Kegeling and the Progasm: Sessions for October 13 & 15, 2012

Hi guys,

Last week I had a fourth Aneros session on Saturday at 3 p.m. This session began a good thirty hours after the Friday morning session which ended around 9 a.m. My Saturday afternoon session was a good, solid one during which I worked with the Maximus and both the Progasm Classic and Ice models. Not only were my prostate and anal canal well massaged, but it felt like I had a weight training session in that the muscles in my butt and thighs were well exercised and toned. This spin off of the Aneros I believe has enhanced greatly my overall health recently.

Now this morning's session I believe is even the best yet. I began with the Progasm Classic. He inserted fairly well to the hilt. We spent a good fifteen minutes together, however slight peristalsis set in. I then switched to the Maximus which gave my prostate and anal canal an excellent massage for a good thirty minutes. Now this morning when I inserted my good buddy to the hilt, I did nothing but stimulate my nipples and began slow rhythmic breathing. I was amazed at how easily the P-waves set in which fueled the autof**king action, at how the massaging both my anal sphincter muscles and prostate gradually became more and more intense and pleasurable.

My Three Big Really Good Buddies: Aneros Session for October 10 & 12, 2012

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I think for now on I will not be as detailed in my blog postings except when something noteworthy with the Aneros takes place.

Early Wednesday morning, I had a scheduled Aneros session. First I began with the Progasm Classic. He slipped in fairly easily. We had a fairly good session that lasted perhaps a good twenty minutes. Then I slipped over to the Maximus which delivered me a really good prostate and anal canal massage which lasted a good 45 minutes. That prepared me for a wonderful time with the Progasm Ice. This really good buddy slipped in the hilt with the P-tab positioned against my perineum and the K-tab right against my tail bone (coccyx). The Progasm Ice delivered me a good, vigorous massage both to my prostate and anal canal which lasted a good half-hour. Finally I concluded the session with more action from the Maximus, a good fifteen minutes worth. Total time: around 1 hour, 45 minutes.

I couldn't linger long for savoring my afterglow, but had to depart soon afterward to my Wednesday volunteer work and a lecture in the evening. Nevertheless, my Anerosing left me rejuvenated and reinvigorated, not to mention what my reawakened prostate and well-massaged butt was doing to me pretty much the whole day! 🙂

The Progasm Classic, Maximus, & Progasm Ice : My Big Buddies : October 5 & 8 Sessions

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These days I am really getting into the Aneros big time with the heavy artillery of the Progasm Classic, Maximus, and Progasm Ice! I am finally blogging about my two sessions which I had with these models first early last Friday morning on October 5 and then this morning. I feel so sexy right now because my well massaged prostate feels like a revved up high octane V8 engine right now!

Friday morning I began with the Progasm Classic. He inserted far more easily than in earlier sessions although not the hilt. I spent a good ten to fifteen minutes performing Kegels upon him. He felt better inserted although peristalsis set in, but clearly I was making progress with him. Then I continued with the Maximus which gave my prostate and anal muscles perhaps a good 75 minute workout.

Next I decided to do something entirely different. I brought out the Progasm Ice for the first time which I purchased at reduced price from Amazon.com in early August. What amazed me was that my new big buddy slipped so easily and smoothly to the hilt. Intense pleasure began to suffuse not only my anal tract but also my whole body. Again I performed the Kegels upon this guy along with short periods of stillness the Progasm Ice and my body to get acquainted for perhaps fifteen minutes. This sort of introduction began to feel real GOOD to me, although again I had to deal with it slipping out through peristalsis.

Through my shadow

Carl Jung wrote of the shadow. The shadow is an archetype. Much like the word mother creates an innate feeling of sensation and thoughtful images of ideas and ideals, the word shadow has its own connotations and meaning. We all have a shadow. It follows us, generally out of sight, out of mind. Left unchecked, what does the shadow do? How does it behave? Does it mirror or follow my actions as I believe it to do? Without my conscious acknowledgement and observation of it, I cannot know.

