Tag: Meditation

Progress update #4

So I've been on and off with my Helix Syn, but lately I've felt the increased craving for prostate simulation. Until now, I was doing the same routine of inserting the toy, relaxing for 5 to 10 minutes, then contracting my PC and BC muscles, figuring out what felt good, eventually getting to a fairly intense plateau. My heart would start racing, my breathing would shorten, and a sort of heat wave would develop from my pelvis and spread through my legs and abdomen.

Tonight, I tried something a little different. I had the apartment to myself and decided to go for a meditation session, but with the toy inside. I lay on my side, knees bent, and focused entirely on breathing out, letting go of everything else.

After some time, I couldn't feel the toy anymore (it always feel so damn cold in the beginning because of the lube). Shortly after, I felt the general area of my prostate clamped between the toy inside of me and the tab pressed against my perineum. Then it started to feel good. Like, really good. A very slow, but purposeful wave of arousal began to grow, and as much as I tried actively relaxing my muscles, I could feel them gently contracting, bringing the toy inwards and upwards. I reached the plateau stage this way, held it up for some time, heart pounding away, legs gone completely numb, pelvic region gone completely numb. It was all about that damn heat wave. Read more »

Kegeling & Reverse Kegeling refinements, session for 11/5/15

Hi guys,

I would like to thank my Aneros buddy, HopefulMMOer, for our long, fruitful personal/private correspondence on this site. As many of you know, he is into both Kegels and Reverse Kegels.

The Kegel Exercises have been recommended for guys undertaking an Aneros practice. They are very good for developing anal muscle tone and strength which enables a guy to use the various Aneros models with greater confidence.

From the very beginning of my Aneros journey which started on June 3, 2012 with Helix Syn, I have incorporated the Kegels especially with Maximus and both Progasm Classic and ICE which I began using respectively in August and September of that year. In many ways, Kegels and Aneros practice then was hard work and often exhausting. However, when I began using Tempo just after Thanksgiving 2013, the result was instantaneous. Not only was Tempo a pair of dumbbells in my butt developing muscle tone and strength, Tempo propelled my sessions on a higher level than ever before. My sessions became effortless and exciting.

So let me tell you more about Kegels and Reverse Kegels as envisioned by HopefulMMOer. A Kegel is an anal contraction which pulls the Aneros in as far as it can go. A Reverse Kegel is the opposite, almost like taking a shit, but you do not expel the device. Read more »

An Aless like no other, the rest of Thursday October 22, 2015

Hi guys,

My Aneros session last Thursday, October 22, was remarkable because it was primed by acute horniness and a gay fuck video clip which I reblogged on tumblr a few days before.
It seemed that the Aneros models I used that morning worked so exceeding well. Thus it set the stage for Aless which I experienced never before ushering me into new, exciting territory in my Aneros journey.

Once I cleaned up my session, bathed, shaved, and dressed for the day, I hopped on to Aneros chat. That is when the Aless hit me.

For a long time, my Aless had felt my ass was still feeling autof**k action from my Aneros tools. Aneros autof**k for me feels like a wave action. This is what @lonewolf8 verified for me in Aneros chat. This is actually an Aneros sine or cosine series of waves.

But last Thursday, I felt this Aneros wave series would come upon me like a tsunami, often out of the blue. Long time Aneros users @brine was in chat that morning. He complimented me on this development and just let these Aless waves come upon me of their accord, even great them.

Lastly Aneros user, @brucemarkland, was in chat too last Thursday morning. He encouraged me to change my Aless into a Super-O or even MMO's. This I do through stimulating my nipples and other areas of my body, deep, relaxing breathing, focus, and meditation. Read more »

A whole lot of shaking, but nothing else

A couple of questions.

I've been using my Helix Classic for about six weeks now. Recently I maybe had a breakthrough? I'm really not entirely sure.

I start with breathing exercises, then add contractions in conjunction with breathing. After a few minutes, I get into this weird headspace that seems closer to intense meditation than anything else. After that, my eylids flutter and I start having very strong muscle contractions in my abs, thighs and butt, but only a few rectal contractions. This feeling is nice, but there's really nothing at all about it that seems pleasurable and definitely not sexual. I've also not had an erection this way at all, and no prostate fluid or any sense of hitting or stimulating the prostate.

The first time I did this, it was even without the aneros in, and having it in doesn't seem to make any difference at all.

I'm really confused. What's happening is definitely intense, but not at all sexual, and seems to be possible with or without the aneros inserted.

What the fuck is happening?

My Two Orgasmic Worlds Join

When I first started my journey of sexual discovery 20 years ago, I had no idea what intriguing and life altering things I would find. Then 10 years ago I stumbled into MMO totally by accident. It happened while surfing the net; MMO and anal pleasure sounded too good to be true but the testimonials convinced me to try it. So ten years ago I bought an MGX and my journey in anal orgasm began resulting after a year or so in my rewiring.

Anal induced MMO brought together the tantric sex that I had been studying and enjoying with J and it even incorporated some of the Zen Meditation that I had been )and still am( practicing and it changed my sexual respose pattern forever.

