Author: matt1008

Mind Control

Things are moving along in interesting ways … first off, my "sweet spot" has now moved from behind the scrotum to just above the penis. Don't know why. I still get slight tinglies massaging behind the scrotum, but rubbing my finger in little circles just above the penis, along with muscle contractions, drives my prostate into a flutter of loveliness. I can do this in bed, sitting at the computer or watching TV and it gives me the same wonderful reaction.

With this in mind, I set out to do another session of exploring without the Aneros. Last week, I lied on my back and rubbed the sweet spot, seeing if I could "train" it to move up my body as outlined in the Male Deer Exercise. Before I was noticing that I could get it to go about an inch up my torso, so I decided to set aside a couple of hours and try it. Sure enough, the exercise did work. I was able to slowly move the spot up the groin, to the belly button and even higher all the way up to my sternum! It was amazing, to think that you can awaken the prostate by twirling your finger inside the belly button! I remember at one point I was rubbing around thinking "it couldn't have gone north of the belly button." Then I touched the skin above that spot and it sent me into ecstacy (wow). The sensations were less pronounced on the upper belly up to the chest, but they were still there. It's strange to think how this works (mind control?), but it made for a pretty thrilling night nonetheless. Read more »

Stimulation With and Without

It's been about 3 weeks or so since I posted last. I've been having some pretty good sessions with the Aneros MGX, but lately I feel like I've been hitting a plateau in terms of the enjoyment and growth. Mostly I've been getting pretty good p-waves going, although nothing as great as the session I posted about last time. Often a session will be scrapped after about an hour, producing only mild tingly feelings. The thing with these things is that the best sensations come when you least expect them. That said, I'm going to keep trying. It's too fun to stop!

Actually it seems like I'm making better strides without the Aneros. Last time, I posted about the sensitive spot behind my scrotum that, when gently rubbed, drives my prostate crazy. I was reading about the Male Deer exercise and was wondering if rubbing the pubic bone above the penis makes any sensations. I tried it a few times and felt nothing … but all that changed one night while reading in bed. I was absentmindedly rubbing with my middle finger nestled above my penis and my thumb in my navel, moving both in gentle circular motions. At first it was giving me a mild "oh that's nice" feeling. Then my dick started getting hard. It seemed like the blood flowing there intensified the feelings, building things up until I had an "oh my god" moment and had to drop the book and go with the flow. Wow. What a unique sensation, similar to the rubbing of the spot behind the scrotum – but distinctly different! Read more »

Sweet Sensations

The last week has brought me a lot of progress in my exploration, starting with the fact that my body has developed a sweet spot that can give me pleasure – without the Aneros! Rubbing or gently pressing on a small area behind my scrotum while contracting my PC muscles produces a nice, low level tingly sensation (not always, however). One night I decided to try playing around with this, and the building sensations brought me to a nice and powerful penile orgasm.

This new sensitivity has been a nice development – it even brought me towards what was the best session ever last Monday morning. Backing up, a couple of nights earlier I brought out the MGX for a little try. Even though I wasn't feeling super horny, I thought it would be worth it to get some practice in. Well, I had it in for about an hour, doing the usual motions, and I wasn't feeling anything at all. Nada. It didn't make me feel bad, though. Mostly it proves that you have to be at least a little aroused going in for it to work. Read more »

Night Play

It's been about three weeks that I've been using the MGX and things are going swimmingly. One night last week I tried using it at night instead of the usual daytime. Usually I avoid that time since I don't want to wake the partner up with the sounds of a shaking bed! (we have separate bedrooms, by the way)

At first, nothing much happened and I considered giving it up for the night. But — having no light makes a big, big difference in terms of clearing your mind and focusing on the various feelings you get. After awhile I was generating a general "warm" feeling all through my midsection. I was doing my usual on my side with gentle pelvic thrusts and a contraction when my midsection was pointing out. I remember at this particular session that I was really getting the hang of controlling the muscles down there. I was getting a better understanding of which ones need to move which way to touch the sweet spot. Pretty soon I was getting the most pleasurable sensations yet. An incredible building went on for about five minutes. Instead of fantasizing about something concrete, I focused on the MGX itself and imagined it was a tongue and my body was a lollipop that got turned on by being licked. Strange as it sounds, that got me pretty hot! After that 5 minute wave of pleasure, I switched sides and couldn't quite replicate the sensation (although I did get some pretty good mini waves going). Read more »

Further Exploration

I've had two more encounters with my MGX since writing the last blog entry. Both were great and very similar to each other, although with each use I'm getting a better understanding of my own body's sensations and how I can use the Aneros to build on them.

On Friday afternoon, I had a bit of extra time to spare so I gave the ol plastic a spin. After a short period of just resting on my side with the MGX inserted, breathing deeply, I started doing some light sphincter contractions. Surprisingly I wasn't feeling much of anything for about 20 minutes and considered giving up. I tried a few minutes on my back, then on my other side, and wasn't getting much other than a low-level, pleasant feeling. Finally I flopped back on my left side and did some squeeze and release movements involving clinching my glute muscles. That did the trick. Eventually these movements evolved into doing some small rotations of my pelvis, lightly squeezing the sphincter when my "O" shaped motions caused my middle to point forward. I also moved around some interior muscles, although at this point I don't really know what I'm doing there. Man, that felt good. I felt a tingle growing and growing inside me. I started moving faster until the bed was shaking like crazy. What emerged was a wonderful buzz that felt like I was almost ready to cum, but sustained over a 15-20 minute period. I don't know if it was a mini-o or wave or whatever, but it sure felt good. At some point I felt ready to stop, then I said to myself "no, I wanna keep going" – and I rode another 15-20 minute wave of pleasure. Eventually I rested on my back and jacked off to a fantastic orgasm, noting that my cum this time was much thicker and whiter than usual. Read more »

First Few Sessions: Whoa

I first found out about the Aneros a couple of weeks ago in an online forum. Curiosity piqued, I eventually found out more at this very website and immediately bought an MGX at a locally owned sex toy shop. It seemed a bit pricy, but after reading all the stuff about how wonderful it was, what did I have to lose? Turns out it was a wise investment.

I couldn't wait to try it out the next morning after the partner went to work. Having had a lot of anal experience, the lubed MGX slid right up there nicely. It felt odd at first, but good! I laid on the bed and did some breathing exercises to calm me now. Unfortunately for some reason (nervousness?), I was easily distracted and the session wasn't as good as it could have been. I got into some sphincter-tightening and eventually built up a nice, low-level tingly feeling, but that was about it. Mostly this time was spent getting used to the aneros. At one point I started thinking sexy thoughts and my dick went from soft to rock hard in about two seconds – interesting. Since I had held off for several days, it ended with a nice but not mind blowing penile orgasm. Read more »