Eyes rolling in the back of my head and staying with it

Hey guys. I had a great session last night and well off into this morning. So I decided to sleep with my Progasm last night. I can get a few hours in with him when im in my room or when the parents are gone but he has been extra needy lately and wanted some extra alone time. Yes we have that bond lol. So I took me a shower and cleaned out and made it back to my room with a squeaky clean butt ready for fun.

I had a jock strap cause I'm on another strike fro wet orgasms. It has been 5 days already and I wanted to stay strong. So I'm laying in bed with my jock strap on and I lube up my ass and the toy and I slide him in. I just laid there with the covers draped over and my ocean waves mp3 soothing me as I drift off to a sleeping slumber. As soon as I was about to doze off I got hit with a stream of waves through my spine making me arch in the bed. I began to stir and slight moans were escaping my mouth. I don't know If I was dreaming something up or was the ocean waves just sending me over but it felt great.

Just joining

So my Progasm arrived yesterday. It looks pretty large, but not frighteningly so.

I'm a straight man, married, and very sex-positive. I've been jealous of my wife's multiorgasmic capabilities, and want to see if I can achieve the same either on my own or with her.

I'm inexperienced with anal play. I've had a couple prostate massages that ended in awfully strong orgasms, but I've found that it takes some skill to do that well )others have used fingers inside me and I've not found it pleasurable, usually too rough or jarring(. Since "if you want something done right, do it yourself" makes sense to me, I've decided to give Aneros a try.

So why did I get the Progasm, with so little experience? First, I think I have the temperament and patience to go slow, relax and take my time. Second, the description of that "fuller feeling" matches what I'd like. Third, it sounds as though for an inexperienced person, positioning is easier than with say the Helix. The larger size gives me pause, but as I said I expect to be able to be patient.

So why have I decided to blog this?

First, if I run into difficulties, I'm guessing I'll get some useful input via this mechanism. Second, I'm hoping that in a few months or more, a guy who's a total n00b like I am today, might get some encouragement.

A first step

So I got the Progasm out to give it a try. I'd gotten a lot of advice, and read a lot of intros etc., so I felt I was as ready as reading could make me. Now it was time to get real.

First was prep. I used a bulb syringe to give my rectum a good wash, repeating until what came out was clean. And I made sure my nails were clean, trimmed and filed smooth.

Then it was time to loosen up the anus. This is pretty much new ground for me, and I got some good advice. I got some anal lube gel )I think it's Wilde Jelle, something like that( and started by massaging the outside of the anus. In a short time it relaxed, so I could put one fingertip in. I continued to massage, until I could get to the inner sphincter. It took about ten minutes, I guess, until I could get two fingers inside to the second knuckle and they were free to move and flex.

Then it was Progasm time.

I used a lube injector to put about 5cc of the anal lube inside. I shot it all in one place, which turned out to be a mistake. I should have drawn the injector out as I pressed the plunger, to distribute the lube better.

Phase 2: Successful P-wave

Session was better than last time, I was more relaxed.
Progasm started to autofuck me real good about an hour in to the session.

I felt I was about to orgasm, but my mind was like: "ERROR IllegalArgumentExpection: Prostate not registered as OrgasmProvider" (forgive me, I'm an IT guy).
I did however get a good P-wave out of it.

My muscles were getting tired after that, and I couldn’t get them to spasm so nicely anymore.
I grew impatient and just jerked off to a Super-T.

Session Summary:
Positive
– P-wave
Negative:
– Unable to get prostate orgasm
– Should be calmer and take more time.

Phase 1: Initiation

Welcome welcome welcome, on my blog.
I'll share my experiences here about my journey to become "rewired".

About me:
I'm a 20yr old gay guy, so I've had my share of anal play.
This will hopefully be an advantage on my journey.

Start of Phase 1: Initiation
So I unpacked my first aneros (Progasm), I tought it would be larger but it wasn't (thankfully).
So after lubing up the aneros for the first time, I inserted it and it went in smoothly.
I hear some novice people find it quite big at first. I certainly didn't (first advantage of have anal play experience YAY).

The Progasm was very comfortable inside me, I didn't wait 10 minutes as often said.
I felt it wasn't really necessary.

So I started doing some anal contractions and Kegel exercises. I started feeling it in my prostate. It felt really good.
Now the problem I had was trying to keep the imbalance between the anal and pc muscle.
The more I focused on it, the harder it was.

The session ended with me having a Super-T. No super-o's yet.
I think it was because I wasn't relaxed enough and I couldn't keep my focus on the pleasure (my mind wandered a lot).

Session Summary:
Positive:
– Pleasurable prostate feelings
Negative:
– Not relaxed enough
– Not focused enough

More miscellaneus

Just learning how to "suck" energy up my spine to my chest, head and back down my chest/heart, abdomen penis and prostate. Feels like a hot or icy hot wave that follows my breath and my attention around my trunk, amazing. The base of my spine feels very cool, temperature-wise. Don't know exactly what I'm doing except Jmay talked about this sucking energy around before and now I understand what he meant. If I do this a few times, the energy seems to equalize throughout my body. This is fun to do! I'm riding the progasm of course while I'm doing this. Got to learn more about this stuff.

