My Rewiring

The Aneros Forum is replete with references to rewiring; in chat we refer to it all the time. Senior members of the Forum are the ones who have coined this term rewiring. When I got my first massager, a Helix )I now have 11 different Aneros models and I love them all( little did I know how this device would change my life. Beyond granting me exquisitely intense, deep and relentless pleasure these devices have had a profound impact on me even when they are not inserted in me. This impact is what my Aneros Peers refer to as rewiring.

I should add here that I am profoundly grateful to Aneros. I often think of these mysterious devices as keys that when inserted unlock magical doors of pleasure that were hidden from me for years. Other times, usually in the midst of climbing ecstasy that squeezes my anal canal in convulsions of white hot rapture, I think of an Aneros as a fuse that when it reaches its destination ignites an explosion of anguished pleasure. Whichever applies Aneros has accelerated my sexual discovery process and transformed my sexual response. The 14 year effort that I had been on prior to my discovery of Aneros was eclipsed after I first felt the exquisite penetration of that smooth plastic finger giving me my first anal orgasm. Very soon after that I was rewired. The impact of rewiring on me has been profound.

Fa la la la la aaaah I'm Cummin'

Happy Holidays guys. What a day. So today was the day. The day the pipes will be cleaned. So I have went 11 days with out having a wet orgasm and the last four days went with out riding my toys. So today was the day to get my most best gift of all a beautiful long wet orgasm.

So I opened my regular present with the family and we cooked and just had a relaxing time. I knew they were leaving to go to the county to visit my other family and was staying over night so I was gonna have the house to my self. All alone well it was me and my toys and the bottles of lube that I bought. So they left and I jetted to the bathroom to shower and prep for this great occasion.

As I'm leaving the bathroom I hear the house phone ringing. I know a bill collector could not be hassling me on this day. But no it was just dad to make sure that I refrigerate all the left over food and to be safe. He did not know about my awaiting sessions so he did not understand my urgency of trying to get him off the phone. But he did tell me that I had a surprise in my room in my sock draw that was from the heart and he hoped I liked it.

Reprinted From Lingamans Log 2011

The third MMO session this week revealed to me how unpredictable and variable these amazing experiences can be. While the previous two entries describe gentle reassuring sessions, my experience this morning showed how much things can change and how profoundly pleasurable the session can be.

As a shift from the relaxed sensually erotic character of sessions I have been having in recently, I awoke last night at my old reliable 3:30 AM to launch into a markedly different and profoundly intense MMO session that was a drastic shift from the two earlier in the week.

The need for me to launch was a desperately urgent aching itch deep in my anal canal. In response to the urgency I pressed my erection into my wife’s warm rear, and in a matter of moments my anus was convulsing in delightful spasms. After a few minutes of rising in incredible sensations of bliss I slid away from her and pressed my throbbing cockhead on the mattress as I flexed internal muscles and my anus. It was only a few minutes before I was indeed sailing in a series of very deep pleasure waves which culminated in clenching hard orgasmic spasms deep inside me. After a cycle of a few dozen of these waves in a row over 30 minutes they collapsed in a flutter. But my thirst for pleasure had been whetted.

This and that

I've noticed that for me the butterflies in the stomach can mean either I'm aroused or I'm scared. If I focus on breathing, I can either calm myself down or explore the arousal. Yesterday I tried for the calmness but got the anxiety instead. There was nothing sexual at hand and I was being hit by bad vibes )from my spouse while I was driving tho car LOL(.

I don't know why the body energy thing isn't discussed much here. To me it's at least as important as multiple prostate orgasms.I am using my hands to move body energy around and to stimulate contractions. The energy feels like a feather that follows my hand if I hover it an inch or so over my skin. The energy that starts contractions is more powerful, like a mild e-stim. This is totally amazing to me and seems like magic but it's real. Maybe you have to experience it to understand it. I wasn't interested until I was shown that I could feel it.

I'm at a nice plateau now, calm seas for a long time, and learning new things about myself every day. I feel trapped in it sometimes when I become jealous of other men having super Os on the first day. I try to believe that if I continue exploring, I'll eventually land in a super orgasm. I'm learning to trust my body more. But seeing someone experiencing a super orgasm scares me, IDK why.

