Wooo!

My experimentation with having a session on my side was a success!

Things didn't start out so well and I was having difficulty concentrating on the helix making contact with my prostate. When I was on all 4's I noticed that the helix moved more compared to other positions and I thought that lying on my side it would mean less stimulation. Well after some practice I found it just requires a little more concentration to realize there is plenty of stimulation for the prostate!

It took more time but with some effort I was having mini-O's again on my side, and since I was already lying down I was able to concentrate more on the feelings it generated rather than concentrating on staying upright like before. I was also able to stay shaking for longer periods of time than before, as in minutes vs seconds.

It was quite different from my previous experiences on all 4's because before I only started the shaking when I felt the helix moving on its own quite noticeably whereas on the side it felt as if the helix wasn't moving at all, but I was shaking more drastically than before.

I also think I may have come close to a super-o.

Learning

I just finished a great session, with similar results as my last post.

I also learned something new; while I knew once the involuntary contractions started, I only found them pleasurable while being pulled in. I tried to focus and found I can find pleasure in the outstroke. In particular the feeling of pre-cum draining from the end of penis down onto the towel and following the surge from my prostate down the utrethra outward. Great stuff.

Well Buster I'm going to be taking your advice after this, I'm not going to stroke off, even though its rather tempting. I'm not sure if I'll have time for another session in the morning, I'm off work but I have a golf game to play and then I'll be gaming at a LAN party that night.

Who knows, maybe the conservation of the sexual energy will improve both my golf and video game skills

Later!

Two more great sessions

I've had two more noteworthy sessions since my last blog. Two nights ago, I inserted the MGX while watching tv in my recliner. I recently removed the tail to facilitate this position. I did the relaxation with deep breathing for about ten minutes. I mentally decided that I would do very small contractions and to focus more on anal squeezes then PC contractions. This eventually produced small 'tremors' that grew in both frequency and intensity. After about 30 minutes of these wonderful feelings, I had an erection and decided to just finish up with a traditional orgasm. I began stroking myself and as I was building up, the 'tremors' started again with even greater intensity. I noticed that I could use a very light touch when stroking myself and could feel the orgasm building deep inside. When I finally orgasmed, it was during the fluttering and involuntary contraction stage and the MGX just seem to bury itself deeper then it had ever gone – WOW. I would definitely have to classify this one as a Super T.

Sweet Sensations

The last week has brought me a lot of progress in my exploration, starting with the fact that my body has developed a sweet spot that can give me pleasure – without the Aneros! Rubbing or gently pressing on a small area behind my scrotum while contracting my PC muscles produces a nice, low level tingly sensation (not always, however). One night I decided to try playing around with this, and the building sensations brought me to a nice and powerful penile orgasm.

This new sensitivity has been a nice development – it even brought me towards what was the best session ever last Monday morning. Backing up, a couple of nights earlier I brought out the MGX for a little try. Even though I wasn't feeling super horny, I thought it would be worth it to get some practice in. Well, I had it in for about an hour, doing the usual motions, and I wasn't feeling anything at all. Nada. It didn't make me feel bad, though. Mostly it proves that you have to be at least a little aroused going in for it to work.

ed's journey

did session after 2 days off–started with helix for about 50 min–got right to it in hardly any time, about 5 minutes–can get to point where i feel it rubbing in the right place and i can get pleasure from rubbing by bouncing on the bed on my ass and waving my legs–this is extremely pleasant but not the super o–i can keep this up for as long as i want, trying for my body to take over and do what it needs to do for a super o–it was very good but i finally stopped for a mega piss–switched to the 16 mm after the piss and got right to it again, but after a very long time enjoying the rubbing, i didn't get to the super o and i had to take another mega piss–i don't know where it all comes from but it's not just a feeling that i have to piss because i piss a ton–switched to the 20 mm next and did what i had done so far today–you know i say rubbing on my prostate but it seems like it grabs onto the prostate and moves in perfect rhythm with my motion so that there is probably no motion between the prostate and the massager, or very, very little– they go hand in hand and i can enjoy the feeling as long as i want to rock and/or bounce–i'm still waiting for that second super o–as i said for the first it felt hotter there and like they were welded together and that it knew what was required with no input from me–my whole body jerked in the right rhythm by itself, whereas the bouncing before the super o, like the last few sessions, i consciously make myself bounce, although i am completely relaxed otherwise–this thing takes some getting used to before i can do it whenever i want–it's still very much in control

Micro-cosmic Orgasm!: A Mirror Intellectual Orgasm?

