Vice and the paddle

It's been a while since I created a blog post. There is a reason for this. I tend to share so much on the forum and chat about what I feel during an Aneros session that I want to use my blog for new explorations and new sensations.

That's what my blog is about. It's about me combing several elements of my sexuality into a self-reflecting exercise. There are two very key parts of my sexuality that I wish to combine into a fluid and coherent mixture. I'm combing my passion for BDSM and my tantric energies. Aneros is the tool which I'm using to generate and expand the tantric energies. I can full succumb to the pleasures and sensations of Aneros. I can build that energy, move the energy around, create pleasurable feelings in other parts of my body. I can connect to a cosmic force reaching out. There's an entire realm that Aneros allows me to be part of. Rather, that other realm is constantly in existence. Aneros allows me to venture into that realm for just a little while.

This post is not about that connection though. I've written about that before.

This post is about the connections I'm making between pleasure and pain. This is about BDSM, tantra, and combing aspects of sexuality.

The Examined Chat

What is it about sharing an Aneros Session that makes it so much better? Previous chatting I've done was fun, both mutual JO and V-sex, but never really pushed any of my buttons; good for help along the way, but nothing over the top. However, when I'm riding and chatting WHOLE OTHER STORY!

Aneros sharing is different. All men are wired for jerking, but Re-wiring , it’s a select club of brave explorers wandering off into new lands of sexual delight. Sharing the feeling of re-discovering your body sets Aneros chat apart. Chat tends to focus on the body’s response and feelings vice focusing on describing actions on the path to discovery.

When starting a private chat, the anticipation takes my arousal to a new higher level. Breathing and pulse quicken. Cock goes hard and juices really get going. Every time the guitar sounds, my cock jumps and ass clenches. This leads to more excitement!
The back and forth of two individuals on a super-orgasmic journey trying to put the indescribable into words… For me, this is a key item: engaging the brain to observe and translate the feelings makes me more aware and heightens my sensations. Gets hard to type as sessions go on, but neither participant seems to mind.

During these sessions, you can feel the energy being shared between the partners. Our words prod our bodies into action. Very quickly, Prostate is on fire with waves of ecstasy coursing through our bodies. Sessions seem to come in four flavors: coaching, exploring, shared ride, and just chatting. All are great fun.

The beauty of large and relaxing into it.

So last night I made more progress in my Aneros sessions, and had what I believe to be the most intense pleasurable sensations so far. Wow! The Progasm seems to be the model that my body likes and responds to the most right now. Even though I briefly switched out to the Eupho during the session, it didn't really do much this time. So the Progasm went back in for more fun times! 😀

I find that there is something really important that the larger models teach me, which likely includes the Maximus and Vice, even though I don't own those models. The thing about it, is that the larger size of the Progasm really teaches me to relax my anal, PC, and rectal muscles that much more due to its size. The smaller models can't do this. And the thing is, that the more I relax, the more stronger and more consistent the involuntary anal contractions occur, and they become more pleasurable, and the more my prostate swells in arousal and becomes quite sensitive and pleasurable feeling from the massage my contractions are causing, and the swelling of my prostate makes everything that much more tighter/snug back there, which causes me to try and relax even more, and the result of all this is that my pleasurable sensations increase significantly with all this. And I have to say I just love the “hugging” feeling the Progasm gives me around my prostate when it swells in arousal. It provides an amazing amount of stimulation in that area.

