Tag: Perineum

Homoerotic Reality and Fantasy

Fantasy and erotic imagery provide a great deal of the fuel that powers my mmo sessions. When prostate spasms are pounding indescribable pleasure into my anal canal and my anus is flexing and opening like a baby bird begging for food, the echoes of orgasmic rapture reverberate in my pelvis and make my cock lurch and drool precum. Being suspending in orgasmic rapture for the extended time that a session takes allows for my erotic fantasies to run wild, reaching the outer limits of my normal responsible behavior to that finite border where my lurid imagination touches the sensual reality of my memory. It is at that razor thin boundary that my fantasies are so incredibly hot that they drive my mmo’s to the limits of my ability to experience pleasure. The excruciating ecstasy that grips my entire pelvis and groin pushes my mind further and further into the lurid and forbidden side of my thoughts. Those chains of relentless chains of orgasms lift my consciousness out of my body and place me in fantasies that are seemingly not anything that I would do … or maybe I would.

I have only had a few sexual encounters with men. They were very erotic; I have experienced the sexual heat of a man’s passion and I have harvested the cream of that passion to savor it and taste it. I have held a mans engorged cock in my mouth as it desperately ached to release his pleasure onto the sucking heat of my tongue. That memory and other lewd and lascivious sex acts I did with my male erotic liaisons provides the reality anchor that draws my mind to that finite border of fantasy. Read more »

My Breathing Meditation

Guided breathing meditation

)I've edited this blog after getting feedback from my Tai Chi teacher.(

I've started my sessions recently with this breathing exercise that I put together from several sources. I do it with any model aneros prostate massager. I like it because it gets me aroused from within without any stimulation. It may be of interest to men who have trouble getting aroused. I don't know if it will work for anyone else but me. Let me know if it works for you.

stage 1 oral breathing – to relax and circulate oxygen

Breathe into your abdomen relaxedly with your diaphragm, don't use your chest muscles.

With your mouth closed pull in air smoothly and slowly and gently through your nose.

Feel it as it flows down your throat into your chest.

Pause briefly, and then push the air out while saying"ahhhh" deeply so you feel it in your belly.

Exhale slowly and feel the air flow up out of your chest, up your throat and out your lips.

Pause briefly again and start over.

If you feel uncomfortably light-headed, slow down and take smaller breaths.

If you feel shortness of breath, take a deep breath and adjust your breathing so you're getting enough air.

Do this as much as you need to feel comfortable and natural doing this. Read more »

A first step

So I got the Progasm out to give it a try. I'd gotten a lot of advice, and read a lot of intros etc., so I felt I was as ready as reading could make me. Now it was time to get real.

First was prep. I used a bulb syringe to give my rectum a good wash, repeating until what came out was clean. And I made sure my nails were clean, trimmed and filed smooth.

Then it was time to loosen up the anus. This is pretty much new ground for me, and I got some good advice. I got some anal lube gel )I think it's Wilde Jelle, something like that( and started by massaging the outside of the anus. In a short time it relaxed, so I could put one fingertip in. I continued to massage, until I could get to the inner sphincter. It took about ten minutes, I guess, until I could get two fingers inside to the second knuckle and they were free to move and flex.

Then it was Progasm time.

I used a lube injector to put about 5cc of the anal lube inside. I shot it all in one place, which turned out to be a mistake. I should have drawn the injector out as I pressed the plunger, to distribute the lube better. Read more »

My learnings of using Aneros

I have been on this journey for 8 months. I have loved every minute of it. There has been ups and downs but I have trailed through it all and can't wait for more to come. Scratch that don't want to detour feature pleasures so I will take on what ever Aneros has to offer. But as I have been with aneros my techniques has really advanced. I have coached a few people via the chat or email. I now know how to achieve my orgasms to there highest potential and these are my ways. Now they might not work for you so take it with a grain of salt.

