Eating My Own Cum

The moments after an intense MMO session leave me with a slimy cock and aching with arousal. After several days of MMO and no ejaculation I can be almost insane with erotic desperation. The intimate sexual liaisons I have when I am in these intense states of arousal are perhaps the most torrid and the most sensually beguiling erotic experiences I have.

This morning after three days of hard MMO my body was exhausted from 3 nights of minimal sleep but my arousal was roaring like an inferno. It was 5 am when I finished my third session in three days; it is 9 am and I am here at my desk writing this.

In the moments after the spasms stopped, slowly my cock started to stiffen and lengthen as arousal replaced the exquisite agony of MMO. In a few minutes my cock was stone hard and my anus was tingling and quivering. An orgasmic knot had developed deep in my asshole from the extended MMO session I had just finished. My prostate was erect and buzzing; the MMO had packed it with my hot cum and raging desire in equal measure. The glow of arousal was making my prostate twitch in anticipation of a copious release of its steaming contents. I was so fatigued I could have fallen asleep if I had closed my eyes and suppressed my arousal. But I love the erotic tension of arousal, and the sensuality of the moment laying there with J next to me, snuggled to my side so I remained awake. I savored the warm eroticism of the moment as my cock and anus reminded me of the arousal that simmered within me.

A-less Energy Moving with Chuckjo2000

This is the transcription of the amazing session some of us chatters had with Chuckjo2000 on the weekend of Feb 7-8,2015. Chuck asked that someone get the "word" to the other Aneros users and that those who have benefited from his mentoring should "pass it on".

For now, this is my contribution. It's an edited transcript, mostly in Chuck's words. This transcript has been given to Chuck for corrections and if there are any, I'll update them here. I am planning to put the same transcript on the forum as a new discussion thread.

Here goes:
Please give me feedback on your experience with this amazing exercises:

Fellow Anerosers and members of the community:

Many of the Aneros community have had the good fortune to get to know Chuckjo2000 and his special knowledge and abilities to train users )and non-users( in managing our own internal energies for our benefit and pleasure. Of course, he cannot reach everyone in a simple way and there are many of you who have wanted to benefit from his amazing talents. Chuckjo2000 has asked of those who recently benefited from his exercises to "spread the word" about his unique techniques for distributing energy around your body and it results in some of the most powerful experiences you may have, Aneros less.

The following transcript is from two separate sessions that Chuckjo2000 shared with chatters on the 7th and 8th of February 2015.

Pleasure Continued

I hadn’t made love to J in 10 days, our schedules had been crazy and we had both been under the weather. Intensely aroused as I was after almost two weeks of MMO with no release, I was desperate for sexual connection. In the past my arousal would have translated to a need for fucking. In my rewired state my sexual response has become more complex and patient. Now I get equal pleasure of experiencing another person’s pleasure vicariously. Sometimes it is the orgasmic contortions of a man culminating in his shuddering ejaculation and other times it is J writhing and quivering in orgasmic rapture. That night I longed for sexually intimate connection with her.

Cunnilingus is by far my favorite way to coax her into cascading orgasmic ecstasy. I enjoy giving her head more than any other sexual activity we engage in. Giving J oral pleasure gets my cock stone hard and makes me drip a stream. So it wasn’t a surprise that that was the connection that we made that night.

After perfunctory after dinner activities, washing dishes we both happily abandoned the mundane routine activities of the day. I am not a big fan of winter snow but I put up with it in my daily routine, accepting its inconvenience and the extra time it adds to getting from place to place and getting out in the morning. But in the evening when the quiet softness of snow and the deep chill of February blanket the village and our house, they impart a sensual quietude to the air and my mood.

No Aneros: Better Developments

TL;DR:
* No Aneros for two months.
* No nipple stimulation.
* Slower building orgasms = better.
* Now partying in the o-zone.
* Orgasms that reach far inwards.
* Faster building orgasms = not as good.