MMO is a very solitary inwardly focused activity for me. On the other hand, savoring J’s pussy with my mouth or penis is very outwardly focused; it is an activity where we participate together. Either I am sharing the warm lush pungency of her dewy pussy mouth on my tongue or I am plunging my steely penis deep in her pussy probing her vagina and savoring the exquisitely sensual caress of her warm wet femininity on my cock. Either way it is a paired activity in which the visceral desperate ache of shared erotic sensation is enjoyed mutually; most of the time it culminates in the ecstatic torrential flow of my semen for her witness or taste, or the euphoric rhythmic spasms of her pussy as she succumbs to orgasm. Read more »

Tantric sex

I’m a bit disillusioned with orgasming using the aneros method. I have had some good success but it seems to take hours of effort to get any returns at the moment, probably just me. I have been meaning to read about tantric sex for a while and found some good information this morning; it’s similar to what I am doing but involves direct masturbation or sex and subverting energies away from a normal ejaculatory orgasm, together with energy circulation. What I like about it is the emphasis on meditation and energy circulation rather than the rather vague technique of aneros.

I tried it quickly and managed to get 2 quick dry orgasm before I accidentally ejaculated. That was quite a good start. I tried again later in the day and managed to get into a continuous state of orgasm with a few small prostate contractions but I was frightened of ejaculating, possibly concentrating on that too much, and of course ended up ejaculating )again!(. I am going to keep experimenting, and try to circulate the energy more, at least I am guaranteed an orgasm of some sort each time I do it, so in many ways it is way better than the aneros technique.

I meditated again today and managed to hold some long periods of a clear mind. I gave up after only 20 minutes because my mind was starting to chatter too much. Read more »

Meditation

I have had some amazing success with higher levels of orgasm this week and sort of forgotten about my meditation. I am quite exhausted form work and staying up late trying to orgasm, and I keep waking up early in fact I have been doing that since my adventure began. I wake with butterflies of excitement in my stomach and I can't seem to stop this happening. Maybe my excitement is a bit out of control and actually bringing it under control would do me some good. It's an energy that I can't control which can't be good.

Intuitively I know I have to get back to meditation and resist the urge to just try for another orgasm. In reality I don't feel like orgasming anyway right now and deep down I know that.

On trying to meditate I could feel the butterflies again, so tried to meditate on that and just let it flow which sort of dissipated it. Just accepting it and observing it seemed to work, rather than fighting it or trying to understand it.

Then I had a realisation that my mind was not still. I always have thoughts going through my head even when I think I am quiet and relaxed. I'm writing a journal and thinking about how I am going to describe what is happening, it's almost an addiction. I stopped those thoughts and at last my mind went quiet and I hung onto that. For the first time ever I had a quiet mind with no thoughts, I ignored any that came up. Probably for 10 minutes I held onto a quiet mind with just a few interruptions. It was quite a new sensation and I think this is what I am missing from my meditation. Read more »

Afterglow following my first Super-O, July 4, 2015

Hi guys,

I think guys and gals who have had that first time sexually that went well often experience an afterglow which is to be savored and treasured.

I know this was true when I masturbated and achieved my very first full-fledged orgasm complete with ejaculation of semen around age 14. No one helped me. It just happened of its own accord. Thus began long journey as a masturbator through the years to even now!

Likewise as a sophomore in college when my college roommate and I engaged in mutual masturbation and cock sucking. I had a profound afterglow which lasted whole night long. Also some years later, when a guy and I got together for a more serious affair that lasted some months. While I never became promiscuous by long stretch, sexual encounters of this type had a profound influence upon me.

Many years later at age 63, I began my Aneros journey with Helix Syn in early June, 2012. In the two years which followed, I developed an Aneros routine that enabled me to enjoy my various models more and more. Getting Tempo just before Thanksgiving 2013 caused my sessions into a much higher level of fun and pleasure. So whenever I have sessions now, I focus on the fun and pleasure that my Aneros models avail me now. I seldom have dud sessions. Invariably I came away from my sessions with profound Aless. Read more »

Long way to go

An update on where I am.

I seem to be having a very different journey to others. It hasn't been easy. Emotions all over the place and it has ended up being largely a spiritual journey. When I first started I expected that by now I would be reaching the heights of pleasure I read about on the forum but that is far from where I am at.
I haven't been able to reach an orgasm for quite some time now and have still not come close to my first ever whole body orgasm 2 months ago. It's a big disappointment but I have learnt so much in other ways and I hang on to the thought that I know I am capable of something amazing once I learn how to get there again.

There are so many things going on in parallel.

Spiritually I have learnt a massive amount but still have much to learn. A clairvoyant friend has offered to act as a tutor and she seems to understand me well. She tells me to be patient and is guiding my meditation and explaining things to me as they happen. I am finding Buddhist teachings helpful and recognise all the negative thoughts that are blocking my progress, and I'm working on those and trying to become a better more caring person.
My friend has told me about my spirit guides and one in particular who is helping with spiritual development. I have felt him near me as I meditate, seen his face once, and he has spoken to me a few times. When I asked him for help my next google search brought up Buddhist teachings I think he guided me to that. Read more »

Weird

Things get weirder and weirder, in a nice way.

My last 4 orgasms have been interesting. They haven't lasted long. Each time I start to orgasm I feel my pleasure ramping up rapidly but I don't have time to enjoy it much because I feel something building that I have to concentrate on. It's a very deep almost unbelievably powerful pleasure, maybe just another super-O I'm not sure. It sits there and I have no option but to feel it build, my whole body convulsing uncontrollably, but with anticipation rather than any realised pleasure. Each time it gets stronger and it's driving me mad that I can't have it. Each time it seems to get closer I think it's starting to spread and then it stops, and eventually I have to give in because the pressure is starting to get uncomfortable and I have to stop. I try relaxed observation, I try just enjoying it and feeling the pleasure building, but it's like my body just can't quite accept it yet and give in to it, it's too powerful for me.
Somehow if feels like a super-O building, but in other ways it feels different, even more powerful. I will only know once it hits me and I can't wait because it's going to be good. Read more »