“An Erotic Aless Fantasy”

I was awakened in the middle of the night with a rock-hard erection and couldn't get back to sleep. I decided to get on the PC for a while. Since I was still hard, I decided to "dose" on some binaural beats (penis) and watch some porn (gay massage). Before long, I got the idea that it would be nice to take this feeling back to bed with me, so I started doing some light anal contractions to see if I could get my prostate 'quivering'. I did this in rhythmic fashion for about 5 minutes and began to feel a slight tingle. I decided to take this "feeling" back to bed and try to continue the contractions…….What happened next was unexpected and blew my mind!

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I continued to do the light, rhythmic contractions. I began to start lightly moaning and before long, I experienced something new! NIPPLE STIMULATION! I began to lightly stroke my left and then my right nipple until they became very hard and sensitive. I noticed how the lightest touch on them would send a 'quiver' right down to my penis and prostate. I liked this feeling so I continued….

Before long, however, I began to be enveloped in a most-realistic fantasy…….

[Be advised: this WILL get graphic……]

“Orgasmic Express”

Wow! What a day! This morning, before noon, I began to get a "buzzing" in my prostate/anal region that would not quit. I needed to go to the bedroom and lay down and I was "greeted" with two (2) Dry-O's! Each one was strong, started up almost without any help from me (felt like an 'auto-f***). I began moaning with each deep breath, and the feeling went on for at least 10 to 15 minutes.

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I swim every day and went to the pool around noon. I usually swim an hour a day now. Everything went well. I bought a new Speedo 'race' jammer and it was really fast! It is almost like a 'second skin'—when I went to the shower, I had to make sure I still had it on, I couldn't feel it!

When I returned home, I got on the PC to check email, etc. and again I experienced some more "buzzing. I needed to lay down and once again, the 'auto-f*** contractions started up and I felt powerless to do anything but ride it out. There were about 1 – 1/2 more dry-O's with moaning. Toward the end of the 'second' one, I must have had a brief 'out-of-body' experience because I felt like I DEFINITELY was not in my bed (but I don't know where I was). I also saw a brilliant 'blue' color in my vision (was this the sky?). I really don't know how long I was in this state since I didn't check the time. It could have been 5 minutes or 30.

Birthday Aneros Session, March 30, 2016

Hi guys,

Today I am celebrating 67th birthday. I observed it in part with my first Aneros session in over two months. There are two reasons for this long hiatus between sessions. First, we had a rather cold winter, and second, lingering affects from the flu. I just feel up for sessions on cold winter mornings. I felt despondent about thrown into old age.

I decided to have a birthday nevertheless as good luck for the coming year in some many ways, especially as to my general health.

The major take away from this morning's session that after long Aneros usage, you never quite forget how so good the various models feel working away in you. I call this Aneros memory.

I used my most favorite Aneros models this morning: Helix Classic, Maximus, Tempo, and Progasm Classic.

Helix Classic for a long time has been a session opener. I began my Aneros journey in early June 2012 with Helix Syn which I believe is a good introduction to anal play for guys totally unfamiliar to that experience as me. I like Helix Classic better because that model provides more direct stimulation. This morning I opened myself up to new sensations from Helix Classic and was richly rewarded.

Kegel School!

Oh My! What an unusual session!

It started out like most sessions, I was awakened in the early morning hours with a rock-hard erection and felt an ache deep inside. I had P-waves within about 10 minutes. I distinctly remember wanting to feel the pleasure of the perineum point this ride. I felt the tip of my penis and it was wet already.

For some unknown reason, I began "counting" off the light contraction sets: first to 10, then to 20, then 30, 40, and finally 50. Of course the sensations were continuing to build with each successive "set" of kegels and I found myself building towards an O.

Then, I (GB) found myself in "Kegel School" where I would learn the "proper" way to perform anal and PC contractions. The only problem (I didn't know it at the time) was that the teacher (T) who happened to be in charge of the school had a rather mean, vindictive disposition and she was relentless in her pursuit of perfection for her students.

"Hello Goldenboy! Here is what we're going to do today. I want you to do 50 kegels for me."

GB: Okay, That is easy. here they go. I'll even count them out for you. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, ….50

T: I'm so sorry but you are not doing them right.

Involuntaries– which muscles?

I’ve been enjoying my aneros collection for about 6 months and each session has become more and more enjoyable.

I do experience involuntary muscle contractions, but only in my pc muscle. When I do, it feels like my dick is being pumped so hard, that it tests the expandability of my shaft skin. It feels SO good and carries over into my every day life. While sitting at my desk at work, I’ll experience a muscle jerk in my left leg. This means that my pc muscle is about to go into steady, repetitive contractions for the next half hour or so, which even outside of sessions feels very nice, pounding at my prostate while seated.

For people who experience the illusive involuntaries: which muscles are the ones that contract for you?

New success!

Bought a Progasm (that thing is big!) and a Hugo Lelo yesterday- was excited to try them. The Hugo like all vibrating toys starts nice and then turns to numbness and a distraction. Just not convinced on vibrations. So went to the progasm and finished a super-t. The progasm doesnt move so also not convinced.