Super O in a Hot Wet Pussy

As I have written in a number of these entries, MMO’s are a solitary experience for me. Last night a few guys asked me how I made the transition to MMOing with my lady. It has always been really hard for me to do them with my lady participating as they require my concentration to be focused on my body and the mental exercise of guiding pleasurable sensation As much as I love performing for her, having her involved can be a huge distraction, as I tend to focus more on her as opposed to focusing on what I am feeling. She is such an incredible turn on for me it becomes very hard to keep from abandoning my orgasms and focus on her lush body and thinking of her response as opposed to my own. Even though we are both mature she has maintained her beautiful figure, her breasts are more soft and elegant than they were when she was younger and she has the most luscious vagina; the icing on the cake is that she is more sexually confident and relaxed which is a huge turn on for me.

In the last three years that I have become particularly accomplished at inducing MMOs without inserting anything in my anus. Yet I have only had them with her participating twice. On one occasion she was a passive participant, the other she was involved with an occasional pat and sexy comment. Admittedly both times her witnessing my intense sustained orgasm was sufficient fuel for my exhibitionist tendencies; having her watch me provided the motivation for two nice sessions, but those sessions were not as intense and deep as some I have had.

Long time, no aneros

Well it has been a LONG time since I had my last aneros session – several months? I ripped the patellar tendon off my kneecap in February, had an operation to replace it, and promptly developed acute urine retention. Great! Better still was the assumption by the doctors that this was due to an enlarged prostate. I had a feeling it wasn't, BUT I didn't feel like using my aneros, whilst I was having tests to work out what the problem was, plus being catheterised for nearly 3 weeks, meant that I had been "peeing razors" for some time afterwards.

As I suspected, it wasn't my prostate that was the problem – though appreciate from guys on the forum, that this wouldn't necessarily have been the end of my aneros career. It seems to have been a sensitivity to opiate anaesthetics.

Anyhow, in the meantime, I concentrated on my nipple inspired dry orgasms, which have been developing well.

So the other day, after months, I felt like an aneros session, could feel my anus, PC muscles, and prostate vibrating and pulsing in expectation, and thought this was a good sign. I was not wrong!

For more or less the entire time, I had regular and repeated dry orgasms, that grew in intensity and duration as time progressed. There were several periods with an erection – unusual for me – and a feeling that arousal was building from my being aroused – effectively escalating. There was a sense of euphoria that also seemed to be escalating. The only thing that stopped all this, was the demands of normal life.

Homoerotic Reality and Fantasy

Fantasy and erotic imagery provide a great deal of the fuel that powers my mmo sessions. When prostate spasms are pounding indescribable pleasure into my anal canal and my anus is flexing and opening like a baby bird begging for food, the echoes of orgasmic rapture reverberate in my pelvis and make my cock lurch and drool precum. Being suspending in orgasmic rapture for the extended time that a session takes allows for my erotic fantasies to run wild, reaching the outer limits of my normal responsible behavior to that finite border where my lurid imagination touches the sensual reality of my memory. It is at that razor thin boundary that my fantasies are so incredibly hot that they drive my mmo’s to the limits of my ability to experience pleasure. The excruciating ecstasy that grips my entire pelvis and groin pushes my mind further and further into the lurid and forbidden side of my thoughts. Those chains of relentless chains of orgasms lift my consciousness out of my body and place me in fantasies that are seemingly not anything that I would do … or maybe I would.

I have only had a few sexual encounters with men. They were very erotic; I have experienced the sexual heat of a man’s passion and I have harvested the cream of that passion to savor it and taste it. I have held a mans engorged cock in my mouth as it desperately ached to release his pleasure onto the sucking heat of my tongue. That memory and other lewd and lascivious sex acts I did with my male erotic liaisons provides the reality anchor that draws my mind to that finite border of fantasy.