Pleasure Positions:
*Laying on back with legs extended, hands palms facing flat on bed not touching anything just contracting with kegels
*Laying on my back with bottom half elevated with pillow under me so I am able to lift legs up to have device go in deeper and smoother sending cray waves through my body
*laying on my left side with left leg extended and right leg on top pushed up. The device really tickles my prostate this way and will send instant mini o's Read more »

Second ride, Helix Syn

Well, after my first helix ride last week, I was feeling pretty beat-up around the prostate, and figured I'd let myself recover for a week before trying it again. I had a couple of sessions with the smallest peridise, and the peaks were not as they had been. )Still very nice(. Including a wet one Saturday night.

But, last night, my tail seemed to be in fine fettle, and yearning for something substantial. So, very late, I prepared , lubed, and inserted. I don't have total control yet; twice the helox squirted out as I rolled over from position to position. That may have lubed the perineum tab; so It didn't anchor. But i was in no state to calmly examine it.

After about 20 minutes, I was in a blissed-out state; cruising along at about 7 out of 10, peaking with superO's on the waves that I was in no shape to count. After )I guess( about an hour, I decided it was time to ejaculate; so I gave it a shot. Having an old reproductive system producing scant bodily fluids, I didn't load up and fire, bit I did have a yummy one, releasing the shot of relaxing and happiness hormones that we all know so well. Read more »

my new blog

I was up til the wee hours chit-chattering my brains out with the most silly nonsense with dj and brine, the after-hours club. I finally closed the lid of my laptop thinking I would go to sleep. I was curious about how my body would respond to the severely modified MGX, no p-tab or handle ring. And how the Tantric prana exercises which I learned yesterday would affect me. So I played with moving energy around with no-touch, and with concentrating energy in my abdomen. I felt the prana or energy follow my no-contact hands like nothing I've ever experienced. It is a new super power for me. I'm reminded of a childhood dream about my grandfather walking around with his hands extended and rays coming from them onto the trees and plants. He was a great gardener. So I finally fall into a deep sleep and wake up at dawn, feeling very good. Wave after wave of sweet contractions with a rolling sense of pleasure, the most intense and longest series of dry orgasms yet. So this is what they were talking about! I still had to give the contractions a push start occasionally, but they kept on coming for hours. This time I felt the presence of some of the men here, thinking about me, caring about me, encouraging me, knowing me at some deep level. I kind of got concerned thinking that men were talking about me behind my back but decided that they meant me no harm. I've had some bad experiences with men in my life. I haven't much noticed this kind of presence before, mostly my own empathic feelings about certain men. Some of the men touching me I didn't even know. It wasn't a vision as much as a thought. I imagined what they were saying. At last I really needed to get back to sleep but found it impossible because of the pleasure. I took out the MGX with great difficulty because my ass didn't want to let go, knows a good thing. But the orgasms continued and seemed to be escalating the more I tried to quiet my body. I started feeling my ass, my anus, perineum, scrotum, looking for the"off" switch. Unfortunately unlike Data, I don't come with that feature. So I decided to just cup and hold my balls and dick, my old friends, which I usually find comforting. I was afraid my dick would get the wrong idea but he behaived and the orgasms slowly passed. I never did get back to sleep but it was worth it!

Sleepover–what could possibly go wrong ?

Sleepover–what could possibly go wrong ? — or, Sometimes things go bump in the night!

A couple of nights ago I visited Chat. The Chat server was having some difficulties managing identities. So we were rather anonymous. I hadn't planned an Aneros session but had been several days since my last and I seldom do "overnight" sessions so opted to ready myself and my toys and turn into bed early. I checked with my wife and learned that she wasn't interested in any part of my bod so sealed a deal with myself to see what a 'sleepover' with my Helix-syn might yield.

On the way to the shower I split a Viagra tab and swallowed it down, thinking it would "augment" my nether regions and prompt me to undertake a Super-T when my Testosterone spiked at 3 a.m.

Prep went smoothly and in less than an hour I presented my squeeky clean naked body and brain to the joys of Dame -syn. I had carried along my tablet computer and decided to continue the chat I'd started an hour earlier inspite of a standing preference to not multitask a session with Aneros Chat.