To those who wish to follow my journey, I have had much internal debate as to whether I should even post this or not. How much do I share? How much do I tell relative strangers? Indeed, perhaps here, where I feel a strong connection to community, I feel safest of all stating what I feel, but there is risk to everything. What if what I say ends up as evidence towards my own conviction? What do I hope to gain? Do the risks outweigh the benefits?

The shadow, ever murky, ever dark, ever dancing and darting. Through my shadow, what lies beyond? Like a black hole, the suction of such a journey can be powerful and equally as scary. Will a new understanding and insight be found beyond? Will the shadow wrap around me so tightly that I loose my way? These are the fears of engaging in such a journey.

Aneros Automatic Autof**king and the Kegel Exercises, October 3, 2012

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Every Aneros session is special and unique to me, and yet, from most of my sessions, I have detected very recently a steady progression towards ease of use of the various Aneros models I have in my collection and also towards absolute Aneros bliss and realization that might be found in the Super-O and other Aneros blessings!

Yesterday first thing in the morning I had a session with my good buddies, the Progasm Classic, Maximus, and Helix Syn once again. Again I began with the Progasm. He inserted more easily yesterday and I spent perhaps 15 minutes in alternating fashion performing the Kegels upon him and just enjoying his presence in my anus and directly upon my prostate. This time he felt real good inserted, although I didn't attempt a full-fledged session with him.

Then I switched over to my very good buddy and teacher, the Maximus model. I spent a good hour with him. Again he slipped in easily to the hilt, and once I positioned my butt on a folded pillow, almost immediately the autof**king began. What amazed me was how automatically and effortlessly the prostate and anal canal massage he delivered me. Of course, my slow, rhythmic breathing set in motion the Maximus! I was truly lost in the actions and motions of this amazing guy in all their subtle nuances and various crescendos of innumerable pleasurable P-waves, perhaps mini-O's. It was just wonderful and it all felt so GOOD!

My three good buddies: Aneros session for October 1, 2012

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I am really enjoying having Aneros sessions first thing in the morning right after breakfast, bathing, shaving, and other preparations. Most days I wake up fully rested and relaxed. Such a schedule has enhanced my Aneros session many fold. So for now on, when I do not have any pressing business to transact, I will have my Aneros sessions first thing in the morning.

This morning, I began with the Progasm. I spent perhaps five to ten minutes with my new buddy getting used to his wide girth in my anal canal. But still I had difficulty in inserting him to the hilt. Also peristalsis was again strong causing the Progasm to nearly slip out. Then I switched to the Maximus. Things went much better with the Maximus as it massaged my prostate and anal canal fairly well for perhaps thirty minutes.

After a brief intermission, I returned again with the Progasm. This time he slipped in to the hilt. I spent a good fifteen minutes just relaxing and again warming up to my big buddy. Also I performed some Kegels upon him with good, strong clutches of my anal muscles. The discomfort went away as the Progasm really began to feel real good inserted. During this stretch of time, I had to hold the end of this massager, although the peristalsis remained strong. For now on with every session, I'll continue to work with the Progasm in this way. Perhaps very soon he'll stay inserted and my body will get used to him.

Maximus and Progasm: Aneros Session for Saturday 29, 2012

Over the years, especially since getting my apartment here in Georgetown, I have found Saturdays to be the best time for sexual explorations. So this morning, Saturday, I rose around 5:30 a.m. I hopped on the Internet and had my breakfast with coffee. While having my breakfast, I spent maybe a good 30 minutes Kegeling and bating to some gay pornographic stories on nifty.org to prime myself for the session.

This morning, I began with the Progasm. I spent a good fifteen minutes with my new, big buddy. Again, he didn't slip in easily as I hoped, so I laid on my side just trying to get used to him and doing some Kegels with him.

After a brief intermission, I returned with the Maximus. This guy didn't slip in as well as I liked, but he gave me a fairly good prostate massage for possibly fifteen minutes when peristalsis set in. So after another brief break, I returned again with the Progasm. This time, I just laid on my side to get used to my new buddy, again doing some Kegels with him. It went a little better with him this time.

Finally I returned again with the Maximus. This time I patiently inserted him to the hilt. My Kegels situated him well against my prostate. That is when my session today really took off as the Maximus really autof***ed the hell of my prostate and my anal canal. I was absolutely absorbed in the sensations of sheer pleasure that the Maximus delivered for me. This went on for a good hour. The session ended at 9 a.m. after a good two hours.

