A Less Nirvana

I was born and raised in New York City. At 11 years old I learned how to ride the NYC subway and figure out where it took me. From that point on the greatest city in the world was my oyster. Almost every week from then until I was 18, I used the magic carpet of the subway to take me to some new neighborhood, street or destination that needed discovering.

For all the hundreds of places I was in the City in those years and the hundreds more that I have been there since then, there are still many, many more places that I have yet to discover and visit. New York is a large city and there are thousands and thousands of fascinating and diverse places each promising its own nuanced experiences. Even today when I go to NYC I am always finding someplace new and exotic to experience that I have never been before.

I have come to realize that my experience with MMO is just like my experience of NYC. The Aneros is my subway system. Every time I insert I am transported to some new place and each of those places has a nuanced sensation of ecstasy. A few years into my MMO journey I learned to do A Less MMO’s; these subtle and elegant orgasms are yet another part of my orgasmic landscape that beseech me to visit frequently. I have been doing massager less MMO’s for many years now. The last couple of years I have been doing them just about every night. That translates to 500 sessions more or less each year. It continues to amaze me that each one of those sessions is distinctly different. And just like a trip to NYC, each time I get on the orgasm train I find a new stop with different sensations and a different experience of each place.

An Amazing Night

The calm before the storm is the best expression I can think of for this next ten days before Christmas. Last night conformed eerily to that description. It was deathly quiet in the house, none of my friends were on line, the dog was sound asleep on the futon next to me in my office where I sat cruising on the computer. J was upstairs in her studio working on a project. It has been several years now that all the kids are gone from the house; the current quiet has become the norm. The term “empty nest” has real meaning around here, it is very quiet at night. Add to that, early darkness and no one on line; it is no wonder that evenings have become a time for me to ruminate and write. So at 8 PM I began writing a section of my next erotic book.

Against this backdrop of the mind numbing calm, my rich inner sex life has become like the lights of Broadway. Last night was no exception; the events of last night were so amazing that I needed to get them written and posted before I forgot them. So instead of doing my work this morning I am taking this diversion to get this written so I can post it.

After 20+ sessions with the Helix Syn, I’m stuck. Would I have better success with a different model?

I bought a Helix Syn earlier this year. It's currently my only hands-free model, but I also have an Njoy Pure Wand.

I generally get much better sensations from the Helix Syn – the Wand doesn't do much for me, and I have a hard time finding my prostate. Plus, I have a long torso, so it's hard for me to get into position to make it work.

I get the best results when I lay on my back with my feet flat and rub my nipples. It feels good and I get a small amount of precum out, but nothing like what I've seen here. I get even better results if I lift my feel off the ground like a missionary style.

More often than not, I just don't feel anything at all. Sometimes I wonder if it's even hitting my prostate. If I decide to start jacking off, then it feels good right as I'm about to cum and during it.

Would I have better success if I switched to something like Progasm? With something that large, it's practically guaranteed to hit my prostate, right? I feel like I've hit a wall and don't know what can help.

Achieving Aless sweetness while wearing a Nutty Buddy athletic cup

Hi guys,

Today Saturday is a rarity for me in that the day is free and open for me. I decided to bow out of a class that I go to Saturday mornings at 8:30 a.m. I am trying to stave off a cold. So after a quick morning walk, I hope to have a leisurely session afterward.

Right now I am fully dressed and nearly ready to go. I am wearing a woolen cap that covers my ears, an Under Armour cold gear long-sleeve shirt, and jeans. But underneath my jeans is my favorite combination of [1] a Munsingwear Kangaroo pouch boxer brief, with over it [2] a DUKE jockstrap, and [3] in the jock pouch is a Nutty Buddy athletic cup. I have spoken much about this amazing athletic cup in earlier blog entries. Not only does this cup contain my genitalia perfectly, but the cup extends underneath my scrotum and touches directly my perineum.

This cup is perfect for performing the Kegels of varying strengths. When I Kegel the cup actually stimulates my perineum where my sweet spot is located. When I do all this, sublime Aneros sweetness happens. Also right now I am stimulating my nipples. Wow! I feel like I am edging, but I am saving all this my session when I come in from my long walk.

This combination of boxer brief, athletic cup, and jockstrap is ideal for walking. I just love how the Nutty Buddy cup "floats" with my every move.

It's All In The Wrist…

Had an interesting couple of sessions yesterday and last night.

Yesterday had an hour of free time so I tried using the Helix with a condom for lube method, and it again worked great. (I just never could seem to feel the Helix inside, but when started using condom method for lube, I could finally feel it and the pwaves it caused.) Had a 1 hour session with several intense dry-Os and at least one super-o.

At bedtime, I had more time, so had an ALess session. My prostate was still aroused from earlier, so didn't take a lot of time. Did a few minutes of PC contractions, till felt pwaves, then added nipple stimulation till I had a few Dry-Os.

Then I started pulsing my glans with my finger with nipple stim until my whole prostate felt like it was pulsing along with my finger and had some dry-o's with that. Then got bored and I played around with trying to move the orgasms from pulsing the glans into my spine. Started having Very intense dry-Os. Kept this up till my whole body felt like it was pulsing to my finger on my glans. Pretty cool…!

Finally I changed to holding the glans with 3 fingers and rotating it gently right then left, back and forth, over and over with nipple stim. Very intense pwaves in my penis. I kept it up at a rate of like 2 rotations per second initially, but after fireworks started, I played around with the rotation speed including extremely slow. For me, medium was better.

Half-body orgasm? (Strange!)

