Eupho With A “Twist”

I never expected to be blogging this ride! But there were several "new" elements in it that are worth noting……

This ride began with the Eupho and I wasn't expecting a whole lot to report. I have had some great Super-Os with it. I lubed-up and began the ride…..

For some reason, I started this session out as a "do-nothing" session. However, as in past sessions, I got almost an immediate erection and a couple of powerful abdominal contractions. I felt that my prostate "wants to play"! So I decided to do about three very strong contractions and "hold" them for about 30 seconds each. WOW! I must have "started the engine" since from that point on, the Eupho was on 'AutoFuck' mode! It wasn't 15 minutes into this ride that I experienced a moderate "whole-body" orgasm. Considerable moaning (somewhat muffled) and some shaking and twisting on the bed. This was followed not too long after by a "half-strength" O. After that, it seemed that although I felt the P-waves, there were no more Os in the "wings".

For some reason (don't ask me why) I got the "urge" to try a new position with this Eupho ride. I went up on the bed on all "fours" doggy-style with my cock and balls suspended beneath me. The auto-contractions were continuing, although somewhat lighter than before. I don't know why, but I began to "thrust" in the bed in this position and I felt more of a "tickle" on the prostate. I experimented with this position and began to roll my hips in a rhythmic fashion. When I did this a certain way, I felt a more distinct "tickle" on the prostate. It felt good! I kept this up for a while (with my eyes closed) and then got a very stimulating sensation:

Suspended Between a Man and a Woman and Reality and Fantasy

The well spring of my sexual response flows both from the depths of my aroused mind, from deep in my anal canal and under the base of my cock inside my groin; the desire that inspires those responses is a result of real time visions, recalled images, personal intimate memories and imagined fantasies. My desire and response are fickle. Orgasm may choose many different paths as it exerts its power over my body. The mental images may be a memory of a friends erect penis in my mouth or J’s sodden – hot vagina sheathing my own cock and sucking it lasciviously or it may be of my cockhead rubbing against a cockhead, oozing my precum on him as I straddle him and hump him to ejaculation. In the peak of MMO it is often the image of me frotting a guys cock until we both ejaculate on each other that inflames my MMOs to incendiary levels. All of these images will indeed cloak my mind in eros, stiffen my cock and make my anus twitch hungrily.

In the tempest of MMO I often fantasize about the extreme possibilities such as being vulgarly penetrated by a long hard cock; as orgasmic rapture clouds my mind I imagine I am being fucked by a handsome younger man. My mind is often filled with all kinds of lascivious thoughts as my prostate pulses and my anus flexes in anguished euphoria. The paths my sexual ecstasy chooses to expresses itself inside me is one of the wonders of my sexuality. Each sexual journey is a mysterious event that leaves me wondering when I will settle down and be “normal”.

A Hot Peridise Fantasy

I'm a newlywed and have only been married for four months. I had my first overnight business trip and really didn't want to be away from my sweetheart. I know I will be missing her in a lonely hotel bed. I want so much to be close to her body tonight, feel her silky smooth skin next to mine, feel myself hardening up for her…..

I had a good flight and began unpacking at the hotel. I was getting my clothes out to hang up when I found something surprising in my suitcase which my wife had packed. It appeared to be an Aneros "Peridise" and a tube of lubricant gel. Attached was this note:

"Hello dear, I thought you might try this out tonight and think about me waiting for you tomorrow night, luv u."

After my meetings during the day, I returned to my hotel, and after dinner, took a nice hot shower, and very relaxed, got undressed and hopped into bed. I got ready for this Peridise "adventure" and, since I had not experienced it before, I was eagerly anticipating the pleasure I could receive from it.

I took off my clothes and neatly folded them. I took out the Peridise, opened up the lube gel and with my finger, put a generous amount of lube in my anus and on the Peridise. I turned off the lights in the room, climbed into bed, got on my side and slowly inserted it. Ohhh! It just slid in and felt so good…..

Some basic info and some sexy thoughts

I’ve thought about starting a blog so many times. This incredible family of devices has taken up so much of my thought and effort in the past four years. There is so much to say.

