More on Rewiring

In all my blog writing and my memoir – novel I have referred to my rewiring many many times. I would have to say that rewiring is without a doubt the most transformative thing that has happened to me in my adult life. I had heard guys talk about it in the Aneros Forum when I first joined this site 8 years ago, but I didn’t really comprehend what it would mean for me when it happened to me.

The process of being rewired is akin to finding a switch in my body and turning it on. At the same time that my sexual apparatus is awakened the switch resets the sexual responses of my body.

Perhaps the most amazing result has been the way it altered my mind and sense of eroticism. Rewiring intensified my sexual interests and characteristics, creating new ones, and altering my perceptions, and desires. I rewired myself 7 years ago when I learned how to have prostate orgasms using an Aneros massager, as my skill grew to achieving A less orgasms I practiced every night and deepened the impact of rewiring. Awakening my prostate awakened my sexual brain and created the new sexuality that has enriched me at this mature point in my life; it has made me a much more erotic, sexual and sensual man.

Aneroless ejaculation

I've owned an aneros progasm for nearly a year, however I have been exploring the back door for years. I have had other prostate massagers prior to the progasm and also currently own a nexus revo 2. Both so much fun.

I can reach hands free ejaculation anytime, with or without anything inserted.

I have incredible sensations. But nothing is ever as intense as when I ejaculate hands free.

My deepest curiosity is if I am missing something.

Is it likely that I am experiencing numerous super o 's prior to finally ejaculating?

Or am I ejaculating before actually making it to the super o?

leading up to my hands free ejaculations all my 'orgasms' feel like they just aren't reaching the cusp of something. They are just a building sensation until I finally ejaculate.

When I ejaculate hands free, with or without an aneros, I experience a small refractory period of about 10 minutes )if I ejaculate hands onm I could be done for days! – exaggeration (.

My refractory is less if it is an anerosless ejaculation.

So some days ; I ejaculate aneroless and handsfree, then go to aneros and a super T, then feel unsatisfied the rest of the day but can't get back on the horse so to speak unless I just do regular masturbation and ejaculation.

Revisit the Big Boy & Vice Sex

Five months into my journey, I revisited the Rocks Off Big Boy. This was my first prostate massager. It is very large. I have never been able to get the last , largest ball inside of me. Coating it with allot of coconut oil and lubing myself well and with some effort , Saturday I was able to slip the large ball inside. Turned out still to be a disappointment as it was not directly on my prostate. In my experience, both of the Rocks Off products I own cause me to become flaccid, even if I am stroking. I can cum that way and have the overflowing type of ejaculation. They will not stay in place either unless you actually sit on them, which lessens the vibration and minimizes the sensations inside. No comparison to the Vice or Progasm. Both of these usually produce very hard erections and powerful Super T's !.

Had a nice time with the wife on Sunday with the Vice. I haven't used it in a while as I have been experimenting with the Progasm. I had forgotten how intense the Vice can be. She gave me a wonderful blow job before starting to tease herself with her Rabbit. I stroke and watch her bring herself to orgasm. I roll over and slide my cock into her now wet pussy with the Vice still inserted. As I pump deep into her the Vice pumps deep into me. It feel fantastic and I can feel the vibrations in the base of my cock. I pull out and she flicks her engorged clit as I finish myself off and shoot on her stomach and pussy. The Vice is still pounding and buzzing as I sit on my knees and bask in the aftermath. I need to work the Vice back into my schedule :(

Fantasies, Kaleidoscopes and Ecstasy

Peppered throughout my writings are descriptions of prostate derived orgasms, or MMO’s as I call them as kaleidoscopic. In Aneros circles MMO’s are commonly refer to as super Os. Sometimes guys refer to the sensation of MMOs as pleasure waves )which I sometimes do as well(; however in many of my recent sessions I have been perceiving MMO’s as chains of kaleidoscopic orgasms that sensually morph from one ecstatic feeling to the next as they unfold. Each wave of pleasure reveals excruciating ecstatic sensations. Just as a kaleidoscope morphs and transforms one elegant richly detailed vision to another so does an MMO; the rhythmically pulsing spasms of orgasm transfigure themselves unfurling lush orgasmic sensations as they do. And just as I struggle to see and absorb the deeply vibrant images in a kaleidoscope, so do I also struggle to experience and savor the intense and overwhelming sensations of an MMO.

With my eyes closed I can sense the sensually erotic colors of pleasurable sensation. I do not really see the colorful vibrancy and chilling detail of an MMO but instead I envision it viscerally. I feel it as the enticing chill of ecstasy and as agonizing euphoria of cascading pleasure. It moves throughout my anal tract eventually permeating my entire body, its alluring fingers stroking my anal canal, tugging on my cock, squeezing my prostate, and coaxing my anus, teasing it to flex and spasm in paroxysms of erotic bliss. It makes my entire body quiver and my cock drip precum as I succumb to the exquisite echoes of orgasmic rapture.