Had a short window today and as usual resigned myself to enjoying some pwaves and non-expectant fun. Well, that was nearly a mistake! Closest to a super-o ever and now i really know what a mini-O or two feels like.

I've switched up the p-tab placement to pull it much higher towards the balls- seems to find that ridge nicely and certain level of PC muscle contractions allows the feeling to move "through" to the penis and head. I've been able to find this spot consistently for the several sessions so believe there is excellent progress now! Also can bring back the sessions very quickly now- 15-20 minutes.

Feeling enthusiastic now!

How long did it take you to achieve prostate orgasm?

Also, what was the frequency of use in terms of prostate toys / sessions? Did you find yourself getting frustrated?

I've been using various aneros devices regularly since July and have made markable progress. I can feel my prostate swelling during the day, which is an amazing feeling. It will swell, which causes a heavy feeling in my groin and will often times cause my pc muscle to jump a few times. During traditional sex, I can actively hold off ejaculating by redirecting my focus inward and when I do ejaculate, it's strong and intense.

So I'm seeing the benefits of prostate stimulation, but have been feeling frustrated at times because I have not had a prostate orgasm. I think that's because I'm obsessing over it and not enjoying the session as pleasure, but as actively working toward a goal. I've had a build up twice, whereas my mind will switch to an altered state of consciousness, causing blurred vision and a perpetual falling feeling. It left me feeling shaken, like I'd just been in a fight or something, and my prostate felt like it was vibrating for 2 days afterward.

Any feedback as to how long your journey was until reaching that blissful state would be appreciated. I suppose it will help me gauge where I am in this amazing quest of a second sexual awakening.

Progress update #4

So I've been on and off with my Helix Syn, but lately I've felt the increased craving for prostate simulation. Until now, I was doing the same routine of inserting the toy, relaxing for 5 to 10 minutes, then contracting my PC and BC muscles, figuring out what felt good, eventually getting to a fairly intense plateau. My heart would start racing, my breathing would shorten, and a sort of heat wave would develop from my pelvis and spread through my legs and abdomen.

Tonight, I tried something a little different. I had the apartment to myself and decided to go for a meditation session, but with the toy inside. I lay on my side, knees bent, and focused entirely on breathing out, letting go of everything else.

After some time, I couldn't feel the toy anymore (it always feel so damn cold in the beginning because of the lube). Shortly after, I felt the general area of my prostate clamped between the toy inside of me and the tab pressed against my perineum. Then it started to feel good. Like, really good. A very slow, but purposeful wave of arousal began to grow, and as much as I tried actively relaxing my muscles, I could feel them gently contracting, bringing the toy inwards and upwards. I reached the plateau stage this way, held it up for some time, heart pounding away, legs gone completely numb, pelvic region gone completely numb. It was all about that damn heat wave.

It's All In The Wrist…

Had an interesting couple of sessions yesterday and last night.

Yesterday had an hour of free time so I tried using the Helix with a condom for lube method, and it again worked great. (I just never could seem to feel the Helix inside, but when started using condom method for lube, I could finally feel it and the pwaves it caused.) Had a 1 hour session with several intense dry-Os and at least one super-o.

At bedtime, I had more time, so had an ALess session. My prostate was still aroused from earlier, so didn't take a lot of time. Did a few minutes of PC contractions, till felt pwaves, then added nipple stimulation till I had a few Dry-Os.

Then I started pulsing my glans with my finger with nipple stim until my whole prostate felt like it was pulsing along with my finger and had some dry-o's with that. Then got bored and I played around with trying to move the orgasms from pulsing the glans into my spine. Started having Very intense dry-Os. Kept this up till my whole body felt like it was pulsing to my finger on my glans. Pretty cool…!

Finally I changed to holding the glans with 3 fingers and rotating it gently right then left, back and forth, over and over with nipple stim. Very intense pwaves in my penis. I kept it up at a rate of like 2 rotations per second initially, but after fireworks started, I played around with the rotation speed including extremely slow. For me, medium was better.

Spine Tingling Excitement!

Another interesting day.

Last night I tried to have a session at bedtime, but it just fizzled out. It started OK. I had felt pwaves driving about 12 hours earlier in the day, but wasn't feeling horny at the moment. So did a bunch of PC contractions and did feel the prostate warming up.

Used nipple stim and a new thing I learned from @Turnrow which is to rub/squeeze/stroke the base of the penis shaft. Was first time trying that, and I was getting really strong pwaves from both the nipples and the penis, but took maybe 15 minutes before any DO took off. Then had maybe another 15 minutes of Dos – nothing great, then it just seemed to fizzle out.

My prostate/groin area just felt like it was overworked – fatigued – not sore, but spent. So rolled over and went to sleep.

But then in the morning, I woke up and was just lying there and fingering my penis as I like ot do (just enjoy feeling the curves and different skin types…Guess I'd be doing that to breasts too if there were any next to me – grin). Anyway, so out of nowhere, an short orgasmic feeling starts up, but immediately my PC muscles clamp down and it's gone! AARRGGHH.