Afterglow following my first Super-O, July 4, 2015

Hi guys,

I think guys and gals who have had that first time sexually that went well often experience an afterglow which is to be savored and treasured.

I know this was true when I masturbated and achieved my very first full-fledged orgasm complete with ejaculation of semen around age 14. No one helped me. It just happened of its own accord. Thus began long journey as a masturbator through the years to even now!

Likewise as a sophomore in college when my college roommate and I engaged in mutual masturbation and cock sucking. I had a profound afterglow which lasted whole night long. Also some years later, when a guy and I got together for a more serious affair that lasted some months. While I never became promiscuous by long stretch, sexual encounters of this type had a profound influence upon me.

Many years later at age 63, I began my Aneros journey with Helix Syn in early June, 2012. In the two years which followed, I developed an Aneros routine that enabled me to enjoy my various models more and more. Getting Tempo just before Thanksgiving 2013 caused my sessions into a much higher level of fun and pleasure. So whenever I have sessions now, I focus on the fun and pleasure that my Aneros models avail me now. I seldom have dud sessions. Invariably I came away from my sessions with profound Aless.

Celebrating Independence Day 2015 with Aneros

Hi guys,

I think this morning I had one of the best Aneros sessions ever, and I may have experienced my first Super-O!

I rose about 5 a.m., intending to spend the day with some of my translation projects. First I took a walk outdoors in my immediate neighborhood, getting some groceries from the 7-Eleven a block away. Then I hopped on the Internet reading the news and surveying the weather forecast. Of course here in the USA, today is the Fourth of July, a major holiday. For many years living here in DC, I have observed the Fourth of July in somber reflection, forgoing the fireworks on the National Mall, a couple miles away. It is too much a mob scene, closely akin the Halloween. So I stay close to my apartment on such holidays. But this year, my observance of our nation's birthday seemed even more somber. I was beginning to get really depressed.

However, my body was telling me that today is absolutely free, no obligations, Georgetown where I live is quiet and calm. My body told me that it was hungry, even horny for an Aneros session. So I quickly set up my session by pulling out my Aneros best buddies in the following order: Helix Classic, Progasm Classic, Tempo, and Maximus.

This morning, I decided to surrender to the pleasure these four good buddies give me, and I believe that I was rewarded with my first Super-O, albeit a subtle one, but the energy of which grows and grows and grows in Aless!!!

Second time around

My second session found me pretty excited about trying out both the Maximus and the Ice. Just like the first session, I started out slowly by lying in bed on my left side with my black boxer briefs pulled half-way down to give me just enough room to slowly insert the lubed up Maximus. With my knees pulled towards me, I slowly inserted it in, then laid on my back to begin with anal contractions. It had been nearly a week since having an orgasm, so I was pretty turned on by feeling the Maximus inside me. After about fifteen minutes with some pre-cum beginning to ooze out of the end of my penis, I felt like I wanted to feel more inside, so I pulled out the Maximus, lubed up the Ice with KY, and teased my anus with the head of the Ice. As I slid it in while on my side just like I did with the Maximus, as the head of the Ice hit my prostate, I felt some nice sensations. Next, I laid back on the bed, and began some anal contractions again. The fullness of the Ice inside me felt great, and suddenly I felt my penis start to grow, and almost instantly I was rock hard. This was the first time that I had a rock solid erection with the Ice inside, and it felt great, too great to ignore! The feeling to grab a hold of my penis and lube it up with the now oozing pre-cum was too hard to resist, and after several long strokes of my now super slippery penis, I shot a huge load all over my stomach, as the head of the Ice kept pressure on my now quivering and pulsating prostate. While I know this is not going to help me get down the right road towards the desired Super-O, I could not complain how strong this orgasm felt, and how much I came.

Quiet after the storm

Yesterday was a bit mind blowing. I think it was, after my wedding day, and the day each of my children was born, the best day of my life. I feel like a different person today, much more patient and calm.

Today feels very calm, I even feel a bit low, but it see it as another stage in the process that I am going through and I feel it rather than try to understand it.
I found memories of being some very painful events in my life coming to mind today, being made fun of, being put down at work and feeling helpless and victimised. I think it’s all solar plexus stuff, nothing too heavy just a few thoughts coming into my head. I can also feel a pressure in the solar plexus area as if something is happening. I feel like just an observer at the moment. I need to let it just happen, this in unpredictable it has a mind of its own.

I’m off work for this week so able to relax. I lay down in the field and brought myself to an Aless orgasm, it touched on a super-O. It’s incredible that I can orgasm like this fully clothed at any time, without anything to clean up after.

Super O Plateau

One of the most mysterious and exciting things about this Aneros journey is its subtlety and the connection of mind and body in experiencing sexual pleasure. When I started this journey of sexual discovery almost 20 years ago I knew that it was as much a mental experience as it was a physical one. Even though Aneros practice is rooted in the use of a physical device, the power of the mind to facilitate extreme pleasure through that device is manifest. Even more mysterious and fascinating however is the power of Aneros to instigate anal pleasure and facilitate an altered mental state at the pinnacle of a chain of multiple orgasms.

My normal sessions usually are between an hour and 3 hours. Typically a session will consist of back to pleasure spasms that flow in waves of building and ebbing pleasure. The waves never disappear they just modulate slightly from peak to peak. If I am going to go for a 2 hour session I will deliberately let the wave dissipate slightly to relish the sublime sensation of climbing higher again. It will typically build up on its own to start the second hour as I wait for it to lift me in renewed waves of ecstasy.