Breathing meditation – revised

Guided breathing meditation

(I duplicated this entry because I edited it and wanted it at the top of my blogs. this meditation is similar to kundalini circular breathing)

(I've edited this blog after getting feedback from my Tai Chi teacher.)

I've started my sessions recently with this breathing exercise that I put together from several sources. I do it with any model aneros prostate massager. I like it because it gets me aroused from within without any stimulation. It may be of interest to men who have trouble getting aroused. I don't know if it will work for anyone else but me. Let me know if it works for you.

stage 1 oral breathing – to relax and circulate oxygen

Breathe into your abdomen relaxedly with your diaphragm, don't use your chest muscles.

You can put your hand beneath your navel to remind you and guide your breath to your belly.

With your mouth closed pull in air smoothly and slowly and gently through your nose.

Feel it as it flows down your throat into your chest.

Pause briefly, and then push the air out while saying"ahhhh" deeply so you feel it in your belly.

Exhale slowly and feel the air flow up out of your chest, up your throat and out your lips.

Pause briefly again and start over.

Anal Pleasure: My Sexuality Part 2

I have always found that there is something inherently erotic about being in a hotel alone. Don’t get me wrong, J and I have had some incredibly sexy times together but there is something decadent about being naked in a new place that is not home, and sexing myself up in quiet solitude as I view my body responding to growing arousal. Freed from any inhibitions I will murmur all types of lewd and lurid things and articulate all kinds of fantasies when I am sailing in chains of chilling ecstasy from cascading MMOs.

I have always masturbated in front of mirrors and watched porno when I traveled before. But ever since I have learned to MMO my solo trips have taken on a whole new dimension. I really look forward to the intimate alone time and the layers of complex, intense and chilling orgasms that I coax from my body in the dimly lit darkness of hotel rooms. Lying on my stomach with my anus exposed and penetrated by a ruthless instrument of sexual pleasure is not only lewd but it is vulgar and sensual as well.

Journey Observation

After two weeks of sessions with the Vice at least twice a week and a month worth of sessions with two other prostate massagers ,the Rocks Off's Big Boy & Naughty Boy, I am noticing firmer erections during sex or other masturbation activities. My prostate also feels better and emptier for lack of a better term to use. My orgasms are fuller with larger amounts of semen as well. The intensity of a normal ejaculation is twice what it was before. I am continuing to love this new journey. The Vice is far superior to the Rock Off products!

Pelvic relaxation

Years ago I remember reading a post from another user here, I think it was darwin, but I can't remember clearly if that's who it was. He mentioned how he has pelvic pain, uses a Therawand toy to help him with that and mentioned the book “A Headache in the Pelvis” as being really helpful and important for him.

The reason I mention this is for two reasons. One, I suspect I suffer from low grade pelvic tension. I notice I sometimes get minor pains in my anus and rectum for no reason that my Aneros sessions seem to exacerbate. And in the past would very occasionally get an approximately five second burst of really intense and debilitating pain in my anus and rectum that would stop me in my tracks while it happens. Like a really bad muscle spasm kind of pain. And that in my Aneros sessions, it is really easy for me to unconsciously tense muscles down there not only when the pleasure gets really good, but just out of force of habit.

Homoerotica from my Memoir / Novel

This is an excerpt from my novel. It is partial truth and partial fantasy. I put it here in response to several guys asking me about the novel. This excerpt is homoerotic the novel is mixed m-m, m-f-m, and m-f. Enjoy and tell me what you think.

Ling

So the day finally arrived. It is a significant drive to Virginia for me. During the entire trip my cock was erect and drooling as I though that he would be there when I arrived.

I got there first, which was odd because he was a lot closer. I wondered if maybe I was more aroused and motivated by the prospect of being with him for the next two nights. I took the suite in the hotel under my name. Part of the reason I had arranged to get a suite was so that we would have kitchen facilities and avoid going out and be seen together as little as possible. We planned on spending the weekend in the room having sex that was it.

first two weeks

hi everyone. i'm new to using a prostate massager and i'm in my early twenties. i've used it a couple of times but i'm not sure if i'm using it right or if its just me. the longest session i've had was maybe an hour long, but i couldn't refrain from touching myself. in the end i always climax after masturbating to a good fantasy. should i be already aroused when i insert my helix? i usually prep before insertion and then i start making myself aroused. it helps when i pull the helix back using the tail, so that the helix pushes against my prostate. is that normal? also i've tried some of the various positions that people have offered and so far the best one for me is to just lay back and squeeze my legs and butt together so that my helix feels fuller. then i start thrusting my hips upward while clenching on the helix and sometimes i alternate by circling my hips against the bed. any thoughts? i'm just curious about the whole thing. what i do know though is that my orgasms have been amazing after ejaculation. it just feels great to have that pressure against my prostate.

btw, i was wondering if there are any (new) users in my age range that can share their tips and experiences with me. i'll welcome all comments but since i guess i'm kind of a younger user i can relate better with someone around my age.