I'm not using the Aneros for roughly two months. Since two days ago I'm half way there, in fact! Abstaining will hopefully rectify the itches and pains in and around the ass, as suggested by a member. I'm itching a lot less now, so there's some good signs.

But wouldn't I know it: I've had some amazing times up to this point! What gives?
Rewiring further — in ways I wasn't aware of. My previous entry appears to be the onset of all this. However, holding off from the devices and nipple stimulation has allowed the sensations to dig and expand further inwards.

To be more precise, I think nipple stimulation has the tendency to short circuit the arousal. It creates a 'release', in the same vein as ejaculating, preventing that crucial energy to build over time. It blows arousal in quick bursts, rather than allowing all of it to gradually build in larger waves. Nipple stimulation may have gotten me far before, but I've been using it as a crutch. )Though it borders on addiction, too(

The Start of Something Good

The older I get the greater the number of sexual experiences I have. In my rewired – hypersexual state it seems that I am hyper aware of the bliss and steamy eroticism of each experience. Each one becomes a unique and sensual memory that I get to savor like a special vintage or a breath taking view.

This last Friday was another one of those experiences. As I sit here savoring that experience, I am amazed at the breadth and the diversity of erotic activity so far in my life. Even after all the years of walking this sexual discovery path I am on, I continue to appreciate each intimate and erotic interaction to be compelling, arousing and deeply gratifying. My sex life is oddly reassuring. As it arouses my erotic mind there is a sensual rhythm to it that makes my days complete and oh so sensual.

Friday was a work at home day, there was no rush to get up. At 4AM I awoke at my routine time just before dawn to do a brief but intense MMO session. I slowly sank into that deeply erotic steaming pit of orgasmic delight; igniting the erotic fire of arousal in my anal tract, my balls, cock root, anus and perineum began to pulse in convulsing ecsatsy. The recurring pleasure waves honed my arousal to a keen edge. The shadow of steaming male orgasmic convulsions echoed in my balls, cock and anus all day long as fantasies of my sexy J lingered in my mind. Sometimes it is fantasies of intimate trysts with men that will harden my cock and sometimes it is day dreams of anticipated intimacy with J that makes my penis go rigid with desire. That day it was J who aroused me.

The first session.

)This post was first written for posting on the Aneros subreddit. Any formatting errors are likely due to the discrepancy between Reddit's and the Aneros site's methods of handling certain kinds of text.(

Just so I don't set up bad expectations for people looking to get into things with an Aneros, let me set down the ways in which I had kind of a leg up on getting the most out of the Aneros experience. And there are quite a few ways.

I have been maintaining kegel muscle tone through casual use for about 15 years

I have experienced hands-free orgasm before without the aid of any sort of toy, tool, accessory, or substance

I am incredibly relaxed person–massages do nothing for me because there simply isn't any tension to massage out )side note, the bafflement of people who try to give me a massage anyway is priceless(

Since puberty my most frequently consumed sex-related viewing material by far is fairly academic in nature–I know a lot of things about a lot of parts, and a lot of ways to be safe in sexual situations, including ones that I frankly never plan to be involved in

So, my girlfriend tripped across mention of the Aneros online, sent me the info, and so today I received my Helix Syn. What follows is a pretty detailed account of how I used it for the first time.

More Admissions

Two of the most amazing and wonderful things about this orgasmic journey I am on is the awakening of my sexual response and the expansion of my sexual interest, gender wise. For most of my life arousal has consisted of getting an erection when looking at naked women and feeling the desperate need to ejaculate to seek relief from the sweet frustration that accompanies arousal and erection. By its nature arousal for me was 100% cock and female focused. Ejaculation was a much desired but fleeting experience. I remember after I discovered orgasm when I was young I used to fantasize how amazing it would be if I could sustain the sensation of an orgasm for more than those extremely pleasurable seconds of pumping bliss. In the absence of that skill I replaced the fantasy with the reality of unending masturbation; I would tug to orgasm a dozen times in a day. Sadly though, the more times I came the less pleasurable each successive ejaculation became.