First, some basic info about me and my style of play.

Late 30s. Northeast USA. Happily married. Heteroamorous but newly cock curious (you can read my forum posts to find out more about that).

Routine =

Coconut oil.

Nest. Must create a restful, comfortable environment. Mostly clear mattress. Lots of pillow props and – this is really useful – a heating pad!

Position. Lie on back. Legs out a bit, sometimes splayed. Like to put either left or right leg up on a pillow.

Prelube (coconut oil) and insertion. The smaller models are best for me. I own all, but mgx and ProJr have the best effects.

Do nothing technique. Complete and utter relaxation is necessary. Any hint of contraction kills all sensation. It has to build naturally.

Wait and Enjoy. Then just wait patiently for forty-five minutes and let the sensations build. The best part is that I let my mind go and I hallucinate the craziest things. Sometimes its images and sometimes even sensations or memories or smells.

When it’s happening it’s like I fall into a realm of pure sex. Every fantasy I ever had or could have comes to life. Sometimes I experience it first hand and sometimes I can almost see myself in the midst of the action.

Aneros: One Month In- – What Have I Learned?

Having experienced Aneros for little over a month now, I feel it is time to "explore" all that I have learned thus far. It is an extensive list!

The Male Body:
Our bodies are truly incredible! Besides the "necessary" functions of heart, lungs, eyes, brain, etc. to keep us alive, there is this "optional" pleasure function….sex! I have learned that sex is that mysterious "organ" that pervades our lives in numerous ways. As males, we are "enrobed" in the sexual experience: hardly a moment goes by in our lives that we are not thinking about it nor acting upon it. How many times have I masturbated? I couldn't even hazard a guess! Did it feel good? You must be kidding! There is no feeling on earth that compares to ejaculation (right guys?). At least, I haven't found one yet! Add in the pleasurable feelings of the aroused prostate (and rectum and anus) and related orgasms and….well, you get the picture!

The Aneros Experience:
With the advent of Aneros and prostate stimulation, I have become to realize that the prostate gland is the "master sex gland" of the male body and is responsible for so many things "sexual": erection, testicle and perineum stimulation, nipple arousal. I have found that by Aneros' stimulating the prostate, besides the obvious ejaculatory response (numerous times!) there is this "deliciously" sexual feeling inside my body that is hard to put into words ("buzzing prostate" for example). I can "feel" more alive (in a sexual way). This is how I was created and I love it!

“What is Sex? Why Does It Feel So F***** Good?”

This session became the ultimate "do-nothing" Aless session!

I was laying in bed in the early morning hours just wondering if I should begin an Aneros session? I took off my clothes, was just laying there and began "exploring" my body and my thoughts drifted to this whole "sex" thing for us.

Now I am not a philosopher so I will not even attempt to give a philosophical viewpoint of this subject. I will, however, give my own "male interpretation" of it.

[I must say right off that I am interpreting this discussion as a "straight" guy and do not in any way disparage alternative sexual relationships.]

Here goes……

First off, I understand that lofty discussion about that "continuing the species" aspect of sex as it relates to our Maker. It sounds so logical but so cold. Of course there has to be a deeper meaning behind it all. I will attempt to put into words what I was feeling.

Male Aspect: Our male bodies are truly unique. It has been said that the entire male (and female) bodies are erogenous zones, every square inch. And I believe that to be true. Of course, we can explore our most erogenous areas at length: the penis, testicles, scrotum, anal region, nipples and so on. These are all highly erotic. We are "wired" to elicit this sexual response to external stimuli such as touch, smell and taste. Visually, we can see our erect members and they are wonderful to look at! A newfound pleasure can be found in the prostate. If we never had any contact with females, we could remain in a "blissful" state regarding sex for the rest of our lives. However, there is so much more to this subject…..

Vice Job

Yesterday, wife was on the phone and told me to go get ready and wait for her in the bedroom.

