A New Beginning

Last night was my third straight night having a Aneros session and my tool of choice was my Progasm Ice. I had used my Helix Syn for both previous nights.

What differed last night is that I dedicated my entire session to the ‘Do Nothing’ method. This is the second time I tried this and the results were pretty well the same; nothing. My theory was to completely let my prostate do all the work or at least some work rather than me doing Kegels, contractions, fantasies, nipple stim. and etc. I should not say I got nothing; the exercise did not give me waves or twitches or anything else but it did make me feel the direct contact of my tool was on my prostate and it made me realise how relaxed I can get if I really try.

This was enough of a discovery or I should call it a new beginning or better yet, an new option for course of action for some future sessions. There is something there to pursue but I just ran out of time. The P-Ice is probably the best tool for this type of session. I plan to continue to explore the ‘Do Nothing’ method which proves to be successful with some of my co-members on the Forum.

Session 30/09/2016

When I’ve started writing this blog days ago, it has been many months since I had a “good” session. By good I mean getting something more than the background pleasure.

I had a good session yesterday.

Like most of my sessions, when I have them during the week, it happened after dinner, because before I was at work. This brings a problem – I’m tired. Most of the sessions I try at night end up with me falling asleep, and today the same happened but not before I got good things.

On the problem of being always tired and why I think in the last years things have regressed/stalled I will explain a next post, let’s go now to yesterday’s session.

In the last weeks when I attempted sessions I’ve been using Maximus. After pre-lubing inside (which I only rarely do) with Johnson’s baby oil, I used vaseline and a coat of a slippery silicon lube named Millennium, I inserted Maximus.
I watched just a little bit of porn in the form of other guys using aneros, just some minutes. The guy was using Progasm and I was like, why not use Progasm Ice again? In my last tries with it it didn’t gave me anything, which is “normal” for me, so after a while I switched to Progasm Ice, lubing the same way.

I fought a bit against my sleepiness but I was able to keep awake.

Change

Just over a week ago, I decided to change to the Vice that I purchased about month ago. At first, I didn’t like the Vice much, the vibrations were a distraction, but because I enjoy sitting at my computer with an Aneros inserted, the Vice (without the vibrator inserted) is the perfect partner As it doesn’t have those stick-up bits that can hurt. So I inserted it whilst doing my Tax on the computer, and WoW, I started having mino O right there. I would have to stop work and just enjoy the waves of pleasure flowing through me. It is easier, whilst seated, to move the Vice inside me, to stimulate the prostate.

On the Monday, I was travelling for business and decided to take my new found friend (Vice) with me. I enjoyed a week of imence pleasure every night with MMO after MMO, 4, 5, or 6 MMO’s. These were all less intense than the SuperO i had recently, but none the less, very enjoyable.

The place where I stayed had a swimming pool and I wondered what it would be like to swin with the Vice inserted. I thought about the hygene aspect, for other people who would also be using the pool. But the Aneros would seal the anus, preventing anything from coming out, so I inserted it, using a gel lubricant and went down to pool.

First Results (2012-2013)

Like I said in the previous post my first model was Progasm Ice. I knew it was for advanced used, but that’s exactly because I wanted something that would last, so that after a rough beginning in the end I would have a tool to going on and on.
I bought it from Aneros directly because at the time I didn’t find any store in Portugal that sold it. Of couse it had to get stuck in the customs so I had to go there and try to be as discrete as possible. I had to finally tell them is was a dildo, being as silent as I could to prevent anyone else in the room to hear.

So finally I brought it home. I was living in an apartment with other students in Lisbon, where I was in a University.
My first session I explained in the last post but I’ll repeat it here.

The lube I used at that time was Johnson’s baby oil. It’s very thin but at that time I found it ok.
My first reaction when I inserted Progasm Ice was how confortable it was. The dildos I tried forced the sphincter to stay strechted as their thickness didn’t decrease towards the end.
So I was surprised how small it actually was (yes, I used bigger dildos) and had no problema inserting. I inserted it, noticed how confortable it was and that was it.

“A New Kind Of Session – A Reflection”

I recently began external stimulation of my prostate. I have tried the “tennis ball” technique while sitting. And just today I did external prostate stim through my abdomen. What I am feeling now is my prostate deep within my body. I know how a prostate orgasm feels and the feeling of the prostate through external stimulation is unmistakable!

What I am taking out from this “session” is that a prostate stimulation does not have to incorporate an internal massage device like Aneros. Once the prostate is re-wired, virtually ANY kind of stimulation, external or internal is enough to be felt.

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The Search for Something Meaningful

In February 2017 I will be seeking for Something for 5 years, beginning in 2012. I still didn’t achieve meaningful satisfaction from Aneros, but first let’s explain my journey and after all I need to introduce myself.

