Hi Everyone,
I wanted to share a little background in case it helps others. I think the blog is a fantastic way to share the journey and hopefully get feedback and support during the process.
A little about me. I am married and in my late 30s. Up until a six months ago I probably masterbated 3-5 times a day. I was in between jobs and my wife was working so it was a way to pass the time. I am average height and build.
I have been sexually active since the age of 5 when I discovered my mom's back massager. I was sexually abused but I blocked that out from long ago and have no desire to open that door anymore. I am who I am and live for today forward. I think I would classify myself as bisexual but it in very specific circumstances. I don't see a guy and say, "Wow, I'd love to get a piece of that". It is pretty much limited to transsexuals and domination/cuckold fantasies. I read tons of erotica, much of it dark and delicious. I could give guided tours of xhamster.com and several other free, safe sites for porn tubes. After a few viruses, I am pretty careful about where I surf for my porn. I am going through the initial stages of a divorce so the Aneros experience is something that I save for myself. It is my wonderful journey of discovery.
Five years ago, I started my Aneros experience. I was young, dumb, and full of cum and loved to stick anything up my ass. I may have read the instructions but most likely I just lubed it up, shoved it in my ass, and proceeded to jerk off. It is a fine prostate stimulator but I now feel that I had unknowlingly bought the finest engineered car in the world and kept it in my garage except for an occasional run to the grocery store with it. I originally bought a SGX and a Classic, I believe. They both have ribbed stems.
On Wednesday, I Googled hands-free orgasm and discovered the Aneros forums. I was shocked. What had I been missing these past years?
Anyhow, one other note is that I had pelvic hernia surgery on the left side in May and they cut a major nerve intentionally in the process )the doc said I wouldn't miss it(. I hope I don't.
Thanks for reading,
Beegee6
Tag: Prostate
Wow…
Sooo… Last night the Boyfriend were out doing some errands after work, and the conversation came up that we haven't had some playtime this week. He was craving it and so was I. On the way home, I told him that we would do something different tonight.
Got home, made out for a little bit and then I told him I'd be right back. I was so at arroused by that my prostate was already hungry for attention. I told him I want to play with the aneros, but he had to listen to me. He couldn't touch my penis like he typically does, and he could not ask to hav it taken out so we could fuck like he typically does. He would have to let me run my course.
I lubed up and inserted the helix. And just lay there. He asked what was going to happen. I told him "I don't really know…"
I started feeling short waves of pleasure about two minutes in. One shakes started happening but nothing over the top. Then…something happened that had never happened before. The waves intensified…and the helix was pulled further into my body. More and more waves, and the finally something REALLY awesome happened. I could describe the feeling other than it was sure bliss. I liked brine's analogy in his audio session where he said someone was ringing the doorbell, and not taking their finger off the button. AMAZING! It lasted for about a minute before it sub-sided, and then I got this gentle floating feeling. Like I had just cum buckets, and I was so relaxed and peaceful. My prostate was also pulsing, and felt HUGE! In such a good way!
Thank You Rumel
So I'm in the chat and Rumel tells everyone he just create a Male voice aneros mp3. It is designed for gay men but other men can listen as well. So enjoy this blog as I try to type clearly explaining this session.
There is a hot male already in session and his soft moans are making me moan as well. I have already been riding all night and now this early morning. His subtleness is turn me so on. I can already feel a orgasm building. My feet are tingling and I feel it rising up my body. BOOM he cums, BOOM I cum and the shaking and moaning begins. Thats one. As it scales back down the guy is still feeling the sensation. My prostate is a little competitive so He starts back up as well.
My hands won't keep still. Im starting to sweat and my dick is rock hard in my briefs. I don't want to get naked I want to just enjoy this feeling. I begin t rub my nipples through my shirt. Even though its not direct contact my nipples are still feeling sensations. OMG here it comes again. WOW longer, harder, then the first guy fades entering the new guy with just as much passion and lust.
First one with my wife
Well last night I felt like using my toy. I had not in a while even though my wife had been trying to entice me to do it for some time. I just wasn't in the mood I guess.
Well last night I came to bed past midnight after a gaming session on the computer and read a little while waiting sleep to come. My wife was asleep next to me and I caressing her plus reading some smutty part in my book made me horny. As she did not seem receptive, I decided to use my toy and enjoy myself.
As much as she doesn't like my masturbating, she doesn't mind my toy, on the contrary. I spooned not too close to her )it's been hot as hell lately( with my Helix inside and caressed her softly while contracting lightly to get that special feeling where the head caresses the prostate in time with the contraction, you know, not too hard, not too soft.
I was going at it lazily, not expecting anything and just enjoying the feeling and the smoothness of my wife's body. After a while my body took over and the contraction started in automatic mode. I just tried to keep the intensity low so as not to crush mt poor prostate. It took a while but my wife, hat did not dare move or intervene but was here with me, started to moan and encourage me without word or touch.
I did it again!
I did it again!
Two days from the last mini-O. Today I had an Aneros session with my Progasm Classic and ended up having three little mini-O's right in a row! It was like peak, ebb, peak, ebb, peak, ebb in just a few minutes or less. Wow! This so blows my mind! I feel like I've become ass and prostate sexual. Of course after they occurred I tried my best to relax and get it to happen again. But every time I'd get so close, but never go over. I guess I'll have to settle for what I get each session. But still… I'm way happy with the results I'm getting lately. It's really something else.
I can see why Aneros initially wanted to call super-O's, dream orgasms. As even with these mini-O's I'm getting, I feel like I'm in another world when they occur. So much so that at times I wonder if they really occurred, or perhaps I was hallucinating. Particularly when I'm trying to reproduce them again in the same session. I'm really having a blast with this now! Yeeha! 😀
Polishing The Knob
Last night in Chat here, a Guest asked about what could be done in his present practice with his MGX, which he has been using for about six months.