Still reeling after Brine's "primal" event last night, never seen anything like it. Men gathered around him )virtually( participating in his session, feeding his pleasure and being fed by it, me included. Like something out of a prehistoric men's society initiation ritual. Do I hear drums beating? Very powerful.

Huge Mistake!

So my partner and I just got home from an awesome vacation! We had a great time and had some great quality time together.

We had switched hotels because we were staying in different cities throughout the week, I had brought the progasm and helix syn hoping we could play a bit while we were there.

Long story short, when we unpacked at the last hotel, I put them in the table by the bed…usually where I put our stuff for easy access when the moment is right. Our flight was early the day we left, and I thought we had packed everything.

Except, I did not pack the toys.

Luckily I still have my helix at home, but I am kicking myself for not doing a once over on the room.

Here lies the dilemma…do I contact the hotel? Part of me thinks they have been thrown away, considering they are "personal items". It was very obvious what they were, considering there was a bottle of lube in there with them.

His embarrassing would it be to ask them to check, and then to ask to have them shipped back.

Then again, maybe this is a sign to get some new models…any advice?

Feeling sad…I will miss my progasm for sure! I've taken them on many trips and this has never happened!

Distance makes the prostate grow founder

This will be quick I'm still trying to catch my breathe. I just got one with a beautiful session. Back story I have not rode anything for two weeks and have not had a wet orgasm for 5 days. The pipes needed to be cleaned and my prostate needed to be scratched. Parents with out to dinner and I got in the shower cleaned out and ran back to my bedroom with glee in my heart.

I lubed up my ass and progasm and stuck a pillow under me to give me a lift. Also I decided to put on a cock ring. Not more then 5 seconds of it being inside of me I began to moan like a werewolf and there was no full moon tonight. My dick instantly got rock hard and the air began to leave my body just like now as I recant what happen in my head. My nipples wanted attention so I began to pull and grab them. I was in a trance and nothing could break me out of it.

My legs are dangling in the air cause I feel it fucking my ass so deep and hard. With just little contracting in and out my body began to spasm. I rubbed my belly ad just moaned i pure xstacy. I was not in control. Mr. Progasm was taking me for a ride weather I liked it or not. But I didn't like it I loved it. My dick still robbing and flopping pre cum all over my stomach and thighs and all over the pillow that was under me. I began to taste my juices which turned me on even more.

My Body Craves it

Hi guys. As I type this waves is running through my body with out a device inside me. I have not had a progasm or helix syn ride in 2 weeks. I have been getting p waves constantly through out the day. At work, home just relaxing even on the toilet.

I took this break cause my last ride with my prgasm ice hurt my rectum and made it sore. I rode for 7 hours and was sitting on it. I was horned up and was very foolish and my ass took the blame. So I have never really took a extensive break before so here was my chance to not ride for a while or until I healed. So I was just masturbating which was nice and having great loads but afterwards my body would go into overdrive and p waves will just shoot through my body like I got electrocuted by 100 volts. Then after shocks came right after. I wasn't eve hard anymore but the sensation was still there in my body. They eventually died down and I was able to go to sleep.

So I decided to hold off on the masturbation too. I would take 3 & 4 days off and boom it would happen again. So the first week of not riding was non existence cause it felt like I was with the a-less rides I was having after my hold offs from masturbating. So this week I have not touched or even looked at my dick or ass lol. All weekend just explosive shock waves ran through me. Nipples stayed hard. Now in the mid west the weather has drastically changed and it has gotten cold but this started from my heart that ran to my groin, arms, legs, fingers and ass.

3 days in the hole

Being this is my first entry, I'm starting with an introduction. I purchased my first aneros product about 8 months ago. I had been having a increasing interest in anal play after discovering how amazing it could feel. My first model was a progasm. I must say it was definitely a little bit of a jump to just start out with this, but my body adjusted accordingly. Within the first couple of weeks I had what I think is a full body orgasm. The next couple of times were definitely not the same. Frustrated I put it away for a while. Since then I've been on and off with the aneros since I bought two more models the MGX and the Helix.

3 days ago I decided I would stop penile contact altogether for at least a week. Every night since then has been an increasingly better session and I can feel my arousal growing. I'm very excited to see how different my session will be by the end of the week and see if I can go even longer. So far I have had no real desire to have a super t or even stimulate my penis in the traditional sense. I am really starting to get into this "sexual journey" that everyone speaks of and am enjoying my experiences as they come. I've been doing pc and sphincter excercises everyday and trying to master the "tug of war" technique. A couple of other techniques such as KSMO and certain tantric exercises have caught my eye and I'm looking into them.