Just a few minutes after I lubed up and inserted my -syn, I sensed the start of deep fascia tremor and knew this would be an excellent ride. I allowed the tremor to develop and draw energy from my Dan Tien down into my lower limbs where it grew to major shaking. Read more »

The Beginning

Let's start with the bio.

I'm a 29 year old male. When I was younger, I purchased a Fleshlight. The site I bought it from was also selling the Aneros. At the time, I thought it wasn't for me.

Over time, the Fleshlight helped me learn enough tantric control to get a full-body orgasm from my girlfriend's handjobs. Seeing as how that's amazing, but requires her to be around, I figured it's time to get something I can do solo.

I've actually known of the male g-spot since I was a young teenager but I've finally grown tired of my own preconceptions about the anus )and grown tired of finding a woman willing to try anal play( and also noticed that Aneros came out with the Progasm Jr. It seemed like serendipity and thus I've started my journey.

To start: I've never placed anything far into my anus.

It turns out my anus is essentially covered in hemorrhoids (I believe 4 total) but thankfully they are all external. It's rather awful and has been the source of me taking this long to experiment in the first place.

So here I am with my Progasm Jr which I ordered because I wanted to start small and I'd like as little resistance as possible as well as little pressure on the hemorrhoids as possible. I lube it up, get into the recommended position )lower leg straight, upper leg to chest( and proceed to take 15 minutes finding my asshole. Seriously, it's hard to find under the hems. 10-20 minutes getting the head of the Progasm in, then another 5-15 minutes getting the rest in. Read more »

My Second Session-Thank God for the Forums

So, I see a pattern emerging. Everytime I read the Forums I pick up something new to think about and try. A new position. A new way to contract my muscles. Stop chasing the Super-O and just relax. I just spent an incredibly relaxing 4 hours letting the SGX and then the Classic teach me about my anus.
No more brute force approach. This isn't a sprint. It's even longer than a marathon. It might as well be a side career/job since I didn't invest this much time on any recent activity.
I start slowly. It is morning. The wife is at work. I have a couple timers set in case I fall asleep. I am just relaxed and breathing. I practice stomach breathing for an hour with gentle contractions. I notice that on my right side, bottom leg gently bent and left leg on top of it with a more severe bend per the instructions it is very relaxing. I do gentle contractions with the breathing. In this position, as I curl my head gently downward toward my feet and as I breath into my stomach I begin automatically have a gentle, intentional contraction. It feels like I am breathing through my anus. I pull air in and the SGX gently pulls into my rectum. I blow air out and it releases.
I begin to notice subtle differences in the muscle groups. The ribbed base has a specific feel when I grip it. I forget about the pressure of the P-Tab and just focus on the slow pull of the SGX into my ass. It feels like four different muscles as I isolate them. I feel a gentle spasming of my rectum. A pleasant buzz almost. So quiet and gentle. I am not watching porn or listening to anything except my anus. I am focused completely on my breathing and during the pause between breaths I notice the subtle differences in feelings that develop.
I move to my back and place a pillow under my butt and switch to the Classic with the finger ring cut off. It feels different and almost like I am starting over. Then I get little tingles. No P-Waves. Nothing ground breaking. But I feel in comparison to my first session, this is a fantastic improvement. Sometimes my cock is hard. Most times it is not.
Back to the Forums for more research.

My First Super-O

*******Note

This is an old forum post from 2009. It's long. It's detailed. It ventures into areas of energetic sensation. Quite frankly, some of the imagery seems rather bizarre.

I'm posting it now in my blog for a few reasons. First, the level of detail in how I achieve my Super-O I think can benefit some of the new members seeking answers. Second, I think that some of the ideas and images that are unusual are the bits that I think can be most inspirational. I speak often about shattering barriers and mindsets. In this particular session of mine, such was the case. Third, from time to time I forget even my own lessons. I read this now and think, "Oh, yeah! I forgot I did it that way!" "Right! That's what made that night such a great night. I'll have to try that again." Fourth, I really feel like there is more to this post that gets hinted at all the time, and words simply fail to describe the ideas and feelings, but I like the way I state them in this message. Finally, this is what happened to me. It's a true account of a great session and a great night. I simply want it in my blog. Read more »