For years fantasies of anal penetration intrigued me; occasionally I would watch videos of guys masturbating with curious fascination as I got modest erections. I experimented with home fabricated devices for anal penetration; in the places that I lived, sex toy stores were not around every corner. I could best describe those early anal penetration experiences as not thrilling, except for the visual aspect of seeing an object penetrate me.

Had a lot of fun tonight with my girlfriend and a MGX.

Hey Reddit Aneros people,

I just started using an aneros again last night, after having purchased an MGX years ago and using it for a bit with limited success, and then sticking it a drawer to collect dust. I definitely had some pleasure using it, but not enough to keep my interest.

The main reason I decided to bring it out of retirement is that I finally have a girlfriend I feel comfortable enough with to bring up the idea of me using something like that with her.

I had enough fun with her and the MGX last night, that I went only and ordered two more models to try. The Helix Syn and the Progasm Jr. The MGX mostly seems good to me, but the narrow P-tab exerts an uncomfortable amount of pressure. I think I'm going to modify it if I keep using the MGX.

Earlier today we had talked about our thoughts on last night. My girlfriend was totally fine with me using the Aneros, but was a bit disappointed that I hadn't paid much attention to her the whole time I explained to her that I had been focusing on feeling new kinds of pleasure I'm not used to, but that I would be sure to pay more attention to her tonight.

I jump started this by getting us unclothed and starting to kiss and caress her body. I like to have her lay facing away from me like we're spooning. I kiss her neck and run my hands lightly up and down the front of her body. I also breath and whisper into her ear.

My Second Encounter

Last night in a chat with Brine he asked me to do an entry describing my second liaison with a guy. Brine and a few others have asked about my twice venture into male – male sexual intimacy in the last two years. It is difficult to describe the experience without putting it into context. In a recent chat Brine and few of us were explaining MMO / Super O to a newbie. Brine commented that it was an integrated physical – mental – spiritual thing. He is absolutely right.

For the last 20 years I have been engaged in a discovery process to understand my sexuality. I dipped my toes into Tantra, Zen, Kundalini, edging, anal penetration and erotic massage to name a few. There were also workshops, strip clubs, gay bars, books, pod casts and myriad toys and porn. The frustration of all of them was that they all seemed to fall short or they required a life change to really engage. I was not ready to become a monk or a sex worker LOL.

Then 8 years ago quite by chance I was surfing the net looking for porn when I wound up on the Aneros site. I ordered my first toy exactly 8 years ago this month. That following year was dedicated to learning to use it. When I had ben successful for 8 months or so the rewiring process started. I am guessing that by the end of that year I was rewired. My sexual response, spirituality, physical – sexual capability, and mental state were all synched and in a sense I was sexually reborn.

Launching an A Less Session

I am in my 8th year of Super O – MMO practice. The progression of my experience with super o has been like walking through a carefully contorted maze. Each turn brings me to another unknown place; that place opens to endless other places to reveal kaleidoscopic orgasmic pleasures that flow in torrents. It has been a never ending journey of discovery. Through it all, the most delightful discovery was the realization of my ability to use my mind to drive mmo and generate extreme pleasure. That pleasure is so intense it tests the limits of my body’s ability to cope with intense ecstasy.

Each session I do I learn some new technique or trick to amplify the erotic pleasure I feel. Often during a session I will drive orgasmic pleasure to a new spot in my body or I will use my mind to guide that pleasure to express itself in a new or intriguing way. However, one of the things that has been really positive for me is the ease in which I can initiate trembling pleasure spasms from a less or inserted sessions.

Last night was one of those A less sessions that followed two days without mmo. Two days of denied mmo pleasure results in torrents of orgasmic spasms that make my legs tremble when I eventually do a session. So last night when J came to bed with a tee shirt and slinky panties clinging tightly to the smooth soft skin of her derriere, I knew that my session later in the soft quiet night of our bed was going to be juicy and sensually surreal.