Instantly I was transported back to my six months time with my MGX!! I was using the "do nothing" method primarily, butt with some side explorations and testing other techniques then too. The following is the exchange Guest and I had in Chat last night:
artform: At about six months with my MGX, first and only model for first 6 months, I started experimenting with seeing if I could train my rectal muscle walls around the prostate area to contract there and snug the tip of the MGX into the prostate, which actually felt like it was "reaching out" for the tip of the MGX.
artform: It worked and I still get great p-waves and dry-Os doing the same contractions there, EVEN WITH NOTHING INSERTED!!!
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artform:I call that manoeuvre "Polishing the Knob", the tip of the MGX. MGX seems the best of the introductory ones for this technique, since it head tapers to the narrower cone.
Guest: awesome! my experience is going the same way
Guest: wow I'm really liking that actually
Guest:never tried that before
artform: Very busy and productive day in many ways and fading now as midnight…
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:artform: Great Guest!!! Carry On!! 😀 😀
Finally another mini-O!
So finally I achieved another non-ejaculatory orgasm via Aneros prostate massage today. Yes! I believe it was a mini-O, as the duration didn't seem that long. But the sensation? Oh wow… almost speechless it was so good feeling! This certainly helps me believe all that more that I'm capable of eventually achieving super-O's. Even if I am a long term grinder at this.
So this is probably I think my third mini-O and the only type of non-ejaculatory orgasm I've gotten through this Aneros practice so far. And it's been years since the last one happened. Patience is a virtue, eh? There was absolutely no penile stimulation. I was lying on my back with knees up and using the Progasm Classic while rubbing my nipples.
The last couple of days I've been super horny, and the Aneros sessions have been down right fantastic even before this latest mini-O. So I shouldn't be totally surprised this happened. Basically what I've been trying to work on lately in my sessions is to learn to relax even more when the pleasure gets intense and the involuntary anal contractions really start kicking in. And this has worked big time! Because it seems prior to this that my instinct was to clench and voluntarily contract when the pleasure gets intense. Which goes contradictory to making this happen. What I found was that once I take enough deep breathes, it causes my anus to relax even more, and the involuntary anal contractions really start up consistently and strong, in a way that is very uniquely noticeable such that I have an idea that I'm on the right track. So as this started happening and it was getting intense, I just relaxed more into it, and did not interfere with the contractions.
Should i say something?????
Hey guys. This post will be totally different then my other ones. This post actually has nothing to do with me. As I stated a few blogs ago my dad caught me while I was having a HFWO during my session. Well we talked about it for a few minutes and I thought that would be the end of it. So one day he came into my room one day )I was actually on the site dry o'ing with a A-less session( and he wanted to talk about the product again. I calmed my breathing down to speak clearly so he wouldn't think any thing. He started to ask me how I found out about the site and just seemed really inquisitive about it all.
Since I was on the site i just told him to pull up a chair. He was looking at all of the different devices and asked me what they did. I pulled up the wiki site and we were just reading it. He kind of was enjoying the information he was getting. He asked me what made me get the small one. I giggled and told him that it was a first timer toy so it was a easy choice. But I know why he really asked that. My last boyfriend was very well endowed so he was shocked I picked something so small. I had to inform him in a nice ungrossed out way that it doesn't work like a penis it has a designated place and not for long stroking.
PPPPPRRRRROOOOGGGGAAAAAASSSSSMMMMM!!!!!!
Friends,
First of all, I want to let you know that I made a 30 minute audio recording of my session. If you would like a copy, send me your email, Yahoo Messenger name, or Skype name, I'll be happy to share.
Well, I got my Progasm about three weeks ago. Did try it once, but I was too tired. It felt good, but not much happened. I knew it wasn't going to do much. So I stopped.
This afternoon, I found myself with a chunk of time.
I inserted it – it DOES take time. It's a big one!
Anyway, within about five minutes it began to tickle my prostate, ringing my doorbell. The pleasure waves began washing over me. I began to feel it build up. It did and in a few minutes, it began to peak and I shuddered with a huge orgasm.
But then something different happened. Different than what is usual with sessions using my other Aneros massagers. I began to "float" down to a very calm place, gently landing back on the ground. And when I got there, I felt satisfied and peaceful, but still buzzing.
This happened four more times, each time rising more slowly, reaching higher, and floating down further. It felt like riding a roller coaster, each time the first hill got higher and the fall down went deeper.
Great Saturday Morning
I woke up around 7am and had a nice relaxing time getting set for insertion. I did my enema thing to "flush the pipes" and used a syringe to inject some lube in my anal cavity. Then I inserted the progasm nice and slow… as I moved it around to stroke my prostate, I felt wonderful sensations and I started to leak fluid out my cock. I then took a nice ling hot shower with the progasm still in. After getting dried and shaving )top & bottom(, I slipped back into bed with my still sleeping wife. I laid next to her and relaxed… allowing the progasm to do it's thing. I several very nice super-o's and felt very relaxed and warm. Whin my wife finally woke up, I gave her a nice long warm oil massage… 1st her back, then her front. I finished her massage by masterbating her. After she came several times, she begged me to fuck her. I let her stroke my cock to rigidness and then slipped it in her warm velvety pussy. We mad slow passionate love and as I clinched my perinium, the progasm was doing great things to my prostate… when we finally came together, I had quite the explosion of cum that leaked out all over the sheets… Oh well, that's wat a washer is for. The progasm really provided me with great orgasms and left me with that well used feeling.