Abounding Orgasms

Helix Syn has rewired me from the tip of the nose down to the mystical prostate and further to the inviting doorway that is the anal opening and back again and again and again. This first blog entry is more an affirmation than how-to. It is an assertion that orgasms are multi-dimensional and not of just the vanilla penis variety that have served me so well, until now . The importance of conscious breathing can not be overstated in this life. It is critical to the athlete, dancer and to those foraging for the "O's" that we so crave. I have always been athletic and fit. Competitive swimming in my 20's and 30's, Marathons in my 40's, and now a 58 year old white bearded Dude doing 5 miles daily or more on foot or snowshoes. The athlete has always valued the importance of breath and being aware of his core as does this Helix rider of 4 months. In further entries my journey to the Super O will be discussed. But now it is my desire to share and document the most amazing multiple Super O experience. Two weeks ago on a Saturday I savored my 3 hour ride and relished in multiple Supers. It has been my experience that after my rides I can summon minis just by breathing into that special prostate spot. So why not the grace of an O in traffic, on line in the market, or anywhere. Helix has so clearly defined the exact location of the spot for me. So much so, that when I masturbate my penis a new pleasure zone has made itself known in my bush. Enjoying rubbing at the base of my penis with one hand while masturbating with the other to heaven. In essence Helix stimulates the inside and me, the outside. For the record, being an Aneros purist I do not do penis pleasure on ride day which is usually once weekly as my prostate orgasms send me into a trance. So two weeks ago on Saturday, my ride led to many happy trails. When I am about to Super O, my belly starting about one inch below the belly button begins to violently contract and pulse and then the O. For me the O feels like a combination of fireworks and extreme ejaculation into the inside of my belly. As one of our Aneros Brothers would say, "cummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm." On a Weds. morning four days after my ride, my running partner, my beautiful white German Shepherd and I were about three miles into a rigorous speed walk on a 12 degree day. The importance of breathing can not be overemphasized in these conditions which were pretty brutal along the Hudson River, 100 miles north of NYC, that morning. Somehow I was breathing into my prostate and then, the belly began to violently contract and then Super O number one. I began to laugh out loud as the next contractions began, trying to remain prone as orgasm two hit hard. If someone was to view the scene, it would read as Crazy Man intoxicated on morning booze. Three, four, five orgasms later and it let up. Each one as delicious as any with Helix in place. One of our Aneros Brothers calls this experience as riding Less, without Aneros. The point of all of this is less is more and breath is crucial to successful prostate orgasms. I am so looking forward to continuing this journey and experiencing all the surprises, pleasure and cummmmmmmmmmmmm that is possible. Thank-you to this insanely wonderful community of people in search of the orb. Happy Trails, Easy Breathing and cummmmmmmmmmm.

Interesting …

With my wife out shopping for a couple of hours, I thought it was a good time to take a brisk canter with my trusty steed.

Cleaned up, lubed, and inserted, only having the slippery dickens shoot out once this time. It only took a couple of minutes before my anal sphincter was nibbling at it by itself.

Tried the trick of telling it to move from one side of the prostate to the other, and having it obey without trying to do it by working the muscles. Feels good.

Gradual build-up of excitement, starting me flopping after about ten minutes. Rolled from side to back. Now it started riding me. into rolling super-O's letting it work its will on me. Onto my belly, I was thrusting wildly, with the sensation of being fucked by a sweet lover, with my sex undetermined. It felt like I had a pussy being loved. That's gooooddd.

Knowing that my would be coming home before too ling, I didn't let myself totally bliss out, but rolled onto my back, and enjoyed my ecstasy for a while. Then I noticed that it was no longer riding me, the orgasms were farther apart, my base level dropped from 7 to about 3, as I had noticed with the peridise on an earlier ride.

Mr. Helix

Hey guys. Before I start just wanted to say that I think I have become a addicted to masturbation. I have been trying to keep dry but with these crazy waves of pleasure that run through my body through out the day. I just have to release. But I have gotten a lot better. I have been three days dry with no touching. My jock straps have really come in handy when I ride.

OK back to my original thoughts lol

So I haven't slept with any of my devices in a while so I say hey let me go on a ride to Utopia again so I can fell free. So I took a shower, cleaned out, lubed up got in bed with jockstrap on and slide Mr. Helix in. Now I have not played with Mr. Helix for a couple of days so he kind of was showing me extra love as I rode him.

My calm music is playing and instantly I get these jolts of pleasure in my back. So much pleasure that every time it hit me I arched in my bed. It's like I almost was levitating in my room. It felt so amazing and this new feeling is something that Mr. Helix was showing making me want to never have a break from him again.