However the interesting thing for me is the way that prostate and penile bulb focused pleasure waves build in me eventually becoming contractions of mind numbing euphoria.

Using the aneros with a partner

I've been playing with MGX for a few weeks now and although I've had lots of pleasurable sensations, I have yet to reach a spasming super-o. I've heard of a lot of people that reached a super-o when stoned and I had an idea.

I've got a gay friend that I sometimes hook up with to do weed with and fuck. I only do weed with him since I don't know anyone that sells it or trust anyone else to be discreet, so I figured we might as well use aneros' together. I already ordered a helix and progasm to try since the MGX hasn't quite gotten me to the super-o. He seemed pretty excited about the idea so we're set to meet up on Thurday night and I'll probably lend him my MGX to practice with beforehand.

Has anyone else ever used an aneros at the same time as another male? What was the experience like and did it help to better reach orgasm?

Seasons of My Sexuality

As you can read from the previous posts my sexuality is a complex thing. Like the seasons it transforms itself within the measure of a year, each season bringing its unique conditions, qualities and sensibilities. The torrid heat of desire for a woman and the vulgar intimacy of being with a man each bring their own memorable pleasure that resonates in the moment but lingers as an echoing memory; both harden my cock and make it ache with need. The calming chill of ecstasy and the urgency of arousal also speak to the sense of sexual seasons that I experience.

Homoerotic desire is one of those seasons that swings in and out of my life like the much anticipated chill of fall in the end of a sultry summer. Yet at the beginning of a summer with the anticipation of bathing in searing feminine sexual lust fantasies of sex with a man seem like a distant activity like raking leaves would seem in June.

The thought of male intimacy ebbs and flows. When it surfaces it finds me like a butterfly seeks a bloom. It is silent. I never know when it will land on me. The desire for male intimacy is so mysterious and secretive that one night as I lay naked in bed it lands on me, seeking my sticky male stamen. It finds me with grace and elegance that belies its masculine character; it alights on my wetted swollen cockhead which is exuding the sweet nectar of my arousal.

Amazing Session!

I don't want to come off as Bragging (even though I kinda am) but I have had three of the best sessions of my life the last 3 nights. I go in spurts, I wont do it for a week or so and then bam like 5 nights straight and I am in the middle of one of those streaks and it has been a wild ride. Before this week I could only ever Super-O on my right side and it took about a half hour to get the first one and I would usually have 3 or 4 in an hour and a half or so. But this week I have come on my back, doggy style, even standing up leaning against a wall and I swear each one is better than the last but what happened last night blew me away. I started on my side as I always do and the first came on in no time, I mean like 4 or 5 minutes and they kept coming for like 30 mins every 4 or 5 minutes I wanted to switch it up so I laid on my back and same thing they just kept coming rolled over onto my stomache with all my pillows under me so I was propped up and had 45 or 6 more and they last one was so strong I couldnt beleive it was real, One for the history books. after coming down from that one my progasm slipped out and I just laid there in a heap breathing deeply completely satisfied for awhile I didnt want to jerk off and ruin the afterglow so I rolled back over onto my back with my knees together and flipped on the TV (GOT!) but as I was laying there my ass was still just buzzing away which felt awesome so I started squeezing a little bit and it got stronger and stronger until I full on Super-Oed without The aneros Inserted! Which I thought was a myth, I was only able to get one but it was awesome, it was about 2 in the morning at this point so I cleaned up and fell asleep. If you havent gotten there yet you will and you will love it, Sorry for bragging 😉

Weird

Things get weirder and weirder, in a nice way.

My last 4 orgasms have been interesting. They haven't lasted long. Each time I start to orgasm I feel my pleasure ramping up rapidly but I don't have time to enjoy it much because I feel something building that I have to concentrate on. It's a very deep almost unbelievably powerful pleasure, maybe just another super-O I'm not sure. It sits there and I have no option but to feel it build, my whole body convulsing uncontrollably, but with anticipation rather than any realised pleasure. Each time it gets stronger and it's driving me mad that I can't have it. Each time it seems to get closer I think it's starting to spread and then it stops, and eventually I have to give in because the pressure is starting to get uncomfortable and I have to stop. I try relaxed observation, I try just enjoying it and feeling the pleasure building, but it's like my body just can't quite accept it yet and give in to it, it's too powerful for me.
Somehow if feels like a super-O building, but in other ways it feels different, even more powerful. I will only know once it hits me and I can't wait because it's going to be good.

Kundalini stuff

I think I am feeling more changes that are part of my awakening. I'm confused and feeling very low. I have had a few ups and downs but in general felt that I was getting somewhere. Yesterday I started to feel very low indeed and feel as if I have lost something. I can't really put it into words.

Last night I meditated and got the feeling of loneliness, more of a thought really and not a true feeling. I can't make sense of things. Every time I have thought I knew what was happening to me it has turned out completely different. I want to know what is happening. I feel as if I am being selfish feeling like this, it's all about me, and there are people with far worse problems out there. In fact I really don't like myself right now. I have become a pointless waste of space with no emotion just feeling sorry for myself.

I had an orgasm last night, the physical sensations were the same as a super-O, convulsions shot through my whole body but I felt absolutely no pleasure at all, absolutely nothing. I was dead from the waist down. I have got problems.

I suppose I just have to go with this. I really can't put it into words it's a hopeless muddle of negative thoughts and lack of emotion. I can't 'feel' it at all I'm just dead.