I went to the bedroom and lubed up the Vice massager with virgin coconut oil. I slipped it in with no problem and set it to the lowest constant vibration. I slipped a cock ring onto the base of my shaft. The buzzing sensation felt really nice and I noticed the vibrator was massaging the bottom of my scrotum. I began doing Kegels and the massager began to caress my prostate.

She continued on the phone so this went on for around fifteen minutes or so. I began to notice the massager began to move involuntarily and realized that the auto-fuck sensation is a result of the muscle contractions once the prostate is sufficiently aroused. It seemed to stroke me on it's on. It caused me to buck and groan with pleasure. My cock was stiffening from the internal pleasures. I found myself on a level of pleasure that I have not yet experienced, even with the Vice.

She entered the room and I am in a state of euphoric sensations. She touches me and stroked my hardened cock. I growl with pleasure as she slips it into her wanting mouth. Words can not describe the pleasurable feelings this produced with the internal massage, the wet lips around me and the massaging of the scrotum.

My first bllog entry

I came to bed. My wife was already in bed, resting. I politely suggested that I would like to try out my Aneros Helix again, and continue my experiment. I didn't ask for any participation, just permission to give it a go and continue my experiment.

First, I got all my supplies. Then I began my mindfulness meditation. Got very comfortable and warm in bed, under the warm duvet. Then once I was really warm and really relaxed, I began. I prepared "the area" with a proper amount of lubrication. I lubricated the Helix. And slid it in.

I took the time to become comfortable. I became aware of the Helix inside. I continued my mindfulness meditation, focusing on the breath, and I became totally relaxed and warm and focused with no distractions. No sounds. No visual distractions. Completely quiet. At peace. Very Quiet. I slowed my breathing way way down. Then once comfortable, I began my muscle contractions. I lay on my back and gently move a big pillow under my lower-back, with my knees bent and my feet flat on the bed. I begin my contractions and releasing, in sync with my breathing. I thrust my hips up and down with my contractions and breathing rhythm. I breath in, contract, raise hips. Hold. Breath out, release lower hips. Pause. Then repeat. Not too forceful. Gently. Very gently. Just getting into a rhythm. In sync with my breathing and my contractions. I do a "set", Nice and slow, breathing in and out slowly, focusing on the breath and focusing on the contractions.

A Long Held Secret

Last night I did what can only be characterized as an “off the wall” intense A Less session. It started with my cock being docked in my wife’s derriere. The anal contractions and subsequent internal pleasure spasms began a few minutes after I was firmly buried deep in her crack leaving a slimy ooze to be absorbed by her tender anal opening. Usually I can lay still and continue them as to not disturb her. Sometimes she wakes and acknowledges me and sometimes not. Last night however, the pleasure was so intense it was really hard to be still. Moreover my cock was twitching with each anal contraction. I was sure I was going to wake her.

With my newly discovered technique I decided to forego the erotic stimulation of her cheeks and anal opening caressing my cock and lie on my back using the new technique to carry the orgasms forward. This technique is described in the entry that is two before this one, but for those who have not read it yet I do sulcus (cock cleft) massage as I tease my left nipple. Last night as always the technique induced very different sensations than other things I do to trigger MMO’s A Less. The contractions are deep and internal causing less anal flexing and more hard deep pleasure in my anal canal.

My Male – Male Fantasy

The last ten years of sexual self discovery for me has been the most amazing and freeing period of my life. I attribute my wondrous erotic enjoyment of the last ten years to two things.

First is my rewiring, accomplished by ten years of Aneros use. My rewiring awakened the orgasmic power of my anus and prostate; it made me a sensual man who appreciates the erotically arousing attraction of men and women and it opened my eyes and mind to expressing my erotic thoughts.

The second thing that has opened the doors to sexual pleasure for me over the last ten years is the internet. It has provided the safety and security for me to anonymously express my erotic thoughts and it has opened the door for me to meet other guys who feel the same about their sexuality without risking exposing my lurid interests to anyone I know. Indeed just the fact that I can make this post and admit some of the things I have is itself a testimony of the power of the internet in my life.