I’m currently 29 years old. In some ways I think I’m special – for good and unfortunately for bad the most.

Unlike the vast majority of men I never felt any sexual or emotional attraction to anyone, male or female. In a very small amount I feel some men porn and/or fantasies as exciting. I say a very small amount because in no way I experience any meaningful sexual attraction.
I am sexually insecure. I never got an erection for being excited. My erections don’t last long without stimulation. I have premature ejaculation as with stimulation it only takes seconds to reach the orgasm.
With all this I feel inferior, I feel I am not who I’m supposed to be. I feel I’m not a “man”. This pains be deeply and is a profound pain that I have that goes on and I don’t see its end.

Despite my sexual unperformance, I felt like trying and having sex with men, to see what could come from that.
The answer was the same emotionless sexual response I have. I’ve been with some men (you can say like 10 times in 10 years, so see how rare that is), not many, and I’ve been confortable with most of them. In all cases I felt no attraction whatsoever for the other man, sexuallly or emotionally. It’s very frustrating when you’re trying something and you get nothing in return.

“Aless: An Unexpected Session”

This session came out of nowhere and hit me f*****g hard! Here’s how it happened…..

I had to visit the restroom this morning (#2) and felt a little quivering in my prostate when I finished. it is not early at all this AM and I got a good night’s sleep. I had some time and so I just laid down on my sofa. It is rather cool this morning and I just covered myself up with a blanket. Feels good! Anyway, my pulsating is continuing and is starting to get stronger. By the way, I should mention that for the last week or so, I have been ejaculating regularly every 2 days or so. My prostate is getting more “exercise” than when I was doing rather lengthy semen retention. Anyway, I am laying on the sofa and decided to perform some kegels. I start by doing light kegels and then reverse-kegels. These feel good but I am not satisfied. So I continue with stronger kegels and begin to “hold” them for a longer period of time. This feels good as well but it is doing nothing in relieving my feeling of an “alive” prostate. I began to visualize my prostate like a vital “walnut” deep within my body and the myriad of nerves feeding into it. I thought that I should feel for it through my perineum and that is exactly what I did. I felt an enlargement there and began to massage it and press on it. I could feel it immediately on my prostate. Did it feel good? Yes! Did it relieve my pulsating? NO! What could I do? I noticed that by doing this massage, I am beginning to get an erection as well.

Best brand for public use?

So my (f)iance and I (m) are looking for toys to wear and use on each other. We really want ones that have either remotes or controlled by our phones so we can have control over each other when we go out to the bar with friends or on a date. We decided to get her the wevibe 4+ since it can also be used together in bed. As for the prostate massager we don’t know what to get. It’s between the nexus revo stealth, the lelos Hugo, or an aneros without a remote control. Which would be more comfortable to wear for a couple of hours while sitting down eating dinner or at the bar with friends and which one has the best battery life?

Started with Vice, which model to get now?

I got the Aneros vice cause I wanted the vibration, it feels great but since I am a beginner to Aneros (not anal play I have experience with the nJoy pure wand, etc) I feel like I should have started with a beginner model because the Aneros devices require more learning than any other prostate device.

So I basically want to know which model I should downgrade too in order to learn the necessary contractions that I can’t do with the Vice due to its size there is barely any movement when contracting. Also, the Vice is meant for pros and when it comes to Aneros I am not a pro because the Vice is the only one I’ve used.

Which model is best for direct prostate contact and an inevitable rocking motion from the contractions?

TL;DR-(The rocking motion caused by contraction is what Aneros designed their devices to do and I’m not getting enough of it from the Vice due to its size and it being my only Aneros device).

Wednesday morning session,

Hi guys,

I get horny now as I think of my sessions these days, such as the one I had just before sunrise this morning. With the fall equinox arriving in a couple days, the sun rises these days around 7 a.m.

The session lasted about an hour which concluded about 6:30 a.m. I listened to NPR Morning Edition for about 20 minutes, but got depressed at the news. So I proceeded at once to my session in order with Maximus, MGX, and Progasm Classic which began near 5:30 a.m.

I began with Maximus, and wow, what pulsating pleasure with him! Maximus went to town with me in his more discrete, yet manly way. I let him massage my anal tract/musculature and prostate in his own way, and wow, what surging pleasure! This went on for a good twenty minutes. I followed up with MGX which was more subdued this time and not like the wild action I had with this model early last Saturday afternoon, but still very solid and good.

Likewise, I ended the session with Progasm Classic which was more subdued than that breakthrough, stellar performance he delivered very early Friday morning! I can work with these three models using the do-nothing technique, and just let them be the Energizer Bunnies they are meant to be. Just “communing” with my Aneros tools and focusing in their subtle action actually produces intense pleasure that is absolutely heavenly!