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So I don't know where to begin so I'll start with last Thursday, 1/24/13. I went to a my local shop and looked around in the butt plug aisle…looking like I needed help because I paced that aisle twice. I was looking for the Aneros line up but it wasn't there.
A woman who worked there asked me if I needed help as he could tell I was looking for something but not seeing it. I asked her where are the prostate massagers? She lead me to the next aisle and there was the MGX and the Promax. I have to say the sheer size of the Promax gave me immediate pause. I opted for the MGX. But I left wondering about the Promax.
I got home and immediately lubed up with Uberlube and inserted the MGX easily. I was on my side as the little guide suggested. But I have played with anal by myself so I new laying in one position was not going to work. So I started wiggling around a bit. The MGX responded well but the P-tab was too firm. I didn't notice it till Sunday that my P-tab was getting sore. I had been grinding on the for a while.
I didn't experience a super O the first few times but the ejaculate was amazing. I was going for total horse loads and I got'um. Then I hit a new level. I started convulsing and making the most gutteral sounds. And I couldn't control it nor wanted to. IO bucked all over my bed and gasping for air. I know to breathe but this literally took my breath away. I don't think this experience is a superO but it lasted for over two hours and was the most powerful sexual orgasm I have experienced. I barely touched my penis. I didn't feel the need to ejaculate at all.
By then, my curiosity in this product was fully piqued.
I checked out the Aneros website and immediately checked out the VICE when I saw it. Remember, I walked out of that store thinking about the Promax.
After reading the ad and doing a little reading of BMayfield's review of the Vice, I decided that this would be the one for me. So I ordered the Vice immediately. I continued to enjoy the MTX the rest of the weekend.
Yesterday, 1/28/13, I got the Vice in the mail. I live in Alaska so everything comes second day air-always go through the Post Office if I can.
I opened the package and was immediately was disarmed. From the pictures the vibe looked like a huge beast to me. But holding it in my hand and lubing it up…I had a feeling I was gong to be okay.
I have to admit the first two times I tried to insert the Vice I was too tense. I remembered to push on my sphincter and the head of the Vice slipped in. I caught my breath and pushed against the Vice to get the mid in. I was worried that my sphincter wouldn't hold the base in. Then it locked into place…and all I can say is that BMayfield hit the nail on the head…the Vice feels "delicious".
I started without the Muse to get the feeling of this incredible device. The comfort was beyond comparison to the MGX. I immediately started to wiggle and thrust. I bought the Vice for just this purpose. I have to admit the, first few hours my sphincter couldn't move this beast much. I had only experienced the MGX which has a coffee stirrer base. Then I began to loosen up to the Vice and the feeling was unreal. I was able to rub the head of the Vice across my prostate with the wiggle. Then I added the thrust while rotating my hips. This sent me over the edge. I felt like I was getting pleasured by something other than myself.
I did this for about an hour and decided it was time for the Muse. Wow…this bullet is incredible. I went through the settings one by one and decided for most contractions I like the wave medium for grinding, pulse high when I want my socks knocked off and constant high just to change it up! This vibe is amazing. If you think you're getting desensitized then you can use it low or turn it off. I have the Vice in me as I write this and NO Muse in at all. I just put it in an hour ago lol. It feels so good just by itself. I saw somewhere on here that you can't put a price on pleasure!
As many have posted, the journey to self enlightenment…must include self discovery. Remember…if you can reach it…play with it. You'll be glad you did.

Aneros…does nothing??

TL;DR:
* No feeling or sensation whatsoever.
* Mass shaking of the abdomen and other parts.
* Serious P-Tab discomfort due to larger prostate swelling.
* Super T

My arousal perked back up over the last few days. Something I noticed was that my prostate would be distinctly swelling up. Never felt it grow so large before! Maybe that's due in part to being able to sense it now.

Due to the bevy of warm, fluttering sensations that happen frequently, I decided to see how things would develop when having some time with the Aneros. After all, if I'm feeling so aroused, one can only imagine how it'd feel using the device!

As it turns out, it had the opposite effect. The warm sensations vanish, no erections, no good vibes from breathing…everything just goes numb in terms of pleasure. Contractions move on their own, but was just a background event. It seems that whatever joy I developed outside of session, the Aneros clearly didn't gel with it.

Of the occurrences worth pointing out my body, particularly the abdomen kept going nuts, causing my body to shake. Again, it was merely shaking – nothing came of it apart from irritating distraction. It's not the shaking that is a pre-cursor to the Super O.

Open Heart

Times like right now, this moment, give me reason and hope about what this universe just might be all about.

I sit now, thinking, as best as I can, about an hour after a wonderful 2 hour session with my new Syn.

Here's what makes this moment even more special.

Work was a total nightmare today. This is my 8th straight day working, and I'm in the middle of working 14 in a row. So, I have about another week straight to go. Needless to say, stress is just about paramount right now. At least it was.

I came home from work, at nearly 11:30 at night, and saw the box for my Syn sitting at my door step. Being mad that UPS, as usual, just leaves a package lying around that anyone can take if they were so inclined, I was thankful that that wasn't the case. I grabbed my package and went into my apartment.