The following is a recent post I made in Tantricguy's wonderful Forum thread Rewiring & Women's Orgasm:

"Johntrevy, I have come close to what you describe [becoming a disembodied or transformed wholeness-of-being], but rather than the strict geometry of a sphere, it is more amorphous, like a cloud, for me. It can be part of the floating bliss states and frequently is, solo or with my partner.

Alana, thanks so much again! What a wonderful set of vivid, imagery-enhanced, cosmos connections. These recall my IOs of my youth, which keep whispering from behind some thin veil now, as I/we explore and rewire, or more accurately for me apparently, reconnect the experimental circuits of youth and middle age, from IOs, yoga breathing, inner body visualization and healing, Tao and Tantra, hypnagogic voyaging, "touch-for-health", chi gong, and others to those of a lifetime of periodic prostate massage.

A couple of days ago, the morning after mrs. a and I had another great couple of hours of bio-electric coupling to bliss and bliss union with all, we were reading and chatting in bed. I showed her a diagram of the typical structure of a neuron in a recent article on the huge expansions in neuro-sciences lab results and theories. Aesthetic triggers have worked for me for years to set off erotic energies, but this seemed like just a simple even homey diagram…

ed's journey

sometimes my prostate or asshole seems to demand that i play with it–this was one of those times–if i lie down on my back and use slow deliberate breathing my prostate will begin to make its presence felt–when this happens i will give it time to see whether it diminishes or increases–if it wants to go away i let it–if it increases i see where it wants to go–i never force it cause that is sure to be counterproductive–yesterday it wanted my aneros–it was a pretty good session but i didn't go beyond p waves and some mini waves–there was no "welding" of it to me as i have described before, but there were a lot of good feelings–still on the search for how to initiate regular super o's, but meanwhile a lot of fun and a lot of new things learned–the one thing i can say is be patient

ed's journey

took yesterday off–thought it would be a good idea–was surprised this morning when i awoke with some "feelings" down in my prostate/anus–let them go where they wanted and was surprised when they built instead of receding–and on my side too, always was on my back before as side was non-productive–anyway, it was pleasant and building and i decided to insert my 16 mm when they got more intense–sadly i couldn't pursue them to a satisfactory conclusion for me as i had house guests who were up and my first super o was so intense that my vocalizations would have scared the shit out of everyone if i had let go and done the same as the first time–someone would have thought that i was being killed or having a heart attack or something–will have to lay off for a few days until i have the house to myself again–this is a very satisfying pursuit

Tantra and Bio-Electric Sex

We recently acquired Davis and Ellen Ramsdale's book Sexual Energy Ecstasy, a wonderful compendium of information and experience. We were really taken aback when we came to page 304-307, "BIO-ELECTRIC SEX", and found such a detailed description of essentially the practice we have stumbled into intuitively during our explorations with Aneros and KSMO.

Many of the benefits explained here have certainly worked for us, with no prior knowledge or expectations, no "belief" or debate!

The "Scissors" position recommended and illustrated for bio-electric is our favourite over many years, as it minimizes the stress and distraction of pain from my old injuries etc.

After reading about this, my wife and I had a great session of energy generation and sharing based on the techniques I've developed with my Aneros (MGX alone initially) "polishing the knob" and its extensions, and with the Key Sound to trigger, amplify and direct the orgasmic energies tied to the aneros muscle memory training. The reading has helped her sense of this energy generation feeling and she generated significant energy that I could feel happening and that we could share!

This information and the much related material in the book are wonderful help for couples on a Tantric and/or Tao path with Aneros. Here is more detail from a recent post on my KSMO Blog of the same title:

ed's journey

tried again today–doesn't seem like too much action for me–had bm, douche and large lube–this is needed for me–want movement to start things off, although it seems it is not so important once things are underway–did same with each aneros–got very good feelings going with panting and bouncing etc, mostly right side feelings with a little left side action toward the end–as i've said, it seems that i think of the less intense rubbing as being on the top of my prostate and on the right and the more intense rubbing as being lower on my prostate and on the left side of my body–i seem to have a mental image of this printed in my mind as i feel this happening–the right side starts things off and feels very good and brings me a little stiffy and a lot of precum and if i bounce right and get the rhythm and panting right it seems to shift to the left with much more intense rubbing and bouncing and eventually if i get the rhythm right it seems to take off from there– but it can't be forced nor controlled–i just feel what happens and respond–the bouncing and panting come naturally, they are what my body wants and if things get going all in the same direction it seems like the aneros buries itself and welds itself there and everything goes wherever it wants to go–my only control is to stop it when i get too tired out or can't breathe anymore–