I've recently started using Aneros massagers again after taking a pretty long break (well over a year and a half) and everything feels so different, it's amazing. My body seems to have picked it all back up quickly, which is great.

Today something really wonderful but odd happened. After around an hour or so of gentle pleasure I felt my prostate swell quite considerably and I could feel my body start to rub itself against the massager really gently. I began to feel light headed and really far away from my body, which isn't uncommon for me. I nearly always get a very soft pleasurable sensation on the inside of my left thigh at some point, and sure enough it began feeling really nice on my left thigh just after my prostate swelled. But this time it came on really quickly, and it soon became quite an intense feeling. I relaxed and just let my body do its thing.

After about 30 seconds of this the left side of my body sprang in to life. Both of my legs began to quiver/shake so quickly, like a really intense shiver, and I involuntarily clenched my left fist. My prostate began to send out waves of pleasure, which I could feel mostly on my left. (Like a 90/10 split.) My left arm began to feel really pleasurable, just like my thigh, and then I began to feel a super intense feeling in my left nipple.

My New Reality

Years ago I fantasized that it would be amazing to experience orgasms that lasted more than several seconds; the idea that I might experience an orgasm that lasted an hour or two was the stuff of science fiction in my mind. Yet here I am in 2015, not in a Ray Bradbury novel experiencing them. I (we are) am very – very lucky to have developed this ability and have these mind blowing experiences every few days; for some of us its more frequent than that.

For me and many of us the experience of an MMO is like surfing. I am continually discovering some nuance in technique or mental context that modulates, amplifies and intensifies the orgasms. I have been at this for 9 years now and each session I do I learn something new or have some amazing new sensation or combination of sensations. Aside from the ecstatic sensations of MMO part of my addiction to it is the kaleidoscopic arrays of ecstatic orgasms that they bring.

Two nights ago I had yet another session that revealed to me the profound pleasure of MMO. This session was also a landmark session which was why I chose to do this entry. Its noteworthy achievement was that it was the longest session I have ever endured. I do not use the word endure lightly here. This 4 hour experience pushed the envelope in MMO for me; it was excruciatingly pleasurable lifting me to a state of agonizing rapture.

More Spinal Orgasms

This morning, woke up and started idly fingering my dick as I started thinking about the day, but pretty soon it was hard and a few minutes later went into an orgasm, so I changed plans :-) and enjoyed that for a while.

I threw in some nipple stim and was enjoying myself, then figured I'd try moving the orgasms to my spine (get crazy ideas now and again..), and it worked (?!?)

While either penis stim or nip stim, I took the other hand and rubbed it against my spinal valley on my back. Started at the tail bone, and tried various other positions from as far up as i could reach behind me to down a few inches up from my anus.

I think one of the big contributors is that whereever the pwaves were coming from, I kept trying to mentally focus them toward my spine as that always seems to make them super intense…

Went into orgams after a few min just about everywhere I tried… I got external Butt orgasms and anal orgasms by touching around my tailbone and lower. Tailbone was a hotspot. And I got some kind of shest/back orgasm from the small of my back which seemed like a hotspot too…

These orgasms involved muscle spasms and pleasure waves in the target area along with the requisite prostate pwaves. Some with rock hard erections, some flaccid. I got the feeling though that none of the higher back orgasms were as pleasurable as something in the groin area, nip, penis, or anal orgasm, but pretty unique!

Orgasmic Confluence

Over the last few years the dimensions of my sexual response have come together to intertwine and deliver excruciating pleasure. I have found myself thinking a lot about the nature of my sexual response in my new state. So it was earlier this week on my drive home from a meeting that my thoughts turned to the erotic. Day dreaming as I drove a prodigious erection resulted accompanied by the expected flow of precum that soaked my underpants. I had plenty of time to ponder on the complexity of my experience of erotic bliss. The inspiration was an intimate liaison J and I had a few nights earlier.

In the past I was biologically programmed to see erotic pleasure as an external thing focused on my cock, like most guys. My psyche was hard wired to experience pleasure as an external physical event, in both visual and physical perspectives my sexual pleasure was experienced through my arousal stiffened penis, outside of my body. The sight of J alluringly nude, sensually exposed, always elicits an immediate visceral response; my cock hardens and lengthens and the welcomed erotically warm desperate itch of arousal licks at my cock and tugs on it sending waves of erotic delight to my brain.

An Aless like no other, the rest of Thursday October 22, 2015

Hi guys,

My Aneros session last Thursday, October 22, was remarkable because it was primed by acute horniness and a gay fuck video clip which I reblogged on tumblr a few days before.
It seemed that the Aneros models I used that morning worked so exceeding well. Thus it set the stage for Aless which I experienced never before ushering me into new, exciting territory in my Aneros journey.

Once I cleaned up my session, bathed, shaved, and dressed for the day, I hopped on to Aneros chat. That is when the Aless hit me.

For a long time, my Aless had felt my ass was still feeling autof**k action from my Aneros tools. Aneros autof**k for me feels like a wave action. This is what @lonewolf8 verified for me in Aneros chat. This is actually an Aneros sine or cosine series of waves.

But last Thursday, I felt this Aneros wave series would come upon me like a tsunami, often out of the blue. Long time Aneros users @brine was in chat that morning. He complimented me on this development and just let these Aless waves come upon me of their accord, even great them.

Lastly Aneros user, @brucemarkland, was in chat too last Thursday morning. He encouraged me to change my Aless into a Super-O or even MMO's. This I do through stimulating my nipples and other areas of my body, deep, relaxing breathing, focus, and meditation.