Rolling Balls and Tingling Foreskin

It's a quiet afternoon for a change; and, I'm sitting in my office chair — leaning a bit forward typing this entry. I've just taken a deep full-belly breath, let it out, and meditate upon the joyful radiations and tinglings moving outward from behind my sac, into my scrotum, balls and up through my shaft to the very tip of my foreskin. You would think that after 3 years now, such an experience would become boring or at least diminish BUT it doesn't! The afterglow continued from this morning's short solo time of massage.

When I awoke, my Beloved had already arisen and left the bedroom. It was chilly, so I pulled the blankets up over my shoulders. The clock said I had only 30 minutes left before taking on the new day beyond. I started to massage my breasts firmly in circular motions. After several minutes I moved my hands down to the top of my short-haired bush and started some firm circular motions with two fingers on each hand — exploring the area for just the right spot AND then I found it. I massaged this spot and soon I could feel my prostate awakening underneath. Deep miniwaves rolled into larger ones until my left breast clenched hard followed (almost immediately) by a dry O. My fingers moved downward and pressed firmly into the depressin on top of the base of my cock. Again the waves built and CLENCHED.

My main men, the Maximus and Helix Syn, Aneros Session Wednesday morning September 19, 2012

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After my session late Monday afternoon two days ago, during which I finally got the hang of using the Maximus, I was so excited and rearing to go when I got up this morning. The Aneros Wiki suggests that we time our sessions two full days apart as a minimum. But this morning just after 7 a.m. after a good night's rest and then after shaving and bathing, I hungered for a session. I then discovered that early mornings after such activities and a good night's rest may provide me excellent times for Aneros sessions. Not only is my body rested and relaxed, but my mind is also very sharp.

I started my session this morning with the Maximus. Before my morning bath today, I had a bowel movement. So the Maximus slipped effortlessly and easily which absolutely amazed me. After insertion, I spent several minutes Kegeling. Then I was ready for my session which proceeded naturally and effortlessly. This time I focused not only upon the Maximus massaging my prostate but also the motion of the P-tab upon my perineum. At the same time, I directed my attention to my PC sphincter and what it was doing for me. When I did all this along with the rhythmic breathing, it seemed that the Maximus was delivering me for series of P-waves which increased in intensity. I also noticed that all this happened in cycles. My session with the Maximus lasted about an hour or an hour and fifteen minutes. It seemed that during this time I was suffused with pleasure. At one point, there was a such a crescendo of P-waves and absolute pleasure that my bloated penis and plump glans were reaching the climax of seminal ejaculation! This may even happen very soon some day! I could have gone on much longer with the Maximus. When this phase of my session today ended, there was a slight puddle of precum on my belly. My glans was certainly wet and sticky!

Silk

I have been writing several installments to this blog which provides some of my history. But now, I want to jump into the present.

Today, my wife had a job interview. I wished her love and luck and she was on her way, and I decided to have a short Aneros-less session, using iDoser. I set up a 15-minute dose of "Green". It was our first cold morning of the year today, and I was already wearing a super lightweight silk longsleeve shirt for warmth. I slipped on a silk thong. Then I lay on my back, knees up, just like I do in my Aneros sessions. Within seconds I had a contraction in my perineum. Through the silk I gently made light circles around the outside of my nipples. Then I ran my hand across my stomach. I began incorporating vocalizations and humming, and some of the things I've learned from practicing KSMO techniques.

Normally I do my sessions naked, and this was my first time stroking my nipples through cloth, particularly silk. I've often used baby powder or KY Warming Gel on nipples, and this was one of the things that really accelerated my rewiring.

My first touches telegraphed straight from my nipples to my prostate. When I do this, it feels almost like an electrical jolt about an inch deeper than my perineum, with additional low-toned vibrations which spread through my pelvis, especially into my penis bulb, balls and ass. Those vibrations remind me of the touch of a bow on a cello string. The string is big, thick, and the low, scratchy but mellow vibration instills whatever is in its path.