enjoying having Aneros sessions first thing in the morning right after breakfast, bathing, shaving, and other preparations. Most days I wake up fully rested and relaxed. Such a schedule has enhanced my Aneros session many fold. So for now on, when I do not have any pressing business to transact, I will have my Aneros sessions first thing in the morning.

This morning, I began with the Progasm. I spent perhaps five to ten minutes with my new buddy getting used to his wide girth in my anal canal. But still I had difficulty in inserting him to the hilt. Also peristalsis was again strong causing the Progasm to nearly slip out. Then I switched to the Maximus. Things went much better with the Maximus as it massaged my prostate and anal canal fairly well for perhaps thirty minutes.

After a brief intermission, I returned again with the Progasm. This time he slipped in to the hilt. I spent a good fifteen minutes just relaxing and again warming up to my big buddy. Also I performed some Kegels upon him with good, strong clutches of my anal muscles. The discomfort went away as the Progasm really began to feel real good inserted. During this stretch of time, I had to hold the end of this massager, although the peristalsis remained strong. For now on with every session, I'll continue to work with the Progasm in this way. Perhaps very soon he'll stay inserted and my body will get used to him.

Maximus and Progasm: Aneros Session for Saturday 29, 2012

Over the years, especially since getting my apartment here in Georgetown, I have found Saturdays to be the best time for sexual explorations. So this morning, Saturday, I rose around 5:30 a.m. I hopped on the Internet and had my breakfast with coffee. While having my breakfast, I spent maybe a good 30 minutes Kegeling and bating to some gay pornographic stories on nifty.org to prime myself for the session.

This morning, I began with the Progasm. I spent a good fifteen minutes with my new, big buddy. Again, he didn't slip in easily as I hoped, so I laid on my side just trying to get used to him and doing some Kegels with him.

After a brief intermission, I returned with the Maximus. This guy didn't slip in as well as I liked, but he gave me a fairly good prostate massage for possibly fifteen minutes when peristalsis set in. So after another brief break, I returned again with the Progasm. This time, I just laid on my side to get used to my new buddy, again doing some Kegels with him. It went a little better with him this time.

Finally I returned again with the Maximus. This time I patiently inserted him to the hilt. My Kegels situated him well against my prostate. That is when my session today really took off as the Maximus really autof***ed the hell of my prostate and my anal canal. I was absolutely absorbed in the sensations of sheer pleasure that the Maximus delivered for me. This went on for a good hour. The session ended at 9 a.m. after a good two hours.

My main men, the Maximus and Helix Syn, Aneros Session Wednesday morning September 19, 2012

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After my session late Monday afternoon two days ago, during which I finally got the hang of using the Maximus, I was so excited and rearing to go when I got up this morning. The Aneros Wiki suggests that we time our sessions two full days apart as a minimum. But this morning just after 7 a.m. after a good night's rest and then after shaving and bathing, I hungered for a session. I then discovered that early mornings after such activities and a good night's rest may provide me excellent times for Aneros sessions. Not only is my body rested and relaxed, but my mind is also very sharp.

I started my session this morning with the Maximus. Before my morning bath today, I had a bowel movement. So the Maximus slipped effortlessly and easily which absolutely amazed me. After insertion, I spent several minutes Kegeling. Then I was ready for my session which proceeded naturally and effortlessly. This time I focused not only upon the Maximus massaging my prostate but also the motion of the P-tab upon my perineum. At the same time, I directed my attention to my PC sphincter and what it was doing for me. When I did all this along with the rhythmic breathing, it seemed that the Maximus was delivering me for series of P-waves which increased in intensity. I also noticed that all this happened in cycles. My session with the Maximus lasted about an hour or an hour and fifteen minutes. It seemed that during this time I was suffused with pleasure. At one point, there was a such a crescendo of P-waves and absolute pleasure that my bloated penis and plump glans were reaching the climax of seminal ejaculation! This may even happen very soon some day! I could have gone on much longer with the Maximus. When this phase of my session today ended, there was a slight puddle of precum on my belly. My glans was certainly wet and sticky!