I placed the box on my bed and started to decompress from work, which included basically changing my clothes and booting up my computer. I left the box on the bed and didn't even bother to open it. I knew what it was, but was too tired to even look inside. Instead, I came to Aneros chat and talked with Taran for a bit. Taran asked me if I was going to try out my new Syn, but I was honestly too tired. I didn't want a "dud" session right away. Aside from that, I didn't have time to prep my sacred space and create my mental space. I was just wanting to sleep so I could get up and go to work for day number 9 in a row. Ugh…

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After a session with the vice while
Laying on my side and a few contractions my rear got a buzzing that continued into the night and the next day are these mini O's

Aneros Automatic Autof**king and the Kegel Exercises, October 3, 2012

Hi guys,

Every Aneros session is special and unique to me, and yet, from most of my sessions, I have detected very recently a steady progression towards ease of use of the various Aneros models I have in my collection and also towards absolute Aneros bliss and realization that might be found in the Super-O and other Aneros blessings!

Yesterday first thing in the morning I had a session with my good buddies, the Progasm Classic, Maximus, and Helix Syn once again. Again I began with the Progasm. He inserted more easily yesterday and I spent perhaps 15 minutes in alternating fashion performing the Kegels upon him and just enjoying his presence in my anus and directly upon my prostate. This time he felt real good inserted, although I didn't attempt a full-fledged session with him.

Then I switched over to my very good buddy and teacher, the Maximus model. I spent a good hour with him. Again he slipped in easily to the hilt, and once I positioned my butt on a folded pillow, almost immediately the autof**king began. What amazed me was how automatically and effortlessly the prostate and anal canal massage he delivered me. Of course, my slow, rhythmic breathing set in motion the Maximus! I was truly lost in the actions and motions of this amazing guy in all their subtle nuances and various crescendos of innumerable pleasurable P-waves, perhaps mini-O's. It was just wonderful and it all felt so GOOD!

The Wildness of Five Super-Os & a \\

Condom Lube + Maximus + Nipple Suckers + Pillow Hugging = Wildness

Sometimes just dumping several randomly selected kinks into the mixing bowl and stirring gently can yield amazing results. In this case, the 'yield' from the recipe was five Super-Os.

My introduction to nipple suckers had only been with Lady Vice and I'd wanted to try them without a vibe. Stepping into the shower, I found the threads stripped on the shower-shot nozzle. What to do? Messing with a bag or bulb over the toilet wasn't an attractive option so I though, "how about Condom Lube."

Having become more involved with Vice and now Helix-syn I'm a bit spooked by the thought of residual silicone oil in my ass. So, I've avoided Darwin's new Condom Lube routine. However, I had bought some Bare, un-lubed, oil-proof condoms recently. With no threat of silicone-lube my interest was spiked.

Instant plan. Condom lube with Vaseline & some I.D. Glide that I wanted to get rid of, a nice bulky tail-free Maximus and my new nipple suckers. Imagination at work! On to the shower for a nice scrub.

Thinking ahead to nip play, I put on a pair of Nitrile gloves to keep the greasy fingers issue at a minimum. Also had a mirror handy to avoid the Braille approach to finding the 'mouth' of the condom.

Prostate pressure and orgasm

A recent forum question asked which toys exerted the least pressure on one's prostate. I'd not considered that quality before so ranked my toybox in order of my own sense of increasing pressure:

peridise (zero — it has other divine applications !!)
tempo (only feel the rounded tip with I sit on it)
eupho (unstable, teasing contact with negligible pressure — my favorite)
sgx (no tail — cool intermittent pressure during 'suck-ins' or sex)
-syn (subtle, swishing swipes)
helix (moderate pressure that maneuvers to all three lobes)
mgx (encircles my prostate with balanced & cozy pressure)
classic (a 'take charge' feeling with nibs touching near the bladder neck)
maximus (no tail — nice bulk — good 'warm up' toy for Eupho)
vice (shaped perfectly for my canal — very uniform pressure)
progasm (close to my limit for total volume)

That done, I remembered back to my most intense orgasms and rank Eupho as #1, Helix #2, and SGX a distant #3.

(by 'intense orgasm' I mean either a mentally, visually and spiritually intense Super-O, an extended whole-body physical experience, or a long chain of pounding dry-Os.)

All three of my 'orgasmic toys' are grouped together in the 'less pressure' portion of my list. I'd surmise though that toy mobility and the quality I call, "agility" are qualities in toys that have less mass and bulk.